"I hear the coq au vin is always reliable," said Smiley with a poor effort at humour, as he returned from the telephone booth in the corner. And in a quieter voice, that fell short and echoed nowhere: "Tell me, how much do you know about Karla?"
"About as much as I know about Witchcraft, and Source Merlin, and whatever else it said on the paper I signed for Porteous."
"Ah well now that"s a very good answer, as it happens. You meant it as a rebuke, I expect, but, as it happens, the a.n.a.logy was most apt." The boy reappeared, swinging a bottle of Burgundy like an Indian club. "Would you please let it breathe a little?"
The boy stared at Smiley as if he were mad.
"Open it and leave it on the table," said Guillam curtly.
It was not the whole story Smiley told. Afterwards Guillam did notice several gaps. But it was enough to lift his spirits from the doldrums where they had strayed.
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE.
"It is the business of agent runners to turn themselves into legends," Smiley began, rather as if he were delivering a trainee lecture at the Nursery. "They do this first to impress their agents. Later they try it out on their colleagues and in my personal experience make rare a.s.ses of themselves in consequence. A few go so far as to try it on themselves. Those are the charlatans and they must be got rid of quickly, there"s no other way."
Yet legends were made and Karla was one of them. Even his age was a mystery. Most likely Karla was not his real name. Decades of his life were not accounted for, and probably never would be, since the people he worked with had a way of dying off or keeping their mouths shut.
"There"s a story that his father was in the Okhrana and later reappeared in the Cheka. I don"t think it"s true but it may be. There"s another that he worked as a kitchen boy on an armoured train against j.a.panese Occupation troops in the East. He is said to have learnt his tradecraft from Berg - to have been his ewe lamb in fact - which is a bit like being taught music by... oh, name a great composer. So far as I am concerned, his career began in Spain in thirty-six, because that at least is doc.u.mented. He posed as a White Russian journalist in the Franco cause and recruited a stable of German agents. It was a most intricate operation and for a young man remarkable. He popped up next in the Soviet counter-offensive against Smolensk in the autumn of forty-one as an intelligence officer under Konev. He had the job of running networks of partisans behind the German lines. Along the way he discovered that his radio operator had been turned round and was transmitting radio messages to the enemy. He turned him back and from then on played a radio game which had them going in all directions."
That was another part of the legend, said Smiley: at Yelnya, thanks to Karla, the Germans sh.e.l.led their own forward line.
"And between these two sightings," he continued, "in thirty-six and forty-one, Karla visited Britain, we think he was here six months. But even today we don"t know - that"s to say I don"t know - under what name or cover. Which isn"t to say Gerald doesn"t. But Gerald isn"t likely to tell us, at least not on purpose."
Smiley had never talked to Guillam this way. He was not given to confidences or long lectures; Guillam knew him as a shy man, for all his vanities, and one who expected very little communication.
"In forty-eight-odd, having served his country loyally, Karla did a spell in prison and later in Siberia. There was nothing personal about it. He simply happened to be in one of those sections of Red Army intelligence which in some purge or other ceased to exist."
And certainly, Smiley went on, after his post-Stalin reinstatement, he went to America; because when the Indian authorities in the summer of fifty-five arrested him in Delhi on vague immigration charges, he had just flown in from California. Circus gossip later linked him with the big treason scandals in Britain and the States.
Smiley knew better: "Karla was in disgrace again. Moscow was out for his blood, and we thought we might persuade him to defect. That was why I flew to Delhi. To have a chat with him."
There was a pause while the weary boy slouched over and enquired whether everything was to their satisfaction. Smiley with great solicitude a.s.sured him that it was.
"The story of my meeting with Karla," he resumed, "belonged very much to the mood of the period. In the mid-fifties Moscow Centre was in pieces on the floor. Senior officers were being shot or purged wholesale and its lower ranks were seized with a collective paranoia. As a first result, there was a crop of defections among Centre officers stationed overseas. All over the place, Singapore, Nairobi, Stockholm, Canberra, Washington, I don"t know where, we got this same steady trickle from the residencies: not just the big fish but the legmen, drivers, cypher clerks, typists. Somehow we had to respond - I don"t think it"s ever realised how much the industry stimulates its own inflation - and in no time I became a kind of commercial traveller, flying off one day to a capital city, the next to a dingy border outpost - once even to a ship at sea - to sign up defecting Russians. To seed, to stream, to fix the terms, to attend to debriefing and eventual disposal."
Guillam was watching him all the while but even in that cruel neon glow Smiley"s expression revealed nothing but a slightly anxious concentration.
"We evolved, you might say, three kinds of contract for those whose stories held together. If the client"s access wasn"t interesting we might trade him to another country and forget him. Buy him for stock, as you would say, much as the scalp-hunters do today. Or we might play him back into Russia: that"s a.s.suming his defection had not already been noticed there. Or if he was lucky we took him; cleaned him of whatever he knew and resettled him in the West. London decided usually. Not me. But remember this. At that time Karla, or Gerstmann as he called himself, was just another client. I"ve told his story back to front; I didn"t want to be coy with you, but you have to bear in mind now, through anything that happened between us, or didn"t happen which is more to the point, that all I or anyone in the Circus knew when I flew to Delhi was that a man calling himself Gerstmann had been setting up a radio link between Rudnev, head of illegal networks at Moscow Centre, and a Centre-run apparatus in California that was lying fallow for want of a means of communication. That"s all. Gerstmann had smuggled a transmitter across the Canadian border and lain up for three weeks in San Francis...o...b..eaking in the new operator. That was the a.s.sumption, and there was a batch of test transmissions to back it up."
For these test transmissions between Moscow and California, Smiley explained, a book code was used: "Then one day Moscow signalled a straight order -"
"Still on the book code?"
"Precisely. That is the point. Owing to a temporary inattention on the part of Rudnev"s cryptographers, we were ahead of the game. The wranglers broke the code and that"s how we got our information. Gerstmann was to leave San Francisco at once and head for Delhi for a rendezvous with the Ta.s.s correspondent, a talent-spotter who had stumbled on a hot Chinese lead and needed immediate direction. Why they dragged him all the way from San Francisco to Delhi, why it had to be Karla and no one else - well that"s a story for another day. The only material point is that when Gerstmann kept the rendezvous in Delhi, the Ta.s.s man handed him an aeroplane ticket and told him to go straight home to Moscow. No questions. The order came from Rudnev personally. It was signed with Rudnev"s workname and it was brusque even by Russian standards."
Whereupon the Ta.s.s man fled, leaving Gerstmann standing on the pavement with a lot of questions and twenty-eight hours until take-off.
"He hadn"t been standing there long when the Indian authorities arrested him at our request and carted him off to Delhi jail. As far as I remember we had promised the Indians a piece of the product. I think that was the deal," he remarked, and like someone suddenly shocked by the faultiness of his own memory fell silent and looked distractedly down the steamy room. "Or perhaps we said they could have him when we"d done with him. Dear oh dear."
"It doesn"t really matter," Guillam said.
"For once in Karla"s life, as I say, the Circus was ahead of him," Smiley resumed, having taken a sip of wine and made a sour face. "He couldn"t know it but the San Francisco network which he had just serviced had been rolled up hide and hair the day he left for Delhi. As soon as Control had the story from the wranglers he traded it to the Americans on the understanding that they missed Gerstmann but hit the rest of the Rudnev network in California. Gerstmann flew on to Delhi unaware, and he was still unaware when I arrived at Delhi jail to sell him a piece of insurance, as Control called it. His choice was very simple. There could not be the slightest doubt, on present form, that Gerstmann"s head was on the block in Moscow, where to save his own neck Rudnev was busy denouncing him for blowing the San Francisco network. The affair had made a great splash in the States and Moscow was very angry at the publicity. I had with me the American press photographs of the arrest; even of the radio set Karla had imported and the signal plans he had cached before he left. You know how p.r.i.c.kly we all become when things get into the papers."
Guillam did; and with a jolt remembered the Testify file which he had left with Mendel earlier that evening.
"To sum it up, Karla was the proverbial cold war orphan. He had left home to do a job abroad. The job had blown up in his face, but he couldn"t go back: home was more hostile than abroad. We had no powers of permanent arrest, so it was up to Karla to ask us for protection. I don"t think I had ever come across a clearer case for defection. I had only to convince him of the arrest of the San Francisco network - wave the press photographs and cuttings from my briefcase at him - talk to him a little about the unfriendly conspiracies of brother Rudnev in Moscow, and cable the somewhat overworked inquisitors in Sarratt, and with any luck I"d make London by the weekend. I rather think I had tickets for Sadlers Wells. It was Ann"s great year for ballet."
Yes, Guillam had heard about that too, a twenty-year-old Welsh Apollo, the season"s wonder boy. They had been burning up London for months.
The heat in the jail was appalling, Smiley continued. The cell had an iron table at the centre and iron cattle rings let into the wall. "They brought him manacled, which seemed silly because he was so slight. I asked them to free his hands and when they did, he put them on the table in front of him and watched the blood come back. It must have been painful but he didn"t comment on it. He"d been there a week and he was wearing a calico tunic. Red. I forget what red meant. Some piece of prison ethic." Taking a sip of wine, he again pulled a face, then slowly corrected the gesture as the memories once more bore in upon him.
"Well, at first sight, he made little impression on me. I would have been hard put to it to recognise in the little fellow before me the master of cunning we have heard about in Irina"s letter, poor woman. I suppose it"s also true that my nerve-ends had been a good deal blunted by so many similar encounters in the last few months, by travel, and well, by - well, by things at home."
In all the time Guillam had known him, it was the nearest Smiley had ever come to acknowledging Ann"s infidelities.
"For some reason, it hurt an awful lot." His eyes were still open but his gaze had fixed upon an inner world. The skin of his brow and cheeks was drawn smooth as if by the exertion of his memory; but nothing could conceal from Guillam the loneliness evoked by this one admission. "I have a theory which I suspect is rather immoral," Smiley went on, more lightly. "Each of us has only a quantum of compa.s.sion. That if we lavish our concern on every stray cat, we never get to the centre of things. What do you think of it?"
"What did Karla look like?" Guillam asked, treating the question as rhetorical.
"Avuncular. Modest, and avuncular. He would have looked very well as a priest: the shabby, gnomic variety one sees in small Italian towns. Little wiry chap, with silvery hair, bright brown eyes and plenty of wrinkles. Or a schoolmaster, he could have been a schoolmaster: tough, whatever that means, and sagacious within the limits of his experience: but the small canvas, all the same. He made no other initial impression, except that his gaze was straight and it fixed on me from early in our talk. If you can call it a talk, seeing that he never uttered a word. Not one, the whole time we were together; not a syllable. Also it was stinking hot and I was travelled to death."
Out of a sense of manners rather than appet.i.te, Smiley set to work on his food, eating several mouthfuls joylessly before resuming his narrative. "There," he muttered, "that shouldn"t offend the cook. The truth is, I was slightly predisposed against Mr Gerstmann. We all have our prejudices and radio men are mine. They"re a thoroughly tiresome lot in my experience, bad fieldmen and overstrung, and disgracefully unreliable when it comes down to doing the job. Gerstmann, it seemed to me, was just another of the clan. Perhaps I"m looking for excuses for going to work on him with less" - he hesitated - "less care, less caution, than in retrospect would seem appropriate." He grew suddenly stronger. "Though I"m not at all sure I need make any excuses," he said.
Here Guillam sensed a wave of unusual anger, imparted by a ghostly smile that crossed Smiley"s pale lips. "To h.e.l.l with it," Smiley muttered.
Guillam waited, mystified.
"I also remember thinking that prison seemed to have taken him over fast in seven days. He had that white dust in the skin and he wasn"t sweating. I was, profusely. I trotted out my piece, as I had a dozen times that year already, except that there was obviously no question of his being played back into Russia as our agent. "You have the alternative. It"s no one else"s business but your own. Come to the West and we can give you, within reason, a decent life. After questioning, at which you are expected to co-operate, we can help you to a new start, a new name, seclusion, a certain amount of money. On the other hand you can go home and I suppose they"ll shoot you or send you to a camp. Last month they sent Bykov, Shur and Muranov. Now why don"t you tell me your real name?" Something like that. Then I sat back and wiped away the sweat and waited for him to say "Yes, thank you". He did nothing. He didn"t speak. He simply sat there stiff and tiny under the big fan that didn"t work, looking at me with his brown, rather jolly eyes. Hands out in front of him. They were very calloused. I remember thinking I must ask him where he had been doing so much manual labour. He held them - like this - resting on the table, palms upwards and fingers a little bent, as if he were still manacled."
The boy, thinking that by this gesture Smiley was indicating some want, came lumbering over and Smiley again a.s.sured him that all was doubly well, and the wine in particular was exquisite, he really wondered where they had it from; till the boy left grinning with secret amus.e.m.e.nt and flapped his cloth at an adjoining table.
"It was then, I think, that an extraordinary feeling of unease began to creep over me. The heat was really getting to me. The stench was terrible and I remember listening to the pat pat of my own sweat falling on to the iron table. It wasn"t just his silence; his physical stillness began to get under my skin. Oh, I had known defectors who took time to speak. It can be a great wrench, for somebody trained to secrecy even towards his closest friends suddenly to open his mouth and spill secrets to his enemies. It also crossed my mind that the prison authorities might have thought it a courtesy to soften him up before they brought him to me. They a.s.sured me they hadn"t, but of course one can never tell. So at first I put his silence down to shock. But this stillness, this intense, watchful stillness, was a different matter. Specially when everything inside me was so much in motion: Ann, my own heartbeats, the effects of heat and travel..."
"I can understand," said Guillam quietly.
"Can you? Sitting is an eloquent business, any actor will tell you that. We sit according to our natures. We sprawl and straddle, we rest like boxers between rounds, we fidget, perch, cross and uncross our legs, lose patience, lose endurance. Gerstmann did none of those things. His posture was finite and irreducible, his little jagged body was like a promontory of rock; he could have sat that way all day, without stirring a muscle. Whereas I-" Breaking out in an awkward, embarra.s.sed laugh, Smiley tasted the wine again, but it was no better than before. "Whereas I longed to have something before me, papers, a book, a report. I think I am a restless person; fussy, variable. I thought so then, anyway. I felt I lacked philosophic repose. Lacked philosophy, if you like. My work had been oppressing me much more than I realised; till now. But in that foul cell I really felt aggrieved. I felt that the entire responsibility for fighting the cold war had landed on my shoulders. Which was tripe, of course, I was just exhausted and a little bit ill." He drank again.
"I tell you," he insisted, once more quite angry with himself. "No one has any business to apologise for what I did."
"What did you do?" Guillam asked with a laugh.
"So anyway there came this gap," Smiley resumed, disregarding the question. "Hardly of Gerstmann"s making, since he was all gap anyway; so of mine, then. I had said my piece; I had flourished the photographs, which he ignored - I may say, he appeared quite ready to take my word for it that the San Francisco network was blown. I restated this part, that part, talked a few variations, and finally I dried up. Or rather sat there sweating like a pig. Well any fool knows that if ever that happens, you get up and walk out: "Take it or leave it," you say. "See you in the morning"; anything. "Go away and think for an hour."
"As it was, the next thing I knew I was talking about Ann." He left no time for Guillam"s m.u.f.fled exclamation. "Oh not about my Ann, not in as many words. About his Ann. I a.s.sumed he had one. I had asked myself, lazily no doubt, what would a man think of in such a situation, what would I? And my mind came up with a subjective answer: his woman. Is it called projection or subst.i.tution? I detest those terms but I"m sure one of them applies. I exchanged my predicament for his, that is the point, and as I now realise I began to conduct an interrogation with myself - he didn"t speak, can you imagine? There were certain externals, it is true, to which I pinned the approach. He looked connubial; he looked like half a union; he looked too complete to be alone in all his life. Then there was his pa.s.sport, describing Gerstmann as married; and it is a habit in all of us to make our cover stories, our a.s.sumed personae, at least parallel with the reality." He lapsed again into a moment of reflection. "I often thought that. I even put it to Control: we should take the opposition"s cover stories more seriously, I said. The more ident.i.ties a man has, the more they express the person they conceal. The fifty-year-old who knocks five years off his age. The married man who calls himself a bachelor; the fatherless man who gives himself two children... Or the interrogator who projects himself into the life of a man who does not speak. Few men can resist expressing their appet.i.tes when they are making a fantasy about themselves."
He was lost again, and Guillam waited patiently for him to come back. For while Smiley might have fixed his concentration upon Karla, Guillam had fixed his on Smiley; and just then would have gone anywhere with him, turned any corner in order to remain beside him and hear the story out.
"I also knew from the American observation reports that Gerstmann was a chain-smoker: Camels. I sent out for several packs of them - packs is the American word? - and I remember feeling very strange as I handed money to a guard. I had the impression, you see, that Gerstmann saw something symbolic in the transaction of money between myself and the Indian. I wore a money belt in those days. I had to grope and peel off a note from a bundle. Gerstmann"s gaze made me feel like a fifth-rate imperialist oppressor." He smiled. "And that I a.s.suredly am not. Bill, if you like. Percy. But not I." He called to the boy, in order to send him away: "May we have some water, please? A jug and two gla.s.ses? Thank you." Again he picked up the story: "So I asked him about Mrs Gerstmann.
"I asked him: where was she? It was a question I would dearly have wished answered about Ann. No reply but the eyes unwavering. To either side of him, the two guards, and their eyes seemed so light by comparison. She must make a new life, I said; there was no other way. Had he no friend he could count on to look after her? Perhaps we could find methods of getting in touch with her secretly? I put it to him that his going back to Moscow would do nothing for her at all. I was listening to myself, I ran on, I couldn"t stop. Perhaps I didn"t want to. I was really thinking of leaving Ann you see, I thought the time had come. To go back would be a quixotic act, I told him, of no material value to his wife, or anyone, quite the reverse. She would be ostracised; at best, she would be allowed to see him briefly before he was shot. On the other hand, if he threw in his lot with us, we might be able to trade her; we had a lot of stock in those days remember, and some of it was going back to Russia as barter; though why in G.o.d"s name we should have used it up for that purpose is beyond me. Surely, I said, she would prefer to know him safe and well in the West, with a fair chance that she herself would join him, than shot or starving to death in Siberia? I really harped upon her: his expression encouraged me. I could have sworn I was getting through to him, that I had found the c.h.i.n.k in his armour: when of course all I was doing - all I was doing was showing him the c.h.i.n.k in mine. And when I mentioned Siberia, I touched something. I could feel it, like a lump in my own throat, I could feel in Gerstmann a shiver of revulsion. Well, naturally I did," Smiley commented sourly; "since it was only recently that he had been an inmate. Finally, back came the guard with the cigarettes, armfuls of them, and dumped them with a clatter on the iron table. I counted the change, tipped him, and in doing so again caught the expression in Gerstmann"s eyes; I fancied I read amus.e.m.e.nt there, but really I was no longer in a state to tell. I noticed that the boy refused my tip; I suppose he disliked the English. I tore open a packet and offered Gerstmann a cigarette. "Come," I said, "you"re a chain-smoker, everyone knows that. And this is your favourite brand." My voice sounded strained and silly, and there was nothing I could do about it. Gerstmann stood up and politely indicated to the warders that he would like to return to his cell."
Taking his time, Smiley pushed aside his half-eaten food, over which white flakes of fat had formed like seasonable frost.
"As he left the cell he changed his mind and helped himself to a packet of cigarettes and the lighter from the table, my lighter, a gift from Ann. "To George from Ann with all my love." I would never have dreamed of letting him take it in the ordinary way; but this was not the ordinary way. Indeed I thought it thoroughly appropriate that he should take her lighter; I thought it, Lord help me, expressive of the bond between us. He dropped the lighter and the cigarettes into the pouch of his red tunic, then put out his hand for handcuffs. I said: "Light one now if you want." I told the guards: "Let him light a cigarette, please." But he didn"t make a movement. "The intention is to put you on tomorrow"s plane to Moscow unless we come to terms," I added. He might not have heard me. I watched the guards lead him out, then returned to my hotel, someone drove me, to this day I couldn"t tell you who. I no longer knew what I felt. I was more confused and more ill than I would admit, even to myself. I ate a poor dinner, drank too much and ran a soaring temperature. I lay on my bed sweating, dreaming about Gerstmann. I wanted him terribly to stay. Light-headed as I was, I had really set myself to keep him, to remake his life, if possible to set him up again with his wife in idyllic circ.u.mstances. To make him free; to get him out of the war for good. I wanted him desperately not to go back." He glanced up with an expression of self-irony. "What I am saying is, Peter: it was Smiley, not Gerstmann who was stepping out of the conflict that night."
"You were ill," Guillam insisted.
"Let us say tired. Ill or tired; all night, between aspirin and quinine and treacle visions of the Gerstmann marriage resurrected, I had a recurring image. It was of Gerstmann, poised on the sill, staring down into the street with those fixed brown eyes: and myself talking to him, on and on, "Stay, don"t jump, stay." Not realising of course that I was dreaming of my own insecurity, not his. In the early morning a doctor gave me injections to bring down the fever. I should have dropped the case, cabled for a replacement. I should have waited before going to the prison, but I had nothing but Gerstmann in mind: I needed to hear his decision. By eight o"clock I was already having myself escorted to the accommodation cells. He was sitting stiff as a ramrod on a trestle bench; for the first time, I guessed the soldier in him, and I knew that like me he hadn"t slept all night. He hadn"t shaved and there was a silver down on his jaw which gave him an old man"s face. On other benches, Indians were sleeping, and with his red tunic and this silvery light colouring he looked very white among them. He was holding Ann"s lighter in his hand; the packet of cigarettes lay beside him on the bench, untouched. I concluded that he had been using the night, and the forsworn cigarettes, to decide whether he could face prison and interrogation, and death. One look at his expression told me that he had decided he could. I didn"t beseech him," Smiley said, going straight on. "He would never have been swayed by histrionics. His plane left in the mid-morning; I still had two hours. I am the worst advocate in the world but in those two hours I tried to summon all the reasons I knew for his not flying to Moscow. I believed, you see, that I had seen something in his face that was superior to mere dogma; not realising that it was my own reflection. I had convinced myself that Gerstmann ultimately was accessible to ordinary human arguments coming from a man of his own age and profession and, well, durability. I didn"t promise him wealth and women and Cadillacs and cheap b.u.t.ter, I accepted that he had no use for those things. I had the wit by then, at least, to steer clear of the topic of his wife. I didn"t make speeches to him about freedom, whatever that means, or the essential goodwill of the West: besides, they were not favourable days for selling that story, and I was in no clear ideological state myself. I took the line of kinship. "Look," I said, "we"re getting to be old men, and we"ve spent our lives looking for the weaknesses in one another"s systems. I can see through Eastern values just as you can through our Western ones. Both of us, I am sure, have experienced ad nauseam the technical satisfactions of this wretched war. But now your own side is going to shoot you. Don"t you think it"s time to recognise that there is as little worth on your side as there is on mine? Look," I said, "in our trade we have only negative vision. In that sense, neither of us has anywhere to go. Both of us, when we were young, subscribed to great visions-" Again I felt an impulse in him - Siberia - I had touched a nerve - "but not any more. Surely?" I urged him just to answer me this: did it not occur to him that he and I by different routes might well have reached the same conclusions about life? Even if my conclusions were what he would call unliberated, surely our workings were identical? Did he not believe for example that the political generality was meaningless? That only the particular in life had value for him now? That in the hands of politicians grand designs achieve nothing but new forms of the old misery? And that therefore his life, the saving of it from yet another meaningless firing squad, was more important - morally, ethically more important - than the sense of duty, or obligation, or commitment, or whatever it was that kept him on this present path of self-destruction? Did it not occur to him to question - after all the travels of his life - to question the integrity of a system that proposed cold-bloodedly to shoot him down for misdemeanours he had never committed? I begged him - yes, I did beseech him, I"m afraid, we were on the way to the airport, he still had not addressed a word to me - I begged him to consider whether he really believed; whether faith in the system he had served was honestly possible to him at this moment."
For a while now, Smiley sat silent.
"I had thrown psychology to the winds, such as I possess; tradecraft too. You can imagine what Control said. My story amused him, all the same; he loved to hear of people"s weakness. Mine especially, for some reason." He had resumed his factual manner. "So there we are. When the plane arrived I climbed aboard with him, and flew part of the distance: in those days it wasn"t all jet. He was slipping away from me and I couldn"t do anything to stop him. I"d given up talking but I was there if he wanted to change his mind. He didn"t. He would rather die than give me what I wanted; he would rather die than disown the political system to which he was committed. The last I saw of him, so far as I know, was his expressionless face framed in the cabin window of the aeroplane, watching me walk down the gangway. A couple of very Russian-looking thugs had joined us and were sitting in the seats behind him and there was really no point in my staying. I flew home, and Control said: "Well I hope to G.o.d they do shoot him," and restored me with a cup of tea. That filthy China stuff he drinks, lemon jasmine or whatever, he sends out for it to that grocer"s round the corner. I mean he used to. Then he sent me on three months" leave without the option. "I like you to have doubts," he said. "It tells me where you stand. But don"t make a cult of them or you"ll be a bore." It was a warning. I heeded it. And he told me to stop thinking about the Americans so much; he a.s.sured me that he barely gave them a thought."
Guillam gazed at him, waiting for the resolution. "But what do you make of it?" he demanded, in a tone that suggested he had been cheated of the end. "Did Karla ever really think of staying?"
"I"m sure it never crossed his mind," said Smiley with disgust. "I behaved like a soft fool. The very archetype of a flabby Western liberal. But I would rather be my kind of fool than his for all that. I am sure," Smiley repeated vigorously, "that neither my arguments nor his own predicament at Moscow Centre would ultimately have swayed him in the least. I expect he spent the night working out how he would outgun Rudnev when he got home. Rudnev was shot a month later, incidentally. Karla got Rudnev"s job and set to work reactivating his old agents. Among them Gerald, no doubt. It"s odd to reflect that all the time he was looking at me, he could have been thinking of Gerald. I expect they"ve had a good laugh about it since."
The episode had one other result, said Smiley. Since his San Francisco experience Karla had never once touched illegal radio. He cut it right out of his handwriting: "Emba.s.sy links are a different matter. But in the field his agents aren"t allowed to go near it. And he still has Ann"s cigarette lighter."
"Yours," Guillam corrected him.
"Yes. Yes, mine. Of course. Tell me," he continued, as the waiter took away his money, "was Tarr referring to anyone in particular when he made that unpleasant reference to Ann?"
"I"m afraid he was. Yes."
"The rumour is as precise as that?" Smiley enquired. "And it goes that far down the line? Even to Tarr?"
"Yes."
"And what does it say precisely?"
"That Bill Haydon was Ann Smiley"s lover," said Guillam, feeling that coldness coming over him which was his protection when he broke bad news, such as: you"re blown; you"re sacked; you"re dying.
"Ah. I see. Yes. Thank you."
There was a very awkward silence.
"And was there, is there a Mrs Gerstmann?" Guillam asked.
"Karla once made a marriage with a girl in Leningrad, a student. She killed herself when he was sent to Siberia."
"So Karla is fireproof?" Guillam asked finally. "He can"t be bought and he can"t be beaten?"
They returned to the car.
"I must say that was rather expensive for what we had," Smiley confessed. "Do you think the waiter robbed me?"
But Guillam was not disposed to chat about the cost of bad meals in England. Driving again, the day once more became a nightmare to him, a milling confusion of half-perceived dangers, and suspicions.
"So who"s Source Merlin?" he demanded. "Where could Alleline have had that information from, if not from the Russians themselves?"
"Oh, he had it from the Russians all right."
"But for G.o.d"s sake, if the Russians sent Tarr-"
"They didn"t. Nor did Tarr use the British pa.s.sports, did he? The Russians got it wrong. What Alleline had was the proof that Tarr had fooled them. That is the vital message we have learned from that whole storm in a teacup."
"So what the h.e.l.l did Percy mean about "muddying pools"? He must have been talking about Irina, for heaven"s sake."
"And Gerald," Smiley agreed.
Again they drove in silence, and the gap between them seemed suddenly unbridgeable.
"Look: I"m not quite there myself, Peter," Smiley said quietly. "But nearly I am. Karla"s pulled the Circus inside out; that much I understand, so do you. But there"s a last clever knot, and I can"t undo it. Though I mean to. And if you want a sermon, Karla is not fireproof because he"s a fanatic. And one day, if I have anything to do with it, that lack of moderation will be his downfall."
It was raining as they reached Stratford tube station; a bunch of pedestrians was huddled under the canopy.
"Peter, I want you to take it easy from now on."
"Three months without the option?"
"Rest on your oars a bit."
Closing the pa.s.senger door after him, Guillam had a sudden urge to wish Smiley good night or even good luck, so he leaned across the seat and lowered the window and drew in his breath to call. But Smiley was gone. He had never known anyone who could disappear so quickly in a crowd.
Through the remainder of that same night, the light in the dormer window of Mr Barraclough"s attic room at the Islay Hotel burned uninterrupted. Unchanged, unshaven, George Smiley remained bowed at the major"s table, reading, comparing, annotating, cross-referring, all with an intensity which, had he been his own observer, would surely have recalled for him the last days of Control on the fifth floor at Cambridge Circus. Shaking the pieces, he consulted Guillam"s leave rosters and sick lists going back over the last year and set these beside the overt travel pattern of Cultural Attache Aleksey Aleksandrovich Polyakov, his trips to Moscow, his trips out of London as reported to the Foreign Office by Special Branch and the immigration authorities. He compared these again with the dates when Merlin apparently supplied his information and, without quite knowing why he was doing it, broke down the Witchcraft reports into those which were demonstrably topical at the time they were received, and those which could have been banked a month, two months before, either by Merlin or his controllers, in order to bridge empty periods: such as think pieces, character studies of prominent members of the administration, sc.r.a.ps of Kremlin t.i.ttle-tattle which could have been picked up any time and saved for a rainless day. Having listed the topical reports, he set down their dates in a single column and threw out the rest. At this point, his mood could best be compared with that of a scientist who senses by instinct that he is on the brink of a discovery and is awaiting any minute the logical connection. Later, in conversation with Mendel, he called it "shoving everything into a test tube and seeing if it exploded". What fascinated him most, he said, was the very point which Guillam had made regarding Alleline"s grim warnings about muddied pools: he was looking, in other terms, for the "last clever knot" which Karla had tied in order to explain away the precise suspicions to which Irina"s letter had given shape.
He came up with some curious preliminary findings. First, that on the nine occasions when Merlin had produced a topical report, either Polyakov had been in London or Toby Esterhase had taken a quick trip abroad. Second, that over the crucial period following Tarr"s adventure in Hong Kong this year, Polyakov was in Moscow for urgent cultural consultations; and that soon afterwards Merlin came through with some of his most spectacular and topical material on the "ideological penetration" of the United States, including an appreciation of Centre"s coverage of the major American intelligence targets.
Backtracking again, he established that the converse was also true: that the reports he had discarded on the grounds that they had no close attachment to recent events were those which most generally went into distribution while Polyakov was in Moscow or on leave.