"He"s too tall. I look like an aspiring gra.s.shopper beside him."
"And Jack Wyth?"
"He"s too short."
"And Sydney Kent?"
"He"s too stupid."
"And Tom Ba.s.sett?"
Sally yawned.
"He"s too--everything. There"s c.o.c.k crow, and I"m going to bed."
The next afternoon Eugenia drove Sally in to town, and stopped on her outward trip to pay a visit to Mrs. Webb. She found that lady serenely seated in her drawing-room, as unruffled as if she had not just dismissed a cook and cooked a dinner.
"Oh, yes, thank you, dear, all is well," she replied in answer to the girl"s question; for she held it to be vulgarity to allude, in her drawing-room, to the trials of housekeeping. She was not touched by such questions because she ignored that she was in any way concerned in them.
She spent six hours a day with her servants, but had she spent twenty-four she would have remained secure in her conviction that they did not come within the sphere of her life.
"I have wanted to see you to ask you to join my society, the "Daughters of Duty,"" she went on, her eyes on a piece of fine white damask she was hem-st.i.tching. "Its object is to preserve our old landmarks, and when I spoke to your father he told me he was quite sure you would care to become an active member."
"I"m afraid I don"t have much time," began Eugenia helplessly, when Mrs.
Webb interrupted her, though without haste or discourtesy.
"Not have time, my dear?" she repeated with her slow, fine smile. "If I can find time, with all my other duties, don"t you think that you might be able to do so?"
Eugenia was baffled. "Of course I love Kingsborough," she said, "and I"d preserve every inch of it with my own hands if I could--but I can"t bear meetings--and--and things."
Mrs. Webb took a careful st.i.tch in the damask. "I thought you might care enough to a.s.sist us," she remarked tentatively; and Eugenia succ.u.mbed.
"I"ll do anything I can," she declared. "I will, indeed--only you mustn"t expect much."
In a few moments she rose to go, lingering with a courteous appearance of being unwilling to depart, which belonged to her social training. As she stood in the doorway, her hand in Mrs. Webb"s, the older woman looked at her almost affectionately.
"I had a letter from Dudley this morning," she said. "He is coming down next week for Sunday."
A flush crossed Eugenia"s face, evoking an expression of irritation.
"You must miss him," she observed sympathetically.
"I do miss him, but he comes often. He is a good son. He sent a message to you, by the way, but it was not important."
"No, it was not important," repeated Eugenia with a feeling that her carelessness appeared to be a.s.sumed.
She lightly kissed Mrs. Webb and ran down the steps and into the carriage, which was waiting in the road. Her visit had left her with a curious sense of oppression, and she breathed a long draught of the invigorating air.
As she drove down the street she saw Nicholas coming out of his office and offered him a "lift" to his home. He said little on the way, and his utterances were forced, but Eugenia talked lightly and rapidly, as she always did when with him.
She told him of Sally Burwell, of the last letter from Bernard--who was coming home soon--of Mrs. Webb and the "Daughters of Duty."
"The truth is, I like her, but I"m afraid of her--dreadfully."
"She disapproves of your--your liking for me," he said bitterly. "But every one does that--even the judge, though he doesn"t say anything. And they are right--I see it. You know from what I came and what I am."
"Yes, I know what you are," she returned defiantly, "and they shall all know some day."
He turned and looked at her as she sat beside him, but he was silent, nor did he speak until he said "good-bye" before his father"s gate.
It was some days later that she saw him again. She had gone out to gather goldenrod for the great blue vases that stood on the dining-room mantel-piece, and was standing knee-deep in the ragged field, when he leaped the fence that divided the farms and crossed to where she stood.
The sun was going down behind the blackened branches of the dead oak, and the wide common, spread with goldenrod and life-everlasting, lay like a sea of flame and snow. Eugenia, standing in its midst, a tall woman in a dress of brown, fell in richly with the surrounding colours.
Her arms were filled with the yellow plumes and her dress was tinselled with the dried pollen that floated in the air. As Nicholas reached her she was seeking to free herself from the clutch of a crimson briar that crawled along the ground, and in the effort some of the broken stalks slipped from her hold.
Without speaking, he knelt beside her and released her skirt. "You have torn it," he said quietly, but he was looking up at her, and there was a quality in his voice which thrilled her.
"Have I?" she returned quickly. "Well, I can mend it--but there! it"s caught again. I"ve been trying to get free for--hours."
He smiled.
"You came into the field only twenty minutes ago. I saw you. But, hold on. I"ll uproot this blackberry vine while I"m about it."
He tore it from its tenacious hold to the earth and flung it into the field. Then he examined the rent in Eugenia"s dress.
"If you had waited until I came you might have spared yourself this--patch," he observed.
"I shan"t patch it--and I didn"t know you were coming."
"Don"t I always come--when there"s a patch to be saved?" he asked. "I hate to see things ruined."
"Then you might have come sooner. There, give me my goldenrod. It"s all scattered."
He began patiently to gather up the stalks, arranging them in an even layer of equal lengths.
Eugenia watched him, laughing.
"How precise you are!" she said.
"Aren"t they right?" He looked up for her approval, and she saw that he had grown singularly boyish. His face was less rugged, more sensitive.
He wore no hat, and his thick red hair had fallen across his forehead.
She felt the peculiar power of his look as she had felt it before.
"No, they"re wrong. They aren"t Chinese puzzles. Don"t fix them so tight. Here."
She took them from him, and as his hands touched hers she noticed that they were cold. "You"re shaking them all apart," he protested, "and I took such a lot of trouble."
As she bent her head his eyes followed the dark coil of hair to the white nape of her neck where her collar rose. Several loose strands had blown across her ear and wound softly about the delicate lobe. He wanted to raise his hand and put them in place, but he checked himself with a start. With his eyes upon her he recalled the warmth of her woollen dress, and he wished that he had put his lips to it as he knelt. She would never have known.