She too seemed under the spell of a vastness and loneliness and beauty and grandeur that could not but strike the heart.
Jean took her hand again. "Girl, say you will meet me here," he said, his voice ringing deep in his ears.
"Sh.o.r.e I will," she replied, softly, and turned to him. It seemed then that Jean saw her face for the first time. She was beautiful as he had never known beauty. Limned against that scene, she gave it life--wild, sweet, young life--the poignant meaning of which haunted yet eluded him. But she belonged there. Her eyes were again searching his, as if for some lost part of herself, unrealized, never known before.
Wondering, wistful, hopeful, glad-they were eyes that seemed surprised, to reveal part of her soul.
Then her red lips parted. Their tremulous movement was a magnet to Jean. An invisible and mighty force pulled him down to kiss them.
Whatever the spell had been, that rude, unconscious action broke it.
He jerked away, as if he expected to be struck. "Girl--I--I"--he gasped in amaze and sudden-dawning contrition--"I kissed you--but I swear it wasn"t intentional--I never thought...."
The anger that Jean antic.i.p.ated failed to materialize. He stood, breathing hard, with a hand held out in unconscious appeal. By the same magic, perhaps, that had transfigured her a moment past, she was now invested again by the older character.
"Sh.o.r.e I reckon my callin" y"u a gentleman was a little previous," she said, with a rather dry bitterness. "But, stranger, yu"re sudden."
"You"re not insulted?" asked Jean, hurriedly.
"Oh, I"ve been kissed before. Sh.o.r.e men are all alike."
"They"re not," he replied, hotly, with a subtle rush of disillusion, a dulling of enchantment. "Don"t you cla.s.s me with other men who"ve kissed you. I wasn"t myself when I did it an" I"d have gone on my knees to ask your forgiveness.... But now I wouldn"t--an" I wouldn"t kiss you again, either--even if you--you wanted it."
Jean read in her strange gaze what seemed to him a vague doubt, as if she was questioning him.
"Miss, I take that back," added Jean, shortly. "I"m sorry. I didn"t mean to be rude. It was a mean trick for me to kiss you. A girl alone in the woods who"s gone out of her way to be kind to me! I don"t know why I forgot my manners. An" I ask your pardon."
She looked away then, and presently pointed far out and down into the Basin.
"There"s Gra.s.s Valley. That long gray spot in the black. It"s about fifteen miles. Ride along the Rim that way till y"u cross a trail.
Sh.o.r.e y"u can"t miss it. Then go down."
"I"m much obliged to you," replied Jean, reluctantly accepting what he regarded as his dismissal. Turning his horse, he put his foot in the stirrup, then, hesitating, he looked across the saddle at the girl. Her abstraction, as she gazed away over the purple depths suggested loneliness and wistfulness. She was not thinking of that scene spread so wondrously before her. It struck Jean she might be pondering a subtle change in his feeling and att.i.tude, something he was conscious of, yet could not define.
"Reckon this is good-by," he said, with hesitation.
"ADIOS, SENOR," she replied, facing him again. She lifted the little carbine to the hollow of her elbow and, half turning, appeared ready to depart.
"Adios means good-by?" he queried.
"Yes, good-by till to-morrow or good-by forever. Take it as y"u like."
"Then you"ll meet me here day after to-morrow?" How eagerly he spoke, on impulse, without a consideration of the intangible thing that had changed him!
"Did I say I wouldn"t?"
"No. But I reckoned you"d not care to after--" he replied, breaking off in some confusion.
"Sh.o.r.e I"ll be glad to meet y"u. Day after to-morrow about mid-afternoon. Right heah. Fetch all the news from Gra.s.s Valley."
"All right. Thanks. That"ll be--fine," replied Jean, and as he spoke he experienced a buoyant thrill, a pleasant lightness of enthusiasm, such as always stirred boyishly in him at a prospect of adventure.
Before it pa.s.sed he wondered at it and felt unsure of himself. He needed to think.
"Stranger sh.o.r.e I"m not recollectin" that y"u told me who y"u are," she said.
"No, reckon I didn"t tell," he returned. "What difference does that make? I said I didn"t care who or what you are. Can"t you feel the same about me?"
"Sh.o.r.e--I felt that way," she replied, somewhat non-plussed, with the level brown gaze steadily on his face. "But now y"u make me think."
"Let"s meet without knowin" any more about each other than we do now."
"Sh.o.r.e. I"d like that. In this big wild Arizona a girl--an" I reckon a man--feels so insignificant. What"s a name, anyhow? Still, people an" things have to be distinguished. I"ll call y"u "Stranger" an" be satisfied--if y"u say it"s fair for y"u not to tell who y"u are."
"Fair! No, it"s not," declared Jean, forced to confession. "My name"s Jean--Jean Isbel."
"ISBEL!" she exclaimed, with a violent start. "Sh.o.r.e y"u can"t be son of old Ga.s.s Isbel.... I"ve seen both his sons."
"He has three," replied Jean, with relief, now the secret was out. "I"m the youngest. I"m twenty-four. Never been out of Oregon till now. On my way--"
The brown color slowly faded out of her face, leaving her quite pale, with eyes that began to blaze. The suppleness of her seemed to stiffen.
"My name"s Ellen Jorth," she burst out, pa.s.sionately. "Does it mean anythin" to y"u?"
"Never heard it in my life," protested Jean. "Sure I reckoned you belonged to the sheep raisers who "re on the outs with my father.
That"s why I had to tell you I"m Jean Isbel.... Ellen Jorth. It"s strange an" pretty.... Reckon I can be just as good a--a friend to you--"
"No Isbel, can ever be a friend to me," she said, with bitter coldness.
Stripped of her ease and her soft wistfulness, she stood before him one instant, entirely another girl, a hostile enemy. Then she wheeled and strode off into the woods.
Jean, in amaze, in consternation, watched her swiftly draw away with her lithe, free step, wanting to follow her, wanting to call to her; but the resentment roused by her suddenly avowed hostility held him mute in his tracks. He watched her disappear, and when the brown-and-green wall of forest swallowed the slender gray form he fought against the insistent desire to follow her, and fought in vain.
CHAPTER II
But Ellen Jorth"s moccasined feet did not leave a distinguishable trail on the springy pine needle covering of the ground, and Jean could not find any trace of her.
A little futile searching to and fro cooled his impulse and called pride to his rescue. Returning to his horse, he mounted, rode out behind the pack mule to start it along, and soon felt the relief of decision and action. Clumps of small pines grew thickly in spots on the Rim, making it necessary for him to skirt them; at which times he lost sight of the purple basin. Every time he came back to an opening through which he could see the wild ruggedness and colors and distances, his appreciation of their nature grew on him. Arizona from Yuma to the Little Colorado had been to him an endless waste of wind-scoured, sun-blasted barrenness. This black-forested rock-rimmed land of untrodden ways was a world that in itself would satisfy him.
Some instinct in Jean called for a lonely, wild land, into the fastnesses of which he could roam at will and be the other strange self that he had always yearned to be but had never been.
Every few moments there intruded into his flowing consciousness the flashing face of Ellen Jorth, the way she had looked at him, the things she had said. "Reckon I was a fool," he soliloquized, with an acute sense of humiliation. "She never saw how much in earnest I was." And Jean began to remember the circ.u.mstances with a vividness that disturbed and perplexed him.
The accident of running across such a girl in that lonely place might be out of the ordinary--but it had happened. Surprise had made him dull. The charm of her appearance, the appeal of her manner, must have drawn him at the very first, but he had not recognized that. Only at her words, "Oh, I"ve been kissed before," had his feelings been checked in their heedless progress. And the utterance of them had made a difference he now sought to a.n.a.lyze. Some personality in him, some voice, some idea had begun to defend her even before he was conscious that he had arraigned her before the bar of his judgment. Such defense seemed clamoring in him now and he forced himself to listen. He wanted, in his hurt pride, to justify his amazing surrender to a sweet and sentimental impulse.
He realized now that at first glance he should have recognized in her look, her poise, her voice the quality he called thoroughbred. Ragged and stained apparel did not prove her of a common sort. Jean had known a number of fine and wholesome girls of good family; and he remembered his sister. This Ellen Jorth was that kind of a girl irrespective of her present environment. Jean championed her loyally, even after he had gratified his selfish pride.
It was then--contending with an intangible and stealing glamour, unreal and fanciful, like the dream of a forbidden enchantment--that Jean arrived at the part in the little woodland drama where he had kissed Ellen Jorth and had been unrebuked. Why had she not resented his action? Dispelled was the illusion he had been dreamily and n.o.bly constructing. "Oh, I"ve been kissed before!" The shock to him now exceeded his first dismay. Half bitterly she had spoken, and wholly scornful of herself, or of him, or of all men. For she had said all men were alike. Jean chafed under the smart of that, a taunt every decent man hated. Naturally every happy and healthy young man would want to kiss such red, sweet lips. But if those lips had been for others--never for him! Jean reflected that not since childish games had he kissed a girl--until this brown-faced Ellen Jorth came his way.
He wondered at it. Moreover, he wondered at the significance he placed upon it. After all, was it not merely an accident? Why should he remember? Why should he ponder? What was the faint, deep, growing thrill that accompanied some of his thoughts?
Riding along with busy mind, Jean almost crossed a well-beaten trail, leading through a pine thicket and down over the Rim. Jean"s pack mule led the way without being driven. And when Jean reached the edge of the bluff one look down was enough to fetch him off his horse. That trail was steep, narrow, clogged with stones, and as full of sharp corners as a crosscut saw. Once on the descent with a packed mule and a spirited horse, Jean had no time for mind wanderings and very little for occasional glimpses out over the cedar tops to the vast blue hollow asleep under a westering sun.