"No." Windwolf put out his hand to her. Tinker hesitated a moment, Tooloo"s words ringing in her mind, but then took his hand, lacing her fingers through his. It helped to have something to cling to in this sea of beautiful, dispa.s.sionate strangers.
"Let me send her off to rest," Windwolf asked the queen. "She has been through much the last few days."
"Is there anything we can do to influence the pivot?" the queen asked the seer.
"No. All is in place. The rest is of her own making."
11: Spell Stones
Tinker wasn"t sure if she was annoyed or relieved to be hustled off center stage. Certainly she didn"t like being the focus of attention, but she would have liked to know more about what was going on. She had a feeling, though, that there was no way she could stay and not be the focus.
Sparrow seemed to take the escort duty as badly, though she did try to hide the fact that she was seething.
The sprawling layout of the palace translated into a maze of hallways, open courtyards, and short flights of stairs. Armed warriors stood guard everywhere. At first they only pa.s.sed Fire Clan warriors who watched their pa.s.sage in still silence, but at one intersection of hallways, they apparently moved into Wind Clan territory. From that point on the warriors all wore Wind Clan blue, and bowed low, their gazes curious although their expressions were neutral.
Finally they entered a large beautiful room with heavy mahogany furniture. Sparrow paused to state, "This is the private living quarters of Wolf Who Rules. You will be sleeping here until we leave for Pittsburgh," and continued walking through the room.
"What?"
"These are the domou domou"s and domi domi"s private quarters," Sparrow answered without stopping. "This way!" She entered a bedroom the size of a baseball field. "You will be sleeping here until the queen gives us permission to leave for Pittsburgh."
Tinker paused at the door, her attention caught and fixed by the large bed turned down to show off satin sheets. Did Windwolf plan to sleep with her in it? Surely in a place this large, there was another place he could sleep. Had he just a.s.sumed she agreed to it? Or would it be taken badly if she made him sleep elsewhere? How would anyone even know, if she did, in a place this big?
Did she want to sleep with him?
"Take off the gown," Sparrow stated briskly and Tinker realized that the female had already repeated herself several times. "You only wear that gown for formal occasions." Sparrow held out something white and flowing. "This is your nightgown here."
Automatically Tinker started to consider how to get off the gown before she found enough mental stability to realize that one, Pony and an unknown female warrior stood behind her and two, she didn"t want to change into the diaphanous thing that Sparrow held. She crossed her arms and glared at Sparrow.
"I want my own clothes back."
"They are being washed. This is all you have to wear other than the gown."
Great. Tinker looked back at Pony.
He took that as permission to speak on a different matter entirely, "Forgiveness, ze domi ze domi. This female is Sun Lance; she is well known to me as brave and able. I have chosen her to attend you in the evening, and those places I can not join you."
Sun Lance bowed low. "I live to serve, ze domi ze domi."
Tinker felt like someone had kicked the legs out from under her. "You"re leaving me alone?"
"Even a sekasha sekasha must sleep," Sparrow snapped. "He"s staggering where he stands as it is." must sleep," Sparrow snapped. "He"s staggering where he stands as it is."
Tinker realized guiltily that Pony was indeed exhausted. He must never really have slept since they left Windwolf"s hunting lodge. "Of all the idiocy," she muttered in English, and then in Elvish said, "Go. Sleep." Tinker shooed Pony away.
Sparrow waited, nightgown in hand.
Now that they were down to just females, Tinker considered how to get out of her gown again, and decided that she couldn"t do it alone. "Can you help me undo the hooks?"
It was interesting to note that elves made the same aspirated sounds when they were frustrated. Sparrow tossed the nightgown onto the bed, and came to undo the hooks. Her pale graceful hands were ice cold and trembling. Was she shaken by the news that she had been considered the pivot, or jealous that Tinker took her place once again? If she wanted the position, she could have it back.
Tinker carefully wriggled out of the gown and Sparrow took it to hang up in a vast empty closet. While not quite as tight, the nightgown of white fairy silk matched the gown in cut: long sleeves, tight bodice, and full flowing skirt. It slipped over her head too, like so much cool air, and spilled down over her body to swirl around her ankles. Despite being fully dressed, she felt naked. She glanced at herself in a mirror across the room and winced-the tight fabric left nothing to the imagination, looking like so much cream poured down over her.
"You don"t have anything else for me to wear?"
"Nothing to lounge in." Sparrow came back with another pair of dainty slippers, these white to match the nightgown.
"Where"re the boots you showed me earlier?" Tinker pulled off the bronze slippers and surrendered them to Sparrow"s care.
"The boots are not appropriate to wear in the palace."
"Where are they?"
Sparrow looked at her levelly, whatever she felt carefully hidden away, but yet she seemed to radiate distaste. Were elves secretly psychic? After a minute of cold silence, Sparrow said, "They"re in the closet with the other footwear."
Score one for the visiting team.
"Will that be all?" Sparrow asked.
"Yes," Tinker said, wanting rid of all elves, short-tempered Sparrow in particular.
Sparrow nodded, and Sun Lance bowed deeply, and at last, Tinker was alone.
Tinker went through the closet. Besides the gowns they fitted on the gossamer, there were several other elaborate gowns hanging-evidence that Windwolf must employ an army of seamstresses. What he didn"t employ was common sense-she hated all of them. To be fair, the gowns were all very lovely; the only fault she found with them was that she she was expected to wear them. Beside the dresses sat a rack of matching slippers. She found two pairs of boots, one of suede and the other of polished leather. Both had soles of hard leather, and a heel of ironwood. Not as hefty as her work boots, but they certainly were better than the slippers. was expected to wear them. Beside the dresses sat a rack of matching slippers. She found two pairs of boots, one of suede and the other of polished leather. Both had soles of hard leather, and a heel of ironwood. Not as hefty as her work boots, but they certainly were better than the slippers.
She also discovered a wonderful duster of painted silk that fit her perfectly. Made from a rich, mottled blue, subliminal images of wolves ran through wispy clouds of white.
Boots and duster made her feel dressed enough to take on the world. Avoiding the big bed and all its implications, she explored the bedroom. It seemed oddly sterile, like one of the Observatory dorm rooms, cleaned after the last scientist left and waiting for the next one to arrive. Just bigger with lots more doors. She worked clockwise from the walk-in closet: an updated toilet complete with imported toilet paper, a traditional bathing room done in Wind Clan blue tile, French doors that opened to a balcony.
Dusk had come and gone since the gossamer arrived at Aum Renau, and night covered the sky. The constellation of First Wolf was raising its bright shoulder star on the horizon. Roses, pine, and wood smoke scented the air. Below was another patio, nearly lost in the sea of darkness. Elf shines gathered like a living exit light around an open archway. Tinker glanced back to the big bed, the door to where Sun Lance stood guarding over her because she was Windwolf"s domi domi, and the great hall filled with elves believing that the future pivoted around her.
It proved to be a quick scramble down off the balcony to the dark courtyard below.
So running away wasn"t a bright idea. She could see that now. She really had to learn to plan three or four steps ahead instead of just one or two. Where the h.e.l.l did she think she was going to go? Certainly she couldn"t get back to Pittsburgh. One can"t outrun the future. All she managed to do was get lost.
A figure stepped out of the darkness, barring her path. "Who are you?"
"I"m-I"m..." It grated to realize that her ident.i.ty depended wholly on Windwolf"s. "I"m Tinker ze domi ze domi."
He grunted in surprise and pulled out a spell light, activating it with a guttural keyword. The light flared to nearly painful white until he clasped the orb tightly, cutting down its intensity. A powerful ley line must run close by; now that she focused on it, she felt the invisible warmth running over her. Even in the darkness, squinting from the painful shafts of light escaping from between the elf"s fingers, she could see the power roiling on the air around them, like moonlight on water.
The spell light revealed that the elf was a sekasha sekasha armed with longbow, pale feathered spell arrows, and a sword of ironwood. Considering the strength of the ley line, carrying steel weapons would be nearly impossible. His tattoos identified him as Wind Clan, which was oddly comforting. His shield spell was activated, though she hadn"t heard him utter the spell; the intricate deep blue lines seemed to flow as magic followed the circuit, and an aura of dark blue outlined his body. armed with longbow, pale feathered spell arrows, and a sword of ironwood. Considering the strength of the ley line, carrying steel weapons would be nearly impossible. His tattoos identified him as Wind Clan, which was oddly comforting. His shield spell was activated, though she hadn"t heard him utter the spell; the intricate deep blue lines seemed to flow as magic followed the circuit, and an aura of dark blue outlined his body.
The warrior tilted the spell light to pick out her dau dau mark. "Ah, mark. "Ah, ze domi ze domi!" He flicked the light away from her eyes, but continued to block her way.
"Is something wrong?" she asked.
He hesitated and then whistled lowly. A moment later, a second warrior appeared silently out of the dark.
"What is it?" The newcomer eyed Tinker.
"It is Wolf Who Rules" new domi, domi," the first said. It was interesting to note that he used the word "new" that denoted "first" instead of "newest." "I-I don"t know-do I let her pa.s.s?"
The second one glanced back over his shoulder at whatever the darkness hid, and then clicked his tongue in a shrug. "She is Wind Clan domana domana." He bowed lowly to her. "Do you wish to continue this way, domi domi?"
Now they had her curious.
"Yes, please," Tinker said.
The first bowed too, and backed up to clear the path. "Forgiveness, ze domi ze domi."
"Forgiveness." She started forward slowly, in case they changed their minds. I"m harmless. I"m harmless. I"m harmless. I"m harmless.
"So that is her?" the second murmured lowly. "They said she was small, but I did not expect her to be that tiny."
"It certainly puts her fight with the oni warriors in new light."
"The courage of dragons, they say."
She blushed hotly, embarra.s.sed but pleased by their words. After her dealings with Sparrow, she was afraid that everyone except Pony disliked her. Perhaps it was just Sparrow. Certainly they seemed to think that she had a right to the mysterious stones.
She came to an open plaza and the guards and Sparrow were forgotten.
Monoliths stood in a ma.s.sive circle, like silent giants. Elf shines drifted through the dark shadows cast by the stones. The air roiled with magic; it flushed her fever hot and made her feel so light she worried about drifting away. She stepped forward, and something thrummed underfoot, making her jerk backwards.
A channel for a ley line had been chiseled into the paving stone, slashing across her path. As she looked at it, her eyes slowly registered the nearly invisible purple of potential magic. Outside of the buildup on her electromagnet, she"d never seen magic in enough quant.i.ty to be visible. She backed up another step and considered what she was wearing. Suddenly the wood and leather fasteners on her clothes made sense. What about her boots? Sparrow had made some remark about them not being appropriate for the palace. She backed up a little more and pulled off her boots. The paving stones were polished smooth and toasty warm under her stocking feet.
Her boots in hand, she stepped over the channel and went out into the plaza for a closer look. Attracted by her movement, elf shines drifted to her in order to light the way. Without scale, she had mistaken the size of the monoliths, thinking they were only nine or ten feet tall. As she hiked across the wide flat plaza, they loomed taller and taller as she neared them, until they towered nearly twenty feet above her. The monoliths were made of polished granite, with spells permanently inlaid in their surfaces. She peered at the elaborate arcane design as the shines floated around her, reflected in the polished stone.
The spells inscribed into the rock were unlike anything she had worked with before, so much so she couldn"t even guess their function. She found a jumper point sunk deep into the stone and realized that the monoliths were layers of inlaid slabs, in essence huge macro chips. They could trigger complex spells fueled by the ma.s.sive amount of magic represented by the ley line-but to do what? And why hadn"t Sparrow wanted her to know about them?
Someone was walking toward her, footsteps loud on stone. She turned to find Windwolf coming across the plaza, still in the matching bronze. As usual, all her emotions went tumbling so she wasn"t sure what she really felt. Relief. Desire. Anger.
"Tink."
And she remembered him kissing her neck, whispering, "Trust me, my little savage Tink." "Trust me, my little savage Tink."
With a snarl, she flung her boots at his head, and immediately regretted it. What if she actually hit him in the face? She didn"t want to hurt him-well, yes, she did-but not that bad.
Windwolf flinched his head aside so her boots sailed past him, not even ruffling his hair. "Is something wrong?"
"Yes! Look at me!"
"You look beautiful."
"Why did you do this to me?"
"I did not want you to die. You did not want to die."
"I thought you meant I was sick! I thought you were going to heal me of something." She pointed to one of her now-pointed ears. "You didn"t tell me that you were going to make me an elf!"
"I thought you understood." He slipped his hand through her hair to run his fingertips over her ear point. "At least as far as you could."
His touch sent electric sparks all through her body. She wanted him, wanted him so badly it terrified her. She pulled away, trembling with more than desire. "Play fair. I"m not stupid, you know; I would have understood."
"It will take you a human"s lifetime, and perhaps more, to understand what it is to be an elf. Can a wildflower tucked in the roots of an ironwood understand what it is like to tower over everything, face to the bare sky? Can the wildflower understand facing winter instead of going dormant underground? Can it imagine surviving lightning strikes and forest fires?"
She punched him in the shoulder, hard enough to knock him back. "Oh, don"t go metaphysical on me. "Do you want to be an elf?" "Do you want to be an elf?" That"s all you had to ask so that I knew what decision I was really making. I feel like you tricked me. I feel like you betrayed my trust!" That"s all you had to ask so that I knew what decision I was really making. I feel like you tricked me. I feel like you betrayed my trust!"
"I am sorry that you feel like I tricked you," he said in a low, sincere voice. "The timing was important, and I rushed things to meet the window of opportunity. I thought you understood as much as possible and consented fully. I would never betray you."
Much as she didn"t want to, she believed him. Without malice or arrogance on his part, it seemed pointless to argue blame. She had, after all, given her consent, stupid as it was in hindsight.
"Can you change me back?"
"Is it so bad that to die a human is better?"
"Not to die human, to live a human."
"Is being an elf so bad?"
"No. Yes. I don"t know. I don"t like having someone follow me around." She didn"t name Pony, feeling like she"d be betraying him. "And I don"t like strangers showing up with swords and demanding that I drop everything to come with them. I don"t like wearing these stupid clothes, and being looked at as if I"m some rude, ignorant thing. And I hate that saying even this makes me sound whiny."
"Ah."
He stood silent and still as she stalked away to retrieve her footwear. Tinker was too angry to be motionless, too civilized to scream like she desperately wanted to. After throwing her boots at him, she was too shamed to shout without provocation. If he had said something, anything, to let her vent, she would have happily latched on to it. He remained quiet as she pulled her boots back on; if he could wear his boots, she wasn"t going to stand around in stocking feet.
"Tinker, I am sorry," he said finally. "I did not want to make you miserable."
"Well, you succeeded in doing just that."
He opened his arms, offering comfort without asking her forgiveness. She glared at him but her anger had run out, and all that remained was lonely hurt. She leaned against him, letting him wrap his arms around her and kiss her temple.
They stood unmoving and silent for several minutes until all the hurt was soothed away and curiosity took over.
"What are these monoliths?"
"They are the Wind Clan Spell Stones," Windwolf said. "It is from these that the Wind Clan domana domana derive their power." derive their power."