"Childish," said Mrs. Pembrose sipping further consolation for an unwonted spiritual discomfort.
"Besides," said Mrs. Pembrose, "what else can one do?"
--8
Sir Isaac was greatly fatigued by his long journey to Santa Margherita in spite of every expensive precaution to relieve him; but as soon as the effect of that wore off, his recovery under the system Bergener had prescribed was for a time remarkable. In a little while he was out of bed again and in an armchair. Then the young doctor began to talk of drives. They had no car with them, so he went into Genoa and spent an energetic day securing the sweetest-running automobile he could find and having it refitted for Sir Isaac"s peculiar needs. In this they made a number of excursions through the hot beauty of the Italian afternoons, eastward to Genoa, westward to Sestri and northward towards Montallegro.
Then they went up to the summit of the Monte de Porto Fino and Sir Isaac descended and walked about and looked at the view and praised Bergener.
After that he was encouraged to visit the gracious old monastery that overhangs the road to Porto Fino.
At first Lady Harman did her duty of control and a.s.sociation with an apathetic resignation. This had to go on--for eight or ten years. Then her imagination began to stir again. There came a friendly letter from Mr. Brumley and she answered with a description of the colour of the sea and the charm and wonder of its tideless sh.o.r.e. The three elder children wrote queer little letters and she answered them. She went into Rapallo and got herself a carriageful of Tauchnitz books....
That visit to the monastery on the Porto Fino road was like a pleasant little glimpse into the brighter realities of the Middle Ages. The place, which is used as a home of rest for convalescent Carthusians, chanced to be quite empty and deserted; the Bavarian rang a jangling bell again and again and at last gained the attention of an old gardener working in the vineyard above, an unkempt, unshaven, ungainly creature dressed in scarce decent rags of brown, who was yet courteous-minded and, albeit crack-voiced, with his yellow-fanged mouth full of gracious polysyllables. He hobbled off to get a key and returned through the still heat of the cobbled yard outside the monastery gates, and took them into cool airy rooms and showed them clean and simple cells in shady corridors, and a delightful orangery, and led them to a beautiful terrace that looked out upon the glowing quivering sea. And he became very anxious to tell them something about "Francesco"; they could not understand him until the doctor caught "Battaglia" and "Pavia" and had an inspiration. Francis the First, he explained in clumsy but understandable English, slept here, when he was a prisoner of the Emperor and all was lost but honour. They looked at the slender pillars and graceful archings about them.
"Chust as it was now," the young doctor said, his imagination touched for a moment by mere unscientific things....
They returned to their dependance in a state of mutual contentment, Sir Isaac scarcely tired, and Lady Harman ran upstairs to change her dusty dress for a fresher muslin, while he went upon the doctor"s arm to the balcony where tea was to be served to them.
She came down to find her world revolutionized.
On the table in the balcony the letters had been lying convenient to his chair and he--it may be without troubling to read the address, had seized the uppermost and torn it open.
He was holding that letter now a little crumpled in his hand.
She had walked close up to the table before she realized the change. The little eyes that met hers were afire with hatred, his lips were white and pressed together tightly, his nostrils were dilated in his struggle for breath. "I knew it," he gasped.
She clung to her dignity though she felt suddenly weak within. "That letter," she said, "was addressed to me."
There was a gleam of derision in his eyes.
"Look at it!" he said, and flung it towards her.
"My private letter!"
"Look at it!" he repeated.
"What right have you to open my letter?"
"Friendship!" he said. "Harmless friendship! Look what your--friend says!"
"Whatever there was in my letter----"
"Oh!" cried Sir Isaac. "Don"t come _that_ over me! Don"t you try it!
Oooh! phew--" He struggled for breath for a time. "He"s so harmless.
He"s so helpful. He----Read it, you----"
He hesitated and then hurled a strange word at her.
She glanced at the letter on the table but made no movement to touch it.
Then she saw that her husband"s face was reddening and that his arm waved helplessly. His eyes, deprived abruptly of all the fury of conflict, implored a.s.sistance.
She darted to the French window that opened into the dining-room from the balcony. "Doctor Greve!" she cried. "Doctor Greve!"
Behind her the patient was making distressful sounds. "Doctor Greve,"
she screamed, and from above she heard the Bavarian shouting and then the noise of his coming down the stairs.
He shouted some direction in German as he ran past her. By an inspiration she guessed he wanted the nurse.
Miss Summersley Satch.e.l.l appeared in the doorway and became helpful.
Then everyone in the house seemed to be converging upon the balcony.
It was an hour before Sir Isaac was in bed and sufficiently allayed for her to go to her own room. Then she thought of Mr. Brumley"s letter, and recovered it from the table on the balcony where it had been left in the tumult of her husband"s seizure.
It was twilight and the lights were on. She stood under one of them and read with two moths circling about her....
Mr. Brumley had had a mood of impa.s.sioned declaration. He had alluded to his "last moments of happiness at Kew." He said he would rather kiss the hem of her garment than be the "lord of any other woman"s life."
It was all so understandable--looked at in the proper light. It was all so impossible to explain. And why had she let it happen? Why had she let it happen?
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The young doctor was a little puzzled and rather offended by Sir Isaac"s relapse. He seemed to consider it incorrect and was on the whole disposed to blame Lady Harman. He might have had such a seizure, the young doctor said, later, but not now. He would be thrown back for some weeks, then he would begin to mend again and then whatever he said, whatever he did, Lady Harman must do nothing to contradict him. For a whole day Sir Isaac lay inert, in a cold sweat. He consented once to attempt eating, but sickness overcame him. He seemed so ill that all the young doctor"s rea.s.surances could not convince Lady Harman that he would recover. Then suddenly towards evening his arrested vitality was flowing again, the young doctor ceased to be anxious for his own a.s.sertions, the patient could sit up against a pile of pillows and breathe and attend to affairs. There was only one affair he really seemed anxious to attend to. His first thought when he realized his returning strength was of his wife. But the young doctor would not let him talk that night.
Next morning he seemed still stronger. He was restless and at last demanded Lady Harman again.
This time the young doctor transmitted the message.
She came to him forthwith and found him, white-faced and unfamiliar-looking, his hands gripping the quilt and his eyes burning with hatred.
"You thought I"d forgotten," was his greeting.
"Don"t argue," signalled the doctor from the end of Sir Isaac"s bed.
"I"ve been thinking it out," said Sir Isaac. "When you were thinking I was too ill to think.... I know better now."
He sucked in his lips and then went on. "You"ve got to send for old c.r.a.ppen," he said. "I"m going to alter things. I had a plan. But that would have been letting you off too easy. See? So--you send for old c.r.a.ppen."
"What do you mean to do?"
"Never you mind, my lady, never you mind. You send for old c.r.a.ppen."
She waited for a moment. "Is that all you want me to do?"
"I"m going to make it all right about those Hostels. Don"t you fear. You and your Hostels! You shan"t _touch_ those hostels ever again. Ever.
Mrs. Pembrose go! Why! You ain"t worthy to touch the heel of her shoe!
Mrs. Pembrose!"