He was a free man.
As she rose from her seat, Michael hurriedly gathered his kit together and rose also, and pushed his way through the crowd of pa.s.sengers who were disgorging from the train. Whatever happened, he must keep her in sight; her obviously unpremeditated leaving of the train left him in doubt as to her feelings towards him.
He was on leave, he was in "Blighty," and Margaret was only a few steps ahead. He would risk anything rather than let her disappear and be lost once more.
When Margaret reached the platform, she turned round. She wondered if Michael had left the train. He was standing by her side. She laughed delightedly, a girl"s healthy laugh, and gave a breathless gasp.
"May I?" he said. "I have risked annoying you."
"Annoying me!" Margaret"s eyes banished the idea; they carried him off his feet. He was a soldier, home from the war; she was a girl, fresh and sweet. She laid her hand on his arm. "I"m not angry, Michael--I never was angry. Besides, you"re . . . you"re . . ." she hesitated.
"You"re a Tommy," she said, "and I love every one of them."
Michael knew that her shyness made her link him with the men who were fighting for their country. Even with the fondest lovers, there is a nervous shyness between them for the first moments of meeting after a prolonged separation. Margaret had moved closer to his side. His pa.s.sion drew her to him; it was like the current of a magnet.
"You mustn"t stand so close," he said, laughingly. "I"m horribly verminous--really I am!"
"As if I cared, Mike!" Margaret"s words poured from her lips.
Ordinary as they were, they were a love-lyric to his ears.
"May I come with you?" he asked. "Where were you going to? I"ve so much to say, so much to ask you!"
"I was going to Kew," she said, blushingly. "But I changed my mind."
Their eyes laughed as they met; he knew why she had changed her plans.
As they went up the station steps together, they were separated by a number of people who were hurrying to catch the next train. When they reached the open street, Michael made a signal to the driver of a taxi-cab who was touting for pa.s.sengers. He instantly drew up, jumped from his seat and opened the door. Michael stood beside him, while Margaret, obeying his eyes, stepped into the cab. She asked herself no questions; she was only conscious of Michael"s air of protection and possession. After her lonely life in London, it almost made her cry.
It was the most delicious feeling she had ever experienced. She gave herself up to it.
In Michael"s presence her pride and dignity and wounded womanhood were swept away. Even Freddy, in his soldier"s grave, was forgotten. Her whole life and world was Michael; he began it and ended it. This verminous and roughly-dressed Tommy, who was gazing at her with eyes which bewildered and humbled her, was the dearest thing on earth.
She was comfortably seated; Michael had shut the door, and they were side by side, waiting for the taxi to go on. The next moment the driver popped his head in at the window.
"Where to, sir?" he said, politely. Michael"s worn, weatherbeaten face had called up his sentiment for the men at the front.
"Where to?" Michael repeated foolishly. He paused. "Oh, anywhere!
Anywhere will do--it doesn"t matter." He smiled. "I"m back in old Blighty--that"s all that matters--anywhere is good enough for me."
"Right you are, sir! I"ll take you somewhere pleasant."
Margaret smiled. She was, indeed, all smiles and heart-beats and nervous antic.i.p.ation.
The moment the taxi had swung away from the station, it entered a quiet street, bordered with high houses on either side. Michael lost no time; he folded her in his arms and kissed her again and again, and held her to him.
"This is heaven, just heaven, darling!" he said ardently. "I could eat you all up, you"re so fresh and sweet and delicious!"
Meg was unresisting. Her yielding told her lover more than hours of explanation could have done. All she said was:
"But what if I don"t think it"s heaven?"
"What indeed?" he said, happily. "But don"t you?" He had released her to read her answer in her eyes.
She said nothing; words seemed for lighter moments.
"Say something nice," he pleaded.
"I love you, Mike," she said shyly. "Is that enough?"
"It"s all I want," he said, while Meg wound her arms round his neck and drew his face nearer hers to receive her kiss. As she nestled against him, he said tenderly, "Remember, I"m verminous; I"m not fit to touch, dearest."
"I don"t care! I don"t mind if I get covered with them," she laughed.
"And I don"t care if all the world sees me kissing you! I just love you, Mike, and you"re here--nothing in all the world matters except that!"
She unclasped her hands. Her weeping face was pressed to his rough uniform; horrible as it was, she was kissing it tenderly, almost devoutly, stroking it with her fingers. It gave her a sense of pride and a.s.surance that he was there beside her.
In the beautiful way known to love and youth, the foolish things they said and left unsaid told them whispers of the wonderful things which were to be. Michael was too exacting in his demands to allow of sustained conversation; sentences lost themselves in "one more kiss,"
or in one more bewildering meeting of happy eyes.
At last Michael said--not without a feeling of nervousness, for he had asked few questions, and the sc.r.a.ps of information which Margaret had volunteered he had so often interrupted by his own impetuous demands, that she had accepted the fact that all explanations and questioning must wait until the excitement of their meeting had abated--"Why did Freddy not answer my letters? Why did you leave Egypt without one word?"
His voice expressed the fact that his letters had contained the full explanation of his conduct. It also said, "Why this forgiveness, if you were so unkind?"
It brought a strange revelation to Margaret of the ravages of war, of the changes which it had made in their lives. She remained lost in thought.
"Will Freddy consent? Will he understand, as you do?"
Margaret shivered. Her hand left Michael"s; her fingers touched the band of crepe which she was wearing on her uniform coat-sleeve.
"No, no, Meg!" he cried. "Not Freddy! Anybody but Freddy!" His words were a cry of horror, of anguish. In the surprise and excitement of their meeting, he had forgotten to ask for Freddy. Even though he was in his soldier"s uniform, his happiness had obliterated the war. He had the true soldier"s temperament--a fighter while fighting had to be done, a lover of pleasure in peace-time.
"Yes," she said, "Freddy. He was only in Flanders a few weeks."
Michael put his arms round her tenderly, protectingly. "You poor little girl, you brave little woman!"
Margaret loved his anguish, his complete understanding of the fact that of all people it was Freddy who should have been spared.
"If you had only seen him, Mike! He was so young, so fair. And he never had a chance."
Michael"s eyes questioned her words.
"He was just sniped at the very beginning. That was the hardest part of it--to know that all his talents and intellect had been wasted!"
Michael held her closer. "Not wasted, dearest, don"t say that."
"I didn"t exactly mean wasted. But he could have done such great things for the world; he could surely have been given work more worthy of his abilities!"
"He is doing wonderful things now, Meg, he"s hard at work. Freddy just got his promotion--look at it that way." He kissed her trembling lips; tears were flooding her glorious eyes.
"That"s what Hada.s.sah says."