"They sure do hang on. You take off now, Trav. Get some sleep and be back at sunup. What temperature we getting?"
The pale stetson, far clearer in the starlight than the shadowface beneath it, wagged dubiously. "Thirty-six. She won"t get lower some kind of leak."
"That should be cold enough," the doctor said.
Travis drove off, and the sheriff unlocked the padlock on the office door. Waiting behind him, Dr Winters heard the river again a cold balm, a whisper of freedom and overlying this, the stutter and soft snarl of the generator behind the building, a gnawing, remorseless sound that somehow fed the obscure anguish that the other soothed. They went in.
The preparations had been thoughtful and complete. "You can wheel "em out of the fridge on this and do the examining in here," the sheriff said, indicating a table and a gurney. "You should find all the gear you need on this big table here, and you can write up your reports on that desk. The phone"s not hooked up there"s a pay phone at the last gas station if you have to call me."
The doctor nodded, checking over the material on the larger table: scalpels, postmortem and cartilage knives, intestine scissors, rib shears, forceps, probes, mallet and chisels, a blade saw and electric bone saw, scale, jars for specimens, needles and suture, sterilizer, gloves...Beside this array were a few boxes and envelopes with descriptive sheets attached, containing the photographs and such evidentiary objects as had been found a.s.sociated with the bodies.
"Excellent," he muttered.
"The overhead light"s fluorescent, full spectrum or whatever they call it. Better for colors. There"s a pint of decent bourbon in that top desk drawer. Ready to look at "em?"
"Yes."
The sheriff unbarred and slid back the big metal door to the refrigeration chamber. Icy tainted air boiled out of the doorway. The light within was dimmer than that provided in the office a yellow gloom wherein ten oblong heaps lay on trestles.
The two stood silent for a time, their stillness a kind of unpremeditated homage paid the eternal mystery at its threshold. As if the cold room were in fact a shrine, the doctor found a peculiar awe in the row of veiled forms. The awful unison of their dying, the t.i.tan"s grave that had been made for them, conferred on them a stern authority, Death"s Chosen Ones. His stomach hurt, and he found he had his hand pressed to his abdomen. He glanced at Craven and was relieved to see that his friend, staring wearily at the bodies, had missed the gesture.
"Nate. Help me uncover them."
Starting at opposite ends of the row, they stripped the tarps off and piled them in a corner. Both were brusque now, not pausing over the revelation of the swelled, pulpy faces most three-lipped with the gaseous burgeoning of their tongues and the fat, livid hands sprouting from the filthy sleeves. But at one of the bodies Craven stopped. The doctor saw him look, and his mouth twist. Then he flung the tarp on the heap and moved to the next trestle.
When they came out, Dr Winters took out the bottle and gla.s.ses Craven had put in the desk, and they had a drink together. The sheriff made as if he would speak, but shook his head and sighed.
"I will get some sleep, Carl. I"m getting crazy thoughts with this thing." The doctor wanted to ask those thoughts. Instead he laid a hand on his friend"s shoulder.
"Go home, Sheriff Craven. Take off the badge and lie down. The dead won"t run off on you. We"ll all still be here in the morning."
When the sound of the patrol car faded, the doctor stood listening to the generator"s growl and the silence of the dead, resurgent now. Both the sound and the silence seemed to mock him. The after-echo of his last words made him uneasy. He said to his cancer: "What about it, dear colleague? We will still be here tomorrow? All of us?"
He smiled, but felt an odd discomfort, as if he had ventured a jest in company and roused a hostile silence. He went to the refrigerator door, rolled it back, and viewed the corpses in their ordered rank, with their strange tribunal air. "What, sirs?" he murmured. "Do you judge me? Just who is to examine whom tonight, if I may ask?"
He went back into the office, where his first step was to examine the photographs made by the sheriff in order to see how the dead had lain at their uncovering. The earth had seized them with terrible suddenness. Some crouched, some partly stood, others sprawled in crazy free-fall postures. Each successive photo showed more of the jumble as the shovels continued their work between shots. The doctor studied them closely, noting the identifications inked on the bodies as they came completely into view.
One man, Roger Willet, had died some yards from the main cl.u.s.ter. It appeared he had just straggled into the stope from the adit at the moment of the explosion. He should thus have received, more directly than any of the others, the shock waves of the blast. If bomb fragments were to be found in any of the corpses, Mr Willet"s seemed likeliest to contain them. Dr Winters pulled on a pair of surgical gloves.
Willet lay at one end of the line of trestles. He wore a thermal shirt and overalls that were strikingly new beneath the filth of burial. Their tough fabrics jarred with the fabric of his flesh blue, swollen, seeming easily torn or burst, like ripe fruit. In life Willet had grease-combed his hair. Now it was a sculpture of dust, spikes and whorls shaped by the head"s last grindings against the mountain that clenched it.
Rigor had come and gone Willet rolled laxly onto the gurney. As the doctor wheeled him past the others, he felt a slight self-consciousness. The sense of some judgment flowing from the dead a.s.sembly unlike most such vagrant fantasies had an odd tenacity in him. This stubborn unease began to irritate him with himself, and he moved more briskly.
He put Willet on the examining table and cut the clothes off him with shears, storing the pieces in an evidence box. The overalls were soiled with agonal waste expulsions. The doctor stared a moment with unwilling pity at his naked subject. "You won"t ride down to Fordham in any case," he said to the corpse. "Not unless I find something pretty d.a.m.ned obvious." He pulled his gloves tighter and arranged his implements.
Waddleton had said more to him than he had reported to the sheriff. The doctor was to find, and forcefully to record that he had found, strong "indications" absolutely requiring the decedents" removal to Fordham for X-ray and an exhaustive second postmortem. The doctor"s continued employment with the Coroner"s Office depended entirely on his compliance in this. He had received this stipulation with a silence Waddleton had not thought it necessary to break. His present resolution was all but made at that moment. Let the obvious be taken as such. If the others showed as plainly as Willet did the external signs of death by asphyxiation, they would receive no more than a thorough external exam. Willet he would examine internally as well, merely to establish in depth for this one what should appear obvious in all. Otherwise, only when the external exam revealed a clearly anomalous feature and clear and suggestive it must be would he look deeper.
He rinsed the caked hair in a basin, poured the sediment into a flask and labeled it. Starting with the scalp, he began a minute scrutiny of the body"s surfaces, recording his observations as he went.
The characteristic signs of asphyxial death were evident, despite the complicating effects of autolysis and putrefaction. The eyeb.a.l.l.s" bulge and the tongue"s protrusion were, by now, as much due to gas pressure as to the mode of death, but the latter organ was clamped between locked teeth, leaving little doubt as to that mode. The coloration of degenerative change a greenish-yellow tint, a darkening and mapping-out of superficial veins was marked, but not sufficient to obscure the blue of cyanosis on the face and neck, nor the pinpoint hemorrhages freckling neck, chest, and shoulders. From the mouth and nose the doctor sc.r.a.ped matter he was confident was the blood-tinged mucous typically ejected in the airless agony.
He began to find a kind of comedy in his work. What a buffoon death made of a man! A blue pop-eyed three-lipped thing. And there was himself, his curious solicitous intimacy with this clownish carrion. Excuse me, Mr Willet, while I probe this laceration. What do you feel when I do this? Nothing? Nothing at all? Fine, now what about these nails? Split them clawing at the earth, did you? Yes. A nice bloodblister under this thumbnail, I see got it on the job a few days before your accident, no doubt? Remarkable calluses here, still quite tough...
The doctor looked for an una.n.a.lytic moment at the hands puffed dark paws, gestureless, having renounced all touch and grasp. He felt the wastage of the man concentrated in the hands. The painful futility of the body"s fine articulation when it is seen in death this poignancy he had long learned not to acknowledge when he worked. But now he let it move him a little. This Roger Willet, plodding to his work one afternoon, had suddenly been sc.r.a.pped, crushed to a nonfunctional heap of perishable materials. It simply happened that his life had chanced to move too close to the pa.s.sage of a more powerful life, one of those inexorable and hungry lives that leave human wreckage known or undiscovered in their wakes. Bad luck, Mr Willet. Naturally, we feel very sorry about this. But this Joe Allen, your co-worker. Apparently he was some sort of...cannibal. It"s complicated. We don"t understand it all. But the fact is we have to dismantle you now to a certain extent. There"s really no hope of your using these parts of yourself again, I"m afraid. Ready now?
The doctor proceeded to the internal exam with a vague eagerness for Willet"s fragmentation, for the disarticulation of that sadness in his natural form. He grasped Willet by the jaw and took up the postmortem knife. He sank its point beneath the chin and began the long, gently sawing incision that opened Willet from throat to groin.
In the painstaking separation of the body"s laminae Dr Winters found absorption and pleasure. And yet throughout he felt, marginal but insistent, the movement of a stream of irrelevant images. These were of the building that contained him, and of the night containing it. As from outside, he saw the plant bleached planks, iron roofing and the trees crowding it, all in starlight, a ghosttown image. And he saw the refrigerator vault beyond the wall as from within, feeling the stillness of murdered men in a cold yellow light. And at length a question formed itself, darting in and out of the weave of his concentration as the images did: Why did he still feel, like some stir of the air, that sense of mute vigilance surrounding his action, furtively touching his nerves with its inquiry as he worked? He shrugged, overtly angry now. Who else was attending but Death? Wasn"t he Death"s hireling, and this Death"s place? Then let the master look on.
Peeling back Willet"s cover of hemorrhage-stippled skin, Dr Winters read the corpse with an increasing dispa.s.sion, a mortuary text. He confined his inspection to the lungs and mediastinum and found there unequivocal testimony to Willet"s asphyxial death. The pleurae of the lungs exhibited the expected ecchymoses bruised spots in the gla.s.sy enveloping membrane. Beneath, the polyhedral surface lobules of the lungs themselves were bubbled and blistered the expected interst.i.tial emphysema. The lungs, on section, were intensely and bloodily congested. The left half of the heart he found contracted and empty, while the right was overdistended and engorged with dark blood, as were the large veins of the upper mediastinum. It was a cla.s.sic picture of death by suffocation, and at length the doctor, with needle and suture, closed up the text again.
He returned the corpse to the gurney and draped one of his mortuary bags over it in the manner of a shroud. When he had help in the morning, he would weigh the bodies on a platform scale the office contained and afterward bag them properly. He came to the refrigerator door, and hesitated. He stared at the door, not moving, not understanding why.
Run. Get out. Now.
The thought was his own, but it came to him so urgently he turned around as if someone behind him had spoken. Across the room a thin man in smock and gloves, his eyes shadows, glared at the doctor from the black windows. Behind the man was a shrouded cart, behind that, a wide metal door.
Quietly, wonderingly, the doctor asked, "Run from what?" The eyeless man in the gla.s.s was still half-crouched, afraid.
Then, a moment later, the man straightened, threw back his head, and laughed. The doctor walked to the desk and sat down shoulder to shoulder with him. He pulled out the bottle and they had a drink together, regarding each other with identical bemused smiles. Then the doctor said, "Let me pour you another. You need it, old fellow. It makes a man himself again."
Nevertheless his reentry of the vault was difficult, toilsome, each step seeming to require a new summoning of the will to move. In the freezing half-light all movement felt like defiance. His body lagged behind his craving to be quick, to be done with this molestation of the gathered dead. He returned Willet to his pallet and took his neighbor. The name on the tag wired to his boot was Ed Moses. Dr Winters wheeled him back to the office and closed the big door behind him.
With Moses his work gained momentum. He expected to perform no further internal necropsies. He thought of his employer, rejoicing now in his seeming-submission to Waddleton"s ultimatum. The impact would be dire. He pictured the coroner in shock, a sheaf of Pathologist"s Reports in one hand, and smiled.
Waddleton could probably make a plausible case for incomplete examination. Still, a pathologist"s discretionary powers were not well-defined. Many good ones would approve the adequacy of the doctor"s method, given his working conditions. The inevitable litigation with a coalition of compensation claimants would be strenuous and protracted. Win or lose, Waddleton"s venal devotion to the insurance company"s interest would be abundantly displayed. Further, immediately on his dismissal the doctor would formally disclose its occult cause to the press. A libel action would ensue that he would have as little cause to fear as he had to fear his firing. Both his savings and the lawsuit would long outlast his life.
Externally, Ed Moses exhibited a condition as typically asphyxial as Willet"s had been, with no slightest mark of fragment entry. The doctor finished his report and returned Moses to the vault, his movements brisk and precise. His unease was all but gone. That queasy stirring of the air had he really felt it? It had been, perhaps, some new reverberation of the death at work in him, a psychic shudder of response to the cancer"s stealthy probing for his life. He brought out the body next to Moses in the line.
Walter Lou Jackson was big, six feet two inches from heel to crown, and would surely weigh out at more than two hundred pounds. He had writhed mightily against his million-ton coffin with an agonal strength that had torn his face and hands. Death had mauled him like a lion. The doctor set to work.
His hands were fully themselves now fleet, exact, intricately testing the corpse"s character as other fingers might explore a keyboard for its latent melodies. And the doctor watched them with an old pleasure, one of the few that had never failed him, his mind at one remove from their busy intelligence. All the hard deaths! A worldful of them, time without end. Lives wrenched kicking from their snug meat-frames. Walter Lou Jackson had died very hard. Joe Allen brought this on you, Mr Jackson. We think it was part of his attempt to escape the law.
But what a botched flight! The unreason of it more than baffling was eerie in its colossal futility. Beyond question, Allen had been cunning. A ghoul with a psychopath"s social finesse. A good old boy who could make a tavernful of men laugh with delight while he cut his victim from their midst, make them applaud his exit with the prey, who stepped jovially into the darkness with murder at his side clapping him on the shoulder. Intelligent, certainly, with a strange technical sophistication as well, suggested by the sphere. Then what of the lunacy yet more strongly suggested by the same object? In the sphere was concentrated all the lethal mystery of Bailey"s long nightmare.
Why the explosion? Its location implied an ambush for Allen"s pursuers, a purposeful detonation. Had he aimed at a limited cave-in from which he schemed some inconceivable escape? Folly enough in this far more if, as seemed sure, Allen had made the bomb himself, for then he would have to know its power was grossly inordinate to the need.
But if it was not a bomb, had a different function and only incidentally an explosive potential, Allen might underestimate the blast. It appeared the object was somehow remotely monitored by him, for the timing of events showed he had gone straight for it the instant he emerged from the shaft shunned the bus waiting to take his shift back to town and made a beeline across the compound for a patrol car that was hidden from his view by the office building. This suggested something more complex than a mere explosive device, something, perhaps, whose destruction was itself more Allen"s aim than the explosion produced thereby.
The fact that he risked the sphere"s retrieval at all pointed to this interpretation. For the moment he sensed its presence at the mine, he must have guessed that the murder investigation had led to its discovery and removal from his room. But then, knowing himself already liable to the extreme penalty, why should Allen go to such lengths to recapture evidence incriminatory of a lesser offense, possession of an explosive device?
Then grant that the sphere was something more, something instrumental to his murders that could guarantee a conviction he might otherwise evade. Still, his gambit made no sense. Since the sphere and thus the lawmen he could a.s.sume to have taken it was already at the mine office, he must expect the compound to be scaled at any moment. Meanwhile, the gate was open, escape into the mountains a strong possibility for a man capable of stalking and destroying two experienced and well-armed woodsmen lying in ambush for him. Why had he all but ensured his capture to weaken a case against himself that his escape would have rendered irrelevant? Dr Winters watched as his own fingers, like a hunting pack round a covert, converged on a small puncture wound below Walter Lou Jackson"s xiphoid process, between the eighth ribs.
His left hand touched its borders, the fingers" inquiry quick and tender. The right hand introduced a probe, and both together eased it into the wound. It was rarely fruitful to use a probe on corpses this decayed; the track of the wound would more properly be examined by section. But an inexplicable sense of urgency had taken hold of him. Gently, with infinite pains not to pierce in the softened tissues an artifactual track of his own, he inched the probe in. It moved un.o.bstructed deep into the body, curving upward through the diaphragm toward the heart. The doctor"s own heart accelerated. He watched his hands move to record the observation, watched them pause, watched them return to their survey of the corpse, leaving pen and page untouched.
External inspection revealed no further anomaly. All else he observed the doctor recorded faithfully, wondering throughout at the distress he felt. When he had finished, he understood it. Its cause was not the discovery of an entry wound that might bolster Waddleton"s case. For the find had, within moments, revealed to him that, should he encounter anything he thought to be a mark of fragment penetration, he was going to ignore it. The damage Joe Allen had done was going to end here, with this last grand slaughter, and would not extend to the impoverishment of his victims" survivors. His mind was now made up: for Jackson and the remaining seven, the external exams would be officially recorded as contraindicating the need for any external exam.
No, the doctor"s unease as he finished Jackson"s external as he wrote up his report and signed it had a different source. His problem was that he did not believe the puncture in Jackson"s thorax was a mark of fragment entry. He disbelieved this, and had no idea why he did so. Nor had he any idea why, once again, he felt afraid. He sealed the report. Jackson was now officially accounted for and done with. Then Dr Winters took up the postmortem knife and returned to the corpse.
First the long sawing slice, unzippering the mortal overcoat. Next, two great square flaps of flesh reflected, scrolled laterally to the armpits" line, disrobing the chest: one hand grasping the flap"s skirt, the other sweeping beneath it with the knife, flensing through the gla.s.sy tissue that joined it to the chest wall, and shaving all muscles from their anchorages to bone and cartilage beneath. Then the dismantling of the strongbox within. Rib shears so frank and forward a tool, like a gardener"s. The steel beak bit through each rib"s gristle anchor to the sternum"s centerplate. At the sternum"s crownpiece the collarbones" ends were knifed, pried, and sprung free from their sockets. The coffer unhasped, unhinged, a knife teased beneath the lid and levered it off.
Some minutes later the doctor straightened up and stepped back from his subject. He moved almost drunkenly, and his age seemed scored more deeply in his face. With loathing haste he stripped his gloves off. He went to the desk, sat down, and poured another drink. If there was something like horror in his face, there was also a hardening in his mouth"s line and the muscles of his jaw. He spoke to his gla.s.s: "So be it, your Excellency. Something new for your humble servant. Testing my nerve?"
Jackson"s pericardium, the shapely capsule containing his heart, should have been all but hidden between the big blood-fat loaves of his lungs. The doctor had found it fully exposed, the lungs flanking it wrinkled lumps less than a third their natural bulk. Not only they, but the left heart and the superior mediastinal veins all the regions that should have been grossly engorged with blood were utterly drained of it.
The doctor swallowed his drink and got out the photographs again. He found that Jackson had died on his stomach across the body of another worker, with the upper part of a third trapped between them. Neither these two subjacent corpses nor the surrounding earth showed any stain of a blood loss that must have amounted to two liters.
Possibly the pictures, by some trick of shadow, had failed to pick it up. He turned to the Investigator"s Report, where Craven would surely have mentioned any significant amounts of b.l.o.o.d.y earth uncovered during the disinterment. The sheriff recorded nothing of the kind. Dr Winters returned to the pictures.
Ronald Pollock, Jackson"s most intimate a.s.sociate in the grave, had died on his back, beneath and slightly askew of Jackson, placing most of their torsos in contact, save where the head and shoulder of the third interposed. It seemed inconceivable Pollock"s clothing should lack any trace of such ma.s.sive drainage from a death mate thus embraced.
The doctor rose abruptly, pulled on fresh gloves, and returned to Jackson. His hands showed a more brutal speed now, closing the great incision temporarily with a few widely s.p.a.ced sutures. He replaced him in the vault and brought out Pollock, striding, heaving hard at the dead shapes in the shifting of them, thrusting always so it seemed to him just a step ahead of urgent thoughts he did not want to have, deformities that whispered at his back, emitting faint, chill gusts of putrid breath. He shook his head denying, delaying and pushed the new corpse onto the worktable. The scissors undressed Pollock in greedy bites.
But at length, when he had scanned each sc.r.a.p of fabric and found nothing like the stain of blood, he came to rest again, relinquishing that simplest, desired resolution he had made such haste to reach. He stood at the instrument table, not seeing it, submitting to the approach of the half-formed things at his mind"s periphery.
The revelation of Jackson"s shriveled lungs had been more than a shock. He had felt a stab of panic too, in fact that same curiously explicit terror of this place that had urged him to flee earlier. He acknowledged now that the germ of that quickly suppressed terror had been a premonition of this failure to find any trace of the missing blood. Whence the premonition? It had to do with a problem he had steadfastly refused to consider: the mechanics of so complete a drainage of the lungs" densely reticulated vascular structure. Could the earth"s crude pressure by itself work so thoroughly, given only a single vent both slender and strangely curved? And then the photograph he had studied. It frightened him now to recall the image some covert meaning stirred within it, struggling to be seen. Dr Winters picked the probe up from the table and turned again to the corpse. As surely and exactly as if he had already ascertained the wound"s presence, he leaned forward and touched it: a small, neat puncture, just beneath the xiphoid process. He introduced the probe. The wound received it deeply, in a familiar direction.
The doctor went to the desk and took up the photograph again. Pollock"s and Jackson"s wounded areas were not in contact. The third man"s head was sandwiched between their bodies at just that point. He searched out another picture, in which this third man was more central, and found his name inked in below his image: Joe Allen.
Dreamingly, Dr Winters went to the wide metal door, shoved it aside, entered the vault. He did not search, but went straight to the trestle where Sheriff Craven had paused some hours before. He found the same name on its tag.
The body, beneath decay"s spurious obesity, was trim and well-muscled. The face was square-cut, shelf-browed, with a vulpine nose skewed by an old fracture. The swollen tongue lay behind the teeth, and the bulge of decomposition did not obscure what the man"s initial impact must have been handsome and open, his now-waxen black eyes sly and convivial. Say, good buddy, got a minute? I see you comin" on the swing shift every day, don"t I? Yeah, Joe Allen. Look, I know it"s late, you want to get home, tell the wife you ain"t been in there drinkin" since you got off, right? Oh, yeah, I hear that. But this d.a.m.n disappearance thing"s got me so edgy, and I"d swear to G.o.d just as I was coming here I seen someone moving around back of that frame house up the street. See how the trees thin out a little down back of the yard, where the moonlight gets in? That"s right. Well, I got me this little popper here. Oh, yeah, that"s a beauty, we"ll have it covered between us. I knew I could spot a man ready for some trouble couldn"t find a patrol car anywhere on the street. Yeah, just down in here now, to that clump of pine. Step careful, you can barely see. That"s right...
The doctor"s face ran with sweat. He turned on his heel and walked out of the vault, heaving the door shut behind him. In the office"s greater warmth he felt the perspiration soaking his shirt under the smock. His stomach rasped with steady oscillations of pain, but he scarcely attended it. He went to Pollock and seized up the postmortem knife.
The work was done with surreal speed, the laminae of flesh and bone recoiling smoothly beneath his desperate but unerring hands, until the thoracic cavity lay exposed, and in it, the vampire-stricken lungs, two gnarled lumps of gray tissue.
He searched no deeper, knowing what the heart and veins would show. He returned to sit at the desk, weakly drooping, the knife, forgotten, still in his left hand. He looked at his reflection in the window, and it seemed his thoughts originated with that fainter, more tenuous Dr Winters hanging like a ghost outside.
What was this world he lived in? Surely, in a lifetime, he had not begun to guess. To feed in such a way! There was horror enough in this alone. But to feed thus in his own grave. How had he accomplished it leaving aside how he had fought suffocation long enough to do anything at all? How was it to be comprehended, a greed that raged so hotly it would glut itself at the very threshold of its own destruction? That last feast was surely in his stomach still.
Dr Winters looked at the photograph, at Allen"s head snugged into the others" middles like a hungry suckling nuzzling to the sow. Then he looked at the knife in his hand. The hand felt empty of all technique. Its one impulse was to slash, cleave, obliterate the remains of this gluttonous thing, this Joe Allen. He must do this, or flee it utterly. There was no course between. He did not move.
"I will examine him," said the ghost in the gla.s.s, and did not move. Inside the refrigeration vault, there was a slight noise.
No. It had been some hitch in the generator"s murmur. Nothing in there could move. There was another noise, a brief friction against the vault"s inner wall. The two old men shook their heads at one another. A catch clicked, and the metal door slid open. Behind the staring image of his own amazement, the doctor saw that a filthy shape stood in the doorway and raised its arms toward him in a gesture of supplication. The doctor turned in his chair. From the shape came a whistling groan, the decayed fragment of a human voice.
Pleadingly, Joe Allen worked his jaw and spread his purple hands. As if speech were a maggot struggling to emerge from his mouth, the blue tumescent face toiled, the huge tongue wallowed helplessly between the viscid lips.
The doctor reached for the telephone, lifted the receiver. Its deadness to his ear meant nothing he could not have spoken. The thing confronting him, with each least movement that it made, destroyed the very frame of sanity in which words might have meaning, reduced the world itself around him to a waste of dark and silence, a starlit ruin where already, everywhere, the alien and unimaginable was awakening to its new dominion. The corpse raised and reached out one hand as if to stay him turned, and walked toward the instrument table. Its legs were leaden, it rocked its shoulders like a swimmer, fighting to make its pa.s.sage through gravity"s dense medium. It reached the table and grasped it exhaustedly. The doctor found himself on his feet, crouched slightly, weightlessly still. The knife in his hand was the only part of himself he clearly felt, and it was like a tongue of fire, a crematory flame. Joe Allen"s corpse thrust one hand among the instruments. The thick fingers, with a queer simian inept.i.tude, brought up a scalpel. Both hands clasped the little handle and plunged the blade between the lips, as a thirsty child might a Popsicle, then jerked it out again, slashing the tongue. Turbid fluid splashed down to the floor. The jaw worked stiffly, the mouth brought out words in a wet ragged hiss: "Please. Help me. Trapped in this." One dead hand struck the dead chest. "Starving."
"What are you?"
"Traveler. Not of Earth."
"An eater of human flesh. A drinker of human blood."
"No. No. Hiding only. Am small. Shape hideous to you. Feared death."
"You brought death." The doctor spoke with the calm of perfect disbelief, himself as incredible to him as the thing he spoke with. It shook its head, the dull, popped eyes glaring with an agony of thwarted expression.
"Killed none. Hid in this. Hid in this not to be killed. Five days now. Drowning in decay. Free me. Please."
"No. You have come to feed on us, you are not hiding in fear. We are your food, your meat and drink. You fed on those two men within your grave. Their grave. For you, a delay. In fact, a diversion that has ended the hunt for you."
"No! No! Used men already dead. For me, five days, starvation. Even less. Fed only from need.
Horrible necessity!"
The spoiled vocal instrument made a mangled gasp of the last word an inhuman snake-pit noise the doctor felt as a cold flicker of ophidian tongues within his ears while the dead arms moved in a sodden approximation of the body language that swears truth.
"No," the doctor said. "You killed them all. Including your...tool this man. What are you?" Panic erupted in the question that he tried to bury by answering himself instantly. "Resolute, yes. That surely. You used death for an escape route. You need no oxygen perhaps."
"Extracted more than my need from ga.s.ses of decay. A lesser component of our metabolism."
The voice was gaining distinctness, developing makeshifts for tones lost in the agonal rupturing of the valves and stops of speech, more effectively wrestling vowel and consonant from the putrid tongue and lips. At the same time the body"s crudity of movement did not quite obscure a subtle, incessant experimentation. Fingers flexed and stirred, testing the give of tendons, groping the palm for old points of purchase and counterpressure there. The knees, with cautious repet.i.tions, a.s.sessed the new limits of their articulation.
"What was the sphere?"
"My ship. Its destruction our first duty facing discovery." (Fear touched the doctor, like a slug climbing his neck; he had seen, as it spoke, a sharp spastic activity of the tongue, a pleating and shrinkage of its bulk as at the tug of some inward adjustment.) "No chance to reenter. Leaving this body takes far too long. Not even time to set it for destruct must extrude a cilium, chemical key to broach hull shield. In shaft was my only chance to halt my host."
Though the dead mask hung expressionless, conveyed no irony, the thing"s articulacy grew uncannily each word more smoothly shaped, nuances of tone creeping into its speech. Its right arm tested its wrist as it spoke, and the scalpel the hand still held cut white sparks from the air, while the word host seemed itself a little razor-cut, an almost teasing abandonment of fiction preliminary to attack.
But the doctor found that fear had gone from him. The impossibility with which he conversed, and was about to struggle, was working in him an overwhelming amplification of his life"s long helpless rage at death. He found his parochial pity for Earth alone stretched to the transstellar scope this traveler commanded, to the whole cosmic trash yard with its bulldozed mult.i.tudes of corpses; galactic wheels of carnage stars, planets with their most majestic generations all trash, cracked bones and foul rags that pooled, settled, reconcatenated in futile symmetries gravid with new mult.i.tudes of briefly animate trash.
And this, standing before him now, was the death it was given him particularly to deal his mite was being called in by the universal Treasury of Death, and Dr Winters found himself, an old healer, on fire to pay. His own, more lethal, blade tugged at his hand with its own sharp appet.i.te. He felt entirely the Examiner once more, knew the precise cuts he would make, swiftly and without error. Very soon now, he thought and coolly probed for some further insight before its onslaught: "Why must your ship be destroyed, even at the cost of your host"s life?"
"We must not be understood."
"The livestock must not understand what is devouring them."
"Yes, Doctor. Not all at once. But one by one. You will understand what is devouring you. That is essential to my feast."
The doctor shook his head. "You are in your grave already, Traveler. That body will be your coffin. You will be buried in it a second time, for all time."
The thing came one step nearer and opened its mouth. The flabby throat wrestled as with speech, but what sprang out was a slender white filament, more than whip-fast. Dr Winters saw only the first flicker of its eruption, and then his brain nova-ed, thinning out at light-speed to a white nullity.
When the doctor came to himself, it was in fact to a part of himself only. Before he had opened his eyes he found that his wakened mind had repossessed proprioceptively only a bizarre truncation of his body. His head, neck, left shoulder, arm, and hand declared themselves the rest was silence.
When, he opened his eyes, he found that he lay supine on the gurney, and naked. Something propped his head. A strap bound his left elbow to the gurney"s edge, a strap he could feel. His chest was also anch.o.r.ed by a strap, and this he could not feel. Indeed, save for its active remnant, his entire body might have been bound in a block of ice, so numb was it, and so powerless was he to compel the slightest movement from the least part of it.
The room was empty, but from the open door of the vault there came slight sounds: the creak and soft frictions of heavy tarpaulin shifted to accommodate some business involving small clicking and kissing noises.
Tears of fury filled the doctor"s eyes. Clenching his one fist at the starry engine of creation that he could not see, he ground his teeth and whispered in the hot breath of strangled weeping: "Take it back, this dirty little shred of life! I throw it off gladly like the filth it is." The slow knock of boot soles loudened from within the vault, and he turned his head. From the vault door Joe Allen"s corpse approached him.
It moved with new energy, though its gait was grotesque, a ducking, hitching progress, jerky with circ.u.mventions of decayed muscle, while above this galvanized, struggling frame, the bruise-colored face hung inanimate, an image of detachment. With terrible clarity the thing was revealed for what it was a damaged hand-puppet vigorously worked from within. And when that frozen face was brought to hang above the doctor, the reeking hands, with the light, solicitous touch of friends at sickbeds, rested on his naked thigh.
The absence of sensation made the touch more dreadful than if felt. It showed him that the nightmare he still desperately denied at heart had annexed his body while he holding head and arm free had already more than half-drowned in its mortal paralysis. There, from his chest on down, lay his nightmare part, a nothingness freely possessed by an unspeakability. The corpse said: "Rotten blood. Thin nourishment. I had only one hour alone before you came. I fed from my neighbor to my left barely had strength to extend a siphon. Fed from the right while you worked. Tricky going you are alert. I expected Dr Parsons. The energy needs of animating this" one hand left the doctor"s thigh and smote the dusty overalls "and of host-transfer, very high. Once I have you synapsed, I will be near starvation again."