"No, why should one?" Anna Svenson replied coolly. "Children come, they die, they grow up, they fight, they starve, and they have children. It was so over there; it is so here--only more pay and more drink some days; less pay, less drink other days. I shall wash the dishes. Sit still."
She came and went quickly, noiselessly. When everything had been done, she opened a window and leaned out, looking into the darkness. The fact of her presence seemed to bring peace to the room.
"It is a good night," she said, drawing her head in. "There, Svenson has lit the lamp. I must go."
"Good night, Anna." Mrs. Preston took her hand. It was large and cool.
"You shake hands?" Mrs. Svenson asked, with a smile. "When I was working out, people like you never shook hands."
"People like me! What have I that makes me different from you?"
"Oh, nothing; not much," she replied tranquilly.
With a sigh Mrs. Preston took up a bundle of grammar exercises and sorted them. She was too weary for this task: she could not go on just yet. She drew her chair over to the window and sat there long quarter hours, watching the electric cars. They announced themselves from a great distance by a low singing on the overhead wire; then with a rush and a rumble the big, lighted things dashed across the void, and rumbled on with a clatter of smashing iron as they took the switches recklessly. The noise soothed her; in the quiet intervals she was listening for sounds from upstairs. The night was still and languorous, one of the peaceful nights of large s.p.a.ces when the heavens brood over the earth like a mother over a fretful child.
At last no more cars came booming out of the distance. She shut the windows and bolted the door; then she prepared slowly to undress.
For the first time in months she looked at herself curiously, taking an impersonal, calm survey of this body. She sought for signs of slovenly decay,--thinning rusty hair, untidy nails, grimy hands, dried skin,--those marks which she had seen in so many teachers who had abandoned themselves without hope to the unmarried state and had grown careless of their bodies.
As she wound her hair into heavy ropes and braided them, it gave her a sharp sense of joy, this body of hers, so firm and warm with blood, so unmarked by her sordid struggle. It was well to be one"s self, to own the tenement of the soul; for a time it had not been hers--she reddened with the shame of the thought! But she had gained possession once more, never, never to lose it.
She listened carefully for noises from above; then flung herself on the couch, utterly wearied. In a moment she was asleep, having shed the years of pain, and a frank smile crept over the calm face.
CHAPTER X
After giving the invalid his breakfast, and arranging him on his couch where he could see the cars pa.s.s, Mrs. Preston hurried over to the Everglade School, which was only two blocks west of Stoney Island Avenue.
At noon she slipped out, while the other teachers gathered in one of the larger rooms to chat and unroll their luncheons. These were wrapped in little fancy napkins that were carefully shaken and folded to serve for the next day. As the Everglade teachers had dismissed Mrs. Preston from the first as queer, her absence from the noon gossip was rather welcome, though resented.
The recess hour gave Mrs. Preston enough time to carry upstairs a cold meal, to take a hasty nibble of food, and to hurry back across the vacant lots before the gong should ring for the afternoon session. At the close of school she returned to the cottage more deliberately, to finish her house work before taking her daily walk. Occasionally she found this work already performed; Anna Svenson"s robust form would greet her as she entered the cottage, with the apologetic phrase, "My fingers were restless." Mrs.
Svenson had an unquenchable appet.i.te for work. The two women would have a silent cup of tea; then Mrs. Svenson would smile in her broad, apathetic manner, saying, "One lives, you see, after all," and disappear through the oak copse. Thus very quickly between the school and the cottage Mrs.
Preston"s day arranged itself in a routine.
Three days after the unexpected visit from the doctor, Mrs. Preston found on her return from the school a woman"s bicycle leaning against the gate.
Under the arbor sat the owner of the bicycle, fanning herself with a little "perky" hat. She wore a short plaid skirt, high shoes elaborately laced, and a flaming violet waist. Her eyes were travelling over the cottage and all its premises.
"Miss M"Gann!" Mrs. Preston exclaimed.
"My!" the young woman responded, "but they did send you to kingdom come.
You"re the next thing, Alves, to Indiana. I do hope you can get out of this soon."
Mrs. Preston sat down beside her in the little arbor, and made polite inquiries about the school where they had taught together, about Jane M"Gann"s "beaux," the "cat," and the "house" where she boarded.
"It was good of you to come all this way to see me," she concluded.
"I wanted a ride. We had a half day off--infectious disease in Rosa Macraw"s room. Besides, I told the girls I"d hunt you out. How _are_ you? You look rather down. Say, you mustn"t shut yourself off here where folks can"t get at you. Why don"t you live up town, at the house?"
"I can"t," Mrs. Preston answered briefly.
"Do you know the news? The "cat" has gone up higher. They made him supervisor, "count of his sly walk, I guess. And we"ve got a new princ.i.p.al.
He"s fine. You can just do what you want with him, if you handle him right.
Oh, do you know Rosemarry King, the girl that used to dress so queer, has been discharged? She lived in bachelor-girl apartments with a lot of artists, and they say they were pretty lively. And Miss Cohen is going to be married, ain"t coming back any more after this year. Some of us thought we could work it so as the new princ.i.p.al--Hoff"s his name--would ask to have you transferred back to one of those places. There"s just a chance.
Now I"ve told all my news and everything!"
At that moment a man"s figure appeared at an upper window. He was in a dressing-gown, and unshaven. Miss M"Gann"s keen vision spied him at once.
"You"ll get queer, if you stay here!" she said falteringly.
"I guess I am queer already," Mrs. Preston answered with a smile. "Let us go inside and have some tea."
Miss M"Gann looked the room over critically.
"You must come down to the house some night soon and meet the princ.i.p.al. He rides a wheel, and we girls see considerable of him. If you are nice to him, he"ll do anything--he is one of the soft kind, sweet on all women, and likes a little adoration."
"No, I don"t believe I can." Mrs. Preston listened. There was noise in the chamber above. "Besides, I like it out here. I like the quiet," she added.
Miss M"Gann looked at her incredulously, as if she were waiting to hear more. As nothing came, she went on:
"We are having high times over the new readers. The "cat" has done a set of readers for the fourth and fifth. McNamara and Hills are bringing "em out.
The Express Book Co. has a lot of money in the old ones, and they are fighting hard to keep the cat"s out of the schools. They"re sending men around to get reports from the teachers. There"s a man, one of their agents, who comes over to the house pretty often. He"s a college man, was a professor at Exonia."
"Excuse me," Mrs. Preston interrupted. The continued noise in the room overhead had made her more and more nervous. She had not heard Miss M"Gann"s story, which would probably be the preface of a tender personal episode. "I will be back in a moment," she said, closing the sitting-room door carefully.
Miss M"Gann sat forward, listening intently. She could hear the stairs creak under Mrs. Preston"s quick steps; then there was silence; then an angry voice, a man"s voice. Excited by this mystery, she rose noiselessly and set the hall door ajar. She could hear Alves Preston"s voice:
"You must not come down. You aren"t fit."
"Thank you for your advice," a man"s voice replied. "Who"s your visitor?
Some man? I am going to see. Don"t make a scene."
There was the sound of a scuffle; then the cry of a woman, as she fell back exhausted from her physical struggle.
"P"r"aps he"s murdering her!"
Miss M"Gann opened the door at the foot of the stairs wide enough to detect a half-clothed man trying to pry open with one arm a heavy door above. She hesitated for a moment, but when the man had shoved the door back a little farther, enough for her to see Mrs. Preston struggling with all her force, she called out:
"Can I help you, Mrs. Preston?"
"No, no, go back! Go out of the house!"
"Well, I never!" Miss M"Gann e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed, and retreated to the sitting room, leaving the door ajar, however.
The struggle ended shortly, and soon the man appeared, plunging, tumbling over the stairs. Wrenching open the front door he stumbled down the steps to the road. He was hatless, collarless, and his feet were shod in slippers. As he reached the gate he looked at himself as if accustomed to take pride in his personal appearance, drew a handkerchief from his pocket and wound it negligently about his neck. Then, gazing about to get his bearings, he aimed for the road. Just as he crossed the car tracks, heading for the saloon with the big sign, Mrs. Preston entered the room. Her face was pale and drawn. Miss M"Gann was too embarra.s.sed to speak, and she pretended to look into the kitchen.
"You will see now why I don"t want a transfer," Mrs. Preston began, to break the awkward silence. "I must look after my husband."
"My!" Miss M"Gann exclaimed, and then restrained herself. She nodded her head slowly, and crossed to where Mrs. Preston had seated herself.
"But it"s terrible to think of you here alone," she remarked gently. She had intended to put her arm about Mrs. Preston"s waist, but something deterred her. "I wish I could come out and stay right on. I"m going to spend the night, anyway. Father was that kind," she added in a lower voice.