Chapter 889: A Million Times for You (251)
Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios
An Xiaoning instructed, “Don’t let him know that I’ve already found out. s.h.i.+xin, this is a mental and psychological disorder. Shall we work together to help him overcome this ordeal?”
“Young Madam, do you mean we should keep making him think that you’re still unaware of his condition?”
“Yes, that’s the only way to prevent him from feeling miserable.”
“Alright.”
“There must be a reason for his disorder. What’s the root cause of it? Don’t tell me, it’s caused by the blow he had suffered from the divorce?” she asked.
“That’s one of the reasons. The psychiatrist said that the emotional impacts he had suffered when he was younger are partly to blame too. For example, the matter about Xu Youran. Besides, he feels extremely insecure towards you, so…” Fan s.h.i.+xin paused and continued, “That’s why his other persona is such a stark contrast to his main personality. His other persona detests you as much as his main one loves you. His other persona is as flirtatious and promiscuous as his main one is loyal. The two conflicting personalities within him are complete opposites of each other. Young Sir told us that we just had to knock him unconscious and take him home once he slips into his second personality.”
“But that doesn’t solve the root problem at all. We have to tackle the main cause of his condition if we want him to fully recover,” said An Xiaoning.
She suddenly recalled how he would ask her almost every other day whether or not she would leave him. He was extremely insecure…
In that moment, An Xiaoning felt as if her heart was ripped out of her chest and she was plagued with immense feelings of guilt. If it weren’t because of the catalyst of their divorce, why would he have brought such misery onto himself?
Although the incident had pa.s.sed a long time ago and he was well aware that it was all just a misunderstanding, he could not erase the impact that the issue had made on his psychological wellbeing.
She was partly to blame for the way things had turned out. At this point, there was no way she could s.h.i.+rk off the responsibility.
“I’ll go visit him now. If he asks about it, just tell him that I arrived at night. Got it?”
“Yes. Young Madam, do help Young Sir change out of that outfit of his…”
“Alright.”
An Xiaoning entered Jin Qingyan’s bedroom and closed the door, after which she walked toward his bed. Tears streamed down her face involuntarily the moment she gazed at Jin Qingyan, whose eyes were tightly shut while being unconscious.
She sat down by his bed gently and caressed his face before removing the ear stud from his left earlobe.
She then removed the clothes he was wearing and wiped his face clean with a damp towel.
After cleaning up and helping him change, she snuggled up beside him and leaned against the headboard, after which she picked up the medicinal cream on the table and squeezed some onto her hand. She then applied it onto his face.
She had kicked him too violently in the nightclub room and caused his face to be badly bruised.
Why did I kick him with so much force…
It must have hurt badly.
After she was done applying the medicine, Fan s.h.i.+xin instructed the kitchen helpers to prepare some supper and send it to them.
An Xiaoning took the chance to have some food and make up for the lack of proper nutrition she’d suffered in the day.
She finally filled up her stomach with food.
After the trays were collected by the servant, An Xiaoning began searching for information about schizophrenia on the internet.
She deleted the search history after having understood the gist of the disorder. She decided to consult a renowned psychiatrist to learn more about it in detail after returning to S Nation.
She slipped into a daze and dozed off soon after, all the way until daybreak.
He had yet to wake up when she did.
She lay on her side and gazed at him until he woke up.
Jin Qingyan woke up with a splitting headache. The moment he opened his eyes and saw her, he thought that he was hallucinating and reached out to touch her face, only to realize that it was real.
“What are you doing here?”
An Xiaoning smiled and said, “I arrived last night. Why? Am I not welcome?”
He pulled her into his arms gently and said, “What are you saying? Why wouldn’t you be welcome? I’m more than happy to have you here.”
An Xiaoning hugged him tightly and said, “Piggy, let’s take a shower together.”
“You want to shower early in the morning?”
“Are we not allowed to do that?”
“Of course we are!” He got out of bed and entered the bathroom while hugging her tightly.
Jin Qingyan got a huge fright and stumbled a little as soon as he saw his reflection in the mirror. “What happened to my face? Why do I look like I got beaten up?”
An Xiaoning pulled herself out of his arms and looked at his reflection before turning to look at him. She grinned and said, “I was really puzzled the moment I saw your bruised face when I arrived here in the middle of last night. I only found out later from s.h.i.+xin that you had missed a step and gotten a great fall when going down the stairs.”
Upon hearing her words, Jin Qingyan subconsciously began recalling the events of last night, only to realize that he had no recollection at all. His face stiffened immediately.
“The fall made me lose my recollection of last night’s events. I had no idea it would be that serious.” He stepped forward and turned on the faucet, after which he adjusted the temperature of the water.
An Xiaoning took out two new toothbrushes and squeezed some toothpaste onto his. They then began brus.h.i.+ng their teeth together.
“Has your father’s problem been resolved?”
“Yes,” he answered vaguely.
An Xiaoning rinsed her mouth and began undressing herself.
She stood below the showerhead and started rinsing herself.
Instead of proceeding to the other showerhead, Jin Qingyan stood behind her and hugged her naked body.
An Xiaoning turned her head while he looked down and began smooching her lips.
She turned around and tiptoed to give him a deep, pa.s.sionate kiss.
Feeling her pa.s.sion growing, she leaped onto him and wrapped her legs around his waist.
“I love you…”
He smiled and moved his tongue around in her mouth before answering, “I love you, too.”
“I love you so, so much.”
“I love you more than you love me.”
“I love you to the moon and back.”
Jin Qingyan gave her another pa.s.sionate kiss that took her by storm. Staring at how coquettish and sensual she was while panting heavily, he pecked her on her cheek and said softly, “My little baby, you’re so wonderful. I can’t bear to be away from you at all, not even a single second.”
“Really?”
“I’m not lying.”
…
At the end of their intimate session, she supported herself by placing her hands against the basin while Jin Qingyan removed himself from her body. They had witnessed themselves getting it on in front of the mirror.
She turned around and watched as he rinsed himself beneath the showerhead. She chuckled and asked, “Do you know why I came here?”
“You’re worried about me.”
“That’s one of the reasons, but the main reason is that I missed you and I wanted to see you.”
She was telling the truth, in fact.
Jin Qingyan waved at her and said, “What are you waiting for? Come here and rinse.”
She catwalked toward him and said, “You’ve washed the medicine off your face. I’ll apply it for you again later.”
“I’ll have to trouble you then, my lady.”
“Why bother standing on ceremony with me…”
Jin Qingyan s.h.i.+fted his gaze toward her wrist and asked, “Where’s the GPS device on your wrist?”
“I hired someone to dismantle it…”
As soon as she finished speaking, an austere expression formed on his face. “Why did you do that? What’s going to happen if I don’t know about your whereabouts from now on?”
“Xiao Huang wouldn’t tell me your exact location when I asked him where you were in M Nation. Why must I allow you to receive updates about my whereabouts? That’s not fair. We must both know where each other is at all times.”
“Alright, when we return home, I’ll specifically instruct them to inform you of my exact location at all times. I’ll also get s.h.i.+xin to make you another GPS bracelet.”