Clutching at her skirts as though a mouse were after her, the White Linen Nurse went scuttling up the stairs.
Very late--on into the night--the Senior Surgeon lay there on his piazza floor staring out into his garden. Very companionably from time to time, like a tame firefly, a little bright spark hovered and glowed for an instant above the bowl of his pipe. Puff-puff-puff, doze-doze-doze, throb-throb-throb,--on and on and on and on--into the sweet-scented night.
CHAPTER X
So the days pa.s.sed. And the nights. And more days. And more nights.
July--August,--on and on and on.
Strenuous, nerve-racking, heart-breaking surgical days--broken maritally only by the pleasant, soft-worded greeting at the gate, or the practical, homely appeal of good food cooked with heart as well as hands, or the tingling, inciting masculine consciousness of there being a woman"s--blush in the house!
Strenuous, house-working, child-nursing, home-making, domestic days--broken maritally only by the jaded, harsh word at the gate, the explosive criticism of food, the deadening, depressing, feminine consciousness of there being a man"s--vicious temper in the house!
Now and again in one big automobile or another the White Linen Nurse and the Senior Surgeon rode out together, always and forever with the Little Crippled Girl sitting between them,--the other woman"s little crippled girl. Now and again in the late summer afternoons the White Linen Nurse and the Senior Surgeon strolled together through the rainbow-colored garden, always and forever with the Little Crippled Girl,--the other woman"s little crippled girl, tagging close behind them with her little sad, clanking leg. Now and again in the long sweet summer evenings the White Linen Nurse and the Senior Surgeon sat on the clematis-shadowed porch together, always and forever with the Little Crippled Girl,--the other woman"s little crippled girl, mocking them querulously from some vague upper window.
Now and again across the mutually ghost-haunted chasm that separated them flashed the incontrovertible signal of s.e.x and sense, as once when a new Interne, grossly bungling, stepped to the hospital window with a colleague to watch the Senior Surgeon"s car roll away as usual with its two feminine pa.s.sengers.
"What makes the Chief so stingy with that big handsome girl of his?"
queried the new Interne a bit resentfully. "He won"t ever bring her into the hospital!--won"t ever ask any of us young chaps out to his house!
And some of us come mighty near to being eligible, too!--Who"s he saving her for, anyway?--A saint?--A miracle-worker?--A millionaire medicine man?--They don"t exist, you know!"
"I"m saving her for myself!" snapped the Senior Surgeon most disconcertingly from the doorway. "She--she happens to be my wife, not my daughter,--thank you!"
When the Senior Surgeon went home that night he carried a big bunch of magazines and a box of candy as large as his head tucked courtingly under his arm.
Now and again across the chasm that separated them flashed the incontrovertible signal of mutual trust and appreciation, as when once, after a particularly violent vocal outburst on the Senior Surgeon"s part, he sobered down very suddenly and said:
"Rae Malgregor,--do you realize that in all the weeks we"ve been together you"ve never once nagged me about my swearing? Not a word,--not a single word!"
"I"m not very used to--words," smiled the White Linen Nurse hopefully.
"All I know how to nag with is--is raw eggs! If we could only get those nerves of yours padded just once, sir! The swearing would get well of itself."
In August the Senior Surgeon suggested sincerely that the house was much too big for the White Linen Nurse to run all alone, but conceded equally sincerely, under the White Linen Nurse"s vehement protest, that servants, particularly new servants did creak considerably round a house, and that maybe "just for the present" at least, until he finished his very nervous paper on brain tumors perhaps it would be better to stay "just by ourselves."
In September the White Linen Nurse wanted very much to go home to Nova Scotia to her sister"s wedding but the Senior Surgeon was trying a very complicated and worrisome new brace on the Little Girl"s leg and it didn"t seem quite kind to go. In October she planned her trip all over again. She was going to take the Little Crippled Girl with her this time. But with their trunks already packed and waiting in the hall, the Senior Surgeon came home from the hospital with a septic finger--and it didn"t seem quite best to leave him.
"Well, how do you like being married _now?_" asked the Senior Surgeon a bit ironically in his work-room that night, after the White Linen Nurse had stood for an hour with evil-smelling washes, and interminable bandages trying to fix that finger the precise, particular way that he thought it ought to be fixed. "Well--how do you like--being married _now?_" he insisted trenchantly.
"Oh, I like it all right, sir!" said the White Linen Nurse. A little bit wanly this time she smiled her pluck up into the Senior Surgeon"s questioning face. "Oh, I like it all right, sir! Oh, of course, sir,"
she confided thoughtfully--"Oh, of course, sir--it isn"t quite as fancy as being engaged--or quite as free and easy as being--single. But still--" she admitted with desperate honesty--"but still there"s a sort of--a sort of a combination importance and--and comfort about it, sir, like a--like a velvet suit--the second year, sir."
"Is that--all?" quizzed the Senior Surgeon bluntly.
"That"s all--so far, sir," said the White Linen Nurse.
In November the White Linen Nurse caught a bit of cold that pulled her down a little. But the Senior Surgeon didn"t notice it specially among all the virulent ills he lived and worked with from day to day. And then when the cold disappeared, Indian Summer came like a reeking sweat after a chill! And the house _was_ big! And the Little Crippled Girl _was_ pretty difficult to manage now and then! And the Senior Surgeon, no matter how hard he tried not to, did succeed somehow in creating more or less of a disturbance--at least every other day or two!
And then suddenly, one balmy gold and crimson Indian Summer morning, standing out on the piazza trying to hear what the Little Crippled Girl was calling from the window and what the Senior Surgeon was calling from the gate, the White Linen Nurse fell right down in her tracks, brutally, bulkily, like a worn-out horse, and lay as she fell, a huddled white heap across the gray piazza.
"Oh, Father! Come quick! Come quick! Peach has deaded herself!" yelled the Little Girl"s frantic voice.
Just with his foot on the step of his car the Senior Surgeon heard the cry and came speeding back up the long walk. Already there before him the Little Girl knelt raining pa.s.sionate, agonized kisses on her beloved playmate"s ghastly white face.
"Leave her alone!" thundered the Senior Surgeon. "Leave her alone, I say!"
Bruskly he pushed the Little Girl aside and knelt to cradle his own ear against the White Linen Nurse"s heart.
"Oh, it"s all right," he growled, and gathered the White Linen Nurse right up in his arms--she was startlingly lighter than he had supposed--and carried her up the stairs and put her to bed like a child in the great sumptuous guest-room, in a great sumptuous nest of all the best linens and blankets, with the Little Crippled Girl superintending the task with many hysterical suggestions and sharp staccato interruptions. For once in his life the Senior Surgeon did not stop to quarrel with his daughter.
Rallying limply from her swoon the White Linen Nurse stared out with hazy perplexity at last from her dimpling white pillows to see the Senior Surgeon standing amazingly at the guest-room bureau with a gla.s.s and a medicine-dropper in his hand, and the Little Crippled Girl hanging apparently by her narrow peaked chin across the foot-board of the bed.
Gazing down worriedly at the lace-ruffled sleeve of her night-dress the White Linen Nurse made her first public speech to the--world at large.
"Who--put--me--to--bed?" whispered the White Linen Nurse.
Ecstatically the Little Crippled Girl began to pound her fists on the foot-board of the bed.
"Father did!" she cried in unmistakable triumph. "All the little hooks!
All the little b.u.t.tons!--_wasn"t_ it cunning?"
The Senior Surgeon would hardly have been human if he hadn"t glanced back suddenly over his shoulder at the White Linen Nurse"s precipitously changing color. Quite irrepressibly, as he saw the red, red blood come surging home again into her cheeks, a little short chuckling laugh escaped him.
"I guess you"ll live--now," he remarked dryly.
Then because a Senior Surgeon can"t stay home on the mere impulse of the moment from a great rushing hospital, just because one member of his household happens to faint perfectly innocently in the morning, he hurried on to his work again. And saved a little boy, and lost a little girl, and mended a fractured thigh, and eased a gun-shot wound, and came dashing home at noon in one of his thousand-dollar hours to feel the White Linen Nurse"s pulse and broil her a bit of tenderloin steak with his own thousand-dollar hands,--and then went dashing off again to do one major operation or another, telephoned home once or twice during the afternoon to make sure that everything was all right, and finding that the White Linen Nurse was comfortably up and about again, went sprinting off fifty miles somewhere on a meningitis consultation, and came dragging home at last, somewhere near midnight, to a big black house brightened only by a single light in the kitchen where the White Linen Nurse went tiptoeing softly from stove to pantry in deft preparation of an appetizing supper for him.
Quite roughly again without smile or appreciation the Senior Surgeon took her by the shoulders and turned her out of the kitchen, and started her up the stairs.
"Are you an--idiot?" he said. "Are you an--imbecile?" he came back and called up the stairs to her just as she was disappearing from the upper landing.
Then up and down, round and round, on and on and on, the Senior Surgeon began suddenly to pace again.
Only, for some unexplainable reason to the White Linen Nurse upstairs, his work-room didn"t seem quite large enough for his pacing this night Along the broad piazza she heard his footsteps creak. Far, far into the morning, lying warm and snug in her own little bed, she heard his footsteps crackling through the wet-leafed garden paths.
Yet the Senior Surgeon didn"t look an atom jaded or forlorn when he came down to breakfast the next morning. He had on a brand new gray suit that fitted his big, powerful shoulders to perfection, and the glad glow of his shower-bath was still reddening faintly in his cheeks as he swung around the corner of the table and dropped down into his place with an odd little grin on his lips directed intermittently towards the White Linen Nurse and the Little Crippled Girl who already waited him there at either end of the table.
"Oh, Father, isn"t it lovely to have my darling--darling Peach all well again!" beamed the Little Crippled Girl with unusual friendliness.
"Speaking of your--"darling Peach,"" said the Senior Surgeon quite abruptly. "Speaking of your "darling Peach,"--I"m going to--take her away with me to-day--for a week or so."
"Eh?" jumped the Little Crippled Girl.
"What? What, sir?" stammered the White Linen Nurse.
Quite prosily the Senior Surgeon began to b.u.t.ter a piece of toast. But the little twinkle around his eyes belied in some way the utter prosiness of the act.