"If I"d known the lout came from Garriston, I would hardly have ridden his horse here. Chance brought us to this place, or perhaps fate."
"An ill fate," Kenedi snorted. "You rode here on the horse of a murdered man yet claim you know nothing of the attacks on our laird and his chaplain?"
"I didn"t say that. I had no part in what happened tonight, but I believe we may have caused it."
"Don"t bandy words, minstrel," Randal Ramsay demanded. "What are you saying?"
"I think what happened tonight was the echo of another crime, one that occurred many years ago."
"What crime?" Logan asked.
"Before I answer, I have a question of my own." Turning to Noelle, I quietly asked her something that had troubled me. Then I turned back to the court. "Gentlemen, I believe the explanation lies in a ballad I heard when I came to this town-"
"What nonsense is this?" Kenedi sputtered. "You stand accused of murder-"
"Let him talk," Randal Ramsay interrupted. "His life is in the balance. But bear in mind, minstrel, if we don"t care for your tale, you"ll never tell another. Go on."
"The song is one you all know, the "Ballad of Black Logan," the boy warrior. Like most songs, it"s part fancy, part truth.
"For example, it speaks of his birth at Christmas. Is this true? Was he born at Yuletide?"
"What difference-?" Kenedi began.
"Aye, it"s true enough," Nicol Duart offered. The lanky clan chief had a buzzard"s hook nose, and the same implacable eyes. "It was a d.a.m.ned black Christmas for this country. But the rest is a lie. Young Logan never leapt from his crib to raid Lord Randal"s lands. He were at least a year old before he turned outlaw." The third lord, Ian Harden, guffawed. Neither Logan nor Ramsay smiled.
"Then the ballad is partly true. And the rest of it, the myth of a bairn riding off to war, is to explain a thing seen but not understood."
"What was seen?" Logan demanded.
"Here is what I believe happened. Seventeen years ago, a young wife who"d lost two stillborn children feared she might be put aside if she didn"t deliver her lord an heir. So when she was expecting again, she arranged to obtain a male child. When her own child came, a frail girl born blind, she replaced it with the other and sent her true daughter off to a convent. At Lachlan Cul.
"The boy became a fearsome warrior. But his size at birth did not go unremarked, and a local legend sprang up to explain it. A ballad that grew with his exploits."
"You lying dog," Logan said coldly. "You dare insult my family by-"
"Hold, hold, young Logan," Ramsay said, his face split by a broad grin. "Perhaps you haven"t fully grasped the implications. If the minstrel"s tale is a lie, his life is forfeit. But at least part of his story is true. And if the rest is, then you have no right to threaten anyone, nor even to a seat at this table. And fool can see you don"t favor your father, and the girl looks so like Lady DuBoyne that her own husband mistook her earlier tonight."
"My father is not well-"
"If he is your father."
"By G.o.d, Ramsay, step into the courtyard, and we"ll see which of us doesn"t know his father!"
"I don"t brawl in the street with common louts, boy. We"ll hear the rest of this before I consider your offer. What of it, minstrel? Have you any proof of your tale?"
"Lady DuBoyne knows the truth of it," I said.
"My mother is keeping vigil with her dying husband," Logan snarled. "Anyone who dares disturb her grief for this nonsense will deal with me first."
"I admit it"s inconsiderate to trouble the lady now, but neither is it fair to condemn me without asking the one person who knows the truth."
"We needn"t hear any more," Kenedi snapped. "The minstrel has admitted to killing a reeve from this town. As steward of Garriston and head of this court, I say we condemn him for that murder and dismiss the rest of this nonsense as a pack of lies told to save himself. We can hang him straightaway unless... any of you gentlemen truly wish to dispute the birthright of Lord DuBoyne"s son and heir?"
The Scottish lords exchanged glances, and I read my fate in their eyes. Death. They couldn"t risk challenging Logan in his own hall with his men about. They might raise the matter another time but that would be far too late for me.
"Well, gentlemen?" Kenedi said. "Shall we put it to a vote?"
"No," Logan said, his face carved from oak, unreadable. "We"ve gathered to resolve the murder of a priest and a.s.sault on my... on the laird of Garriston, not the death of a reeve many miles away. If we condemn the minstrel for killing the reeve, the rest remains unresolved and I will not have any stain on my name nor any question of my rights of inheritance. But I see a way to settle this. We"ll send my younger brother G.o.dfrey to ask Lady DuBoyne the truth of the minstrel"s tale. If she denies it, he stands condemned out of his own mouth. Unless any man here doubts the lady"s honor?"
"The minstrel"s the one who"ll be dancing the hangman"s hornpipe if she misleads us," Ramsay noted dryly. "He may have a misgiving or two."
I considered that a moment. "No, as it stands, only a few know the truth of what happened, and the lady is the one most likely to tell it. I agree to the test. Send the boy."
"So be it," Ramsay said, eyeing me curiously. "Duart will accompany the lad to vouch that all is done properly."
"Agreed," Logan nodded, "with one stipulation. If my mother denies Tallifer"s lies, he will not hang. One of you will loan him a blade, and we"ll settle our differences in the courtyard. If he kills me, you can hang him afterward."
"Or gift him with silver and a fast horse," Ramsay growled. "Duart, take the boy to speak with his mother. And listen well to her answer."
The whey-faced youth and the burly border lord exited, and I resigned myself to wait. Perhaps for the rest of my life.
The reply came sooner than I expected. A stir arose at the back of the room, which grew to an uproar. Logan bolted to his feet, his face ashen. "Help him to a chair, forG.o.dsake!"
I turned. Lord Alisdair had tottered into the hall, supported by G.o.dfrey and Duart. He looked even more ancient than before, as though he might fade to smoke any moment. His muslin nightshirt was bloodstained, hanging loosely over a poultice.
A servant fetched him a chair and Alisdair eased painfully down, but as he looked about him, his eyes were bright and alert.
"Milord," Logan said, "you should not be here."
"Miss a trial for my own murder?" Alisdair asked, his voice barely a whisper. "Not likely. Is this the man accused of the attack?" He gestured weakly at me. "Well, sir, speak up. What have you to say for yourself?"
"Me? Nothing!" I said, dumbfounded. "You know d.a.m.ned well I didn"t attack you!"
"I fear not. I sleep like the dead nowadays, especially after wine. Someone jammed a pillow over my face, and when I struggled against it I was stabbed. And woke in the arms of my wife. A most agreeable surprise. I expected to wake in h.e.l.l."
"Sir," Ramsay said, "perhaps your lady can better answer our questions. You should be resting."
"I"ll be at rest soon enough, Ramsay," DuBoyne said. "And my lady is at chapel, praying for my soul. Prematurely, I hope. I"ve survived cuts before; G.o.d willing, I"ll survive this. Nothing like a good bleeding to clear a man"s senses. And his wife"s as well. As I lay a-dying, my lady confessed to a deception long ago, a wondrous tale of a child put aside and another put in its place."
"My G.o.d, it is true then?" Ramsay breathed. "Black Logan is not your son?"
"My family tree is no concern of yours, Ramsay, only the murder of my priest."
"But surely they are related!"
"Perhaps, but..." DuBoyne winced, swallowing. "It is the minstrel"s life and his tale. Let him finish it. If he can."
"As you say, lord," I said. "The exchange of the children took place years ago. But when word came of the fire at Lachlan Cul, a reeve was sent to end the threat the girl represented. He failed. Later, when we arrived, someone realized who she was."
"Who?" Ramsay asked.
"The priest knew, for one. As milady"s confessor, he would have heard the tale long since. But only one person stood to lose everything if the truth came out. Not the lady. Her deception was done for love of her husband, and she has borne him a second son since."
"Only Logan stood to lose all," Ramsay said, turning to the youth. Black Logan met his stare but made no reply.
"True, Logan had everything to lose," I agreed, "and he"s surely capable of any slaughter necessary to protect himself or his family. But only if he knew the truth of his birth. And he didn"t."
"How can you know that?" Ramsay countered.
"Because I"m still alive. A moment ago, the steward could have hanged me for the death of the reeve. Logan prevented it, something a guilty man would never have done."
"Who then?" Ramsay demanded.
"Only one other person had everything to lose if the truth came out. The one who arranged the original subst.i.tution. A foundling child couldn"t come from this village, too many would know. Who can travel his lord"s lands at will to deal with peasants who might sell a babe? And later, when word of the fire came, who could send a reeve to do murder?"
Ramsay swiveled slowly in his seat, to face Kenedi.
"It"s a lie," Kenedi breathed.
"Is it? If Lord Alisdair learned the truth he might forgive his wife, and even the foundling boy who came here through no fault of his own. But he would never forgive the man who betrayed him for money by arranging the deception. His steward."
"But killing his lord wouldn"t save his position," Logan said coolly. "Surely the lady would guess what happened and confess the truth."
"Only if she knew there"d been a murder. Lord Alisdair said he woke beneath a pillow. If he"d smothered, everyone would believe he died in his sleep. But when the priest surprised him, Kenedi lashed out in desperation."
"All lies," Kenedi said, "a tale told at bedtime. There"s not one shred of proof."
"Actually, there is," I said. "When Noelle and I were first brought into this room, she asked if you"d been killed, Kenedi. Tell him why, girl."
"When the soldier pushed me against the body, I smelled linseed and charcoal. Ink," Noelle said, stepping forward. "The scent was unmistakable."
"And the priest was unlettered," I finished. "As are most of us here. Only you have the gift of literacy, Kenedi. And the smell of ink on your hands. Only you."
"It"s not true."
"Do you dare say my daughter lies?" Lord Alisdair asked weakly. "If I were hale I"d kill for that alone. But as things are.... Logan, see to him."
"Wait," Ramsay interjected. "If Logan is not your blood, he has no standing in this court, no right to be here at all."
"Sir," Alisdair said, rising unsteadily, "the offense was against me and mine in my own hall, so the justice will be mine as well. Gentlemen, I invited you here to celebrate All Saints Day in a spirit of fellowship. The banquet and the... entertainment are finished now. And I am very tired."
Ramsay started to object, but a glance at Logan changed his mind. We were still in DuBoyne"s hall, surrounded by DuBoyne"s men.
"As you wish, milord," Ramsay said, rising. "My friends and I thank you for the fest and pray for your speedy recovery. For all our sakes."
Ramsay stalked from the hall with Harden and Duart close behind, joined by their clansmen at the rear. At Logan"s nod, a guardsman led the steward away.
Their departure sapped the fire from DuBoyne. Wincing, he sagged back in the chair. Logan eyed him but didn"t approach.
"Where is the girl?" DuBoyne asked quietly. "The one who claims to be my daughter?"
Warily, Noelle stepped forward. DuBoyne raised his head to observe her, then nodded slowly.
"So it is true. You look very like my lady wife did once. A great, great relief."
"Relief?" Logan echoed.
"Aye, that I wasn"t completely bereft of my senses last night when I mistook them. And a relief that so late in my life, my daughter has been returned to me."
"And relief that I am no son of yours?"
"That too, in a way. In truth, a part of me has always known you weren"t mine, Logan. My young wife lost two sickly babes before the miraculous birth of a strapping lad the size of a yearling colt, a boy who looked not at all like me. I feared she"d taken a lover to get the son I couldn"t give her. I"m relieved to be wrong.
"But if you"re not my blood, you"re still my creation, the son I wanted. And needed. My daughter"s birthright will be worthless if our land is lost. Fiefs are bestowed in Edinburgh or London, but they can only be held by arms. Your arms, Logan. You remain lord here in all but name, and for now that is enough. I"m tired, boy. Help me to my bed. Perhaps my daughter can join us later. We have much to talk of, lost years to make up for."
As Logan led the old man out, I touched Noelle"s hand.
"I must be going as well, Owyn will be breaking camp. But you needn"t stay here unless you choose to. We"ll find a way to-"
"No," she said, stopping my lips with her fingertips. "I have always known I belonged somewhere and for good or ill, I"ve found that place. In the country of the blind, places are much alike, only people are different. Besides, if I go with you, I may end up as Owyn"s third wife."
"There are worse fates. It won"t take long for that young border wolf to realize he can reclaim his inheritance by marrying the lord"s newfound daughter."
"And is he truly such a monster?"
"No, but... why are you smiling? My G.o.d, Noelle. You"ve thought through this already, haven"t you?"
"At the convent, the young girls talked of little but love, love, love. I can never have love at first sight, but I know Logan wanted me before he knew who I was."
"He wanted to buy you! And you said he smelled of horses."
"I suspect he will always smell of horses. I like horses."
"The poor devil," I said, shaking my head in wonder. "He has no chance."
"Perhaps I"m his fate. He may only own his armor now, but he has a song. And you"ve said I"m a fair singer."
"You have the loveliest voice I"ve ever heard, Noelle, on my honor. I shall miss you greatly."
"We"ll sing together again, whenever the wind or the road bring you to me. Perhaps one day we can sing to my children."
"We will. I promise."
We said our good-byes in the great hall, and I took to the road, leaving my foundling child with strangers. And yet I did not fear for her. She grew up in a harsher land than any can imagine and flourished there. She would have no trouble coping with her new situation, of that I was certain.
And she would have Black Logan. But not because of her family or position. Love at first sight is more than a legend or a girlish fancy. It happens rarely, but it does happen.
I"d seen Logan"s face at the Samhain as he listened to Noelle"s wondrous voice. He had the look of a starving wolf at a feast, a turmoil of hunger, love, and l.u.s.t.