II
The same overhanging spirit of a great event which had somehow justified him in being curt to the boy, rendered him self-conscious and furtive as he stood in the porch of the Orgreaves, waiting for the door to open.
Along the drive that curved round the oval lawn under the high trees were wheel-marks still surviving from the previous day. The house also survived; the curtains in all the windows, and the plants or the pieces of furniture between the curtains, were exactly as usual. Yet the solid building and its contents had the air of an illusion.
A servant appeared.
"Good afternoon, Selina."
He had probably never before called her by name, but to-day his self-consciousness impelled him to do uncustomary things.
"Good afternoon, sir," said Selina, whose changeless attire ignored even the greatest events. And it was as if she had said:
"Ah, sir! To what have we come!"
She too was self-conscious and furtive.
Aloud she said:
"Miss Orgreave and Mrs. Clayhanger are upstairs, sir. I"ll tell Miss Orgreave."
Coughing nervously, he went into the drawing-room, the large obscure room, crowded with old furniture and expensive new furniture, with books, knickknacks, embroidery, and human history, in which he had first set eyes on Hilda. It was precisely the same as it had been a few days earlier; absolutely nothing had been changed, and yet now it had the archaeological and forlorn aspect of a museum.
He dreaded the appearance of Janet and Hilda. What could he say to Janet, or she to him? But he was a little comforted by the fact that Hilda had left a message for him to join them.
On the previous Tuesday Osmond Orgreave had died, and within twenty-four hours Mrs. Orgreave was dead also. On the Friday they were buried together. To-day the blinds were up again; the funereal horses with their artificially curved necks had already dragged other corpses to the cemetery; the town existed as usual; and the family of Orgreave was scattered once more. Marian, the eldest daughter, had not been able to come at all, because her husband was seriously ill. Alicia Hesketh, the youngest daughter, far away in her large house in Devonshire, had not been able to come at all, because she was hourly expecting her third child; nor would Harry, her husband, leave her. Charlie, the doctor at Ealing, had only been able to run down for the funeral, because, his partner having broken his leg, the whole work of the practice was on his shoulders. And to-day Tom, the solicitor, was in his office exploring the financial side of his father"s affairs; Johnnie was in the office of Orgreave and Sons, busy with the professional side of his father"s affairs; Jimmie, who had made a sinister marriage, was n.o.body knew precisely where; Tom"s wife had done what she could and gone home; Jimmie"s wife had never appeared; Elaine, Marian"s child, was shopping at Hanbridge for Janet; and Janet remained among her souvenirs. An epoch was finished, and the episode that concluded it, in its strange features and its swiftness, resembled a vast hallucination.
Certain funerals will obsess a whole town. And the funeral of Mr. and Mrs. Osmond Orgreave might have been expected to do so. Not only had their deaths been almost simultaneous, but they had been preceded by superficially similar symptoms, though the husband had died of pericarditis following renal disease, and the wife of hyperaemia of the lungs following increasingly frequent attacks of bronchial catarrh. The phenomena had been impressive, and rumour had heightened them. Also Osmond Orgreave for half a century had been an important and celebrated figure in the town; architecturally a large portion of the new parts of it were his creation. Yet the funeral had not been one of the town"s great feverish funerals. True, the children would have opposed anything spectacular; but had munic.i.p.al opinion decided against the children, they would have been compelled to yield. Again and again prominent men in the town had as it were bought their funeral processions in advance by the yard--processions in which their families, willing or not, were reduced to the role of stewards.
Tom and Janet, however, had ordained that n.o.body whatever beyond the family should be invited to the funeral, and there had been no sincere protest from outside.
The fact was that Osmond Orgreave had never related himself to the crowd. He was not a Freemason; he had never been President of the Society for the Prosecution of Felons; he had never held munic.i.p.al office; he had never pursued any object but the good of his family. He was a particularist. His charm was kept chiefly for his own home. And beneath the cordiality of his more general connections, there had always been a subtle reservation--on both sides. He was admired for his cleverness and his distinction, liked where he chose to be liked, but never loved save by his own kin. Further, he had a name for being "pretty sharp" in business. Clients had had prolonged difficulties with him--Edwin himself among them. The town had made up its mind about Osmond Orgreave, and the verdict, as with most popular verdicts, was roughly just so far as it went, but unjust in its narrowness. The laudatory three-quarters of a column in the _Signal_ and the briefer effusive notice in the new half-penny morning paper, both reflected, for those with perceptions delicate enough to understand, the popular verdict. And though Edwin hated long funerals and the hysteria of a public woe, he had nevertheless a sense of disappointment in the circ.u.mstances of the final disappearance of Osmond Orgreave.
The two women entered the room, silently. Hilda looked fierce and protective. Janet Orgreave, pale and in black, seemed very thin. She did not speak. She gave a little nod of greeting.
Edwin, scarcely controlling his voice and his eyes, murmured:
"Good afternoon."
They would not shake hands; the effort would have broken them. All remained standing, uncertainly. Edwin saw before him two girls aged by the acc.u.mulation of experience. Janet, though apparently healthy, with her smooth fair skin, was like an old woman in the sh.e.l.l of a young one.
Her eyes were dulled, her glance plaintive, her carriage slack. The conscious wish to please had left her, together with her main excuse for being alive. She was over thirty-seven, and more and more during the last ten years she had lived for her parents. She alone among all the children had remained absolutely faithful to them. To them, and to n.o.body else, she had been essential--a fountain of vigour and brightness and kindliness from which they drew. To see her in the familiar and historic room which she had humanised and illuminated with her very spirit, was heartrending. In a day she had become unnecessary, and shrunk to the unneeded, undesired virgin which in truth she was. She knew it. Everybody knew it. All the waves of pa.s.sionate sympathy which Hilda and Edwin in their different ways ardently directed towards her broke in vain upon that fact.
Edwin thought:
"And only the other day she was keen on tennis!"
"Edwin," said Hilda. "Don"t you think she ought to come across to our place for a bit? I"m sure it would be better for her not to sleep here."
"Most decidedly," Edwin answered, only too glad to agree heartily with his wife.
"But Johnnie?" Janet objected.
"Pooh! Surely he can stay at Tom"s."
"And Elaine?"
"She can come with you. Heaps of room for two."
"I couldn"t leave the servants all alone. I really couldn"t. They wouldn"t like it," Janet persisted. "Moreover, I"ve got to give them notice."
Edwin had to make the motion of swallowing.
"Well," said Hilda obstinately. "Come along now--for the evening, anyhow. We shall be by ourselves."
"Yes, you must," said Edwin, curtly.
"I--I don"t like walking down the street," Janet faltered, blushing.
"You needn"t. You can get over the wall," said Edwin.
"Of course you can," Hilda concurred. "Just as you are now. I"ll tell Selina."
She left the room with decision, and the next instant returned with a telegram in her hand.
"Open it, please. I can"t," said Janet.
Hilda read:
"Mother and boy both doing splendidly. Harry."
Janet dropped onto a chair and burst into tears.
"I"m so glad. I"m so glad," she spluttered. "I can"t help it."
Then she jumped up, wiped her eyes, and smiled.
For a few yards the Clayhanger and the Orgreave properties were contiguous, and separated by a fairly new wall, which, after much procrastination on the part of owners, had at last replaced an unsatisfactory thorn-hedge. While Selina put a chair in position for the ladies to stand on as a preliminary to climbing the wall, Edwin suddenly remembered that in the days of the untidy thorn-hedge Janet had climbed a pair of steps in order to surmount the hedge and visit his garden. He saw her balanced on the steps, and smiling and then jumping, like a child. Now, he preceded her and Hilda on to the wall, and they climbed carefully, and when they were all up Selina handed him the chair and he dropped it on his own side of the wall so that they might descend more easily.
"Be careful, Edwin. Be careful," cried Hilda, neither pleasantly nor unpleasantly.
And as he tried to read her mood in her voice, the mysterious and changeful ever-flowing undercurrent of their joint life bore rushingly away his sense of Janet"s tragedy; and he knew that no events exterior to his marriage could ever overcome for long that constant secret preoccupation of his concerning Hilda"s mood.
III
When they came into the house, Ada met them with zest and calamity in her whispering voice: