Lord Rawnsley did not know that his wife had been quarreling with Mr. Kneebones in Okehampton. She was supposed to be making a tour of possible hospital sites with Hoskins and quarreling with him, because his orders were to (a) find fault with all sites and (b) keep her busy until teatime.
Unaware that she was racing home at this very minute, obstinately immune to all Hoskins"s delaying tactics, Dorian stood by the library fireplace. His hands were clasped tightly at his back and his gaze was fixed on a disconcertingly young and gentlemanly physician.
Eversham stood at the library table. Having finished perusing Gwendolyn"s latest notes, he was now thoughtfully perusing Dorian.
"She"s very near the mark with your mother"s case," Eversham said. "The same theory occurred to me when I read your letter and your copies of Borson"s materials." He smiled faintly. "Very handsomely written they were, my lord."
"Never mind my penmanship," Dorian said. "You were about to tell me what you learned in Gloucestershire."
Eversham"s arrival had been delayed, it turned out, on account of a detour to the Rawnsley Hall estate in pursuit of information about Aminta Camoys. He had made the detour partly because Dorian"s letter had aroused his medical curiosity and partly because of Bertie Trent"s tear-filled litany of Dorian"s n.o.ble and heroic qualities. It had taken them several days to locate Mother"s former maid.
"Shall I be delicate or brutally direct?" Eversham asked.
Dorian"s heart pounded. "Brutal, if you please."
"Your mother had been having an affair with your Uncle Hugo," Eversham said dispa.s.sionately. "They were meeting secretly, in the estate"s laundry house, when her maid came to warn them that your grandfather had returned unexpectedly. Your mother panicked, tripped, and hit her head on a stone sink. Since she seemed to recover almost instantly, there seemed no reason to summon the doctor-and risk discovery of the accident"s circ.u.mstances."
Eversham went on to explain concussions, which could be insidiously deceptive: internal injury with no external evidence, sometimes no discernible symptoms for weeks, months, even years-by which time it would be difficult to connect the symptoms with an apparently minor accident of long before. Thus she had been misdiagnosed initially as suffering a "decline," or const.i.tutional breakdown.
"As you may not be aware," Eversham said, "the brain functions-"
"I know how it works," Dorian cut in. "Gwendolyn explained that-and how it breaks down as well."
Eversham nodded. "It seems to break down in more or less the same way following a trauma-a blow, for instance-as it does in a number of other, quite different maladies. The point is, my lord, your mother evidently suffered a severe concussion, which it is impossible to inherit."
He took up one of the sheets containing Gwendolyn"s notes. "Furthermore, Her Ladyship has detected in you none of the usual symptoms of brain degeneration. That is not surprising, since there are none to detect."
Eversham eyed Dorian a.s.sessingly. "You are remarkably fit," he added, "especially for a member of the upper cla.s.ses. Your brain is in excellent working order. Both your penmanship-evidencing superior motor control-and the logical and orderly presentation of highly personal and emotionally-laden information leave that in no doubt." He returned his attention to the sheet in his hand. "She reports no lethargy or fatigue. No restlessness or sleeplessness. No difficulties with attention to detail and concentration-as your proposal for the hospital clearly demonstrates." He cleared his throat. "And it would appear that the reproductive functions are-er-functioning." He looked up, smiling. "I congratulate you, my lord. That is a pleasant event to look forward to, is it not?"
His Lordship had only just managed to digest the matter of a concussion he could not possibly have inherited. It took him a moment to catch up with the rest, during which he stared stupidly at Eversham.
It took another moment to force the words out. "What are you saying?" he asked, dazed. "Look forward to-? I have-You have-" He thrust his hair back. "Haven"t you overlooked something? The things. The-the "visual chimera"-"first you see stars, then the pain hits." Physiological phenomena, common to a host of neurological ailments, my wife said."
Eversham nodded. "Indeed, quite common. Among others, these are cla.s.sic symptoms of migraine headache. That, I collect, is what"s ailing you."
"Migraine?" Dorian repeated. "As in..."megrims"?"
"Not merely headache-which is what most people mean by "megrims"-but severe, debilitating headaches. Still, they"re not fatal, for all that."
"You are telling me," Dorian ground out, "that all this time..." His face heated. "All these months, I have been playing b.l.o.o.d.y tragic hero-and all I"ve got is a bleeding, d.a.m.ned headache?"
Eversham frowned and returned the paper to the pile with the rest and straightened them, while Dorian listened to the silence stretch on and wondered what would come to fill it. Eversham had just said they were headaches. Not fatal. Why then, was he hesitating?
Gwendolyn had thought she heard Dorian"s voice, but when she reached the library door, all was quiet within. She opened it for a quick peep to be sure.
At that moment, another, equally familiar masculine voice broke the silence.
"I wish I could say otherwise, my lord, but the ailment is incurable. Though it has been studied for centuries, it remains a medical enigma. I have never yet encountered two cases precisely alike. I am not sure I can even promise you relief, which I deeply regret, for I know it is murderously painful. And I cannot promise that it will not be pa.s.sed on to your offspring, for there is strong evidence that it is an inherited predisposition."
A choked sob escaped her.
Two masculine heads swiveled sharply, and two gazes-one blue, one golden-shot to her before she could retreat.
"Oh," she said. "I do beg your pardon. I did not mean to interrupt." She hastily shut the door...and fled.
Gwendolyn ran blindly down the hall, yanked the front door open, hurtled through it and down the steps-and ran straight into Bertie.
"I say, Gwen, where are you-"
She pushed past him and hurried to his gelding, which one of the stablemen was leading away.
She s.n.a.t.c.hed the reins from the groom.
Bertie hurried up to her. "I say, Gwen, what"s happened?"
"Give me a lift up," she said tightly.
He bent and clasped his hands together. "Don"t tell me Cat"s gone and bolted again," he said as he hoisted her up. "I thought he"d get on well enough with Eversham, and I was just setting out to let Dain know, when I seen you turn into the drive and never was so astonished in all my life. You were supposed to be in- "Gwendolyn!"
Bertie swung round. "There he is, Gwen. Ain"t gone after all. What was you-"
"Let go of my foot, Bertie."
He let go, but Dorian reached them in the same moment and caught hold of the bridle. "My dear, I don"t know what you-"
"I am a trifle...out of sorts," she choked out. "I need...a ride. To clear my head."
"What you need is a cup of tea," he said soothingly. "I know it was a shock to see Eversham, but I-"
"Oh, I wish he"d never come!" she cried. Her voice shook, and her eyes filled. "But that is silly, I know. It is always better to know...the facts. And you have made me...so happy-and I love you-and I shall love you always, no-no matter what h-happens." Her voice broke then, and with it the last shred of her control. She wept, helplessly, and when he reached up and grasped her waist and lifted her down, all she could do was cling to him, sobbing.
"I love you, too, sweet, with all my heart," he said gently. "But I do believe you"ve got this backwards."
"No, I heard," she sobbed. "I heard what Eversham said-and he knows. He"s a p-proper doctor. Incurable, he said. Kneebones was right and I was wrong, and I should have known b-better."
"Backwards, indeed," Dorian said as he threaded his fingers through her hair. "The London experts, Borson, and Kneebones all got it wrong. So did I. You knew better than any of us. I feel like an utter dolt. But your Mr. Eversham says my brain is functioning and one cannot inherit concussion, and so I collect you are stuck with me-and my confounded megrims-indefinitely."
She lifted her head, and through her tears, she saw the truth glimmering in his golden eyes. "M-m-megrims?"
"Migraine, he calls it," Dorian said. "Providence has played you another joke, I"m afraid. You came all this way to nurse and comfort a dying madman in his last wretched months, and advance the cause of medical science by studying his fascinating case..." He smiled. "And you wound up with a perfectly healthy fellow with a boring old headache."
She reached up and stroked her husband"s hair back, blinking at him through the tears that continued to fall though she no longer had anything to cry about. "Well, I love you anyway," she said.
She heard the gelding snort, and looked round to see the groom leading the horse to the stables and a worried-looking Bertie hurrying back to her and Dorian.
"By Jupiter"s thunderbolts-I say-Good gad, Cat, what"s happened? What"s she bawling about? I never seen Gwen do that before."
"It is perfectly normal, Bertie," Dorian answered while he gently stroked her back. "Your cousin is going to have a baby. It makes her emotional."
"Oh. Well. Oh, that is-I mean to say-Oh, yes. Jolly good. Indeed." Gingerly, Bertie patted her head. "Well done, cuz."
"And you may be G.o.dfather." Dorian drew back to peer into her face. "That"s right, isn"t it, sweet?"
Gwendolyn gave a watery laugh. "Oh, yes. Of course Bertie will be G.o.dfather." She let go of Dorian"s lapels and wiped her eyes.
"And you shall have a lovely hospital, with a lovely new physician with modern ideas," her husband told her as he gave her his handkerchief. "And we shall make tiresome old Kneebones go away, so that he can"t interfere or make obstacles or quarrel with sensible people. We shall send him as private physician to the dithering old Camoys ladies at Rawnsley Hall. If their own quacks and patent medicines haven"t killed them by now, it"s unlikely Kneebones can do them any harm."
She laughed again and wiped her nose-which was probably as red as her hair at present, she thought. And her hair must be a sight as well, judging by Bertie"s expression.
"There, you see?" Dorian told him. "She is practically herself again."
Bertie was still eyeing her dubiously. "She"s all red and splotchy."
"She simply needs time to...adjust," Dorian said. "It turns out, you see, that Gwen will be stuck with me for-oh, heaven only knows how long. Poor girl. She came all this way to comfort a dying madman during his last tragic days-and now-"
"And now it turns out that all Cat"s got is a headache," Gwendolyn said. Her voice was still wobbly. She steadied it. "It"s only megrims, Bertie."
Her cousin blinked. "Megrims?"
"Yes, dear."
"Like Aunt Claire"s spells?"
"Yes, quite like my mama."
"And Uncle Frederick? And Great Uncle Mortimer?"
"Yes, dear."
"Well, then." Bertie"s eyes grew very bright. He rubbed them. "But I knew it would be all right, all along, like I told you. Mean to say, Cat, it ain"t all right, exactly. Very sick-making. Great Uncle Mortimer bangs his head against the wall. But megrims ain"t killed any of our lot yet." He clapped Dorian on the shoulder. Then he took Dorian"s hand and pumped it vigorously. Then he hugged Gwendolyn. Then, red-faced, he broke away. "By Jupiter. A baby, by gad. G.o.dfather. Megrims. Well. I"m thirsty."
Then, frantically rubbing his eyes, Bertie hurried on to the house.
An hour later, while Bertie was recovering his emotional equilibrium in the bathing chamber, Dorian stood with his wife, watching Mr. Eversham"s battered carriage lumber down the drive.
"We must get him a better carriage," Dorian said. "People judge by appearances, and young doctors have a difficult time inspiring confidence. But a handsome equipage will indicate a profitable practice. If people believe he"s greatly sought after, they"ll be less likely to doubt his competence."
"You think of everything," Gwendolyn said. "But it is your protective streak-which I am beginning to suspect is a throwback to the Camoys"s feudal origins and the lord of the manor looking after all his people."
"Don"t be silly," he said. "I"m only being practical. The man will have enough to do between doctoring and supervising the hospital construction, without having to prove himself as well and get involved with local rivalries and politics."
"Yes, dear," she said dutifully. "Practical."
"And you will have enough to do, without having to leap to his defense a dozen times a day-or bothering me about it. Pregnancy makes you cross enough as it is. Can"t have you antagonizing all of Dartmoor."
They watched the carriage round a turning behind a hill and descend out of view. "The sun is setting," he said. "The pixies and phantoms and witches will be at their toilette, preparing for the night"s revelries."
His gaze returned to her. "Will you walk with me?"
She tucked her hand into the crook of his elbow and walked with him into the garden. He took her to the stone bench where he"d found her quietly waiting weeks earlier. He sat, taking her onto his lap.
The sun hovered over a distant hill. Its glow set fire to the clouds scattered about like goose down pillows on a celestial bed of blue and green and violet.
"Do you still want to build in Dartmoor?" he asked.
She nodded. "I like it here, and so do you. And Dain and Jessica are near."
"We"ll need a larger house if we"re going to raise a family," he said. He glanced behind him at the modest manor house. "I suppose we could add a wing. It would not be very grand. But Rawnsley Hall was grand and it felt like an immense tomb. Couldn"t wait to get out of there. At present, in fact, I am strongly tempted to forget about repairs and raze the whole confounded pile."
"You don"t like it, but your heir might," she said. "If you rebuild, you might give it to him as a wedding gift."
He lightly caressed her belly. "Are you sure you"ve a boy in there?"
"No, but we are bound to have one eventually."
"Even before I realized there would be an "eventually," I knew I should be just as happy if it were a girl," he said.
"Ah, well, you have a soft spot in your heart for females," she said. "But you also seem to have a way with little boys, and so I am not anxious either way. You will make a doting, devoted papa. Which is a good thing," she added with a little frown, "because the women of my family are rather negligent mothers. But then, they are always breeding, you see, which is distracting."
"Then I shall look after the children," he said. "Because I should like a great many, and you will have the additional distraction of hospital matters."
She stroked his hair back. "You have a gift for thinking ahead."
"I"ve been blessed with a great deal to look forward to," he said. "Watching the hospital rise from the ground, for instance. Discovering what modern medical ideas and principles can and cannot achieve. The possibilities. The limitations." He shook his head. "It amazes me how much I"ve learned about medicine in these last weeks, and how interesting it turns out to be. It even has a sort of poetry to it, and its own logic and riddles, like any intellectual pursuit. And there is the same wonderful feeling of discovery as mysteries are solved. I felt that today, when Eversham explained where your notes had led you." He kissed her forehead. "I"m so proud of you."
"You should be proud of yourself," she said. "You did not put obstacles in my way, though you wanted to-to protect me from myself. Instead, you tried every possible way to help me solve my riddle-by writing to Borson and sending for Eversham."
"Eversham is not like any other doctor I"ve encountered," he said. "He certainly does have his own ideas. While you were washing your face, I asked him why he had accepted you as a colleague. He told me that in olden times, women were the healers in many communities. But their arts, to ignorant folk, seemed like magic, which was a.s.sociated with the Devil. And so they were reviled and persecuted as witches." He chuckled. "And so I realized I had been right from the first. I had wed a witch. And he was right, too, for you are a healer. You"ve healed my heart. That was the part that was ailing."
She curled her fingers round his neck. "You"ve healed me, too, Cat. You made the doctor part and the woman part fit together."
"Because I love both parts," he said softly. "All your parts. All of you."
She smiled, the sweet everlasting smile, and weaving her fingers into his hair, drew him down and kissed him, slowly, deeply, lingeringly.
While he lingered with her in the warm forever of that moment, the narrow red arc of the sun sank behind the glowing hill. A faint thread of light glimmered on the horizon. The night mists stole into the hollows and crevices of the moors, and the shadows swelled and lengthened, shrouding the winding byways in darkness.
The sharpening breeze made him lift his head. "A beautiful Dartmoor night," he murmured. "At moments like this, it is easy to believe in magic." He met her soft gaze. "You"re magic to me, Gwen."
"Because I"m your witch, and you are my devoted familiar."
"So I am." He smiled down at her. "Let"s make a spell, sorceress."
She frowned her endearing medical frown.
"Very well. But first you must help me find some eye of newt."
He laughed. Then, cradling his bride in his arms, the Earl of Rawnsley rose, and carried her into the house.