[Footnote 1: Byron appears to have suffered from what would now be described as infantile paralysis, which affected the inner muscles of the right leg and foot, and rendered him permanently lame. Before leaving London for Aberdeen, Mrs. Byron consulted John Hunter, who, in correspondence with Dr. Livingstone of Aberdeen, advised her as to the treatment of her son. Writing, May 31, 1791, to Mrs. Leigh, she says, "George"s foot turns inward, and it is the right foot; he walks quite on the side of his foot." In 1798 the child was placed under the care of Lavender (see p. 7, note 1) at Nottingham, doubtless on the recommendation of his aunt. In July, 1799, he was taken to London, in order to consult Dr. Baillie. From July, 1799, till the end of 1802, he was attended by Baillie in consultation with Dr. Laurie of 2, Bartholomew"s Close. Special appliances were made for the boy, under their superintendence, by a scientific bootmaker named Sheldrake, in the Strand. In "The Lancet" for 1827-8 (vol. ii. p. 779) Mr. T. Sheldrake describes "Lord Byron"s case," giving an ill.u.s.tration of the foot. His account does not tally, in some respects, with that taken from contemporary letters, and his sketch represents the left not the right leg. But the nature and extent of Byron"s lameness have been the subject of a curious variety of opinion. Lady Blessington, Moore, Gait, the Contessa Albrizzi, never knew which foot was deformed. Jackson, the boxer, thought it was the "left" foot. Trelawney says that it proceeded from a contraction of the back sinews, and that the "right" foot was most distorted. The lasts from which his shoes were made by Swift, the Southwell bootmaker, are preserved in the Nottingham Museum, and in both the foot is perfect in shape. The last pair of shoes modelled on them were made May 7, 1807. Mrs. Leigh Hunt says that the "left" foot was shrunken, but was not a club-foot. Stendhal says the "right" foot.
Thorwaldsen indicates the "left" foot. Dr. James Millingen, who inspected the feet after the poet"s death, says that there was a malformation of the "left" foot and leg, and that he was born club-footed. Two surgical boots are in the possession of Mr. Murray, made for Byron as a child; both are for the "right" foot, ankle, and leg, and, a.s.suming that they were made to fit the foot, they are too long and thin for a club-foot. Both at Dulwich and at Harrow, Byron was frequently seen by Laurie, whom Mrs. Byron paid, as she once complained in a letter to Laurie, "at the rate of 150 a year." It is difficult to see what more could have been done for the boy, and the explanation of the failure to effect a cure is probably to be found in the following extracts from two of Laurie"s letters to Mrs. Byron. The first is dated December 7, 1801:--
"Agreeable to your desire, I waited on Lord Byron at Harrow, and I think it proper to inform you that I found his foot in a much worse state than when I last saw it,--the shoe entirely wet through and the brace round his ancle quite loose. I much fear his extreme inattention will counteract every exertion on my part to make him better. I have only to add that with proper care and bandaging, his foot may still be greatly recovered; but any delay further than the present vacation would render it folly to undertake it."
The second letter is dated October 2, 1802. In it Laurie complains that the boy had spent several days in London without seeing him, and adds--
"I cannot help lamenting he has so little sense of the Benefit he has already received as to be so apparently neglectful."]
[Footnote 2: For Henry Drury (afterwards an intimate friend of Byron) and his father, the Head-master of Harrow, see p. 41, note 2.
When Byron went to Harrow, in April, 1801, he was placed in Henry Drury"s house. But in January, 1803, he refused to go back to school unless he was removed from Drury"s care. He was in consequence placed at Evans"s house. Dr. Drury, writing to explain the new arrangement, says, in a letter to Hanson, dated February 4, 1803--
"The reason why Lord Byron wishes for this change arises from the repeated complaints of Mr. Henry Drury respecting his Inattention to Business, and his propensity to make others laugh and disregard their Employments as much as himself. On this subject I have had many very serious conversations with him, and though Mr. H. D. had repeatedly requested me to withdraw him from his Tuition, yet, relying on my own remonstrances and arguments to rectify his Error, and on his own reflection to confirm him in what is right, I was unwilling to accede to my son"s wishes. Lord Byron has now made the request himself; I am glad it has been made, as he thereby imposes on himself an additional responsibility, and encourages me to hope that by this change he intends to lay aside all that negligence and those Childish Practices which were the cause of former complaints."
Fresh troubles soon arose, as Byron"s letter indicates. Hanson forwarded the boy"s complaint to Dr. Drury, from whom he received the following answer, dated May 15, 1803:--
"The Perusal of the inclosed has allowed me to inquire into the whole Matter, and to relieve your young friend"s Mind from any uneasy impression it might have sustained from a hasty word I fairly confess.
I am sorry it was ever uttered; but certainly it was never intended to make so deep a wound as his letter intimates.
"I may truly say, without any parade of words, that I am deeply interested in Lord Byron"s welfare. He possesses, as his letter proves, a mind that feels, and that can discriminate reasonably on points in which it conceives itself injured. When I look forward to the Possibility of the exercise of his Talents hereafter, and his supplying the Deficiencies of fortune by the exertion of his abilities and by application, I feel particularly hurt to see him idle, and negligent, and apparently indifferent to the great object to be pursued. This event, and the conversations which have pa.s.sed between us relative to it, will probably awaken in his mind a greater degree of emulation, and make him studious of acquiring Distinction among his Schoolfellows, as well as of securing to himself the affectionate regard of his Instructors."]
5.--To his Mother.
Harrow-on-the-Hill, June 23rd, 6th, 8th, 30th, 1803.
My dear Mother,--I am much obliged to you for the Money you sent me. I have already wrote to you several times about writing to Sheldrake: I wish you would write to him, or Mr. Hanson to call on him, to tell him to make an Instrument for my leg immediately, as I want one, rather. I have been placed in a higher form in this School to day, and Dr. Drury and I go on very well; write soon, my Dear Mother.
I remain, your affectionate Son,
BYRON.
6.--To his Mother. [1]
Southwell, [Sept. 1803].
MY DEAR MOTHER,--I have sent Mealey [2] to day to you, before William came, but now I shall write myself. I _promise_ you, upon my _honour_, I will come over tomorrow in the _Afternoon_. I was not wishing to resist your _Commands_, and really seriously intended coming over tomorrow, ever since I received your last Letter; you know as well as I do that it is not your Company I dislike, but the place you reside in. I know it is time to go to Harrow. It will make me _unhappy_; but I will _obey_. I only desire, entreat, this one day, and on my _honour_ I will be over tomorrow in the evening or afternoon. I am sorry you disapprove my Companions, who, however, are the first this County affords, and my equals in most respects; but I will be permitted to chuse for myself. I shall never interfere in your"s and I desire you will not molest me in mine. If you grant me this favour, and allow me this one day unmolested, you will eternally oblige your
Unhappy Son,
BYRON.
I shall attempt to offer no excuse as you do not desire one. I only entreat you as a Governor, not as a Mother, to allow me this one day.
Those that I most love live in this County; therefore in the name of Mercy I entreat this one day to take leave, and then I will join you again at Southwell to prepare to go to a place where--I will write no more; it would only incense you. Adieu. Tomorrow I come.
[Footnote 1: This letter is endorsed by Hanson, "Lord Byron to his mother, "1803". In September, 1803, at the end of the summer holidays, Byron did not return to Harrow. Dr. Drury asked the reason, received no reply, and, on October 4, applied to Hanson for an explanation. Hanson"s inquiry drew from Mrs. Byron, on October 30, the following answer, with which was enclosed the above letter from Byron:--
"You may well be surprized, and so may Dr. Drury, that Byron is not returned to Harrow. But the Truth is, I cannot get him to return to school, though I have done all in my power for six weeks past. He has no indisposition that I know of, but love, desperate love, the "worst"
of all "maladies" in my opinion. In short, the Boy is distractedly in love with Miss Chaworth, and he has not been with me three weeks all the time he has been in this county, but spent all his time at Annesley.
If my son was of a proper age and the lady "disengaged", it is the last of all connexions that I would wish to take place; it has given me much uneasiness. To prevent all trouble in future, I am determined he shall not come here again till Easter; therefore I beg you will find some proper situation for him at the next Holydays. I don"t care what I pay. I wish Dr. Drury would keep him.
I shall go over to Newstead to-morrow and make a "last effort" to get him to Town."
The effort, if made, failed. On November 7, 1803, Mrs. Byron wrote again:--
"Byron is really so unhappy that I have agreed, much against my inclination, to let him remain in this County till after the next Holydays."
It was not till January, 1804, that Byron returned to Harrow.
Miss Mary Anne Chaworth, the object of Byron"s pa.s.sion, was then living with her mother, Mrs. Clarke, at Annesley, near Newstead (see "Poems", vol. i. p. 189, and note 1). The grand-niece of the Mr. Chaworth who was killed in a duel by William, fifth Lord Byron, on January 26, 1765 ("Annual Register", 1765, pp. 208-212; and "State Trials", vol. xix. pp.
1178-1236), and the heiress of Annesley, she married, in August, 1805, John Musters, by whom she had a daughter, born in 1806. (See "Well! thou art happy!" "Poems", vol. i. p. 277; see also, for other allusions to Mrs. Chaworth Musters, "ibid"., pp. 210, 239, 282, 285; and "The Dream"
of July, 1816.) In Byron"s memorandum-book, he describes a visit which he paid to Matlock with Miss Chaworth"s mother, her stepfather Mr.
Clarke, some friends, "and "my" M. A. C. Alas! why do I say MY? Our union would have healed feuds in which blood had been shed by our fathers,--it would have joined lands broad and rich, it would have joined at least "one" heart, and two persons not ill matched in years (she is two years my elder) and--and--and--"what" has been the result?" ("Life", p. 27).
Mrs. Musters, after an unhappy married life, died in February, 1832, at Wiverton Hall, near Nottingham.
The connection between the families of Chaworth and Byron came through the marriage of William, third Lord Byron (died 1695), with Elizabeth Chaworth (died 1683), daughter of George Chaworth, created (1627) Viscount Chaworth of Armagh (Thoroton"s "Nottinghamshire", vol. i. p.
198).]
[Footnote 2: Owen Mealey, the steward at Newstead.]
7.--To the Hon. Augusta Byron. [1]
[At 63, Portland Place, London.]