My stomach churned in sympathy. He was right. To look at him and remember- Man is not vile - most men - nor depraved, nor monstrous. But neither is he meant to violate another as we had done. Having Eet as a conductor between our minds was one thing; to be directly joined - never again!
"It was meant that we might understand. Words can be screens - we needed free minds," I said. Were he to retreat now into a denial, an attempt to be as we were before, he would negate all Eet had done to save us. That I dared not allow.
"Yes. You - are - not as we thought." He appeared to make that concession against his will. "But - I have my orders-"
"We can bargain." I repeated Eet"s earlier suggestion. "I have something to offer - a cache, untouched, of the stones. Did you read that also?" That was my one fear. That when my thoughts had been laid bare to him, he had uncovered all I needed, for the sake of the future, to hide.
"Not that." He turned his head away. Looking at me bothered him. "But the Guild-"
"Does not know of this one. Nor shall they find it." I could not be sure of that, I could only hope. However, I thought I had a right to argue.
"What do you want in return?"
I made my first offer as I did because there is no reason why one should not begin at the highest point, as every trader knows. "Freedom - to begin with. After that - well, I am a masterless man with Vondar Ustle gone - in a way he died for this. I want a ship-"
"Ship?" Hory repeated the word as if it were new to him. "You - a ship-?"
"Because I am no pilot?" I chose thus to interpret his surprise. "True, but pilots can be hired. I want payment - our freedom and credits enough to buy a ship. In return - the position of the cache. It seems to me the price is low-"
"I am not authorized to make any such bargains-"
"No?" And then I repeated two words, drawing them out of the time when we had been one.
He turned his head laboriously to look at me again, his face very cold and set.
"True - you know that also. So-" He added nothing, but closed his eyes.
I felt a soft b.u.mp against my chin as Eet moved his head, almost as if he nodded approval. Eet had been suspicious of Hory. He had reported a shield - had he suspected what might lie below that? Known that this was no simple scout but a Double Star Commander, sent on a special mission? Or had only suspicion been his before he hurled us mind to mind?
A Double Star, one of those whose word could be accepted at once in an agreement. If Hory did now so agree, we were safe.
"We get all the stones," he said. "That ring also."
My fingers had found the ring on Eet"s limb; now they closed about it tightly. Not that! But Eet"s head once more b.u.mped my chin. He dared not use mind reach intelligible to Hory, but he was trying in this way to communicate. Without the ring - I could not- I saw Hory"s eyes glitter in rising triumph, and knew that he believed he had found my weak point and would thus regain control of the situation and us. In that moment I had the strength for our last battle of wills.
"The ring also - after an agreement is taped."
Hory hitched himself up, reached to the control board. He used his forefinger to release a print seal, bring out a treaty com. There was no mistaking its white and gold casing. And its very presence here told me of his importance among his command.
Now he held it to his lips. But he wet those with the tip of his tongue and hesitated a long moment before he began to dictate: "In the name of the Council, the Four Confederacies, the Twelve Systems, the Inner and Outer Planets," he recited formally, as he must have done many times before, it came so easily to him, "this agreement shall hold by planet law and star law." He added figures which held no meaning for me but must have been an identification code. Once more he switched to words: "Murdoc Jern, status, a.s.sistant, gem buyer, late apprentice to Vondar Ustle, deceased, is hereby declared free of all charges made against him-"
"Erroneously," I prompted as he paused for breath.
"Erroneously," he agreed, not looking at me, but at the com in his hand. "In addition, free of all charges is one Eet, an alien mutant, now in a.s.sociation with Jern."
So now it was officially recognized that Eet was no animal but an intelligent ent.i.ty coming under the protection of laws made for the defense of such.
"In return, Murdoc Jern agrees to release to the custody of the Patrol certain information, cla.s.sified" - once more he rattled off a series of code numbers - "which is his. Accepted, sealed, coded by-" and he unemotionally gave that name which was not Hory, and certainly not on a roster of scouts.
"You have forgotten," I broke in sharply. "The bargain is also for compensation-"
For a moment I thought he would refuse even now. His eyes caught mine and I read in them a cold enmity which I knew would exist on his side for all time. He had been humbled here as he thought I had not, or rather he felt a humbling, though I had not in any way triumphed over him. For our embroilment had been mutual and if he felt invaded, was I any the less violated? Now I added: "Was it any worse for you than for me?"
"Yes!" He made of that an oath. "I am who I am."
I supposed he meant his Double Star, his training, the fact that in the service he was above and beyond some regulations. But if he was a man who had climbed to that post, and the Patrol was as incorruptible as it claimed to be, then also he must be a man of some breadth of mind. I hoped that was true.
Yes, he had said, but now his eyes changed. There was still hatred for me in them, but perhaps he was a bigger man than he had been only moments earlier.
"No - perhaps it was not-" He was just.
"And there was to be compensation." I pressed my point. "After all whether you accept it or not, we have been battle comrades-"
"To save yourselves!" was his quick retort.
"No more than yourself."
"Very well." Once more he raised the treaty com. "Murdoc Jern is to receive compensation in connection with his information, this to be set by a star court, not to fall below ten thousand credits, nor rise above fifteen."
Ten thousand credits - enough for a small ship of the older type. Again Eet"s head moved. My comrade found that acceptable.
"Agreed to by Murdoc Jern." He held out the com and I bent my head to speak into it.
"I, Murdoc Jern, accept and agree-"
"The alien, Eet- " For the first time during this ceremony Hory was at a loss. How could a creature without vocal communication agree on an oral recording?
Eet moved. He swung his head toward the tom and from his lips issued a weird sound, part the mew of a cat, yet holding some of the Basic "yes."
"So be it recorded." Hory"s tone had the solemnity of a thumb seal pressed by some planet ruler before his court.
"Now" - he reached for another taper, taken from the same recess as the treaty com- "to your part."
I held it before my lips. "I, Murdoc Jern, do hereby surrender" - might as well get the worst done first "into the hands of a duly registered member of the Patrol a ring set with an unknown stone, the gem having unusual and as yet unexplored possibilities. In addition I do hereby state that there are two caches of similar stones on a planet unknown to me by name. These can be found as follows-" And I launched into descriptions of the cache in the ruins and that of the vault.
The knowledge that he had been so close to both and had not realized it must have been bitter to Hory. But he did not reveal his feelings. Now that his true ident.i.ty was known he was a different man, one lacking the more emotional reactions of Hory the scout. When I had described both caches and their locations to the best of my ability, I handed the tape mike back. He took it from me as if he feared to touch my fingers, as if I were unclean.
"There is a pa.s.senger cabin to the left of the galley," he said remotely, not ordering me to it, but making his desire plain. And I wanted his company no more than he wanted mine.
I descended the ladder wearily, Eet riding in his old place on my shoulders. But before we had gone the mutant had shaken the ring loose, to leave it lying on the edge of the control board. I did not want to look at it again. Perhaps Hory locked it away with the tapes - I did not want to know.
The pa.s.senger cabin was small and bare. I lay down on the bunk. But though my body ached for rest I could not quiet my mind. I had given up the ring, the small knowledge I had of the caches. In return I had our freedom and enough to buy a ship- Buy a ship? Why - why had I asked for that? I was no pilot, I had no reason to want a ship of my own. But ten thousand credits could be used- "To buy a ship!" Eet answered.
"But I do not want - or need - and cannot use a ship!"
"You will - all three." His reply was a.s.sured. "Do you think I went close to ending my being to earn us anything else? We shall have a ship-"
I was too tired to argue. "To what purpose?"
"That shall be discussed at the proper time."
"But - who is to pilot it?"
"Do not dwell so much on the skills you have not; consider rather those you have. There is something else - look within the inner pocket where you carry what is left of your gems."
It had been so long since I had thought of that poor store, a most meager base for the future, that I could not guess what he meant. I fingered that inner pouch and the stones in it moved under my touch. I loosed the seal to turn out the sorry collection. Among them was - I s.n.a.t.c.hed at it and between thumb and forefinger I held a zero stone in its lifeless phase.
"But-!"
Eet read my thought. "You have broken no oath. You surrendered exactly what you promised - the ring and the location of the caches. If another has seen to a better bargain for you - accept it without question."
Hory - above - could he tune in on our exchange? Would he now know what I had?
Eet was plainly alert to the same danger. "He sleeps. He was close to the end of his strength though he did not reveal that to you. But do not mention this again. Not until we are free."
I dropped the stone among the others - all the bits from my wanderings. To the uninitiated it would certainly seem worth no more than, perhaps not as much as, the rest. Eet"s cleverness needed no comment.
Then I, too, surrendered to sleep. And sleep I did, off and on for much of the rest of the voyage. But at times Eet and I talked together. Not of the stones, but rather of other worlds, and I reviewed my gem knowledge. I had none of Vondar"s prestige, but I knew his methods of trade. And were I to have a ship, there was no reason why I could not continue on my own. Eet encouraged me in such speculations, leading me on to discuss my chances. I was glad to turn my thoughts from the past, and perhaps it gave me some pleasure to play the informant and instructor. For this was one field in which Eet lagged behind.
But there came a time when I was interrupted by a sharp order over the ship"s com. We were nearing the base port, it was necessary to strap down for landing. And Hory continued, saying that I would find my cabin a temporary prison until he could make the proper arrangements. I would have protested, but Eet"s head counseled discretion.
The mutant had a listening att.i.tude after we set down. And I heard the clang of boot plates on the ladder, pa.s.sing my cabin. Eet became communicative when their echoes died away.
"He is out of the ship. And he will carry out his part of the bargain. He takes with him the ring, to put it in safekeeping - as I had hoped. Now it will not betray you should you pa.s.s near it with the other stone."
"Why did it not do that in the cabin?"
"It did. But at that time you were too occupied otherwise to notice. Get free of these Patrolmen as fast as you can. Then we shall be about our own business-"
"That being?"
Eet was amused. "Gem hunting-what else? I told you that world was not the source of the stones. The Guild and the Patrol will believe so for some time. They will search, they will mine. But they shall not find what they seek. We have only sniffed out the first few steps on a long cold trail. But we have what will serve us as a guide."
"You mean - we are to keep on hunting the zero stones? But how? s.p.a.ce is very wide - there are many worlds-"
"Which makes our quest only the more worth the trying. I tell you - we are meant to do this thing."
"Eet- who- what are you? Did you - were you of the people who owned the stones?"
"I am Eet," he replied with his old arrogance. "That is all that means aught in this life. But if it troubles you - no, I was not of those who used the stones."
"But you know much of them-"
He interrupted me. "The Patrolman is returning; he brings others. They are angry, but they will hold by Hory"s bargain. However, walk softly. They would be only too pleased to have some reason to pull you down."
I faced the door as it opened. Hory stood there, with him another, wearing a uniform with signs of high rank. Both men watched me with cold and wary eyes, their antagonism like a blow. Eet was very right, they would like nothing better than to get me by some infraction. I must walk as warily as in a quaking swamp.
"You will come with us. The bargain will be kept." The officer with Hory spoke as if it hurt him. "But for your own protection you will be in maximum security while you are here."
There was a spark in Hory"s eyes. "We can keep you safe. The arm of the Guild is long, it can reach far, but not into a Patrol base."
So he made clear his thoughts. I had had two enemies. I might have now dealt successfully with one, but there was still the second. My hand wanted to cup over the stones in my inner pocket. Would the zero stone only lead me further and further into danger? I remembered my father and Vondar - and the legendary might of the Guild.
However, who may seize upon time and hold it fast, not allowing the moments to slip by him? I had said I was not a gambler. But Fortune appeared determined to make me one. With Eet warm and heavy about my shoulders, and the future, misty and threatened as it was, before me, I left the cabin to walk into a new slice of life.
Perhaps I went better armed and armored than I had once been; the sum of a man"s knowledge may change from day to day, and experience is both sword and buckler. As long as Eet and I walked the same road, free under the stars, then could the present be savored, and let the future take care for itself - After all, what man can influence that knowingly?
I found it enough to have this hour, this day, this small moment, as a victory over odds which I now marveled at our facing. Perhaps I was true son to Hywel Jern in spirit if not body. And still I could cup hand at my will across a zero stone. The door of the cabin was open. So was that of life, and I had not yet found its limit.
The End