During the first years of her marriage she had intensely sought the relief of outside interests. She had worked zealously on hospital boards and had exhausted herself in the service of the city mission. Then a new call had quivered in her life, and she had let these things go. With the pa.s.sion of her nature she had pledged herself to motherhood, and that, too, had foiled her--for the child had died. Looking back upon the years she saw that those months of tranquil waiting were the happiest of her life--those monotonous months when each day was as the day before it, when her hands were busy for the love that would come to her, and her heart warmed itself before the future. The child was hers for a single week, and afterwards she had put her grief away and gone back to the old beginning. She had given herself to little kindnesses and trivial interests, for the fulfilment of her nature had withered in the bud.
The key turned in the door downstairs and in a moment she heard Dudley in the hall. As her door opened she looked up brightly. "Up, old girl?"
he asked cheerfully, and as he came to the fire he bent to kiss her.
"Did you make a speech? and what did you say?" she inquired.
"Oh, they got a good deal out of me," he responded with a genial recollection which he proceeded to unfold. His eyes shone and his face was flushed. As he stood on the hearth rug before her she admitted with a sigh of satisfaction his physical splendour. The glow of his personality warmed her into an emotion half maternal. She regarded him with the eyes of tolerant affection.
"Oh, yes, I think I made a friend of Diggs," he was adding complacently as he flecked a particle of cigar ash from his coat. "He got off a capital story, by the way. I"d give it to you, but I"m half afraid--you"re so squeamish."
"His jokes don"t amuse me," returned Eugenia indifferently. "Who else was there?"
"Well, the governor was very much there. He did some stiff talking. I say, Eugie, do you know, I believe he used to have a pretty strong fancy for you--didn"t he?"
Eugenia looked at him with a laugh. "Oh, a fancy?" she repeated.
She moved away, gathering her hair from her shoulders; but in a moment she came back again and rubbed her cheek against Dudley"s arm as she used to rub it against General Battle"s old linen sleeve. "Dudley," she said with a sudden break, "the baby would have been ten years old to-night--do you remember?"
Dudley was looking into the fire; his face grew grave, and he patted Eugenia"s head. "You don"t say so! Poor little chap!" he exclaimed.
They were both silent. Dudley"s eyes were still on the flame, but the shadow lifted from his brow. Eugenia"s lips quivered and grew firm. She gently drew herself away and began braiding her hair, but her hands were unsteady.
In a moment Dudley spoke again. "It was a great pity I lost that governorship," he said abstractedly.
A week after this Eugenia went with Juliet Galt to the Capitol to hear a speech in which Dudley was interested. The Senate Chamber was crowded, and as the atmosphere grew oppressive while Dudley"s gentleman held the floor, she rose and went out into the lobby where a noisy circle pulsed round Houdon"s Washington. She had spoken to several acquaintances, and her hand was in the clasp of a house member from her old county, when she started at the sound of a shrill voice rising above the persistent hum of the legislators and the lobbyists.
"I"m a-lookin" for the governor, Nick Burr," it said.
"I didn"t know the governor posed as a cavalier," laughed the house member, and as a wave of humour lighted the faces around her, Eugenia turned to find Marthy Burr standing in the doorway. She wore a stiff alpaca dress, and beneath the green veil above her bonnet she cast alert, nervous glances from side to side. Her hands clutched, in a deathlike grip, a cotton umbrella and a small, covered basket.
Eugenia hesitated for a single instant, and then took a step forward with outstretched hand, a kindly glow in her face; but as she did so the crowd parted and Nicholas Burr reached his stepmother"s side.
"Why, this is a treat, ma!" he said heartily, and he took the umbrella and the basket from her reluctant hands, despite her warning whisper, "thar"s new-laid eggs in thar!"
"My dear Mrs. Burr!" exclaimed Eugenia. She lifted her gaze from the homely figure in its awkward finery, to the man who stood beside her.
Then she stooped and kissed Marthy Burr on the cheek.
"Do let her come home with me," she said.
Her eyes fell and a wave of colour beat into her face. An instant before she had felt her act to be entirely admirable; now it flamed before her in a mental revelation that she was a sycophant who sought the reward of an a.s.sumed virtue. With the reward had come the knowledge--she had found both in Nicholas"s eyes; and as she felt the thrust of self-abas.e.m.e.nt, she felt also that for the sake of that look she would have kissed a dozen Burrs a dozen times.
"You are very kind," said the governor. "But you know I have an empty house."
Then he put his arm about Marthy Burr and a.s.sisted her down the steps to the walk below. She looked about her with half-frightened, half-defiant eyes, and clung grimly to his powerful figure.
As Eugenia watched them, a quick remembrance shot before her. She saw Nicholas Burr as she had seen him in his youth--ardent, a.s.sured, holding out his arms to the future, which was to be love, love, love. Now the future had become the present, and the one affection that remained to him was that of the old, illiterate woman, with the rasping voice. He had lost the thing he had lived for--and he was happy.
BOOK V
THE HOUR AND THE MAN
I
On one of the closing days of the legislative session, Ben Galt lounged into the anteroom of the governor"s office and cornered the private secretary. "Look here, d.i.c.kson, what"s the latest demonstration of Old Nickism? I hear he"s giving Rann trouble about that bill of his."
d.i.c.kson nodded significantly towards the closed door. "Rann"s with him now," he replied; "they"re having it hot in there. Rann may bl.u.s.ter till he"s blue, but he won"t make the governor give an inch. That bill"s as dead as a door nail. The governor"s got a fit of duty on."
"Or his everlasting obstinacy," returned Galt irritably. "His duty does more harm than most men"s devilment--it stands like a stone wall between him and his ambition. Of course, that bill is a political swindle, but there isn"t another politician in the State who would interfere in Rann"s little game."
"Oh, between us, I think Rann"s honest enough. He believes he"s up to a good thing, but the governor disagrees with him--there"s where the row begins."
"What does the governor say about it?"
"Say?" laughed d.i.c.kson. "Why, I asked him if he would approve the measure and he said "No!" That"s the beginning and the end of his discourse--a "No" long drawn out."
The door opened abruptly, and Rann put out his head. "Will you step in here, Mr. Galt?" he asked, and his voice was husky with anger. "With pleasure, my dear Major," responded Galt easily, as he crossed the threshold and closed the door after him. "I am always at your service as a peacemaker."
The governor was standing before his desk, his eyes upon Rann, who faced him, red and trembling. Galt had seen Burr wear this impa.s.sive front before, and it had always meant trouble. His eyes were opaque and leaden, his face as expressionless as a mask. He was motionless save for the movement of one hand that drummed upon the desk. "If you possess any influence with the governor," said Rann to Galt, "will you tell him that his course is ruinous--ruinous to imbecility? If he thinks I am going to throw away a winter"s work on that bill he"s mistaken his man. It"s taken me the whole session to get that measure through the legislature, and I"m not going to have it defeated now by any crack-brained moralist.
He"ll sign that bill or--"
Burr spoke at last. "Am I the governor of this State or are you?" he thundered. His face did not change, but his powerful voice rang to the full.
Rann gave an ugly little sneer, his cheek purpling. "I may not be governor, but I made you so," he retorted.
"Your mistake, my dear Major, was that you neglected to create him in your own likeness," put in Galt coolly.
"By the people"s will I am governor, and governor I"ll be," said Nicholas grimly; "as for this bill you speak of, I might have saved you the trouble of working for your pitiable majority. Since you have seen fit to deride my motive, it is sufficient for me to say that the measure will not become a law over my opposition, and I shall oppose it to the death."
Rann was shaking on his short legs and his hands were trembling. "So you defy me, do you, Governor?" he demanded.
"Defy you?" the governor laughed shortly, "I don"t trouble to defy you.
I laugh at you--the whole lot of you who come to cozen me with party promises. So long as I spoke your speech and did your bidding I might have the senatorship for the asking. I was honest Nick Burr, though I might belie my convictions at every step. So long as I wore the collar of your machine upon my neck my honesty was the hall-mark of the party.
Where is my honesty, the first instant that I dare to stand against you?
Defy you? Pshaw! You aren"t worth defying!"
"Hold on!" said Galt hastily. "Nick, for G.o.d"s sake, leave our friend alone. You"re both good fellows--too good to quarrel--"
"Oh, there"s no use," protested Rann, wiping his flaming brow. "I"ve offered a dozen compromises--but compromise I won"t without that bill.
Bear witness that I"ve upheld him from the start. I"d have run him for the presidency itself if I"d had the power, and when I ask a little friendly return he talks about his d.a.m.ned duty. But I tell you, he"s signed his own warrant. He"s as dead in this State as if his grave was dug. He"s held his last office in the Democratic Party."
"I shall certainly not owe my second to you," responded the governor; then he looked vacantly before him. "I have the pleasure to wish you good morning," he said.