CHAPTER X
LEX NON SCRIPTA
Selwyn had gone to New York with Gerald, "for a few days," as he expressed it; but it was now the first week in October, and he had not yet returned to Silverside.
A brief note to Nina thanking her for having had him at Silverside, and speaking vaguely of some business matters which might detain him indefinitely--a briefer note to Eileen regretting his inability to return for the present--were all the communication they had from him except news brought by Austin, who came down from town every Friday.
A long letter to him from Nina still remained unanswered; Austin had seen him only once in town; Lansing, now back in New York, wrote a postscript in a letter to Drina, asking for Selwyn"s new address--the first intimation anybody had that he had given up his lodgings on Lexington Avenue.
"I was perfectly astonished to find he had gone, leaving no address,"
wrote Boots; "and n.o.body knows anything about him at his clubs. I have an idea that he may have gone to Washington to see about the Chaosite affair; but if you have any address except his clubs, please send it to me."
Eileen had not written him; his sudden leave-taking nearly a month ago had so astounded her that she could not believe he meant to be gone more than a day or two. Then came his note, written at the Patroons"
Club--very brief, curiously stilted and formal, with a strange tone of finality through it, as though he were taking perfunctory leave of people who had come temporarily into his life, and as though the chances were agreeably even of his ever seeing them again.
The girl was not hurt, as yet; she remained merely confused, incredulous, unreconciled. That there was to be some further explanation of his silence she never dreamed of doubting; and there seemed to be nothing to do in the interval but await it. As for writing him, some instinct forbade it, even when Nina suggested that she write, adding laughingly that nothing else seemed likely to stir her brother.
For the first few days the children clamoured intermittently for him; but children forget, and Billy continued to cast out his pack in undying hope of a fox or bunny, and the younger children brought their b.u.t.terfly-nets and sand-shovels to Austin and Nina for repairs; and Drina, when Boots deserted her for his Air Line Company, struck up a wholesome and lively friendship with a dozen subfreshmen and the younger Orchil girls, and began to play golf like a little fiend.
It was possible, now, to ride cross-country; and Nina, who was always in terror of an added ounce to her perfect figure, rode every day with Eileen; and Austin, on a big hunter, joined them two days in the week.
There were dances, too, and Nina went to some of them. So did Eileen, who had created a furor among the younger brothers and undergraduates; and the girl was busy enough with sailing and motoring and dashing through the Sound in all sorts of power boats.
Once, under Austin"s and young Craig"s supervision, she tried sh.o.r.e-bird shooting; but the first broken wing from the gun on her left settled the thing for ever for her, and the horror of the blood-sprinkled, kicking ma.s.s of feathers haunted her dreams for a week.
Youths, however, continued to hover numerously about her. They sat in soulful rows upon the veranda at Silverside; they played guitars at her in canoes, accompanying the stringy thrumming with the peculiarly exasperating vocal noises made only by very young undergraduates; they rode with her and Nina; they pervaded her vicinity with a tireless constancy amounting to obsession.
She liked it well enough; she was as interested in everything as usual; as active at the nets, playing superbly, and with all her heart in the game--while it lasted; she swung her slim bra.s.sy with all the old-time fire and satisfaction in the clean, sharp whack, as the ball flew through the sunshine, rising beautifully in a long, low trajectory against the velvet fair-green.
It was unalloyed happiness for her to sit her saddle, feeling under her the grand stride of her powerful hunter on a headlong cross-country gallop; it was purest pleasure for her to lean forward in her oilskins, her eyes almost blinded with salt spray, while the low motor-boat rushed on and on through cataracts of foam, and the heaving, green sea-miles fled away, away, in the hissing furrow of the wake.
Truly, for her, the world was still green, the sun bright, the high sky blue; but she had not forgotten that the earth had been greener, the sun brighter, the azure above her more splendid--once upon a time--like the first phrase of a tale that is told. And if she were at times listless, absent-eyed, subdued--a trifle graver, or unusually silent, seeking the still paths of the garden as though in need of youthful meditation and the quiet of the sunset hour, she never doubted that that tale would be retold for her again. Only--alas!--the fair days were pa.s.sing, and the russet rustle of October sounded already among the curling leaves in the garden; and he had been away a long time--a very long time. And she could not understand.
On one of Austin"s week-end visits, the hour for conjugal confab having arrived and husband and wife locked in the seclusion of their bedroom--being old-fashioned enough to occupy the same--he said, with a trace of irritation in his voice:
"I don"t know where Phil is, or what he"s about. I"m wondering--he"s got the Selwyn conscience, you know--what he"s up to--and if it"s any kind of dam-foolishness. Haven"t you heard a word from him, Nina?"
Nina, in her pretty night attire, had emerged from her dressing-room, locked out Kit-Ki and her maid, and had curled up in a big, soft armchair, cradling her bare ankles in her hand.
"I haven"t heard from him," she said. "Rosamund saw him in Washington--pa.s.sed him on the street. He was looking horridly thin and worn, she wrote. He did not see her."
"Now what in the name of common sense is he doing in Washington!"
exclaimed Austin wrathfully. "Probably breaking his heart because n.o.body cares to examine his Chaosite. I told him, as long as he insisted on bothering the Government with it instead of making a deal with the Lawn people, that I"d furnish him with a key to the lobby. I told him I knew the right people, could get him the right lawyers, and start the thing properly. Why didn"t he come to me about it? There"s only one way to push such things, and he"s as ignorant of it as a boatswain in the marine cavalry."
Nina said thoughtfully: "You always were impatient of people, dear.
Perhaps Phil may get them to try his Chaosite without any wire-pulling.
... I do wish he"d write. I can"t understand his continued silence.
Hasn"t Boots heard from him? Hasn"t Gerald?"
"Not a word. And by the way, Nina, Gerald has done rather an unexpected thing. I saw him last night; he came to the house and told me that he had just severed his connection with Julius Neergard"s company."
"I"m glad of it!" exclaimed Nina; "I"m glad he showed the good sense to do it!"
"Well--yes. As a matter of fact, Neergard is going to be a very rich man some day; and Gerald might have--But I am not displeased. What appeals to me is the spectacle of the boy acting with conviction on his own initiative. Whether or not he is making a mistake has nothing to do with the main thing, and that is that Gerald, for the first time in his rather colourless career, seems to have developed the rudiments of a backbone out of the tail which I saw so frequently either flourishing defiance at me or tucked sullenly between his hind legs. I had quite a talk with him last night; he behaved very decently, and with a certain modesty which may, one day, develop into something approaching dignity.
We spoke of his own affairs--in which, for the first time, he appeared to take an intelligent interest. Besides that, he seemed willing enough to ask my judgment in several matters--a radical departure from his cub days."
"What are you going to do for him, dear?" asked his wife, rather bewildered at the unexpected news. "Of course he must go into some sort of business again--"
"Certainly. And, to my astonishment, he actually came and solicited my advice. I--I was so amazed, Nina, that I could scarcely credit my own senses. I managed to say that I"d think it over. Of course he can, if he chooses, begin everything again and come in with me. Or--if I am satisfied that he has any ability--he can set up some sort of a real-estate office on his own hook. I could throw a certain amount of business in his way--but it"s all in the air, yet. I"ll see him Monday, and we"ll have another talk. By gad! Nina," he added, with a flush of half-shy satisfaction on his ruddy face, "it"s--it"s almost like having a grown-up son coming bothering me with his affairs; ah--rather agreeable than otherwise. There"s certainly something in that boy.
I--perhaps I have been, at moments, a trifle impatient. But I did not mean to be. You know that, dear, don"t you?"
His wife looked up at her big husband in quiet amus.e.m.e.nt. "Oh, yes! I know a little about you," she said, "and a little about Gerald, too. He is only a masculine edition of Eileen--the irresponsible freedom of life brought out all his faults at once, like a horrid rash; it"s due to the masculine notion of masculine education. His sister"s education was essentially the contrary: humours were eradicated before first symptoms became manifest. The moral, mental, and physical drilling and schooling was undertaken and accepted without the slightest hope--and later without the slightest desire--for any relaxation of the rigour when she became of age and mistress of herself. That"s the difference: a boy looks forward to the moment when he can flourish his heels and wag his ears and bray; a girl has no such prospect. Gerald has brayed; Eileen never will flourish her heels unless she becomes fashionable after marriage--which isn"t very likely--"
Nina hesitated, another idea intruding.
"By the way, Austin; the Orchil boy--the one in Harvard--proposed to Eileen--the little idiot! She told me--thank goodness! she still does tell me things. Also the younger and chubbier Draymore youth has offered himself--after a killingly proper interview with me. I thought it might amuse you to hear of it."
"It might amuse me more if Eileen would get busy and bring Philip into camp," observed her husband. "And why the devil they don"t make up their minds to it is beyond me. That brother of yours is the limit sometimes.
I"m fond of him--you know it--but he certainly can be the limit sometimes."
"Do you know," said Nina, "that I believe he is in love with her?"
"Then, why doesn"t--"
"I don"t know. I was sure--I am sure now--that the girl cares more for him than for anybody. And yet--and yet I don"t believe she is actually in love with him. Several times I supposed she was--or near it, anyway.
... But they are a curious pair, Austin--so quaint about it; so slow and old-fashioned... . And the child is the most innocent being--in some ways... . Which is all right unless she becomes one of those pokey, earnest, knowledge-absorbing young things with the very germ of vitality dried up and withered in her before she awakens... . I don"t know--I really don"t. For a girl _must_ have something of the human about her to attract a man, and be attracted... . Not that she need know anything about love--or even suspect it. But there must be some response in her, some--some--"
"Deviltry?" suggested Austin.
His pretty wife laughed and dropped one knee over the other, leaning back to watch him finish his good-night cigarette. After a moment her face grew grave, and she bent forward.
"Speaking of Rosamund a moment ago reminds me of something else she wrote--it"s about Alixe. Have you heard anything?"
"Not a word," said Austin, with a frank scowl, "and don"t want to."
"It"s only this--that Alixe is ill. n.o.body seems to know what the matter is; n.o.body has seen her. But she"s at Clifton, with a couple of nurses, and Rosamund heard rumours that she is very ill indeed... . People go to Clifton for shattered nerves, you know."
"Yes; for bridge-fidgets, neurosis, pip, and the various jumps that originate in the simpler social circles. What"s the particular matter with her? Too many c.o.c.ktails? Or a dearth of grand slams?"
"You are brutal, Austin. Besides, I don"t know. She"s had a perfectly dreary life with her husband... . I--I can"t forget how fond I was of her in spite of what she did to Phil... . Besides, I"m beginning to be certain that it was not entirely her fault."
"What? Do you think Phil--"
"No, no, no! Don"t be an utter idiot. All I mean to say is that Alixe was always nervous and high-strung; odd at times; eccentric--_more_ than merely eccentric--"
"You mean dippy?"