"This seemed to us a dark and bitter reflection; but one or another of us recalled some ill.u.s.tration of human hypocrisy, and the evidences, by the simple fact of repet.i.tion, gradually led to a division of opinion,--Hollins, Sh.e.l.ldrake, and Miss Ringtop on the dark side, and the rest of us on the bright. The last, however, contented herself with quoting from her favorite poet Gamaliel J. Gawthrop:
""I look beyond thy brow"s concealment!
I see thy spirit"s dark revealment!
Thy inner self betrayed I see: Thy coward, craven, shivering ME"
""We think we know one another," exclaimed Hollins; "but do we? We see the faults of others, their weaknesses, their disagreeable qualities, and we keep silent. How much we should gain, were candor as universal as concealment! Then each one, seeing himself as others see him, would truly know himself. How much misunderstanding might be avoided, how much hidden shame be removed, hopeless because unspoken love made glad, honest admiration cheer its object, uttered sympathy mitigate misfortune,--in short, how much brighter and happier the world would become, if each one expressed, everywhere and at all times, his true and entire feeling! Why, even Evil would lose half its power!"
"There seemed to be so much practical wisdom in these views that we were all dazzled and half-convinced at the start. So, when Hollins, turning towards me, as he continued, exclaimed,--"Come, why should not this candor be adopted in our Arcadia? Will any one--will you, Enos--commence at once by telling me now--to my face--my princ.i.p.al faults?" I answered, after a moment"s reflection,--"You have a great deal of intellectual arrogance, and you are, physically, very indolent."
"He did not flinch from the self-invited test, though he looked a little surprised.
""Well put," said he, "though I do not say that you are entirely correct. Now, what are my merits?"
""You are clear-sighted," I answered, "an earnest seeker after truth, and courageous in the avowal of your thoughts."
"This restored the balance, and we soon began to confess our own private faults and weaknesses. Though the confessions did not go very deep,--no one betraying any thing we did not all know already,--yet they were sufficient to strengthen Hollins in his new idea, and it was unanimously resolved that Candor should thenceforth be the main charm of our Arcadian life....
"The next day, Abel, who had resumed his researches after the True Food, came home to supper with a healthier color than I had before seen on his face.
""Do you know," said he, looking shyly at Hollins, "that I begin to think Beer must be a natural beverage? There was an auction in the village to-day, as I pa.s.sed through, and I stopped at a cake-stand to get a gla.s.s of water, as it was very hot. There was no water,--only beer: so I thought I would try a gla.s.s, simply as an experiment. Really, the flavor was very agreeable. And it occurred to me, on the way home, that all the elements contained in beer are vegetable. Besides, fermentation is a natural process. I think the question has never been properly tested before."
""But the alcohol!" exclaimed Hollins.
"I could not distinguish any, either by taste or smell. I know that chemical a.n.a.lysis is said to show it; but may not the alcohol be created, somehow, during the a.n.a.lysis?"
""Abel," said Hollins, in a fresh burst of candor, "you will never be a Reformer, until you possess some of the commonest elements of knowledge."
"The rest of us were much diverted: it was a pleasant relief to our monotonous amiability.
"Abel, however, had a stubborn streak in his character. The next day he sent Perkins Brown to Bridgeport for a dozen bottles of "Beer." Perkins, either intentionally or by mistake, (I always suspected the former,) brought pint-bottles of Scotch ale, which he placed in the coolest part of the cellar. The evening happened to be exceedingly hot and sultry; and, as we were all fanning ourselves and talking languidly, Abel bethought him of his beer. In his thirst, he drank the contents of the first bottle, almost at a single draught.
""The effect of beer," said he, "depends, I think, on the commixture of the nourishing principle of the grain with the cooling properties of the water. Perhaps, hereafter, a liquid food of the same character may be invented, which shall save us from mastication and all the diseases of the teeth."
"Hollins and Sh.e.l.ldrake, at his invitation, divided a bottle between them, and he took a second. The potent beverage was not long in acting on a brain so unaccustomed to its influence. He grew unusually talkative and sentimental, in a few minutes.
""Oh, sing, somebody!" he sighed in hoa.r.s.e rapture: "the night was made for Song."
"Miss Ringtop, nothing loath, immediately commenced, "When stars are in the quiet skies"; but scarcely had she finished the first verse before Abel interrupted her.
""Candor"s the order of the day, isn"t it?" he asked.
""Yes!" "Yes!" two or three answered.
""Well, then," said he, "candidly, Pauline, you"ve got the darn"dest squeaky voice"--
"Miss Ringtop gave a faint little scream of horror.
""Oh, never mind!" he continued. "We act according to impulse, don"t we?
And I"ve the impulse to swear; and it"s right. Let Nature have her way.
Listen! d.a.m.n, d.a.m.n, d.a.m.n, d.a.m.n! I never knew it was so easy. Why, there"s a pleasure in it! Try it, Pauline! try it on me!"
""Oh-ooh!" was all Miss Ringtop could utter.
""Abel! Abel!" exclaimed Hollins, "the beer has got into your head."
""No, it isn"t Beer,--it"s Candor!" said Abel. "It"s your own proposal, Hollins. Suppose it"s evil to swear: isn"t it better I should express it, and be done with it, than keep it bottled up, to ferment in my mind?
Oh, you"re a precious, consistent old humbug, _you_ are!"
"And therewith he jumped off the stoop, and went dancing awkwardly down toward the water, singing in a most unmelodious voice, "Tis home where"er the heart is." ...
"We had an unusually silent breakfast the next morning. Abel scarcely spoke, which the others attributed to a natural feeling of shame, after his display of the previous evening. Hollins and Sh.e.l.ldrake discussed Temperance, with a special view to his edification, and Miss Ringtop favored us with several quotations about "the maddening bowl,"--but he paid no attention to them....
"The forenoon was overcast, with frequent showers. Each one occupied his or her room until dinner-time, when we met again with something of the old geniality. There was an evident effort to restore our former flow of good feeling. Abel"s experience with the beer was freely discussed. He insisted strongly that he had not been laboring under its effects, and proposed a mutual test. He, Sh.e.l.ldrake, and Hollins were to drink it in equal measures, and compare observations as to their physical sensations. The others agreed,--quite willingly, I thought,--but I refused....
"There was a sound of loud voices, as we approached the stoop. Hollins, Sh.e.l.ldrake and his wife, and Abel Mallory were sitting together near the door. Perkins Brown, as usual, was crouched on the lowest step, with one leg over the other, and rubbing the top of his boot with a vigor which betrayed to me some secret mirth. He looked up at me from under his straw hat with the grin of a malicious Puck, glanced toward the group, and made a curious gesture with his thumb. There were several empty pint bottles on the stoop.
""Now, are you sure you can bear the test?" we heard Hollins ask, as we approached.
""Bear it? Why, to be sure!" replied Sh.e.l.ldrake; "if I couldn"t bear it, or if _you_ couldn"t, your theory"s done for. Try! I can stand it as long as you can."
""Well, then," said Hollins, "I think you are a very ordinary man. I derive no intellectual benefit from my intercourse with you, but your house is convenient to me. I"m under no obligations for your hospitality, however, because my company is an advantage to you. Indeed, if I were treated according to my deserts, you couldn"t do enough for me."
"Mrs. Sh.e.l.ldrake was up in arms.
""Indeed," she exclaimed, I think you get as good as you deserve, and more, too."
""Elvira," said he, with a benevolent condescension, I have no doubt you think so, for your mind belongs to the lowest and most material sphere.
You have your place in Nature, and you fill it; but it is not for you to judge of intelligences which move only on the upper planes."
""Hollins," said Sh.e.l.ldrake, "Elviry"s a good wife and a sensible woman, and I won"t allow you to turn up your nose at her."
""I am not surprised," he answered, "that you should fail to stand the test. I didn"t expect it."
""Let me try it on _you_!" cried Sh.e.l.ldrake. "You, now, have some intellect,--I don"t deny that,--but not so much, by a long shot, as you think you have. Besides that, you"re awfully selfish in your opinions.
You won"t admit that anybody can be right who differs from you. You"ve sponged on me for a long time; but I suppose I"ve learned something from you, so we"ll call it even. I think, however, that what you call acting according to impulse is simply an excuse to cover your own laziness."
""Gosh! that"s it!" interrupted Perkins, jumping up; then, recollecting himself, he sank down on the steps again, and shook with a suppressed "Ho! ho! ho!"
"Hollins, however, drew himself up with an exasperated air.
""Sh.e.l.ldrake," said he, "I pity you. I always knew your ignorance, but I thought you honest in your human character. I never suspected you of envy and malice. However, the true Reformer must expect to be misunderstood and misrepresented by meaner minds. That love which I bear to all creatures teaches me to forgive you. Without such love, all plans of progress must fail. Is it not so, Abel?""
"Sh.e.l.ldrake could only e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.e the words, "Pity!" "Forgive!" in his most contemptuous tone; while Mrs. Sh.e.l.ldrake, rocking violently in her chair, gave utterance to the peculiar clucking "_ts, ts, ts, ts_,"
whereby certain women express emotions too deep for words.
"Abel, roused by Hollins" question, answered, with a sudden energy:
""Love! there is no love in the world. Where will you find it? Tell me, and I"ll go there. Love! I"d like to see it! If all human hearts were like mine, we might have an Arcadia: but most men have no hearts. The world is a miserable, hollow, deceitful sh.e.l.l of vanity and hypocrisy.
No: let us give up. We were born before our time: this age is not worthy of us."