Nick was silent for a little, as if considering. Then as they finally reached the porch he spoke in a tone she did not altogether fathom.
"I say, you are not going to shut me out, you know."
She looked up in astonishment. "Of course not. I never dreamt of such a thing."
"All right," he said, and this time she knew he spoke with relief. "I will do as you like then."
A moment more, and he opened the door, standing aside for her to pa.s.s.
She entered quickly, glad to be in shelter, and paused to slip off her streaming waterproof. He took it from her, pa.s.sing his hand over her sleeve.
"You are sure you are not wet through?"
"Quite sure," she told him. "Take me straight up, won"t you?"
"Yes. Come this way."
He preceded her up the wide stairs where he might have walked beside her, not pausing for an instant till he stood at Olga"s door.
"Go straight in," he said then. "She is expecting you. Tell her, if she wants to know, that I am coming directly."
He pa.s.sed on swiftly with the words, and disappeared into a room close by.
Very softly Muriel turned the door-handle and entered. Olga"s voice greeted her before she was well in the room. It sounded husky and strained.
"Muriel! Dear Muriel! I"m so glad you"ve come. I"ve wanted you so you can"t think. Where"s Nick?"
"He is coming, dearest." Muriel went forward to the bed, and took in hers the two hands eagerly extended.
The child was lying in an uneasy position, her hair streaming in a disordered tangle about her flushed face. She was shivering violently though the hands Muriel held were burning. "You came all through this awful storm," she whispered. "It was lovely of you, dear. I hope you weren"t frightened."
Muriel sat down beside her. "And you have been left all alone," she said.
"I didn"t mind," gasped Olga. "Mrs. Ellis--that"s the cook--was here at first. But she was such an a.s.s about the thunder that I sent her away. I expect she"s in the coal cellar."
A gleam of fun shone for an instant in her eyes, and was gone. The fevered hands closed tightly in Muriel"s hold. "I feel so ill," she murmured, "so ill."
"Where is it, darling?" Muriel asked her tenderly.
"It"s, it"s all over me," moaned Olga. "My head worst, and my throat.
My throat is dreadful. It makes me want to cry."
There was little that Muriel could do to ease her. She tied back the tossing hair, and rearranged the bedclothes; then sat down by her side, hoping she might get some sleep.
Not long after, Nick crept in on slippered feet, but Olga heard him instantly, and started up with out-flung arms. "Nick, darling, I want you! I want you! Come quite close! I think I"m going to die. Don"t let me, Nick!"
Muriel rose to make room for him, but he motioned her back sharply; then knelt down himself by the child"s pillow and took her head upon his arm.
"Stick to it, sweetheart!" he murmured softly. "There"s a medicine man coming, and you"ll be better presently." Olga cuddled against him with a sigh, and comforted by the close holding of his arm dropped presently into an uneasy doze.
Nick never stirred from his position, and mutely Muriel sat and watched him. There was a wonderful tenderness about him just then, a softness with which she was strangely familiar, but which almost she had forgotten. If she had never seen him before that moment, she knew that she would have liked him.
He seemed to have wholly forgotten her presence. His entire attention was concentrated upon the child. His lips twitched from time to time, and she knew that he was very anxious, intensely impatient under his stillness for the doctor"s coming. She remembered that old trick of his. She had never before a.s.sociated it with any emotion.
Suddenly he turned his head as if he had felt her scrutiny, and looked straight into her eyes. It was only for a moment. His glance flickered beyond her with scarcely a pause. Yet it was to her as if by that swift look he had spoken, had for the first time made deep and pa.s.sionate protest against her bitter judgment of him, had as it were shown her in a single flash the human heart beneath the jester"s garb.
And again very deep down in her soul there stirred that blind, unconscious ent.i.ty, of the existence of which she herself had so vague a knowledge, feeling upwards, groping outwards, to the light.
There came upon her a sudden curious sense of consternation--a feeling as of a mental earthquake when the very foundations of the soul are shaken. Had she conceivably been mistaken in him? With all her knowledge of him, had she by some strange mischance--some maddening, some inexplicable misapprehension--failed utterly and miserably to see this man as he really was?
For the first time the question sprang up within her. And she found no answer to it--only that breathless, blank dismay.
Softly Nick"s voice broke in upon her seething doubt. He had laid Olga back upon the pillow.
"The doctor is here. Do you mind staying with her while I go?"
"You"ll come back, Nick?" the child urged, in her painful whisper.
"Yes, I"ll come back," he promised. "Honest Injun!"
He touched her cheek lightly at parting, and Olga caught the caressing hand and pressed it against her burning lips. Muriel saw his face as he turned from the bed. It was all softened and quivering with emotion.
CHAPTER x.x.xIV
AT THE GATE OF DEATH
In the morning they knew the worst. Olga had scarlet fever.
The doctor imparted the news to Nick and Muriel standing outside the door of the sick-room. Nick"s reception of it was by no means characteristic. For the first time in her life Muriel saw consternation undisguised upon the yellow face.
"Great Jupiter!" he said. "What a criminal a.s.s I am!"
At another moment she could have laughed at the tragic force of his self-arraignment. Even as it was, she barely repressed a smile as she set his mind at rest. She needed no explanation. It was easy enough to follow the trend of his thoughts just then.
"If you are thinking of me," she said, "I have had it."
She saw his instant relief, though he merely acknowledged the statement by a nod.
"We must have a nurse," he said briefly. "We shall manage all right then. I"ll do my turn. Oh, stuff!" at a look from the doctor. "I sha"n"t hurt. I"m much too tough a morsel for microbes to feed on."
Possibly the doctor shared this opinion, for he made no verbal protest. It fell to Muriel to do this later in the day when the nurse was installed, and she was at liberty to leave Olga"s room. Nick had just returned from the post-office whence he had been sending a message to the child"s father. She came upon him stealing up to take a look at her. Seeing Muriel he stopped. "How is she?"
Muriel moved away to an open window at the end of the pa.s.sage before she made reply. He followed her, and they stood together, looking out upon the sunset.
"The fever is very high," she said. "And she is suffering a good deal of pain. She is not quite herself at times."