"So you have come back to me, Zdenko? Tell me, do you still love me?"
she asked in a pa.s.sionate whisper, at the same time making it impossible for me to reply--
"Stop!" here interrupted the chair: "I don"t quite understand how that could be?"
"I do," promptly, and succinctly interposed the prince. "Continue, prisoner, what happened next?"
I hardly know how to tell it, your highness. It was like a dream of paradise! I knew that every kiss I received and returned was deceit, robbery, sacrilege; I knew I was cheating the house which sheltered me; the master of the house who fed me; the unknown man whose name I bore--the woman--G.o.d--the devil--all--all. And yet, were you to ask me what I should do were I to be placed in the same situation again, I should reply: "Just what I did then--and if it cost me my life!"
"Hardened reprobate!" exclaimed the chair in a tone of reprimand. Then he dictated to the notary: "_Adulterium c.u.m stellionatum_--"
"But," hastily interposed the prince, "he did not begin it. In this case, as in that of Father Adam: the woman was to blame. The prisoner will continue."
I know it was a great crime--I know it very well, and it oppresses my soul to this day, although I have received absolution for it. In that moment of oblivion to all things earthly, the lovely Persida whispered in my ear:
"Zdenko, if you could journey to the Holy Land for love of me you could also endure a season of purgatory for my sake, could you not?"
Without stopping to consider, I answered:
"Certainly I could!"
"Very well, then, do not confess this sin which is half mine. Do not confide it to priest, or saint, for no matter to whom you might confess, misfortune would come to me as well as to you."
I promised not to confess the sin; but I went about with it weighting my soul, much as a wounded stag roams the forest with a dart in his vitals.
The old duke at last became so devout that he compelled every member of his household to repair to the confessional in his private chapel, every fast day. There was nothing to be seen of the priest who received the penitents, but his hand, in which he held a long ivory wand with which he would touch the penitent as a sign that absolution had been granted.
The duke confessed first; after him the d.u.c.h.ess; then I, the house-friend, and major-domo of the ducal household. When my turn came, I took my place before the lattice and said to the confessor: "Father, will you give me your word of honor that you will never tell what I confess to you?"
"Don"t ask such silly questions, my son," he replied. "Don"t you know that the secrets of the confessional are inviolably sacred?"
"But, suppose you should tell them sometime?" I persisted.
"Then I should be burned at the stake."
"Has it never happened that a priest betrayed the secrets confided to him in the confessional?" I asked again.
"Such a case is not on record, my son. Not even the confession of a murderer may be revealed, though the priest knows that an innocent man will be hanged for the crime. He dare not speak to prevent the law from committing another murder. On the other hand, many a priest has suffered martyrdom rather than betray the secrets confided to him. An ill.u.s.trious example is Saint Nepomuck, of whom I dare say you have heard?"
"Yes, I have read about John Nepomucene; but are you a saint of that order?"
"The vows I have taken, my son, are the same he took."
"That is not enough, father; you must swear to me that you will never reveal what I tell you."
And his reverence had to yield to my importunate request before I would make my confession to him. After he had solemnly sworn never to reveal what I should tell him, I made a clean breast of everything--and a rare list it was I can tell you!
At the last transgression, however, I made a pause. I remembered what Persida had said to me. And yet, the sin I shared with her was the very one that most oppressed my soul.
The father noticed my hesitation, and said:
"My son, you are keeping back something. You have not told me everything. It is not likely that a stately young gentleman like yourself lives only on caraway-soup! There are many handsome women in this city; every one of them confesses her foibles--you, surely, are not the only saint about here! Remember, if you withhold but a single transgression, your tortures in purgatory will be the same as for nine-hundred and ninety-nine."
The reverend father continued to threaten me with purgatorial fires, until at last I confided in him the secret which was only half mine. I had no sooner done so than I regretted it; I would have given anything could I have recalled my words--nay, I would willingly have journeyed straightway to purgatory, as I had told Persida I would, rather than betray the secret we shared together. But the secrets of a sinful love have wings--they will escape somehow.
When I bent forward to receive the reverend father"s benediction, he gave me such a thump on the head with his wand that the spot remained sore to the touch for several days.
"He absolves one with a will, and no mistake!" I said to myself as I rose to go my way. It occurred to me for an instant, that it would be exceedingly comical if, instead of a priest, it had been the duke who received my confession. I turned to look toward his grace"s arm-chair, and was relieved to see that his burly form occupied it, and that he was wrapped in devout slumber.
THE IRON NECKLACE.
Freed from the burden of my transgressions, I proceeded to do what is usually done by the prodigal sons who have been relieved of their old debts--I set about at once to make new ones.
I looked forward with impatience for evening to arrive, for the hour of instructive reading in the book of Saints and Martyrs.
On this particular evening the duke was even more friendly toward me than usual; he jested with me, and frequently compelled me to exchange gla.s.ses with him as a sign of his cordial friendship.
When the hour arrived for the d.u.c.h.ess to prepare the "rejuvenating sleeping potion," his grace became actually boisterous; his fat face grew crimson, his rotund paunch shook like jelly, with his incessant laughter.
"See here, comrade," he exclaimed, taking from his wife"s hand the goblet in which the hot, spiced wine was steaming, "this is a drink of paradise! When I have emptied it into my stomach, I fly direct to paradise--not the one described by our holy men, where all the men are old, and all the women pious; where there is neither eating nor drinking and where there are no amus.e.m.e.nts save harp-playing and psalm singing--no, I fly straightway to the improved paradise of the Mohammedans, where there is wine to drink and women to admire. There an enchanting Greek _Hetare_ offers you the wine of Cyprus; the Roman bacchante offers Falernian wine; the Spanish donna serves Maderia; the Lesbian siren gives you nectar; the Persian bayadere brings Shiraz; the Wallachian fairy, Tokay; and the negress Abelera dips up sparkling Bordeaux in the hollow of her dusky palm and holds it to your lips--each more beautiful than the other, until at last you cannot decide which of the wines is the most delicious. That is _I_ cannot, for you have not yet made the journey. But you shall; for are not we good comrades--you and I? Is it not meet that I should let my heart"s brother enjoy paradisal delights with me? To be sure it is! Very good!
You shall go in my stead this very evening to Mohammed"s paradise--but only this once, mind you! Here, take the gla.s.s, empty it to the dregs!" I was exceedingly embarra.s.sed; I looked questioningly toward the d.u.c.h.ess, who was seated on the arm of her husband"s chair. He could not see her nod her head as if to say, "Do as you are bid."
I took the goblet and emptied it to the dregs. Almost immediately I was overcome by a languor that seemed to transform my material body to vapor. I rose from the earth to the clouds which a.s.sumed the most fantastic shapes; on and on the breeze wafted me; over enchanting regions, amid talking trees and singing fruits; across a sea of radiant light swept by waves of harmony--amid music, and color, and perfumes, the quintessence of sweetness, amid gorgeous flames which became forms of transcendent loveliness: Delilah; Bathsheba; Salome; Las; Aspasia; Cleopatra; Semiramis; Circe; and the dusky Atalanta.
The seductive forms gathered around me; they pressed toward me, smiling alluringly. They thrust on to every one of my fingers rings that glittered with diamonds, rubies, sapphires, until my hands became so heavy I could not lift them. Their embraces strangled me; their kisses burned on my face and neck like fire; the dusky Atalanta"s coral lips drew the blood from my veins--
"Are you never going to waken from your satanic dream?" impatiently interrupted the chair.
"Let him dream--it is rather pleasant," interposed the prince; but Hugo said:
"I am awake. The place in which I found myself, when I opened my eyes, was not Mohammed"s paradise, but an underground dungeon, the walls of which were dripping with moisture. The flickering light of a small lamp faintly illumined the narrow cell; and the rings which weighted my hands were heavy iron chains that creaked and clinked every movement I made. The kisses which burned on my face and neck were not from the lips of Delilah, Circe, and the rest; but from those horrible hundred-legged creatures, scolopendra, which covered my body; and the dusky Atalanta, who drew the blood from my neck, was nothing less than a hideous vampyre. The embraces which strangled me were not from the white arms of enchantresses, but from an iron band two inches thick and three fingers wide, fastened about my neck, and secured to a ring in the wall by a chain, that was only long enough to allow me to reach and convey to my mouth the mouldy bread and jug of water placed by my side--"
"Served you right, you G.o.dless miscreant!" interpolated the chair in a severe tone. "You got your just deserts at last!"
At first--continued the prisoner--I consoled myself with the foolish thought that I was still under the influence of the sleeping potion. I remembered that those persons who eat the flesh of sharks are said to have such dreams: delightful visions at first, followed by the tortures of martyrdom.
But the iron neck-band was too painful a reality for me to remain long in doubt as to whether I was awake, or dreaming. The cold, hard, heavy ring betrothed me to death!
How long a time I pa.s.sed in thinking over what had happened I can"t say; there was no night, no day, in that dungeon; nor was I told by sleep and hunger when it was midnight or noon.
The lamp in my cell was a perpetual one, for the oil did not grow less; it was there, doubtless, to reveal to me all the horrors of my surroundings. Reptiles, all manner of creeping and crawling creatures moved over the stone floor and walls; vampyres hung in rows from the ceiling, watching me with their garnet eyes, ready to flash down on me the moment I lost consciousness in sleep.
At last a sound roused me from the stupor into which I had fallen; a key turned in the lock, the iron door opened, and a tall man, whose face was hidden by a capuchin, entered, with a jug of water and a loaf of bread.
"Well, my lad," he exclaimed, on seeing that I had not touched the bread or the water by my side. "Do you propose to starve yourself?"
His voice sounded strangely familiar; I did not have to trouble my brain guessing where I had heard it before; he pushed back his capuchin, and I recognized the haidemaken priest who had performed the ceremony of confirmation over me in the cavern.
"You are the haidemaken pater?" I whispered hoa.r.s.ely, not trusting myself to speak aloud.