"The worse for her, then! However, it seems Bryan has disturbed this poor fellow very much, by congratulating him on his prospects at Willow Lawn."
"Oh! that is what made him so distant and cautious, is it?" laughed Albinia. "I think Mrs. Emily might as well not have betrayed it."
"Betrayed! What could have pa.s.sed?"
"Oh! Emily and Fred saw it as plain as I did. Why, it does not do credit to your discernment, Maurice; papa found it out long ago, and told me."
"Kendal did?"
"Yes, that he did, and did not mind the notion at all; rather liked it, in fact."
"Well!" said Mr. Ferrars, in a different tone, "it is a very queer business! I certainly did not think the lad showed any symptoms. He said he had heard gossip about it before, and had tried to be careful; his aunt talked to him once, but, as he said, it would be nothing but the rankest treason to think of such a thing, on the terms on which he is treated."
"Ay, that"s it!" said Albinia; "he acts most perfectly."
"Perfectly indeed, if that were acting," said Mr. Ferrars.
"And what made him speak to you?" asked Winifred.
"He wanted to consult me. He said it was very hard on him, for all the pleasure he had came from his intercourse with Willow Lawn; and he could not bear to keep at a distance, because it looked as if he had not forgotten the old folly about the caricature; but he was afraid of the report coming to your ears or Mr. Kendal"s, because you would think it so wrong and shameful an abuse of your kindness."
"And that"s his whole concern?"
"So he told me."
"And what advice did you give him?"
"I told him Bayford was bent on gossip, and no one heeded it less than my respected brother and sister."
"That was famous of you, Maurice. I was afraid you would have put it upon his honour and the state of his own heart."
"Sooth to say, I did not think his heart appeared very ticklish."
"Oh! Maurice, Maurice! But you"ve not been there to see the hot fits and the cold fits! It is a very fine thermometer whether he says Sophy or Miss Kendal."
"And you say Edmund perceived this?"
"Much you would trust my una.s.sisted "cuteness! I tell you he did, and that it will make him happier than anything."
"Very well; then my advice will have done no harm. I did not think there had been so much self-control in an Irishman."
"Had he not better say, so much blindness in the rector of Fairmead?"
laughed Albinia.
"And pray what course is the affair to take?"
"The present, I suppose. Some catastrophe will occur at last to prove to him that we honour him, and don"t view it as outrageous presumption; and then--oh! there can be no doubt that he will have a share in the bank; and Sophy may buy toleration for his round O. After all, he has the best of it as to ancestry, and we Kendals need not turn up our noses at banking."
"I think he will be too proud to address her, except on equality as to money matters."
"Pride is sometimes quelled and love free," said Albinia. "No, no; content yourself with having given the best advice in the world, with your eyes fast shut!"
And Albinia went home in high spirits.
CHAPTER XXIX.
Not long afterwards, Ulick O"More was summoned to Bristol, where his uncle had become suddenly worse; but he had only reached Hadminster when a telegraph met him with the news of Mr. Goldsmith"s death, and orders to remain at his post.
He came to the Kendals in the evening in great grief; he had really come to love and esteem his uncle, and he was very unhappy at having lost the chance of a reconciliation for his mother. As her chief friend and confidant, he knew that she regarded the alienation of her own family as the punishment of her disobedient marriage, and that his own appointment had been valued chiefly as an opening towards fraternal feeling, and reproached himself for not having made more direct efforts to induce his uncle to enter into personal intercourse with her.
"If I had only ventured it before he went to Bristol," he said; "I was a fool not to have done so; and there, the Goldsmiths detest the very name of us! Why could they not have telegraphed for me? I might have heard what would have done my mother"s heart good for the rest of her life. I am sure my poor uncle wanted to ease his mind!"
"May he not have sent some communication direct to her?"
"I trust he did! I have long thought he only kept her aloof from habit, and felt kindly towards her all the time."
"And never could persuade himself to make a move towards her until too late," said Albinia.
"Yes. Nothing comes home to one more than the words, "Agree with thine adversary quickly whiles thou art in the way with him." If once one comes to think there"s creditable pride in holding out, there"s no end to it, or else too much end."
"Mr. Goldsmith was persevering in the example his father had set him,"
said Mr. Kendal.
"Ay! my mother never blamed either, and I"m afraid, if the truth were told, my father was hot enough too, though it would all have been bygones with him long ago, if they would have let it. But I was thinking just then of my own foolishness last winter, when I would not grant you it was pride, Mrs. Kendal, for fear I should have to repent of it."
"What has brought you to see that it was?" asked she.
"One comes to a better mind when the fit is off," he said. "I hope I will not be as bad next time."
"I hope we shall never give you a next time," said Albinia; "for neither party is comfortable, perched on a high horse."
"And you see," continued Ulick, "it is hard for us to give up our pride, because it is the only thing we"ve got of our own, and has been meat, drink, and clothing to us for many a year."
"So no wonder you make the most of it."
"True; I think a very high born and very rich man might be humble," said Ulick, so meditatively that they laughed; but Sophy said,
"No, that is not a paradox; the real difficulty is not in willingly yielding, but in taking what we cannot help."
"Well," said Ulick, "I hope it is not pride not to intend working under Andrew Goldsmith."
"Do you consider that as your fate?" asked Albinia.
"Never my fate," said Ulick, quickly; "hardly even my alternative, for he would like to put up a notice, "No Irish need apply." We had enough of each other last winter."