"How he has changed!" observed one of the two gentlemen, looking at Monsieur de Marcey, who happened to pa.s.s through the salon.
"Changed! whom do you mean?"
"De Marcey."
"Oh! do you think so?"
"If you had known De Marcey twenty-five years ago, as I did, my dear Dolmont----"
"Parbleu! that"s just it--twenty-five years ago; and it seems to you that it was only yesterday--and that he ought to appear the same to-day."
"No, no, I don"t say that.--Dear De Marcey! We made the Austerlitz campaign together."
"Oho! were you at Austerlitz?"
"Yes, indeed; I am proud to say that I was; and I have been in almost every battle that has been fought since. Now, I am resting."
Robineau took his eyes from his vanilla ice for an instant, to look at the speaker. He saw a man of fifty, whose frank and intelligent face bore more than one scar; his b.u.t.tonhole was decorated with several orders, and Robineau said to himself:
"This gentleman has well earned his decorations--that is sure!"
"To be sure," rejoined the old soldier"s companion a moment later, "De Marcey is not old; he entered the service early in life, as you did; but so many things have happened since that it always seems as if centuries had pa.s.sed over our heads."
"For my part, when I think of my campaigns, it seems as if it had all happened no longer ago than yesterday, for I fancy that I am still in the field!"
"He is like me," thought Robineau, "when I think of my first fancy.
And yet it was ten years ago. She was a _figurante_ at the Porte-Saint-Martin, and on the day of our first rendezvous we dined at the Vendanges de Bourgogne, Faubourg du Temple. It wasn"t a fashionable restaurant then as it is to-day, and there was no ca.n.a.l to cross to get there; but they served delicious _sheep"s-trotters_. It seems to me that I am there still. I was eighteen years old then. Ah me! one grows old without perceiving it!"
And Robineau heaved a sigh--which did not prevent his finishing his ice.
"When I say, Dolmont, that De Marcey seems changed to me, I refer to his temperament rather than to his physical aspect. If you had known him long ago--he was always in high spirits and a jovial companion; he used to laugh and joke with us. He was fond of the ladies--oh! he was a great lady"s man. But he was jealous of his mistresses, very jealous! I recall that on various occasions that tendency led him into quarrels; and indeed it was on account of it, I believe, that they married him at twenty-three to a young lady for whom he cared very little. His parents maintained that, with his jealous disposition, if he married for love he would be unhappy. And in fact his marriage began very auspiciously. I knew De Marcey"s first wife; she was a very attractive woman, and I believe that she would have made her husband very happy; unfortunately she died, a year after giving birth to a son. I learned that De Marcey married again after six years; but I was not in Paris then, and De Marcey had left the army. I never knew his second wife."
"He didn"t marry the second time in Paris, but somewhere in the neighborhood of Bordeaux. It seems that his wife"s family had an estate there, and the marriage took place on that property. Indeed, I think that he did not return to Paris with his wife until long after his second marriage."
"And what sort of person was his second wife?"
"Charming! One of those exquisite faces such as the painters succeed in producing occasionally, but which we see much less frequently in the world."
"The deuce!"
"But she had a sad, melancholy air; when she smiled, the smile seemed to conceal a secret grief. I never saw her dance, although she was very young, eighteen at most; but she seemed to shun the pleasures suited to her age, and to go into society solely to please her husband."
"And De Marcey was very fond of her?"
"Oh! he adored her; he seized every opportunity of giving her pleasure.
He was untiring in his devotion to her."
"Did he have any children by her?"
"No; but the lovely Adele--that was the second wife"s name--loved little Alfred dearly, and manifested all a mother"s affection for him. She died after three years; De Marcey"s grief was so violent that for a long time his life was in danger. At last, the sight of his son, meditation, lapse of time----"
"Yes, time! that is the all-powerful remedy. But for all that, I am no longer surprised that his humor is so changed from what it was! One may overcome the most profound sorrow, but it always leaves its traces. It is like the severe wounds, which heal, but of which one always carries the scars."
With that the old soldier rose, his companion did the same, leaving Robineau alone on his chair, which he at once quitted, saying to himself:
"It is very entertaining to listen to other people"s conversation, and it"s instructive, too; you seem to be paying no attention, but you listen; especially when people talk loud, for that means that they are not saying anything that they wish to conceal. Ah! I must listen to the conversation of some of the ladies; that will be even more amusing, because they always sprinkle their talk with wit; when I say always, I mean of course those who have wit.--Yonder are two ladies who seem to be engaged in a most interesting conversation, for they are talking with great animation. There"s a vacant chair beside them."
Robineau nonchalantly took his seat beside two pretty women, and turning his ear toward them as if without design, caught some fragments of their conversation.
"Yes, my dear love, I judged him rightly. I was wise, as you see, to distrust his protestations of love, his ardent oaths, his profound sighs! And yet you cannot conceive with what an air of sincerity he told me that he proposed to be virtuous and faithful henceforth, and to love no one but me! It is ghastly to lie like that!"
Robineau turned his head so that he could see the speaker"s face; and he saw a lovely brunette, whose vivacious and intelligent features expressed at that moment a sentiment of vexation which she tried to conceal beneath a forced smile.
"My dear Jenny, I believe that you are a little annoyed because you put Alfred"s love to the proof."
"Annoyed! on the contrary, I am delighted. I did not believe in it for an instant; his reputation with respect to women is too well established for----"
At that point she lowered her voice and Robineau could not hear the rest of her sentence; but he thought:
"They are talking about Alfred--this is delightful!--She is a person he has been making love to, no doubt. Gad! how amusing it is!"
The other lady, who also was young and pretty, replied after a moment:
"I am inclined to think that I should have more confidence in his friend, Monsieur Edouard Beaumont; he has a less frivolous, less heedless air than Alfred; and he is very good-looking, is Edouard; he has a very pretty figure."
"Mon Dieu! my dear love, I"ll wager that he is no better than other men.
It is safer to distrust those cold, reserved manners, too. n.o.body is worse than such men, when it comes to deceiving us poor women. With a scapegrace who makes no pretence of concealing what he is, one knows what to expect at all events."
"And that is why you have a weakness for Alfred, I suppose?"
"Oh! never! never! I laughed at his oaths of love. Perhaps it amused me a little to listen to him.--But, although he is agreeable and bright--as to loving him, oh! I promise you that I never dreamed of such a thing. Pray do not think that!"
"If you defend yourself so eagerly, Jenny, I shall end by believing that you adore him."
"Oh! upon my word, I----"
She lowered her voice again. Robineau tilted his chair a little in order to hear; but for several minutes the two friends spoke in such low tones that he could not catch a word. At last the charming Jenny observed aloud:
"You did well, very well. I am sure that it puzzles him tremendously to see us talking together, for he thought that we were at odds. Did he never talk to you about me?"
"Why, no; he talked about n.o.body but myself."
"Ah, yes! of course. I a.s.sure you, Clara, that I shall remain a widow; I shall never marry again!"
"Can anyone be sure of that, my dear? Remember that you are only twenty-two years old."
"An additional reason for not endangering the happiness of my life. Is not what I have known of marriage likely to make me avoid it? Monsieur de Gerville married me when I was eighteen, having never paid court to me; without any idea whether I liked him or not, he asked my parents for my hand. He was rich, so they gave me to him. However, Monsieur de Gerville was young and good-looking. I might have loved him if he had taken the trouble to try to win my love, if he had simply tried to make me think that he loved me. I was such a little idiot then! I believed whatever anyone chose. But no--I was his wife, and he would have considered that he disgraced himself by making love to me, by paying me any attention. He had two or three mistresses who deceived him; but that was much better than loving his wife, who did not deceive him.
However, he is dead, and it is my duty to forget the suffering he caused me; but I confess that that taste of married life left me with a very poor opinion of men in general. I believe them to be, as a rule, selfish, inconstant, unjust to women: they must have everything, and we must do without everything; they are pleased to be unfaithful, but they demand constancy from us; they are good-humored so long as we are fortunate enough to please them, but as soon as they begin to sigh for another woman, they do not give us another thought; instead of trying to conceal their unfaithfulness by redoubling their attentions and consideration for us, they become sulky, capricious, bad-tempered; and if we are so unfortunate as to manifest any regret at the change in their treatment of us, they accuse us of being jealous and exacting!"