Ellis changed colour, not knowing how to proceed, or how to stop. The alteration in her countenance made Harleigh look round, and discern Elinor; yet so pre-occupied was his attention, that he was totally unmindful of her situation, and would have addressed her as usual, had she not abruptly re-mounted the stairs.
Harleigh would then have asked some directions, relative to the time and manner of the purposed communication; but Ellis instantly followed Elinor; leaving him in a state of wonder, expectation, yet pleasure indescribable; fully persuaded that she meant to reveal the secret of her name and her history; and forming conjectures that every moment varied, yet every moment grew more interesting, of her motives for such a confidence.
Ellis found Elinor already in her chamber, and, apparently, in the highest, though evidently most fact.i.tious spirits: not, however, feigned to deceive Ellis, but falsely and forcibly elated to deceive, or, at least, to animate herself. "This is enchanting!" she cried, "this is delectable! this is every thing that I could wish! I shall now know the truth! All the doubts, all the difficulties, that have been crazing me for some time past, will now be solved: I shall discover whether his long patience in waiting my determination, has been for your sake, or for mine. He will not go hence, till he has obeyed your commands!--Is he glad of a pretence to stay on my account? or impelled irresistibly upon yours? I shall now know all, all, all!"
The lengthened stay of Albert being thus, she said, ascertained, she should send Dennis about his business, without the smallest ceremony.
What she undertook, she performed. Early in the evening she again visited Ellis, exultingly to make known to her, that Dennis was finally dismissed. She had a.s.signed no reason, she said, for her long procrastination, reserving that for his betters, alias Albert; but she had been so positive and clear in announcing her decision, and a.s.suring him that it proceeded from a most sincere and unalterable dislike, both to his person and mind, that he had shewn spirit enough to be almost respectable, having immediately ordered his horse, taken his leave of Aunt Maple, and set off upon his journey. Albert, meanwhile, had said, that he had business to transact at Brighthelmstone, which might detain him some days; and had accepted an invitation to sleep at Lewes, during that period, from poor Aunt Maple; whose provocation and surprise at all that had pa.s.sed were delightful.
"To-morrow morning, therefore," she continued, "will decide my fate.
What, hitherto, Albert has thought of me, he is probably as ignorant as I am myself; for while he has considered me as the property of my brother, his pride is so scrupulous, and his scruples are so squeamish, that he would deem it a crime of the first magnitude, to whisper, even in his own ear, How should I like her for myself? He is suspicious of some sophistry in whatever is not established by antiquated rules; and, with all his wisdom, and all his superiority, he is constantly anxious not to offend that conceited old prejudice, that thinks it taking a liberty with human nature, to suppose that any man can be so indecent as to grow up wiser, and more knowing, than his grandpapa was before him.
"Trifling, however, apart, all my real alarm is to fathom what his feelings are for you! Are they but of compa.s.sion, playing upon a disengaged mind? If nothing further, the awakening a more potent sentiment will plant them in their proper line of subordination. This is what remains to be tried. He has not made you any declaration; he is free, therefore, from any entanglement: his brother is discharged, and for ever out of the question; he knows me, therefore, also, to be liberated from all engagement. When I said that you had given me life, I did not mean, that merely to hear that nothing had yet pa.s.sed, was enough to secure my happiness:--Ah no!--but simply that it inspired me with a hope that gives me courage to resolve upon seeking cert.i.tude. And now, hear me!
"The second act of the comedy, tragedy, or farce, of my existence, is to be represented to-morrow. The first scene will be a conference between Ellis and Albert, in which Ellis will relate the history of Elinor."
Suddenly, then, looking at her, with an air the most authoritative, "Ellis!" she added, "there is one article to which you must answer this moment! Would you, should the choice be in your power, sacrifice Lord Melbury to Harleigh? No hesitation!"
"Miss Joddrel," answered Ellis, solemnly, "I have neither the hope, nor the fear, that belongs to what might be called sacrifice relative to either of them: I earnestly desire to preserve the esteem of Mr Harleigh; and the urbanity--I can call it by no other name--of Lord Melbury; but I am as free from the thought as from the presumption, of expecting, or coveting, to engage any personal, or particular regard, from either."
Elinor, appeased, said, "You are such a compound of mystery, that one extraordinary thing is not more difficult to credit in you, than another. My design, as you will find, in making you speak instead of myself, is a stroke of Machievalian policy; for it will finish both suspences at once; since if, when you talk to him of me, he thinks only of my agent, how will he refrain, in answering your emba.s.sy, to betray himself? If, on the contrary, when he finds his scruples removed about his brother, he should feel his heart penetrated by the cause of that brother"s dismission--Ah Ellis!--But let us not antic.i.p.ate act the third. The second alone can decide, whether it will conclude the piece with an epithalamium--or a requiem!"
She then disappeared.
Ellis saw her no more till the next morning, when, entering the chamber, breathless with haste and agitation, "The moment," she cried, "is come!
I have sent out Aunt Maple, and Selina, upon visits for the whole morning; and I have called Harleigh into my dressing-room. There, wondering, he waits; I shall introduce you, and wait, in my turn, till, in ten minutes" time, you follow, to give me the argument of the third and last act of my drama."
Ellis, alarmed at what might be the result, would again have supplicated to be excused; but Elinor, proudly saying, "Fear no consequences for me!
Those who know truly how to love, know how to die, as well as how to live!" forcibly dragged her down to the dressing-room; through which she instantly pa.s.sed herself, with undisguised trepidation, to her inner apartment.
The astonishment of Harleigh was inexpressible; and Ellis, who had received no positive directions, felt wholly at a loss what she was to relate, how far she ought to go, and what she ought to require. Hastily, therefore, and affrighted at her task, she tapped at the bedroom door, and begged a moment"s audience. Elinor opened it, in the greatest consternation. "What!" cried she, taking her to the window, "is all over, without a word uttered?"
No; Ellis answered; she merely wished for more precise commands what she should say.
"Say?" cried Elinor, reviving, "say that I adore him! That since the instant I have seen him, I have detested his brother; that he alone has given me any idea of what is perfection in human nature! And that, if the whole world were annihilated, and he remained ... I should think my existence divine!"
She then pushed her back, prohibiting any reply.
Harleigh, to whom all was incomprehensible, but whose expectations every moment grew higher, of the explanation he so much desired, perceiving the embarra.s.sment of Ellis, gently advanced, and said, "Shall I be guilty of indiscretion, if I seize this hurried, yet perhaps only moment, to express my impatience for a communication of which I have thought, almost exclusively, from the moment I have had it in view? Must it be deferred? or--"
"No; it admits of no delay. I have much to say--and I am allowed but ten minutes--"
"You have much to say?" cried he, delighted; "ten minutes to-day may be followed by twenty, thirty, as many as you please, to-morrow,--and after to-morrow,--and whenever you command."
"You are very good, Sir, but my commission admits as little of extension as of procrastination. It must be as brief as it will be abrupt."
"Your commission?" he repeated, in a tone of disappointment.
"Yes; I am charged by ... by ... by a lady whom I need not name--to say that ... that your brother--"
She stopt, ashamed to proceed.
"I can have no doubt," said he, gravely, "that Miss Joddrel is concerned, for the length of time she has wasted in trifling with his feelings; but this is all the apology her conduct requires: the breach of the engagement, when once she was convinced, that her attachment was insufficient to make the union as desirable to herself as to him, was certainly rather a kindness than an injury."
"Yes,--but, her motives--her reasons--"
"I conceive them all! she wanted courage to be sooner decided; she apprehended reproach--and she gathered force to make her change of sentiments known, only when, otherwise, she must have concealed it for ever.--Pardon this presumptuous antic.i.p.ation!" added he, smiling; "but when you talk to me of only ten minutes, how can I suffer them to be consumed in a commission?"
He spoke in a low tone, yet, Ellis, excessively alarmed, pointed expressively to the chamber-door. In a tone, then, still softer, he continued: "I have been anxious to speak to you of Lord Melbury, and to say something of the indignation with which I heard, from him, of the atrocious behaviour of Ireton. Nothing less than the respect I feel for you, could have deterred me from shewing him the resentment I feel for myself. I should not, however, have been your only champion; Lord Melbury was equally incensed; but we both acknowledged that our interests and our feelings ought to be secondary to yours, and by yours to be regulated. The matter, therefore, is at an end. Ireton is convinced that he has done you wrong; and, as he never meant to be your enemy, and has no study but his own amus.e.m.e.nt, we must pity his want of taste, and hope that the disgrace necessarily hanging upon detected false a.s.sertion, may be a lesson not lost upon him. Yet he deserves one far more severe. He is a pitiful egotist, who seeks nothing but his own diversion; indifferent whose peace, comfort, or reputation pays its purchase."
"I am infinitely obliged," said Ellis, "that you will suffer the whole to drop; but I must not do the same by my commission!--You must let me, now, enter more particularly upon my charge, and tell you--"
"Forgive, forgive me!" cried he, eagerly: "I comprehend all that Miss Joddrel can have to say. But my impatience is irrepressible upon a far different subject; one that awakens the most lively interest, that occupies my thoughts, that nearly monopolizes my memory; and that exhausts--yet never wearies my conjectures.--That letter you were so good as to mention to me?--and the plan you may at length decide to pursue?--permit me to hope, that the communication you intend me, has some reference to those points?"
"I should be truly glad of your counsel, Sir, in my helpless situation: but I am not at this moment at liberty to speak for myself;--Miss Joddrel--"
Her embarra.s.sment now announced something extraordinary; but it was avowedly not personal; and Harleigh eagerly besought her to be expeditious.
"You must make me so, then," cried she, "by divining what I have to reveal!"
"Does Miss Joddrel relent?--Will she give me leave to summon my brother back?"
"Oh no! no! no!--far otherwise. Your brother has been indifferent to her ... ever since she has known him as such!"
She thought she had now said enough; but Harleigh, whose faculties were otherwise engaged, waited for further explanation.
"Can you not," said Ellis, "or will you not, divine the reason of the change?"
"I have certainly," he answered, "long observed a growing insensibility; but still--"
"And have you never," said Ellis, deeply blushing, "seen, also,--its reverse?"
This question, and yet more the manner in which it was made, was too intelligible to admit of any doubt. Harleigh, however, was far from elated as the truth opened in his view: he looked grave and disturbed, and remained for some minutes profoundly silent. Ellis, already ashamed of the indelicacy of her office, could not press for any reply.
"I am hurt," he at length said, "beyond all measure, by what you intimate; but since Miss Joddrel has addressed you thus openly, there can be no impropriety in my claiming leave, also, to speak to you confidentially."
"Whatever you wish me to say to her, Sir,--"
"And much that I do not wish you to say to her," cried he, half smiling, "I hope you will hear yourself! and that then, you will have the goodness, according to what you know of her intentions and desire, to palliate what you may deem necessary to repeat."
"Ah, poor Miss Joddrel!" said Ellis, in a melancholy tone, "and is this the success of my emba.s.sy?"
"Did you, then, wish--" Harleigh began, with a quickness of which he instantly felt the impropriety, and changed his phrase into, "Did you then, suspect any other?"
"I was truly sorry to be entrusted with the commission."
"I easily conceive, that it is not such a one as you would have given!
but there is a dangerous singularity in the character of Miss Joddrel, that makes her p.r.o.ne to devote herself to whatever is new, wild, or uncommon. Even now, perhaps, she conceives that she is the champion of her s.e.x, in shewing it the road,--a dangerous road!--to a new walk in life. Yet,--these eccentricities set apart,--how rare are her qualities!
how powerful is her mind! how sportive her fancy! and how n.o.ble is her superiority to every species of art or artifice!"