"Ah! Mrs. Osborn told Aunt Maria that as the Nugents called on you, and you had such connexions, she supposed you would be high. But you wont make me separate from Lizzie, will you? I suppose Miss Nugent is a fashionable young lady."
"Miss Nugent is five years old. Don"t let us have any more of this nonsense."
"But you wont part me from Lizzie Osborn," said Lucy, hanging her head pathetically on one side.
"I shall talk to your father. He said, the other day, he did not wish you to be so much with her."
Lucy melted into tears, and Albinia was conscious of having been first indiscreet and then sharp, hurt at the comments, feeling injured by Lucy"s evident habit of reporting whatever she said, and at the failure of the attempt to please Mrs. Meadows. She was so uneasy about the Osborn question, that she waylaid Mr. Kendal on his return from riding, and laid it before him.
"My dear Albinia," he said, as if he would fain have avoided the appeal, "you must manage your own visiting affairs your own way. I do not wish to offend my neighbours, nor would I desire to be very intimate with any one. I suppose you must pay them ordinary civility, and you know what that amounts to. As to the leadership in society here, she is a noisy woman, full of pretension, and thus always arrogates the distinction to herself. Your claims will establish themselves."
"Oh, you don"t imagine me thinking of that!" cried Albinia, laughing. "I meant their behaving ill to Mr. Dusautoy."
"I know nothing about that. Mr. Dusautoy once called to ask for my support for a vestry meeting, but I make it a rule never to meddle with parish skirmishes. I believe there was a very unbecoming scene, and that Mr. Dusautoy was in the minority."
"Ah, Edmund, next time you"ll see if a parson"s sister can sit quietly by to see the parson beaten!"
He smiled, and moved towards his study.
"Then I am to be civil?"
"Certainly."
"But is it necessary to call to-day?"
"I should suppose not;" and there he was, shut up in his den. Albinia went back, between laughing and vexation, and Lucy looked up from her exercise to say, "Does papa say you must call on the Osborns?"
It was undignified! She bit her lip, and felt her false position, as with a quiver of the voice she replied, "We shall make nothing but mischief if we talk now. Go on with your business."
The sharp, curious eyes did not take themselves off her face. She leant over Sophy, who was copying a house, told her the lines were slanting, took the pencil from her hand, and tried to correct them, but found herself making them over-black, and shaky. She had not seen such a line since the days of her childhood"s ill-temper. She walked to the fireplace and said, "I am going to call on Mrs. Osborn to-day. Not that your father desires it, but because I have been indulging in a wrong feeling."
"I"m sure you needn"t," cried Gilbert. "It is very impertinent of Mrs. Osborn. Why, if he is an admiral, she was the daughter of an old lieutenant of the Marines, and you are General Sir Maurice Ferrars"
first cousin."
"Hush, hush, Gilbert!" said Albinia, blushing and distressed. "Mrs.
Osborn"s standing in the place ent.i.tles her to all attention. I was thinking of nothing of the kind. It was because I gave way to a wrong feeling that I mean to go this afternoon."
On the Sunday, when Mr. and Mrs. Kendal went to pay their weekly visit to Mrs. Meadows, they found the old lady taking a turn in the garden.
And as they were pa.s.sing by the screen of laurels, Gilbert"s voice was heard very loud, "That"s too bad, Lucy! Grandmamma, don"t believe one word of it!"
"Gilbert, you--you are, I"m sure, very rude to your sister."
"I"ll not stand to hear false stories of Mrs. Kendal!"
"What is all this?" said Mr. Kendal, suddenly appearing, and discovering Gilbert pirouetting with indignation before Lucy.
Miss Meadows burst out with a shower of half sentences, grandmamma begged that no notice might be taken of the children"s nonsense, Lucy put on an air of injured innocence, and Gilbert was beginning to speak, but his father put him aside, saying, "Tell me what has happened, Sophia. From you I am certain of hearing the exact truth."
"Only," growled Sophy, in her hoa.r.s.e boy"s voice, "Lucy said mamma said she would not call on Mrs. Osborn unless you ordered her, and when you did, she cried and flew into a tremendous pa.s.sion."
"Sophy, what a story," exclaimed Lucy, but Gilbert was ready to corroborate his younger sister"s report.
"You know Lucy too well to attach any importance to her misrepresentations," said Mr. Kendal, turning to Mrs. Meadows, "but I know not what amends she can make for this most unprovoked slander.
Speak, Lucy, have you no apology to make?"
For Lucy, in self-defence, had begun to cry, and her grandmother seemed much disposed to do the same. Miss Meadows had tears in her eyes, and incoherencies on her lips. The distress drove away all Albinia"s inclination to laugh, and clasping her two hands over her husband"s arm, she said, "Don"t, Edmund, it is only a misunderstanding of what really happened. I did have a silly fit, you know, so it is my fault."
"I cannot forgive for you as you do for yourself," said Mr. Kendal, with a look that was precious to her, though it might have given a pang to the Meadowses. "I did not imagine that my daughter could be so lost to the sense of your kindness and forbearance. Have you nothing to say, Lucy?"
"Poor child! she cannot speak," said her grandmother. "You see she is very sorry, and Mrs. Kendal is too kind to wish to say any more about it."
"Go home at once, Lucy," said her father. "Perhaps solitude may bring you to a better state of feeling. Go!"
Direct resistance to Mr. Kendal was never thought of, and Lucy turned to go. Her aunt chose to accompany her, and though this was a decided relief to the company she left, it was not likely to be the best thing for the young lady herself.
Mr. Kendal gave his arm to Mrs. Meadows, saying gravely that Lucy must not be encouraged in her habit of gossiping and inaccuracy. Mrs. Meadows quite agreed with him, it was a very bad habit for a girl, she was very sorry for it, she wished she could have attended to the dear children better, but she was sure dear Mrs. Kendal would make them everything desirable. She only hoped that she would remember their disadvantages, have patience, and not recollect this against poor Lucy.
The warm indignation and championship of her husband and his son were what Albinia chiefly wished to recollect; but it was impossible to free herself from a sense of pain and injury in the knowledge that she lived with a spy who would exaggerate and colour every careless word.
Mr. Kendal returned to the subject as they walked home.
"I hope you will talk seriously to Lucy about her intolerable gossiping," he said. "There is no safety in mentioning any subject before her; and Maria Meadows makes her worse. Some stop must be put to it."
"I should like to wait till next time," said Albinia.
"What do you mean?"
"Because this is too personal to myself."
"Nay, your own candour is an example to which Lucy can hardly be insensible. Besides, it is a nuisance which must be abated."
Albinia could not help thinking that he suffered from it as little as most people, and wondering whether it were this which had taught him silence.
They met Miss Meadows at their own gate, and she told them that dear Lucy was very sorry, and she hoped they would take no more notice of a little nonsense that could do no one any harm; she would be more on her guard next time.
Mr. Kendal made no answer. Albinia ventured to ask him whether it would not be better to leave it, since her aunt had talked to her.
"No," he said; "Maria has no influence whatever with the children.
She frets them by using too many words about everything. One quiet remonstrance from you would have far more effect."
Albinia called the culprit and tried to reason with her. Lucy tried at first to battle it off by saying that she had made a mistake, and Aunt Maria had said that she should hear no more about it. "But, my dear, I am afraid you must hear more. It is not that I am hurt, but your papa has desired me to talk to you. You would be frightened to hear what he says."
Lucy chose to hear, and seemed somewhat struck, but she was sure that she meant no harm; and she had a great deal to say for herself, so voluble and so inconsequent, that argument was breath spent in vain; and Albinia was obliged to wind up, as an ultimatum, with warning her, that till she should prove herself trustworthy, nothing interesting would be talked of before her.
The atmosphere of gossip certainly had done its part in cultivating Mr.
Kendal"s talent for silence. When Albinia had him all to herself, he was like another person, and the long drives to return visits in the country were thoroughly enjoyable. So, too, were the walks home from the dinner parties in the town, when the husband and wife lingered in the starlight or moonlight, and felt that the weary gaiety of the constrained evening was made up for.
Great was the offence they gave by not taking out the carriage!