"He knows my work and my desire for the people of Egypt. He knows that my people worship one G.o.d, but that they have no love of G.o.d in their hearts."
As the figure moved, it became less distinct. Margaret said: "Is that all I am to tell him? Are you going away?" She felt distressed; she knew not why.
"I will return. Give him my message."
"That he is to continue your work in Egypt?"
"That he is to teach my people the love and the goodness of Aton, that his mercy is everlasting."
"Tell me, before you go, who is Aton?"
"You ask, as people asked of a Messenger of G.o.d who followed after me in my distant kingdom of Syria. Did He not answer them: "Who are those that draw us to the Kingdom of Heaven? The fowls of the air, and all the beasts that are under the earth and upon the earth, and the fishes in the sea, these are they which draw you, and the Kingdom of Heaven is within you.""
"And will he understand if I tell him your words? I am quite ignorant of your teachings."
"He will understand because he has studied my teachings. He knows how fair of form was the formless Aton, how radiant of colour. He knows that the Kingdom which is Heaven is within us. In loving the world and the beauty of the world which is Aton"s he knows my commandments."
As Margaret was about to ask why he had not appeared to Michael himself, for she had no doubt that it was upon him that the mission was laid, the vision disappeared and she was left alone, under the clear skies, gazing out over the valley which lay spread before her, in its eternal stillness. She could hear the sound of her last words vibrating in the air. There was not a sign of any living thing near her; only in the distance she could hear the barking of the jackals, a desert sound to which she had already grown so accustomed as to scarcely notice it.
That she had been wide awake she was convinced; she did not feel as though she had been asleep. As she tried to visualize the vanished figure and to repeat to herself the words, which she must either have imagined or heard, Michael came out and offered her a cigarette.
"Who were you talking to?" he said. "Freddy and I thought we heard your voice."
"Michael," she said eagerly, "what time is it? Have I been asleep?
Have I been here long?"
She spoke anxiously, impatiently.
"How can I tell if you have been asleep?" he said, laughingly. "As to the time, it"s about eleven o"clock. Do you often talk in your sleep?"
"Sit down beside me," she said urgently, "and let me tell you what has happened. If I have been asleep, I have dreamed it; if I was awake, I have experienced a very extraordinary thing, the moat extraordinary thing you can imagine!"
Michael threw himself down on the ground at her feet.
"While I was sitting here, and, as I thought, wide awake, thinking over our walk in the Sahara and about your story and enjoying the moon and the stars, quite suddenly a figure appeared. I was awfully startled, and yet not frightened."
"What sort of a figure? One of the house-boys pretending to be a spook?"
"No, no house-boy. If I tell you, don"t laugh, for even if it was only a dream--which, of course, it must have been--it was very beautiful and solemn."
Now that Margaret was talking to someone about it, the incredibility of the incident seemed much stronger. "It was probably a dream," she said humbly. "All the same, don"t make fun of it."
"I won"t laugh," he said. "You know I never laugh at such things. I believe in visions--if you like to call these visitations visions."
"But the odd thing is that the figure was exactly like the picture of an Egyptian Pharaoh--that"s why it now seems absurd--only his face was not like the proud, arrogant faces of the Egyptian kings one sees in pictures--fighting kings. It was more like the face of a suffering Christ, the saddest face I ever saw, or ever will see again. Oh, those eyes!" Margaret shivered, and paused.
"Please go on," Michael said. His voice encouraged her.
"I can"t remember exactly what he said . . . it"s all slipping away.
He spoke of some character of which I never heard; he said beautiful things--I wish I could recollect the exact words he used."
"Then he spoke to you?" Michael"s voice was low, intense.
"Yes, he spoke. He gave me a message for you."
"For me?" Michael said pa.s.sionately. "For me? How do you know it was for me?"
Margaret trembled as she spoke. "How do I know it was for you?" She paused. "I do know--or, at least, I never doubted while the figure was here. Now it seems foolish--it must all have been a dream."
"No, go on. I want to hear everything."
"He said I was to tell you that you were to carry on his work in the world, he said that you would understand." She paused. "If it was you, you will understand, because he said you had read his teachings and believed in them. Does that convey anything?"
"Yes, yes. Go on--what else?" Michael"s voice trembled with impatience.
"There was one word he used which I have forgotten . . . and it meant everything. I wish I could remember it! It"s a name I never heard before."
"Think," Michael said, "do try to think--it may come to you." Margaret noticed that he was trying to hide his excitement; he was more nervous than she was.
"He spoke of someone as G.o.d, and said beautiful things about Him . . .
this G.o.d, of everlasting mercy . . . those were his words. . . . Oh, I remember the name!" she cried. "It was Aton--it seemed to be the name of his G.o.d. He spoke of Aton as St. Francis spoke of Christ. Aton was in the birds and fishes and flowers and in the cool streams."
Michael turned round and grasped Margaret"s hand. He was trembling with excitement; he could hide it no longer.
"It was Akhnaton! Oh, Meg, how wonderful! Tell me everything . . .
the spirit of Akhnaton!"
"But who was Akhnaton? I am in the dark. He said he was Aton"s messenger."
"First tell me all you can remember."
Margaret tried to recall everything that the Pharaoh had said to her.
His exact words she could not repeat, but their essence she contrived to convey quite clearly to the listening Michael.
"Akhnaton," he kept murmuring. "It must be Akhnaton . . . a message to me through you!"
One sentence she was able to repeat almost word for word. "Who are those that draw us to the Kingdom of Heaven? The fowls of the air and all the beasts that are under the earth and upon the earth, and fishes in the sea, these are they which draw you, and the Kingdom of Heaven is within you."
Michael had unconsciously drawn closer to her as she spoke. She heard him say, with a sigh of intense satisfaction, "His very teachings, Christ"s own words!"
"Tell me as exactly as you can what he was like."
Margaret closed her eyes to bring back a picture of the vision, the wonderful figure, luminous and bright.
"His sadness is what I remember most plainly. I had thought that all the Pharaohs were proud, hard warrior kings, with no pity in their hearts. This king"s face spoke of the suffering of Christ, of a man of sorrows and acquainted with grief. His sorrow seemed to be for humanity, for our sins, not the sorrow of a man who had known only personal unhappiness."
Michael said nothing; he was too deeply moved.