Chapter 1101: My heart clings-I love you more than you love me (36)
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Chu Bai Qing couldn’t even open his eyes, but he held himself back from sleeping.
He wanted to spend more time with Gu Jue.
Does it hurt? He couldn’t feel it anymore. When he was crazy, he couldn’t feel pain, but now, he was numb from the pain.
In fact, no matter how much pain he felt, it couldn’t compare to the heartache he felt. Right now, every minute and second was a luxury for him.
“It doesn’t hurt.” Chu Bai Qing smiled. He really didn’t have any energy left.
He wasn’t someone who liked to sweat, but now, he felt as if he had been washed.
She didn’t want to take a shower even though she was sticky. She just didn’t want to move.
He didn’t want to move at all, as if even the slightest movement would be wasted.
“Chu baiqing, shut up!”
Gu Jue’s voice was out of his control again. He couldn’t stand Chu baiqing’s words.
There was nothing wrong with the words ‘no pain’, but Chu Bai Qing’s smile was like a silent invitation.
Gu Jue’s heart ached for him. How could he not be in pain? how could he not be tired?
Gu Jue was well aware of Chu baiqing’s physical condition. If this continued, he would definitely faint.
“All Yan is going back today, you can walk back with him! 1 won’t be sending you off, I need to go back and accompany Yun Yi, I’m worried about being alone in the South City!”
He had to say this eventually. Chu Bai Qing laid on the pillow, his voice m.u.f.fled.
He could not say this to Gu Jue. He thought he would break down.
“I’ll stay for one more day and go back tomorrow!”
Gu Jue hugged Chu baiqing. How could he bear to leave now?
Chu Yunyi’s illness might not be cured one day, and he didn’t know when his third brother would be done.
It would not be right for him to go abroad every few days. Therefore, Gu Jue wanted to stay for one more day.
“Isn’t it the same going back today and tomorrow? Be obedient!”
Chu baiqing could clearly feel Gu Jue’s strong heartbeat.
He wanted to remember the frequency of his heartbeat. He even wanted to remember the frequency of Gu Jue’s breathing.
When the lonely night came, he could feel Gu Jue by his side even when he closed his eyes…
“Bai Qing…” Gu Jue rubbed his face against Chu baiqing’s gently. His m.u.f.fled voice sounded like he was acting coquettishly.
Chu baiqing closed his eyes and told himself not to be soft-hearted. They were going to be separated sooner or later, so he couldn’t drag things out.
If anything were to happen to him, everything would be for naught.
He had to take this step eventually, and everything was good now.
There was no misunderstanding between them. It was a perfect farewell. Most importantly, they had each other’s marks.
Even though there were still many things that he had not done, Chu Bai Qing was already satisfied.
“Go back and be obedient!” Chu baiqing flipped his palm over and held Gu Jue’s hand.
The moment their fingers touched, Chu Bai Qing started to cry. Her cries were so silent and suppressed.
Gu Jue, goodbye. In the thirty years of my life, 1 have been very happy every day because of you.
If you find out the truth one day, please don’t blame me …
Forgive me for loving you so selfishly…
I’ve caused your stomach to suffer such pain.
Gu Jue, I love you more than you love me.
Don’t argue with me about this.
I don’t expect you to smile happily every day without me.
But 1 beg you, don’t torture yourself. Even if it’s to reduce my guilt, you must live well…
You are my Gu Jue, my most beloved Gu Jue.
I’m your Chu baiqing, the Chu baiqing that you only love ….