"It"s in the paper, dear. On the table there."
Ellen studied the _Times_.
"Georgina got them the tickets," Mrs. Sawbridge explained. "I wish she hadn"t. It was so--so unnecessary of her."
There was a little pause as Lady Harman read. She put down the paper and asked her mother if she could do anything for her.
"I--I suppose it"s all Right, dear, now?" Mrs. Sawbridge asked.
"Quite," said her daughter. "You"re sure I can do nothing for you, mummy?"
"I"m kept so in the dark about things."
"It"s quite all right now, mummy."
"He went on--dreadfully."
"It was annoying--of Georgina."
"It makes my position so difficult. I do wish he wouldn"t want to speak to me--about all these things.... Georgina treats me like a Perfect Nonent.i.ty and then he comes----It"s so inconsiderate. Starting Disputes.
Do you know, dear, I really think--if I were to go for a little time to Bournemouth----?"
Her daughter seemed to find something attractive in the idea. She came to the hearthrug and regarded her mother with maternal eyes.
"Don"t you _worry_ about things, mummy," she said.
"Mrs. Bleckhorn told me of such a nice quiet boarding-house, almost looking on the sea.... One would be safe from Insult there. You know----" her voice broke for a moment, "he was Insulting, he _meant_ to be Insulting. I"m--Upset. I"ve been thinking over it ever since."
--10
Lady Harman came out upon the landing. She felt absolutely without backing in the world. (If only she hadn"t told a lie!) Then with an effort she directed her course downstairs to the dining-room.
(The lie had been necessary. It was only a detail. It mustn"t blind her to the real issue.)
She entered softly and found her husband standing before the fire plunged in gloomy thoughts. Upon the marble mantel-shelf behind him was a little gla.s.s; he had been sipping port in spite of the express prohibition of his doctor and the wine had reddened the veins of his eyes and variegated the normal pallor of his countenance with little flushed areas. "Hel-lo," he said looking up suddenly as she closed the door behind her.
For a moment there was something in their two expressions like that on the faces of men about to box.
"I want you to understand," she said, and then; "The way you behaved----"
There was an uncontrollable break in her voice. She had a dreadful feeling that she might be going to cry. She made a great effort to be cold and clear.
"I don"t think you have a right--just because I am your wife--to control every moment of my time. In fact you haven"t. And I have a right to make engagements.... I want you to know I am going to an afternoon meeting at Lady Beach-Mandarin"s. Next week. And I have promised to go to Miss Alimony"s to tea."
"Go on," he encouraged grimly.
"I am going to Lady Viping"s to dinner, too; she asked me and I accepted. Later."
She stopped.
He seemed to deliberate. Then suddenly he thrust out a face of pinched determination.
"You _won"t_, my lady," he said. "You bet your life you won"t. _No!_ So _now_ then!"
And then gripping his hands more tightly behind him, he made a step towards her.
"You"re losing your bearings, Lady Harman," he said, speaking with much intensity in a low earnest voice. "You don"t seem to be remembering where you are. You come and you tell me you"re going to do this and that. Don"t you know, Lady Harman, that it"s your wifely duty to obey, to do as I say, to behave as I wish?" He brought out a lean index finger to emphasize his remarks. "And I am going to make you do it!" he said.
"I"ve a perfect right," she repeated.
He went on, regardless of her words. "What do you think you can do, Lady Harman? You"re going to all these places--how? Not in _my_ motor-car, not with _my_ money. You"ve not a thing that isn"t mine, that _I_ haven"t given you. And if you"re going to have a lot of friends I haven"t got, where"re they coming to see you? Not in _my_ house! I"ll chuck "em out if I find "em. I won"t have "em. I"ll turn "em out. See?"
"I"m not a slave."
"You"re a wife--and a wife"s got to do what her husband wishes. You can"t have two heads on a horse. And in _this_ horse--this house I mean, the head"s--_me_!"
"I"m not a slave and I won"t be a slave."
"You"re a wife and you"ll stick to the bargain you made when you married me. I"m ready in reason to give you anything you want--if you do your duty as a wife should. Why!--I spoil you. But this going about on your own, this highty-flighty go-as-you-please,--no man on earth who"s worth calling a man will stand it. I"m not going to begin to stand it.... You try it on. You try it, Lady Harman.... You"ll come to your senses soon enough. See? You start trying it on now--straight away. We"ll make an experiment. We"ll watch how it goes. Only don"t expect me to give you any money, don"t expect me to help your struggling family, don"t expect me to alter my arrangements because of you. Let"s keep apart for a bit and you go your way and I"ll go mine. And we"ll see who"s sick of it first, we"ll see who wants to cry off."
"I came down here," said Lady Harman, "to give you a reasonable notice----"
"And you found _I_ could reason too," interrupted Sir Isaac in a kind of miniature shout, "you found I could reason too!"
"You think----Reason! I _won"t_," said Lady Harman, and found herself in tears. By an enormous effort she recovered something of her dignity and withdrew. He made no effort to open the door, but stood a little hunchbacked and with a sense of rhetorical victory surveying her retreat.
--11
After Lady Harman"s maid had left her that night, she sat for some time in a low easy chair before her fire, trying at first to collect together into one situation all the events of the day and then lapsing into that state of mind which is not so much thinking as resting in the att.i.tude of thought. Presently, in a vaguely conceived future, she would go to bed. She was stunned by the immense dimensions of the row her simple act of defiance had evoked.
And then came an incredible incident, so incredible that next day she still had great difficulty in deciding whether it was an actuality or a dream. She heard a little very familiar sound. It was the last sound she would have expected to hear and she turned sharply when she heard it.
The paper-covered door in the wall of her husband"s apartment opened softly, paused, opened some more and his little undignified head appeared. His hair was already tumbled from his pillow.
He regarded her steadfastly for some moments with an expression between shame and curiosity and smouldering rage, and then allowed his body, clad now in purple-striped pyjamas, to follow his head into her room. He advanced guiltily.
"Elly," he whispered. "Elly!"
She caught her dressing-gown about her and stood up.
"What is it, Isaac?" she asked, feeling curiously abashed at this invasion.
"Elly," he said, still in that furtive undertone. "_Make it up!_"
"I want my freedom," she said, after a little pause.
"Don"t be _silly_, Elly," he whispered in a tone of remonstrance and advancing slowly towards her. "Make it up. Chuck all these ideas."