Three weeks of purgative chaos had ensued as Alicia and Judith set the worst of the rot to rights so that at least the place was habitable. Alicia in particular had thrown herself into the exercise, chivvying the maids remorselessly, addressing them all as s.l.u.ts and hussies, her tongue as abrasive as the brushes and lye with which she made them scour the dairy floor and slabs.
Judith was concerned, for the shrewish woman with whom she shared the bower was not her gentle mother. The bouts of feverish activity spoke of panic and a deeply troubled spirit. Once she had come across Alicia choking back tears in Ledworth"s private chapel and begging whispered forgiveness. Forgiveness for what?
Her mother was more sinned against than sinning, her confessions to the priest usually of oversights and peccadilloes, nothing that would stain the soul with such guilt.
Judith guided her mount with her knees and frowned, trying to remember when she had first noticed the change in her mother"s manner. A couple of days after the wedding, it would have been. Alicia had retired to her chamber with a vicious headache and stayed there for two days, refusing all ministrations save those of Agnes.
She had emerged on the third day a full hour too late to wish Guyon"s father G.o.d-speed on his road home. Miles, as she recalled, had been perturbed at her absence and by Agnes"s firm declaration that her mistress was still asleep and had left instructions not to be woken.
"Riders to the rear!" cried one of Judith"s escort, interrupting her thoughts.
"My lord is expected soon," Eric said with a frown, "but it is not the direction from which I would expect him to come." He rubbed the side of his nose, considering. "Best play safe," he decided. "If it is my lord, he"ll take no offence at our caution. If it"s another, we owe them no excuses. Are you able to gall op, my lady?"
Judith"s heart began to thump but she gave a nonchalant shrug. "If this nag is, then yes," she responded and gathered the reins.
The serjeant who had first cried the warning circled away behind them to discover the ident.i.ty of their pursuers. They quickened their pace. A distance of about nine furlongs separated them from the safety of the keep, but much of that route was uphill .
Judith"s gelding started to flag. She dug her heels into his sides and heard him wheeze.
"It"s Robert de Belleme and Walter de Lacey!" yelled the serjeant, his voice indistinct but explicit with panic.
"Blood of Christ!" Eric spurred his horse afresh and laid his whip across the rump of Judith"s gelding.
The drawbridge was down over the ditch. The wet winter and spring had raised the level of the water table and instead of the noisome sludge that usually offended the nose, there was a glistening moat of sky-blue water. The hooves drummed on the planks. Judith glimpsed the glittering ruffles. She flung a look over her shoulder but the wind whipped her braids across her face and all she could see between the tawny strands were the heaving horses behind her and the solid mailed protection of her escort.
Her mount stumbled as they rode beneath the portcullis and into the ward. She pulled him up, his ribs heaving like bellows, his legs trembling, spent. Without waiting for aid to dismount, she kicked her feet from the stirrups and slipped over his side to the ground.
The last man pounded across the bridge at a hard gall op. The guards on duty began winching the bridge the moment he clattered on to it. The black fangs of the portcullis came down and Ledworth snarled defiance at one of the most powerful men in England and Normandy.
Eric spat and crossed himself as they heard the drawbridge thud flush with the outer wall . "It is called burning your bridges," he said grimly. "Do you go inside, my lady, and join your mother."
Judith frowned and laid her arm upon Eric"s mail-clad sleeve. "Wait," she said. "If we deny him entry we offer him unpardonable insult and he never allows a slight to remain swallowed for long."
"But mistress--"
"I was prey to be s.n.a.t.c.hed when I was outside the keep, but within he must preserve the civilities. I know why he is here. My lord husband has been expecting him all winter."
Eric looked unhappily at the chequerboard spars of the portcullis and the security of the solid oak planks beyond. Faintly from without there came a hail. "My lady, I am reluctant to admit him.
Lord Guyon would string me from the highest tree on the demesne if ill should come of this."
"Let me worry about Lord Guyon," she replied with more than a spark of bravado. "How many men does my uncle have with him ... Thierry?"
The young serjeant cleared his throat. "About thirty at a rough guess, my lady," he replied and fiddled with the hilt of his sword, eyes shifting from her to the closed drawbridge.
"Then admit my uncle and his five most senior companions," she said. "Eric, take custody of their weapons and put the guards on alert. Have a messenger ride out and find my husband - one of his Welshmen, by preference; they have the stealth to go unseen."
Eric spread his hands. "What if the seigneur de Belleme refuses to disgorge his weapons and abandon his men outside?"
"He won"t refuse," she said. "Delay them awhile until I am fittingly dressed to receive them."
"But my lady ..."
She was gone, skirts gathered to reveal her ankles as she ran, her plaits dishevelled and snaking to the movement of her spine. Eric swallowed, muttered a prayer, and set about giving commands, although he was not at all sure he should be obeying Judith.
Alicia gaped in disbelief as her daughter seized a comb and began to mend her hair. She had discarded her riding dress in favour of a tunic of dark gold wool lavishly banded with embroidery in two shades of green.
"You have done what?" Alicia gasped. "Are you mad? You might as well open the chicken run and let the fox run amok inside!"
"Mama, I am not mad. I would as lief not grant him entry, but on this occasion, at least, he means us no harm."
"It is not experience of years that has gained you such foresight!" her mother said acidly.
"I thought he and my father were fond kin and allies," Judith answered in a preoccupied manner, fingers working with nimble haste.
Alicia sighed and looked at Judith with a mingling of sacrifice and exasperation. "I suppose I will have to go down and face him now that you"ve been foolish enough to grant him entry."
A spark of resentment flared in Judith"s breast.
"It is my responsibility, Mama," she said. "Besides, he does not know me, and it will be easier than you greeting him with hatred when I can plead the ignorance of youth." She returned to her toilet, clipping the ends of her braids with bronze fillets and smoothing her fresh gown.
Alicia stared at her daughter. The change from child to woman had accelerated rapidly since her marriage to Guyon. There was command in her voice and the same authority that made men perform her father"s bidding, or else back off with frightened eyes. She had his way of looking, too.
An open, fearless stare, locking will with will .
"Be careful, daughter," she warned. "Snakes bite slyly."
"And cats have claws," Judith retorted tossing her head, then belied her self-a.s.surance by turning to her mother and hugging her fiercely.
Alicia returned the embrace full measure and prayed that they would emerge unscathed from what was to come.
Robert de Belleme, Earl of Shrewsbury, ranged his gaze over the construction of Ledworth"s great hall and considered how to go about the matter of besieging the keep. Not that it was anything personal - yet - merely a constructive and pleasant pastime while he awaited his hostess.
One never knew when such ruminations might be called upon to bear fruit.
His eyes were without expression and almost without colour. A beautiful light gla.s.s-grey set beneath straight-slashed black brows. He was thirty-eight years old yet looked little more than twenty-five. Some men in their ignorance said he had sold his soul to the devil in exchange for the earthly trinkets of youth and power. Others, more knowledgeable, said that he had no soul. Robert de Belleme cared not what anyone thought, contemptuous to the core of all his fellow men.
He tapped his whip against his leg and eyed with amus.e.m.e.nt the scuttling avoidance of the servants, their sidelong stares, and their limbs poised to leap if he should uncoil to strike. It was sweet to see their terror which was, of course, totally justified.
A girl crossed the length of the hall and came towards the fire where he and his companions stood warming themselves. Her pace was confident, her head carried high, her eyes making direct contact with his. It was such a contrast to the twittering fear he so usually encountered that his interest sharpened and he narrowed his eyes to appraise her.
"I am sorry we kept you waiting, my lord, but the times cause us to err on the side of caution,"
Judith said in a low, sweet voice as she curtsied.
He looked down on her bent head, and the long, fine-boned hands clutching the folds of her gown.
"Indeed, it is difficult to judge enemy from friend,"
he concurred and cupped her chin to raise her face to his scrutiny.
There was naught of his half-brother to be seen.
Her brow, cheekbones and softly curved lips belonged to Alicia, but the narrow nose, cleft chin and strange, grey-agate eyes were completely individual.
"It was a pity your marriage took place while I was occupied elsewhere. I would have liked to attend." He raised her to her feet. She was as slender as a willow stripling, thin almost, with scarcely a figure to mention. If FitzMiles had got a child on her, it did not yet show. Probably as poor a breeder as her dam, which was a pity. If the lord of Ravenstow were suddenly to die, the widow"s lands would revert to the crown. Not that he foresaw any particular problem in wheedling them out of Rufus"s pocket and into his own, but should FitzMiles die with a babe in the cradle, the estates of both parents would devolve upon that child"s head and the wardship of such wealth would be power indeed to whoever owned it. Still , there were more ways than one to milk a cow.
He circled Judith"s wrist in a grip of steel. "Your husband should be here to take care of a prize so valuable," he remarked. "Is he always so careless?"
Behind him, Walter de Lacey sn.i.g.g.e.red. Judith was reminded of her mother"s panic-stricken remark about the fox in the chicken run. Her mouth was dry, but she permitted no fear to show on her face and retained a facade of blank innocence. "He had business elsewhere, my lord.
I would not presume to question him ... Do you care to wait?" She signalled to a servant who crept forward with a flagon and cups.
Robert de Belleme released her wrist and lounged against a low table. "Playing at chatelaine," he mocked as she waved the terrified creature away and served him and his men herself. "How old are you, my dear?"
"Sixteen, my lord."
"And sweet as a ripe apple on the tree." He rotated the cup in his fingers to examine the interlaced English design. "Tell me, Judith, does your lord hope for an heir before the anniversary of your marriage?"
Heat scorched her face and throat. "If G.o.d will s it, my lord," she managed, feeling as though the pale eyes had stripped her down to the truth.
"And if your husband can restrain himself from the company of his Welsh paramour and other wh.o.r.es and s.l.u.ts," de Lacey sneered.
Judith set the flagon carefully down. Anjou wine was too expensive to be flung, she reminded herself, and it was her best flagon. "I do not interfere in my lord"s private business," she said stonily. Her look flashed over de Lacey and quickly down before her revulsion betrayed her.
"He treats me well , and I thank G.o.d for it."
De Belleme smiled. "I have yet to meet a woman who is not taken in by Guyon"s charm."
"Or a man for that matter!" guffawed de Lacey. "It is not every bride can count the King as her rival for her husband"s body!"
"Shall I instruct the cooks to make a feast, or is this just a pa.s.sing visit to express your joy upon my marriage?" Judith demanded in a choked voice.
De Belleme shrugged. "I have to be in Shrewsbury tonight. I have a matter of business to discuss with your husband, but it can wait and in the meantime I have brought you a belated wedding gift." He stood straight and half turned to pat the st.i.tched bundle lying on the table behind him. De Lacey, a sudden sly grin on his face, presented his overlord with a sharp dagger to slit the threads.
Shaking inside like a custard, outwardly composed, Judith watched him apply the blade.
The strands parted in staccato hard bursts of sound and the skins spilled out on to the table, glossy, supple, jet black against the coa.r.s.e woven linen of their coverings.
"Norwegian sables to grace your gowns ... or your bed," de Belleme said with an expansive sweep of his hand and presented her with one of the glowing furs.
The sable still possessed its face and feet.
Judith swallowed her aversion - the thing looked as though it had been squashed in a siege - and thanked him. It was a costly gift, fit to grace the robes of a queen.
Her uncle dismissed her grat.i.tude. "It is nothing,"
he said, and meant it. In the fullness of time he expected them to return to his keeping and all they had cost him was a little joyful exertion of his sword arm. "Is your lady mother here with you?"
"Yes, my lord. She pleads your indulgence. She has a megrim."
"I have that effect on her." Smiling, he toyed with the blade of the knife still in his hand.
Judith shivered, suddenly thankful that the majority of her uncle"s men were outside the keep.
"Are you afraid of me, Judith?" He admired his reflection in the mirror-bright steel.
"Has she cause to be?" Guyon"s voice was as soft as his entrance had been.
De Belleme spun round, his expression momentarily one of shocked surprise before he schooled it to neutrality. For all his height and breadth, Guyon FitzMiles moved like a wraith. It was a trait that irritated the Earl, for G.o.d alone knew what the man was capable of overhearing in his stealth.
"Christ"s blood, no!" He tossed the dagger back to de Lacey. "But you know how reputations travel."
Guyon"s eyes fell to the sables puddling the board. His nostrils flared and his luminous gaze struck de Belleme"s. "I know the very roads," he answered and unpinned his cloak. "I have granted your men a corner of the bailey. They may have their weapons when they leave."
"Your hospitality dazzles me, nephew," said de Belleme drily.
Guyon tossed his cloak on to the table and rested one haunch on the wood. "Yours would blind. I wonder what you would have done had you caught up with my wife before the drawbridge?"
"Nothing improper, I a.s.sure you."
"By whose code?"
"My uncle has brought us a wedding gift of these fine sables," Judith said quickly. She could feel Guyon"s hostility and knew they could not afford a rift with the Earl of Shrewsbury. There was a moment"s silence. The balance teetered. Judith held her husband"s gaze and silently pleaded.
Joining him, she grasped his right arm possessively as a bride might do, but actually to prevent him drawing his sword. His muscles were like iron and rigid with the effort of control, and his eyes were ablaze. Frantically she stood on tiptoe to kiss his tight lips, trying to break the terrible concentration.
Through a fog of rage Guyon became aware of her desperation and the spark of sanity that had prevented him from leaping at de Belleme"s throat kindled to a steadier flame. He dropped his focus to her upturned face and filled his vision with her shining honesty instead of the contemptuous challenge of his uncle-by-marriage.
"I would set your worth even higher than sables, Cath fach," he said with a strained smile as he slipped his arm around her waist and kissed her cheek, knowing that she had drawn him away from the edge of a very dangerous precipice.
"As it happens," said de Belleme pleasantly, "I do have other fish to fry, nothing too important.
Indeed I am embarra.s.sed to make mention of it."
Guyon doubted the lord of Shrewsbury had ever been embarra.s.sed in his life. He lifted a brow and looked enquiringly blank, pretending not to see de Lacey"s lounging smirk. Beside him Judith had clenched her jaw and he knew that she realised what was coming next.
" Cariad, go and bestow your wedding gift safely and organise some fitting repast for our guests,"
he said.
Judith gave him a keen look. He extricated himself from her grip and ran one finger lightly down her freckled nose. "If you please." It was a charming, light dismissal, but a dismissal nevertheless. His gaze flickered to the sables and then quickly away.
Judith curtsied - she could do little else - and excused herself.
"You were saying?" Guyon folded his arms.
"It is a small matter of silver owed to me by my late brother Maurice for the building of Ravenstow..." said the Earl of Shrewsbury with a smile Judith smoothed one of the sables beneath her palm, staring down at the glowing fur without really seeing her action or feeling the luxury beneath her caress.