"_How_ she flatters him!" Eleanor thought; "And she knows he is looking at her." He was! Edith, lifting a forkful of hay, throwing the weight on her right thigh and straining backward with upraised arms, her big hat tumbling over one ear, and the sweat making her hair curl all around her forehead, was something any man would like to look at! No man would want to look at Eleanor--a tired, dull, jealous woman, whose eyes were blinking from the glare and whose face sagged with elderly fatigue. She turned silently and went away. "He likes to be with her--but he doesn"t say so. Oh, if he would only be frank!" Her eyes blurred, but she would not let the tears come, so they fell backward into her heart--which brimmed with them, to overflow, after a while, in bitter words.
Edith, watching the retreating figure, never guessing those unshed tears, said, despairingly, to herself, "I suppose I ought to go home with her?" She dropped her pitchfork; "I"ll come back after dinner, boys," she said; "I must look after Eleanor now."
"Quitter!" Maurice jeered; but Johnny said, "I"m glad she"s gone; it"s too much for a girl." His eyes followed her as she went running over the field to catch up with Eleanor, who, on the way back to the house, only poke once; she told Edith that flattery was bad taste the cup overflowed! "Men hate flattery," she said.
"Hate it?" said Edith, "they lap it up!"
When the two young men sat down under an oak for their noon hour, with a bucket of b.u.t.termilk standing precariously in the gra.s.s beside them, John said again, anxiously, "It was too hot for her; I hope she won"t have a headache."
"She always has headaches," Maurice said, carelessly.
"What!" said Bennett, alarmed; "she"s never said a word to me about headaches."
"Oh, you mean Edith? I thought you meant Eleanor. Edith never had a headache in her life! Some girl, Johnny?"
"Has that just struck you?" said John.
Maurice fished some gra.s.s seeds out of the b.u.t.termilk, took a deep draught of it, and looked at his companion, lying full length on the stubble in the shadow of the oak. It came to him with a curious shock that Bennett was in love. No "calf love" this time! Just a young man"s love for a young woman--sound and natural, and beautiful, and right.... "I wonder," Maurice thought, "does she know it?"
It seemed as if Johnny, puffing at his pipe, and slapping a mosquito on his lean brown hand, answered his thought:
"Edith"s astonishingly young. She doesn"t realize that she"s grown up."
There was a pause; "_Or that I have._"
Maurice was silent; he suddenly felt old. These two--these children!--believing in love, and in each other, were in a world of their own; a world which knew no hidden household in the purlieus of Mercer; no handsome, menacing, six-year-old child; no faded, jealous woman, overflowing with wearisome caresses! In this springtime world was Edith--vigorous, and sweet, and supremely reasonable;--and _never_ temperamental! And this young man, loving her.... Maurice turned over on his face in the gra.s.s; but he did not kiss the earth"s "perfumed garment"; he bit his own clenched fist.
He was very silent for the rest of their day in the field for one thing, they had to work at a high pitch, for then were blue-black clouds in the west! At a little after three Edith came out again, but not to help.
"I had to put on my glad rags," she said, sadly, "because some people are coming to tea. I hate "em--I mean the rags."
Maurice stopped long enough to turn and look at her, and say, "They"re mighty pretty!" And so, indeed, they were--a blue organdie, with white ribbons around the waist, and a big white hat with a pink rose in a knot of black velvet on the brim. "How"s Eleanor?" he said, beginning to skewer a bale of hay on to his pitchfork.
"She"s afraid there"s going to be a thunderstorm," Edith said; "that"s why I came out here. She wants you, Maurice."
"All right," he said, briefly; and struck his fork down in the earth.
"I"ve got to go, Johnny."
To do one"s duty without love is doubtless better than to fail in doing one"s duty, but it has its risks. Maurice"s heartless "kindness" to his wife was like a desert creeping across fertile earth; the eager generosity of boyhood had long ago hardened into the gray aridity of mere endurance.
Edith turned and walked back with him; they were both silent until Maurice said, "You"ve got Johnny"s scalp all right, Skeezics."
"Don"t be silly!" she said; her annoyance made her look so mature that he was apologetic; was she in love with the cub? He was suddenly dismayed, though he could not have said why. "I don"t like jokes like that," Edith said.
"I beg your pardon, Edith. I somehow forget you"re grown up," he said, and sighed.
She laughed. "Eleanor and you have my age on your minds! Eleanor informed me that I was too old to be rampaging round making hay with you two boys! And she thinks I "flatter" you," Edith said, grinning. "I trust I"m not injuring your immortal soul, Maurice, and making you vain of your muscle?"
Instantly he was angry. Eleanor, daring to interfere between himself and Edith? He was silent for the rest of the walk home; and he was still silent when he went up to his wife"s room and found her lying on her bed, old Bingo snoozing beside her--windows closed, shades down. "Oh, Maurice!" she said, with a gasp of relief; "I was so afraid you would get caught in a thunderstorm!"
"_Don"t_ be so absurd!" he said.
"I--I love you; that"s why I am "absurd,"" she said, piteously. It was as if she held to his lips the cup of her heart, br.i.m.m.i.n.g with those unshed tears,--but is there any man who would not turn away from a cup that holds so bitter a draught?
Maurice turned away. "This room is insufferably hot!" he said. He let a window curtain roll up with a jerk, and flung open a window.
She was silent.
"I wish," he said, "that you"d let up on Edith. You"re always criticizing her. I don"t like it."
That night Johnny Bennett, somehow, lured Edith out on to the porch to say good night. The thunderstorm had come and gone, and the drenched garden was heavy with wet fragrance.
"Let"s sit down," Johnny said; then, beseechingly, "Edith, don"t you feel a little differently about me, now?"
"Oh, Johnny, _dear_!"
"Just a little, Edith? You don"t know what it would mean to me, just to hope?"
"Johnny, I am awfully fond of you, but--"
"Well, never mind," he said, patiently, "I"ll wait."
He went down the steps, hesitated, and, while Edith was still squeezing a little wet ball of a handkerchief against her eyes, came back.
"Do you mind if I ask you just one question, Edith?"
"Of course not! Only, Johnny, it just about _kills_ me to be--horrid to you."
"Have you really got to be horrid?" said John Bennett.
"Johnny, I _can"t_ help it!"
"Is it because there"s any other fellow, Edith? That"s the question I wanted to ask you."
She was silent.
"Edith, I really think I have a right to know?"
Still she didn"t speak.
"Of course, if there _is_--"
"There isn"t!" she broke in.... "Why, Johnny, you"re the best friend I have. No; there isn"t anybody else. The honest truth is, I don"t believe I"m the sort of girl that gets married. I can"t imagine caring for _anybody_ as much as I care for father and mother and Maurice. I--I"m not sentimental, Johnny, a bit. I"m awfully fond of you; _awfully_! You come next to Maurice. But--but not that way. That"s the truth, Johnny.
I"m perfectly straight with you; you know that? And you won"t throw me over, will you? If I lost you, I declare I--I don"t know what I"d do!
You won"t give me up, will you?"
John Bennett was silent for a long minute; then he said, "No, Edith; I"ll never give you up, dear." And he went away into the darkness.