282.--To John Hanson.
March 6th, 1813.
Dear Sir,--I must be ready in April at whatever risk,--at whatever loss.
You will therefore advertize Rochdale; if you decline this, I will sell it for what it will bring, even though but a few thousand pounds.
With regard to Claughton, I shall only say that, if he knew the ruin,--the misery, he occasions by his delay, he would be sorry for his conduct, and I only hope that he and I may not meet, or I shall say something he will not like to hear. I have called often. I shall call today at three or between three and four; again and again, I can only beg of you to forward my plans, for here no power on earth shall make me remain six weeks longer.
Ever yours,
B.
283.--To Charles Hanson.
Mh. 24th, 1813.
My Dear Charles,--This is very evasive and dissatisfactory. What is to be done I cannot tell, but your father had better see his letter and this of mine. A long litigation neither suits my inclination nor circ.u.mstances; it were better to take back the estate, and raise it to what it will bear, which must be at least double, to dismantle the house and sell the materials, and sell Rochdale. Something I must determine on and that quickly. I want to go abroad immediately; it is utterly impossible for me to remain here; every thing I have done to extricate myself has been useless. Your father said "_sell_;" I have sold, and see what has become of it! If I go to Law with this fellow, after five years litigation at the present depreciation of money, the _price_ will not be worth the _property_; besides how much of it will be spent in the contest! and how am I to live in the interim? Every day land rises and money falls. I shall tell Mr. Cn. he is a _scoundrel_, and have done with him, and I only hope he will have spirit enough to resent the appellation, and defend his own rascally conduct. In the interim of his delay in his journey, I shall leave town; on Sunday I shall set out for Herefordshire, from whence, when wanted, I will return.
Pray tell your father to get the money on Rochdale, or I must sell it directly. I must be ready by the last week in _May_, and am consequently pressed for time.
I go first to Cagliari in Sardinia, and on to the Levant.
Believe me, dear Charles,
Yours truly,
B.
284.--To Samuel Rogers. [1]
March 25, 1813.
I enclose you a draft for the usurious interest due to Lord B[oringdon]"s _protege_;--I also could wish you would state thus much for me to his Lordship. Though the transaction speaks plainly in itself for the borrower"s folly and the lender"s usury, it never was my intention to _quash_ the demand, as I _legally_ might, nor to withhold payment of princ.i.p.al, or, perhaps, even _unlawful_ interest. You know what my situation has been, and what it is. I have parted with an estate (which has been in my family for nearly three hundred years, and was never disgraced by being in possession of a _lawyer_, a _churchman_, or a _woman_, during that period,) to liquidate this and similar demands; and the payment of the purchase is still withheld, and may be, perhaps, for years. If, therefore, I am under the necessity of making those persons _wait_ for their money, (which, considering the terms, they can afford to suffer,) it is my misfortune.
When I arrived at majority in 1809,1 offered my own security on _legal_ interest, and it was refused. _Now_, I will not accede to this. This man I may have seen, but I have no recollection of the names of any parties but the _agents_ and the securities. The moment I can, it is a.s.suredly my intention to pay my debts. This person"s case may be a hard one; but, under all circ.u.mstances, what is mine? I could not foresee that the purchaser of my estate was to demur in paying for it.
I am glad it happens to be in my power so far to accommodate my Israelite, and only wish I could do as much for the rest of the Twelve Tribes.
Ever yours, dear R.,
BN.
[Footnote 1: The following was Rogers"s reply:--
"Friday Morning.
"My Dearest Byron,--I have just received your note, but I _will not_ execute your Commission; and, moreover, I will tell Lord Boringdon that I refused to do it. I know your situation; and I should never sleep again, if by any interference of mine, for by so harsh a word I must call it, you should be led by your generosity, your pride, or any other n.o.ble motive, to do more than you are called upon to do.
"I mentioned the thing to Lord Holland last night, and he entirely agreed with me, that you are not called upon to do it. The Princ.i.p.al and the legal interest are all that these extortioners are ent.i.tled to; and, you must forgive me, but I will not do as you require. I shall keep the draft till I see you.
"Yours ever and ever,
"SAML. ROGERS."]
285.--To the Hon. Augusta Leigh.
4, Bennet Street, St. James"s, March 26th, 1813.