Whiskey, enchiladas, and beer did not make for a lively afternoon. At 1:15 I lay down on the bed to read Legends of the Fall. About 1:30 I rested my eyes for a moment and at 3:20 I woke up with the book still open on my chest and the thick taste of empty calories in my mouth. I got up and took a shower and put on sweat pants and a waterproof jacket and ran along the Charles for an hour until my blood moved once again without protest through my veins and the guilt of sleeping during the day was dissipated. Then I went over to the Harbor Health Club and worked on their new Nautilus until I felt sure of redemption and it was time to see Wayne Cosgrove.
I arrived at the Ritz bar freshly showered, shaved, and pleasingly exhausted at 6:20. I had primped for the Ritz bar, which was one of the few places in the city where ties are required and jeans are barred. I had on my brand new corduroy jacket with leather b.u.t.tons and a tattersall shirt and a dark blue knit tie that picked up the blue in the tattersall. I took off my leather coat as I walked into the Ritz lobby and checked myself in the mirrors near the bar. With my gray slacks and my cordovan loafers I was fit for permanent display. My gun was tucked away on my right hip out of sight. I thought about getting a tweed holster but decided it would jeopardize my credibility.
The bar was uncrowded and I got a small table near the window where people pa.s.sing on Arlington Street could look in and a.s.sume I was closing an important deal. Cosgrove hadn"t arrived yet. When the waiter came I asked for a Rolling Rock Extra Pale in the long neck bottle. They had none. I had to settle for Budweiser. Even the Ritz bar must disappoint occasionally.
I had finished the first bowl of peanuts and managed to choke down three Budweisers when Cosgrove showed up. He was wearing the same outfit he"d had on earlier except he"d added a long plaid woolen scarf. He carried a big thick manila envelope.
"Sorry I"m late," he said. "Knowing it was the Ritz I had to go home first and brush my teeth."
"I don"t mind," I said. "It just meant more peanuts for me."
Cosgrove sat down and handed me the big envelope. The waiter appeared. Cosgrove said, "Martini, stirred not shaken, twist of lemon."
"No olive?" I said. , "Only a f.u.c.king beast would have an olive in his martini," Cosgrove said. "Olives are packed in brine, ruins the taste."
"I figured the gin and vermouth had already done that."
Cosgrove shrugged. "No accounting for taste," he said.
"You prove that," I said. "What"s the scarf for?"
"Strangling muggers," Cosgrove said. "You still working for Meade Alexander?"
"You"ve been busy," I said.
"Are you?"
"Yes."
"That why you want the Browne stuff?"
"No comment."
The waiter brought Cosgrove"s drink and a fresh bowl of peanuts. He looked at me. I shook my head. I"d only been redeemed for a half an hour.
When the waiter left, Cosgrove took a sip of his martini, looked pleased, put the gla.s.s down, and said, "No f.u.c.king comment? You work a week for a politician and you"re walking around saying no f.u.c.king comment?"
"You"re right," I said. "It"s embarra.s.sing. Ask me again."
"You investigating Browne for Alexander?"
"I don"t want to answer that question," I said, "and if you ask it again, I"ll beat your teeth in."
Cosgrove nodded. "Better," he said. He drank some more martini. "How"s Susan?" he said.
"She"s away," I said.
Cosgrove started to speak, looked at me, stopped, and then said, "I wouldn"t have thought Meade Alexander was your style."
"I don"t think he is," I said.
"On the other hand," Cosgrove said, "who is your style, except maybe that G.o.dd.a.m.ned African a.s.sa.s.sin you hang around with."
"Hawk," I said. "I"ll tell him you said that."
"That was on deep background," Cosgrove said. "How come you"re working for Meade Alexander?"
"Best offer I had."
"How"s Mrs. Alexander?"
"Fine."
"Hear she drinks a little."
"Don"t we all," I said. "Know anything worth telling about the Alexanders?"
"We having dinner afterward?"
"Sure."
"I"ll think on it," he said, and sipped more martini.
Chapter 9.
We ate in the cafe.
"Ronni Alexander drinks. We both know that," Cosgrove said. "She drinks too much and when she does she gets boisterous, and sometimes mean. When I was in the Washington bureau it was sort of a common joke."
"I picked up some of that," I said. "Why haven"t I ever read about it?"
Cosgrove ate some scrod. "We do news, not gossip. Or we try to. The fact that a congressman"s wife"s a boozer isn"t news unless it involves her in something that is news, you know?"
"And I gather it didn"t."
"Not that I ever knew. They live in Georgetown. She didn"t spend much time in public with him. When she did usually she"d be on good behavior. And the staff was very alert."
"No other scandal?"
Cosgrove shook his head. "Nope."
"What kind of congressman is Alexander?"
Cosgrove sipped a little white wine. "Disaster," he said. "He really is a born-again fundamentalist Christian. And that limits him. His options are so proscribed by his convictions that he can"t legislate very well. He"s not a big thinker either. He"s impatient with complicated issues because he doesn"t understand them. Often he doesn"t even know they"re complicated."
"What"s his chance of getting elected to the Senate?"
"Possible."
"In Ma.s.sachusetts? I thought this was the most liberal state in the country."
"The national media says that because we went for McGovern in 72. It"s bulls.h.i.t. Some parts are liberal, some parts are conservative. But the statewide mood these days, as us political a.n.a.lysts say, is conservative, bedrock, down home, let"s-get-back-to-the-old-verities-and-truths-of-the-heart-that s.h.i.t. Bobby Browne"s a traditional liberal-social programs, government money, federal mandates. Keynesian economics. Straight New Deal Democrat." Cosgrove shrugged. "Most people are saying f.u.c.k that. Guy paying twenty percent interest wants a change. Browne"s a continuation. h.e.l.l, Eddie Moore hand-picked him when he decided to retire."
I was having broiled scallops with lemon b.u.t.ter. I ate some.
"So you think Browne has reason to worry."
"Yes."
"Who"s the paper backing?"
"Browne. Jesus Christ, Spenser. Meade Alexander once wanted to ban the teaching of evolution in the public schools."
I nodded.
"I mean, U. S. senators are supposed to be worrying about how not to have a nuclear war. Alexander worries about unis.e.x bathrooms and jiggle television."
"He honest?" I said.
"Who, Browne or Alexander?"
"Either."
"Alexander"s honest. He"s so honest he makes your teeth hurt. I don"t know about Browne. Most of them aren"t. Honesty in a public servant is overrated."
"How about Farrell?"
Cosgrove grinned. "Old Fix. Fix thinks he"s John Wayne, carries a f.u.c.king gun, for crissake. But he"s hot these days. The world is coming closer to Fix"s point of view. If Fix has one. He"s been the resident fascist on the City Council for twenty-two years and he believes in counting heads and calling in favors and paying off debts. He believes in getting even. He believes in arm-twisting and b.u.t.tonholing and rabble-rousing. When Alexander surfaced in the Senate race, Fix jumped aboard early. All that piety gives Fix a good tone, and if Alexander makes it, things will pick up for Fix. One thing I"ll give him, he knows how politics work."
"He refers to your employers as the Boston Glob."
Cosgrove grinned again. It pleased him. "Yeah, I know. You gotta love old Fix. He"s almost perfect."
Cosgrove finished his wine. The waiter removed our dishes, offered us dessert. We declined.
"Brandy," I said.
"Sure. How about in the bar. Makes me feel upscale."
I paid for dinner and we went back to the bar. It was fuller than it had been. Tables were occupied, so we sat at the bar. Cosgrove had Galliano. I had brandy and soda.
"Good thing about Fix is he knows he"s a lout. Stays out of the way when Alexander"s talking to the Dover-Sherburne Republican Club, you know. Lets Westin handle the press. Fix knows that if the Friends of the Wenham Library spent ten minutes with him, they"d call the cops."
Cosgrove drank his Galliano, and put the gla.s.s down and looked at his watch.
"Gotta run," he said. "Mary gets home from cla.s.s at nine."
I nodded.
Cosgrove said, "Anything you want to tell me about Browne, or Alexander, or anybody, you just give me a call, buddy. You know where I am."
I nodded again. "I"ll be in touch," I said.
Cosgrove left and I sat at the bar and had another brandy and soda. But I never liked sitting alone at a bar, so after I finished the second one I paid the check and went home.
Chapter 10.
The rain had stopped. The streets were dry. I sat in my office with the morning sun coming through the window and read through the clips and Xerox copies and computer printouts that Wayne Cosgrove had a.s.sembled for me. My office was quiet.
I didn"t know what I was looking for. I hoped I"d know it when I saw it. There were interviews with Browne, the text of speeches, editorials endorsing him, columns speculating on his future, columns a.s.sessing his performance, news stories covering his partic.i.p.ation in key house votes and floor maneuvering, pictures of Browne at ribbon cuttings and tree plantings.
I felt like I was studying for an exam in a subject I didn"t like. The office felt hot. I opened the window a crack and the November draft was cold on my back. I closed the window. Read in sequential ma.s.s like that, the news coverage of Browne"s career became an immersion course in politics. As I read I realized that no one took it seriously, in the sense that one takes, say, love, seriously. Everyone took it seriously the way they take baseball seriously. The question was of performance, of errors made, of runs scored, of wins and losses. Rarely was the question of substance discussed. Was Browne good or bad? Were the things he did good for people or bad for people? These questions disappeared behind a tone of journalistic objectivity. The excitement was: Would he win the election or lose it? Was his support of legislation calculated to help his chances or hurt them? Was the vote in Congress a defeat for the President; was it a victory for the House leadership? Even the editorials tended to judge politics in terms of a contest, or victory and defeat.
At noon I went out and got a roast beef sandwich with chutney on whole wheat bread and a cup of black coffee and brought it back to my office. I ate in the silence and drank my coffee and looked occasionally at Susan"s picture on my desk. Let us be true to one another, dear. I read some more reportage. I looked at pictures of Browne at ship christenings and fund-raising parties. I even read the text of a couple of his speeches. Somebody, maybe Adlai Stevenson, had said that wanting to be elected disqualifies you for the job. I read some excerpts from the Congressional Record. I read a letter to the editor that Browne had written to the Worcester Telegram. I looked at a picture of Browne shaking hands with an eagle scout. I studied the ADA rating list where Browne received good marks.
At 2:30 I went out and bought another cup of black coffee and brought it back to my office. I read some more. What kind of a man wanted to be in politics? Was it possible to be a good man and do politics? Maybe not. I drank some of the coffee. Swiveled my chair and stared out the window. Maybe it wasn"t possible to be a good man and do anything. The afternoon sun reflected off the windows across the way and I couldn"t see in. I didn"t know if the art director was there today. Maybe she could see me. I waved, in case. Maybe being a good man didn"t amount to anything anyway. It didn"t seem to get you much. You ended up in the same place as the bad men. Sometimes with a cheaper coffin.
I looked at Susan"s picture again. I drank the rest of my coffee and dropped the empty cup into the wastebasket.
"The sea of faith is at its ebb, babe," I said out loud to her picture. Her picture smiled its elegant, devilish smile and made no comment.
At about 4:15 I saw it, and when I did I knew it. It was a picture of Robert Browne among a group of men and women. The caption said it was after he"d spoken at a 1978 fund-raising dinner in Rockland. Browne was smiling and shaking hands with a portly white-haired man in a double-breasted suit. Browne"s wife was beside him, smiling as hard as he was. There were well-dressed men and women crowded in the background and in among them a face that I recognized. Vinnie Morris.
Vinnie Morris worked for Joe Broz. What made that interesting was that Broz was the sole owner and proprietor of a large and successful mob. Vinnie was what you might call the executive a.s.sistant.
I wanted to say, "Oh, ho." But it would have sounded odd in the empty office. Maybe I ought to hire an a.s.sistant, so when I said, "Oh, ho," someone would hear me. A dog might suffice. I could look knowingly at the dog and say, "Oh, ho," and the dog would wag its tail, and I"d give it a cookie.
Vinnie was Broz"s instrument. He had no life of his own. If he was at Browne"s fund-raiser, it was because Broz sent him. If Broz sent him, it was because there was business to be done. Broz would have the same interest in politics as Exxon does in oil wells.
I wrote Joe Broz on a piece of note paper and read some more. I read until 9:15 and there was nothing else. I stuffed all the clippings and Xerox copies and photos back into the big envelope and put the envelope into the bottom drawer of my file cabinet. Then I sat back down at my desk and looked at my notes. Joe Broz. Not a lot of notes for twelve hours research.
I put the note in my pocket, stood up, and looked out the window at the dark street and the empty buildings. I was hungry. I got out my bottle of Irish whiskey and had a drink. I was still hungry. I capped the bottle, put it away, and went home. I had a steak, a bottle of red wine, and went to bed. The wine helped me to go to sleep but not to stay there. I woke up at 3:30 and lay awake and thought disjointedly about life and death until dawn.