"You are a very rude, ill-bred girl, Thomasina Bolderston! I made an innocent remark, and you twist it about so as to insult me before all the house! You will ask my pardon at once if you have any right feeling."
"I"m the Head Girl, my dear. The Head Girl doesn"t ask pardon of a silly new-comer who can"t take a joke!"
"I fail to see where the joke comes in. If you are Head Girl a dozen times over, it doesn"t alter the fact that you don"t know how to behave.
You have bullied me and made me miserable ever since I came to this school, and I won"t stand it any longer, and so I give you notice!"
"Much obliged, but it"s no use. The rules of this school are that the pupils must obey the Head Girl in her own department, and there can be no exception in your favour, unpleasant as you find my yoke."
"When _I_ am a Head Girl I shall try to be worthy of the position. I"ll be kind to new girls, and set them a good example. I"ll not jeer at them and make them so wretched that they wish they never had been born!"
Thomasina leant her head on her hand, and gazed fixedly into the angry face. She made no reply, but there was no lack of speakers to vindicate her honour. Sneering voices rose on every side in a clamour of indignant protest.
"When _she_ is Head Girl indeed! It will be a good time before _that_ happens, I should say."
"Not in our day, let us hope. We are not worthy to be under such a mistress."
"Oh my goodness, what a pattern she will be; what a shining example!
You can see her wings even now beginning to sprout."
"Nonsense, child! It"s not wings, it"s only round shoulders. These growing girls _will_ stoop. You had better be careful, or you will be set in order next."
Rhoda looked across the room with smarting, tear-filled eyes.
"Don"t alarm yourselves; I wouldn"t condescend to bandy words. You are like our leader--not worthy of notice!"
"Look here, Rhoda Chester, say what you like about us, but leave Thomasina alone. We will not have our Head Girl insulted, if we know it. If you say another word we will turn you out into the pa.s.sage."
"Thank you, Beatrice; no need to get excited; I can fight my own battles without your help. This little difference is between Rhoda and me, and we must settle it together. I think we could talk matters over more comfortably in my study, without interrupting your rest hour. May I trouble you, Miss Chester? Three doors along the pa.s.sage. I won"t take you far out of your way!"
Thomasina rose from her seat, and waved her hand towards the door. She was all smiles and blandness, but a gasp of dismay sounded through the room, as if a private interview in the Head Girl"s study was no light thing to contemplate.
Rhoda"s heart beat fast with apprehension. What was going to happen.
What would take place next? It was like the invitation of the spider to the fly--full of subtle terror. Nevertheless, her pride would not allow her to object, and, throwing back her head, she marched promptly, and without hesitation, along the corridor.
CHAPTER NINE.
HAVING IT OUT.
Thomasina led the way into her study, and shut the door behind her. It was a bare little room, singularly free from those photographs and nick- nacks with which most girls love to adorn a private sanctum. It looked what it was--a workroom pure and simple, with a pile of writing materials on the table, and the walls ornamented with maps and sheets of paper, containing jottings of the hours of cla.s.ses and games. On the mantelpiece reposed a ball of string, a dogskin glove, a matchbox, and a photograph of an elderly gentleman, whose pike-like aspect sufficiently proclaimed his relationship. There were three straight-back chairs, supplied by the school, and two easier ones of Thomasina"s own providing, both in the last stages of invalidism.
The mistress of this luxurious domain turned towards her visitor with a hospitable smile.
"Sit down," she cried, "make yourself comfortable. Not that chair--the spokes have given way, and it might land you on the floor. Try the blue, and keep your skirts to the front, so that it won"t catch on the nails. I can"t think how it is that my chairs go wrong. I"m always tinkering at them. Nice little study, isn"t it? So cosy!"
"Ye-es!" a.s.sented Rhoda, who privately thought it the most forlorn- looking apartment she had ever seen, but was in no mood to discuss either its merits or demerits. It was in no friendly spirit that she had paid this visit; then why waste time on foolish preliminaries? She looked expectantly at Thomasina, and Thomasina stood in front of the chimney-piece with both hands thrust into the side pockets of her bicycling skirt, jingling their contents in an easy, gentlemanly fashion. From her leathern band depended a steel chain which lost itself in the depths of the right-hand pocket. Rhoda felt an unaccountable curiosity to discover what hung at the end of that chain and rattled in so uncanny a fashion.
"Well!" began Thomasina, tilting herself slowly forward on the points of her flat, wide shoes, "Well, and now about this little matter. I asked you to step in here because I think differences of opinion are more easily settled without an audience, and as it were, man to man." She buried her chin in her necktie, and gazed across the room with a calm, speculative glance. The likeness between her and the pike-like gentleman grew more startling every moment. "Now, we have known each other barely a week, and already I have offended you deeply, and you, without knowing it, have hit me on a tender spot. It is time that we came to an understanding. Before going any further, however, there are one or two questions I should like to ask. You have had time to notice a good many things since you arrived. You have seen me constantly with the girls. Do they dislike me? Do they speak of me hardly behind my back? Do they consider me a bully or a sneak? Should you say on the whole that I was popular or unpopular?"
"Popular!" said Rhoda firmly. Whatever happened she would speak the truth, and not quibble with obvious facts. "They like you very much."
"And you wonder how they can, eh? Nevertheless it"s true. I"ll tell you something more. I"m the most popular Head Girl at Hurst. You ask the other colours to-morrow, and they"ll tell you to a man that you are lucky to have me. Very well then, Rhoda, who"s to blame if you think the opposite? Yourself, and n.o.body but yourself, as I"ll proceed to prove. You come to school with a flourish of trumpets, thinking you are doing us a mighty big favour by settling among us, and that you are to be allowed to amble along at your own sweet will, ignoring rules you don"t like, graciously agreeing to those you do, and prepared to turn into a wild cat the first moment any one tries to keep you in order.
Then, when you are unhappy, as you jolly well deserve to be, you turn and rend me, and say it is my fault. If all the new girls behaved as you have done, I should have been in my little tomb long ago, and you would have some one else to deal with. It seems to me, my dear, that you don"t recognise my duties. I am placed in a position of authority, and am bound to enforce the rules. If the girls are obedient, well and good; if they kick, well and good also. _I break "em in_! I"m going to break _you_ in, Rhoda Chester, and the sooner you realise it the happier you"ll be."
Rhoda looked at her fully, with a firmness of chin, a straightness of eye, which argued ill for the success of the project.
"You will never break me in, as you call it, by domineering, and treating me like a child."
"I know it, my dear. I haven"t been studying girls all these years without learning something of character. Some fillies you can drive with a snaffle, others need the curb. You drive yourself, and understand what I mean. I can see quite well that you are a proud, sensitive girl, with a good heart hidden away behind a lot of nonsense.
If it were not for that heart I shouldn"t trouble myself about you, but simply give my orders, and see that they were obeyed. But there"s nothing mean about me, and I"d scorn to take an unfair advantage. Now, I"ll tell you straight that I have come to the conclusion that I judged you wrongly about that pony business, and that you didn"t mean to brag.
I saw by the way you flared out that you were really hurt, and I was sorry. I"ve no pity on brag, but when I judge a girl wrongly I feel sick. If it"s any relief to your mind to know it, I believe that little episode upset me more than it did you. When you said I was not worthy of my position, and made new-comers wretched, you hit me very hard, Rhoda, very hard indeed!"
She stopped short and jingled furiously at her chains, then suddenly looked up, gave a roguish smile, and cried, insinuatingly--
"There, I"ve done my part. I"ve acknowledged I was wrong. You are no coward, so you will do as much! You will admit that you have been a difficult subject, won"t you now?"
Rhoda looked at her and hesitated. She cleared her throat and determined to speak openly, and then suddenly, suddenly, something swelled at her throat, and she heard her own voice say chokingly:
"I suppose I"ve been stupid... I"ve never been accustomed to be-- ordered about! I"m sorry if I was disagreeable, but I never, never meant to--give myself airs!"
"But you did though, all the same," cried Thomasina briskly. "Bless me, yes! The way you came into a room, the way you walked out, the way you looked at your food, and turned it over on your plate, the way you eyed the other girls up and down, down and up--it all said as plainly as print `I"m Her Royal Highness of Chester, and I won"t have any dealings with the likes of _You_!" If you had been a Princess of the blood you couldn"t have put on more side, and so, of course, we judged your words by your actions, and thought you were bragging when you meant nothing of the sort. Now, just make up your mind, like a sensible girl, to forget your own importance, and don"t always be on the lookout for insults to your dignity. Your dignity will look after itself if it"s any good, and you"ll be a heap happier if you give up coddling and fussing over it all day long. There was that little matter of the pigtail the other morning! It wasn"t my wish that you should tie back your hair. I don"t mind telling you that it"s much less becoming than it was, but I was simply acting as the mouthpiece of Miss Bruce, as you might have known if you had taken one minute to consider. Your friend, Dorothy What- ever-she-calls-herself, behaved like a sensible girl, and did as she was told without making a fuss, but you must needs work yourself into a fury. You"ll have a fit one of these days if you are not careful. You are just one of those fair, reddy people who are subject to apoplexy, so don"t say I didn"t warn you. When we went down to breakfast I tried to be friendly, just to show there was no ill-feeling, and you went and starved yourself rather than accept a crumb from my hands. It reminded me awfully of my little cousin of three. When he is made to do what he doesn"t like, he refuses to eat his bread and milk. He seems to think he is punishing us somehow; but, bless your heart, _we_ don"t mind! We know he is strong and hearty, and that it will do him no harm to starve once in a way. I wasn"t in the least anxious about you, but I don"t want you to go on feeling wretched in my house, so I"ll do my best to consider your feelings. I warn you, however, I can"t stop chaffing. If I think of a funny thing to say, I _must_ say it or burst, and if you don"t like it you can comfort yourself by thinking that it"s for your good, and will teach you to control your temper. If you get offended after this, the more fool you, for I tell you straight there will be no ill-feeling in my mind, nothing but simple, pure buffoonery."
Rhoda smiled feebly. The cool, unemotional tones of the other had effectually dried her tears, but the softened expression remained, and her voice had almost an humble intonation.
"I"ll try. I know I am touchy, but I shan"t mind so much now that you-- that you have explained! I think you have been very generous."
"All right," interrupted Thomasina briskly. "Don"t gush. I loathe gush. That"s all right, then, and I"ll tell the girls I was wrong just now. They will all treat you decently if I tell them to; so behave sensibly, and don"t be a young jacka.s.s, and all will be well."
"I--er, I _beg_ your pardon!"
"Don"t mention it!" Thomasina beamed amiably over her shoulder.
"Jacka.s.s, I said--don"t be a jacka.s.s! The gong will ring in ten minutes, so you"d better be off to your room. Pleased to have seen you!
Good afternoon. Come again another day!"
CHAPTER TEN.
HARD WORK.
From that day forward matters moved more smoothly for Rhoda. Dorothy reported that Tom had returned to the house-parlour to explain her regret at having misjudged a new-comer, and her desire that her colleagues would second her effort to make Rhoda happy, and, as usual, Tom"s word was law. That very evening several of the girls took an opportunity of exchanging friendly remarks with Rhoda, while at supper an amount of attention was bestowed upon her plate which was positively embarra.s.sing. It was a delightful change, but through all the relief rang the sting of remembering that it had been accomplished by Thomasina, not herself; that the new friendliness was the result of Thomasina"s orders rather than her own deserts. To her fellow-students she was still an insignificant new-comer, with no claim to distinction.
If she excelled in one subject, she was behind in the next, while at games she was hopelessly ignorant. It was wormwood and gall to be obliged to join the "Bantlings" at hockey, and be coached by a girl of twelve; but Rhoda set her teeth and determined that if pluck and energy could help, it would be a short time indeed before she got her reward.
Oh, those first few games, what unmitigated misery they were! The ankle pads got in her way, and made her waddle like a duck, and when at last she began to congratulate herself on overcoming the first difficulty, they tripped her up, and landed her unexpectedly on the ground.
Although she was repeatedly warned to keep her stick down, it seemed to fly up of itself, and bring disgrace upon her; and then, alas! the ball followed its example, bounded up from the ground, and landed neatly on her cheek immediately beneath her left eye. A hideous swelling and discolouration was the result, but after the first rush to see that the damage was not serious, no one seemed in the least agitated about the mishap. Erley Chase would have been convulsed with panic from attic to cellar, but Thomasina only struck an att.i.tude, and exclaimed, "Oh! my eye!" and even Miss Everett smiled, more in amus.e.m.e.nt than horror, as she cried, "In the wars already, Rhoda? You _have_ begun early." Mrs Chester would hardly have recognised her darling in the knickerbockered girl, with her curly mane screwed into a pigtail, her dainty feet scuffling the ground, and her face disfigured by a lump, which changed to a different colour with each new dawn. If she could have had a glimpse of her during that tragic period it is certain that Rhoda"s term at "Hurst" would have been short indeed: but she was not informed of the accident, while each letter showed an increasing interest in work and play. Rhoda had put her back into her studies, and worked with an almost feverish earnestness. The hours of preparation were all too short, but she found a dozen ways of adding to their length, so that from morning to night her brain was never allowed to rest. She grew white and tired, and so perceptibly thin that Miss Bruce questioned her cla.s.s-mistress as to the change in her appearance.
"She is an ambitious girl," was the reply, "and does not like to feel behind. She is working hard, and making progress; but she never complains, or appears to feel ill."