Every man has some vice or other, if it"s only hanging on to virtue too tight."
He laughed eagerly. Strange that he should have a feeling of greater companionship for a vagabond like this than for most people he met.
Was it some temperamental thing in him? "Dago," as he called the Romany inwardly, there was still a bond between them. They understood the glory of a little instrument like this, and could forget the world in the light on a great picture. There was something in the air they breathed which gave them easier understanding of each other and of the world.
Suddenly with a toss Jethro drained the gla.s.s of spirit, though he had not meant to do so. He puffed the cigarette an instant longer, then threw it on the floor, and was about to put his foot on it, when Ingolby stopped him.
"I"m a slave," he said. "I"ve got a master. It"s Jim. Jim"s a hard master, too. He"d give me fits if we ground our cigarette ashes into the carpet."
He threw the refuse into a flower-pot.
"That squares Jim. Now let"s turn the world inside out," he proceeded.
He handed the fiddle over. "Here"s the little thing that"ll let you do the trick. Isn"t it a beauty, Jethro Fawe?"
The Romany took it, his eyes glistening with mingled feelings. Hatred was in his soul, and it showed in the sidelong glance as Ingolby turned to place a chair where he could hear and see comfortably; yet he had the musician"s love of the perfect instrument, and the woods and the streams and the sounds of night and the whisperings of trees and the ghosts that walked in lonely places and called across the glens--all were pouring into his brain memories which made his pulses move far quicker than the liquor he had drunk could do.
"What do you wish?" he asked as he tuned the fiddle.
Ingolby laughed good-humouredly. "Something Eastern; something you"d play for yourself if you were out by the Caspian Sea. Something that has life in it."
Jethro continued to tune the fiddle carefully and abstractedly. His eyes were half-closed, giving them a sulky look, and his head was averted. He made no reply to Ingolby, but his head swayed from side to side in that sensuous state produced by self-hypnotism, so common among the half-Eastern races. By an effort of the will they send through the nerves a flood of feeling which is half-anaesthetic, half-intoxicant.
Carried into its fullest expression it drives a man amok or makes of him a howling dervish, a fanatic, or a Shakir. In lesser intensity it produces the musician of the purely sensuous order, or the dancer that performs prodigies of abandoned grace. Suddenly the sensuous exaltation had come upon Jethro Fawe. It was as though he had discharged into his system from some cells of his brain a flood which coursed like a stream of soft fire.
In the pleasurable pain of such a mood he drew his bow across the strings with a sweeping stroke, and then, for an instant, he ran hither and thither on the strings testing the quality and finding the range and capacity of the instrument. It was a scamper of hieroglyphics which could only mean anything to a musician.
"Well, what do you think of him?" Ingolby asked as the Romany lowered the bow. "Paganini--Joachim--Sarasate--any one, it is good enough," was the half-abstracted reply.
"It is good enough for you--almost, eh?"
Ingolby meant his question as a compliment, but an evil look shot into the Romany"s face, and the bow twitched in his hand. He was not Paganini or Sarasate, but that was no reason why he should be insulted.
Ingolby"s quick perception saw, however, what his words had done, and he hastened to add: "I believe you can get more out of that fiddle than Sarasate ever could, in your own sort of music anyhow. I"ve never heard any one play half so well the kind of piece you played this afternoon.
I"m glad I didn"t make a fool of myself buying the fiddle. I didn"t, did I? I gave five thousand dollars for it."
"It"s worth anything to the man that loves it," was the Romany"s response. He was mollified by the praise he had received.
He raised the fiddle slowly to his chin, his eyes wandering round the room, then projecting themselves into s.p.a.ce, from which they only returned to fix themselves on Ingolby with the veiled look which sees but does not see--such a look as an oracle, or a death-G.o.d, or a soulless monster of some between-world, half-Pagan G.o.d would wear. Just such a look as Watts"s "Minotaur" wears in the Tate Gallery in London.
In an instant he was away in a world which was as far off from this world as Jupiter is from Mars. It was the world of his soul"s origin--a place of beautiful and yet of noisome creations also; of white mountains and green hills, and yet of tarns in which crawled evil things; a place of vagrant, hurricanes and tidal-waves and cloud-bursts, of forests alive with quarrelling! and affrighted beasts. It was a place where birds sang divinely, yet where obscene fowls of prey hovered in the blue or waited by the dying denizens of the desert or the plain; where dark-eyed women heard, with sidelong triumph, the whispers of pa.s.sion; where sweet-faced children fled in fear from terrors undefined; where harpies and witch-women and evil souls waited in ambush; or scurried through the coverts where men brought things to die; or where they fled for futile refuge from armed foes. It was a world of unbridled will, this, where the soul of Jethro Fawe had its origin; and to it his senses fled involuntarily when he put Sarasate"s fiddle to his chin this Autumn evening.
From that well of the First Things--the first things of his own life, the fount from which his forebears drew, backwards through the centuries, Jethro Fawe quickly drank his fill; and then into the violin he poured his own story--no improvisation, but musical legends and cla.s.sic fantasies and folk-breathings and histories of anguished or joyous haters or lovers of life; treated by the impressionist who made that which had been in other scenes to other men the thing of the present and for the men who are. That which had happened by the Starzke River was now of the Sagalac River. The pa.s.sions and wild love and irresponsible deeds of the life he had lived in years gone by were here.
It was impossible for Ingolby to resist the spell of the music. Such abandonment he had never seen in any musician, such riot of musical meaning he had never heard. He was conscious of the savagery and the b.e.s.t.i.a.l soul of vengeance which spoke through the music, and drowned the joy and radiance and almost ghostly and grotesque frivolity of the earlier pa.s.sages; but it had no personal meaning to him, though at times it seemed when the Romany came near and bent over him with the ecstatic attack of the music, as though there was a look in the black eyes like that of a man who kills. It had, of course, nothing to do with him; it was the abandonment of a highly emotional nature, he thought.
It was only after he had been playing, practically without ceasing, for three-quarters of an hour, that there came to Ingolby the true interpretation of the Romany mutterings through the man"s white, wolf-like teeth. He did not shrink, however, but kept his head and watched.
Once, as the musician flung his body round in a sweep of pa.s.sion, Ingolby saw the black eyes flash to the weapons on the wall with a malign look which did not belong to the music alone, and he took a swift estimate of the situation. Why the man should have any intentions against him, he could not guess, except that he might be one of the madmen who have a vendetta against the capitalist. Or was he a tool of Felix Marchand? It did not seem possible, and yet if the man was penniless and an anarchist maybe, there was the possibility. Or--the blood rushed to his face--or it might be that the Gipsy"s presence here, this display of devilish antipathy, as though it were all part of the music, was due, somehow, to Fleda Druse.
The music swelled to a swirling storm, crashed and flooded the feelings with a sense of shipwreck and chaos, through which a voice seemed to cry-the quiver and delicate shrillness of one isolated string--and then fell a sudden silence, as though the end of all things had come; and on the silence the trembling and attenuated note which had quivered on the lonely string, rising, rising, piercing the infinite distance and sinking into silence again.
In the pause which followed the Romany stood panting, his eyes fixed on Ingolby with an evil exaltation which made him seem taller and bigger than he was, but gave him, too, a look of debauchery like that on the face of a satyr. Generations of unbridled emotion, of license of the fields and the covert showed in his unguarded features.
"What did the single cry--the motif--express?" Ingolby asked coolly. "I know there was catastrophe, the tumblings of avalanches, but the voice that cried-the soul of a lover, was it?"
The Romany"s lips showed an ugly grimace. "It was the soul of one that betrayed a lover, going to eternal tortures."
Ingolby laughed carelessly. "It was a fine bit of work. Sarasate would have been proud of his fiddle if he could have heard. Anyhow he couldn"t have played that. Is it Gipsy music?"
"It is the music of a "Gipsy," as you call it."
"Well, it"s worth a year"s work to hear," Ingolby replied admiringly, yet acutely conscious of danger. "Are you a musician by trade?" he asked.
"I have no trade." The glowing eyes kept scanning the wall where the weapons hung, and as though without purpose other than to get a pipe from the rack on the wall, Ingolby moved to where he could be prepared for any rush. It seemed absurd that there should be such a possibility; but the world was full of strange things.
"What brought you to the West?" he asked as he filled a pipe, his back almost against the wall.
"I came to get what belonged to me."
Ingolby laughed ironically. "Most of us are here for that purpose. We think the world owes us such a lot."
"I know what is my own."
Ingolby lit his pipe, his eyes reflectively scanning the other.
"Have you got it again out here--your own?"
"Not yet, but I will."
Ingolby took out his watch, and looked at it. "I haven"t found it easy getting all that belongs to me."
"You have found it easier getting what belongs to some one else," was the snarling response.
Ingolby"s jaw hardened. What did the fellow mean? Did he refer to money, or--was it Fleda Druse? "See here," he said, "there"s no need to say things like that. I never took anything that didn"t belong to me, that I didn"t win, or earn or pay for--market price or "founder"s shares""--he smiled grimly. "You"ve given me the best treat I"ve had in many a day.
I"d walk fifty miles to hear you play my Sarasate--or even old Berry"s cotton-field fiddle. I"m as grateful as I can be, and I"d like to pay you for it; but as you"re not a professional, and it"s one gentleman to another as it were, I can only thank you--or maybe help you to get what"s your own, if you"re really trying to get it out here. Meanwhile, have a cigar and a drink."
He was still between the Romany and the wall, and by a movement forward sought to turn Jethro to the spirit-table. Probably this manoeuvring was all nonsense, that he was wholly misreading the man; but he had always trusted his instincts, and he would not let his reason rule him entirely in such a situation. He could also ring the bell for Jim, or call to him, for while he was in the house Jim was sure to be near by; but he felt he must deal with the business alone.
The Romany did not move towards the spirit-table, and Ingolby became increasingly vigilant.
"No, I can"t pay you anything, that"s clear," he said; "but to get your own--I"ve got some influence out here--what can I do? A stranger is up against all kinds of things if he isn"t a native, and you"re not. Your home and country"s a good way from here, eh?"
Suddenly the Romany faced him. "Yes. I come from places far from here.
Where is the Romany"s home? It is everywhere in the world, but it is everywhere inside his tent. Because his country is everywhere and nowhere, his home is more to him than it is to any other. He is alone with his wife, and with his own people. Yes, and by long and by last, he will make the man pay who spoils his home. It is all he has. Good or bad, it is all he has. It is his own."
Ingolby had a strange, disturbing premonition that he was about to hear what would startle him, but he persisted. "You said you had come here to get your own--is your home here?"
For a moment the Romany did not answer. He had worked himself into a great pa.s.sion. He had hypnotized himself, he had acted for a while as though he was one of life"s realities; but suddenly there pa.s.sed through his veins the chilling sense of the unreal, that he was only acting a part, as he had ever done in his life, and that the man before him could, with a wave of the hand, raise the curtain on all his disguises and pretences. It was only for an instant, however, for there swept through him the feeling that Fleda had roused in him--the first real pa.s.sion, the first true love--if what such as he felt can be love--that he had ever known; and he saw her again as she was in the but in the wood defying him, ready to defend herself against him. All his erotic anger and melodramatic fervour were alive in him once more.
He was again a man with a wrong, a lover dispossessed. On the instant his veins filled with pa.s.sionate blood. The Roscian strain in him had its own tragic force and reality.