"I possess a parrot," the Professor answered, drily, "I got him for a purpose when I was making a study of the imitative powers of birds, and I have never got rid of him. A cigar?"
"Thank you."
They sat down. Father Murchison glanced at the parrot. It had paused in its journey, and, clinging to the bars of its cage, was regarding them with attentive round eyes that looked deliberately intelligent, but by no means sympathetic. He looked away from it to Guildea, who was smoking, with his head thrown back, his sharp, pointed chin, on which the small black beard bristled, upturned. He was moving his under lip up and down rapidly. This action caused the beard to stir and look peculiarly aggressive. The Father suddenly chuckled softly.
"Why"s that?" cried Guildea, letting his chin drop down on his breast and looking at his guest sharply.
"I was thinking it would have to be a crisis indeed that could make you cling to your butler"s affection for a.s.sistance."
Guildea smiled too.
"You"re right. It would. Here he comes."
The man entered with coffee. He offered it gently, and retired like a shadow retreating on a wall.
"Splendid, inhuman fellow," remarked Guildea.
"I prefer the East End lad who does my errands in Bird Street," said the Father. "I know all his worries. He knows some of mine. We are friends.
He"s more noisy than your man. He even breathes hard when he is specially solicitous, but he would do more for me than put the coals on my fire, or black my square-toed boots."
"Men are differently made. To me the watchful eye of affection would be abominable."
"What about that bird?"
The Father pointed to the parrot. It had got up on its perch and, with one foot uplifted in an impressive, almost benedictory, manner, was gazing steadily at the Professor.
"That"s the watchful eye of imitation, with a mind at the back of it, desirous of reproducing the peculiarities of others. No, I thought your sermon to-night very fresh, very clever. But I have no wish for affection. Reasonable liking, of course, one desires," he tugged sharply at his beard, as if to warn himself against sentimentality,--"but anything more would be most irksome, and would push me, I feel sure, towards cruelty. It would also hamper one"s work."
"I don"t think so."
"The sort of work I do. I shall continue to benefit the world without loving it, and it will continue to accept the benefits without loving me. That"s all as it should be."
He drank his coffee. Then he added, rather aggressively:
"I have neither time nor inclination for sentimentality."
When Guildea let Father Murchison out, he followed the Father on to the doorstep and stood there for a moment. The Father glanced across the damp road into the Park.
"I see you"ve got a gate just opposite you," he said idly.
"Yes. I often slip across for a stroll to clear my brain. Good-night to you. Come again some day."
"With pleasure. Good-night."
The Priest strode away, leaving Guildea standing on the step.
Father Murchison came many times again to number one hundred Hyde Park Place. He had a feeling of liking for most men and women whom he knew, and of tenderness for all, whether he knew them or not, but he grew to have a special sentiment towards Guildea. Strangely enough, it was a sentiment of pity. He pitied this hard-working, eminently successful man of big brain and bold heart, who never seemed depressed, who never wanted a.s.sistance, who never complained of the twisted skein of life or faltered in his progress along its way. The Father pitied Guildea, in fact, because Guildea wanted so little. He had told him so, for the intercourse of the two men, from the beginning, had been singularly frank.
One evening, when they were talking together, the Father happened to speak of one of the oddities of life, the fact that those who do not want things often get them, while those who seek them vehemently are disappointed in their search.
"Then I ought to have affection poured upon me," said Guildea, smiling rather grimly. "For I hate it."
"Perhaps some day you will."
"I hope not, most sincerely."
Father Murchison said nothing for a moment. He was drawing together the ends of the broad band round his ca.s.sock. When he spoke he seemed to be answering someone.
"Yes," he said slowly, "yes, that _is_ my feeling--pity."
"For whom?" said the Professor.
Then, suddenly, he understood. He did not say that he understood, but Father Murchison felt, and saw, that it was quite unnecessary to answer his friend"s question. So Guildea, strangely enough, found himself closely acquainted with a man--his opposite in all ways,--who pitied him.
The fact that he did not mind this, and scarcely ever thought about it, shows perhaps as clearly as anything could the peculiar indifference of his nature.
II.
One Autumn evening, a year and a half after Father Murchison and the Professor had first met, the Father called in Hyde Park Place and enquired of the blond and stony butler--his name was Pitting--whether his master was at home.
"Yes, sir," replied Pitting. "Will you please come this way?"
He moved noiselessly up the rather narrow stairs, followed by the Father, tenderly opened the library door, and in his soft, cold voice, announced:
"Father Murchison."
Guildea was sitting in an armchair, before a small fire. His thin, long-fingered hands lay outstretched upon his knees, his head was sunk down on his chest. He appeared to be pondering deeply. Pitting very slightly raised his voice.
"Father Murchison to see you, sir," he repeated.
The Professor jumped up rather suddenly and turned sharply round as the Father came in.
"Oh," he said. "It"s you, is it? Glad to see you. Come to the fire."
The Father glanced at him and thought him looking unusually fatigued.
"You don"t look well to-night," the Father said.
"No?"
"You must be working too hard. That lecture you are going to give in Paris is bothering you?"
"Not a bit. It"s all arranged. I could deliver it to you at this moment verbatim. Well, sit down."
The Father did so, and Guildea sank once more into his chair and stared hard into the fire without another word. He seemed to be thinking profoundly. His friend did not interrupt him, but quietly lit a pipe and began to smoke reflectively. The eyes of Guildea were fixed upon the fire. The Father glanced about the room, at the walls of soberly bound books, at the crowded writing-table, at the windows, before which hung heavy, dark-blue curtains of old brocade, at the cage, which stood between them. A green baize covering was thrown over it. The Father wondered why. He had never seen Napoleon--so the parrot was named--covered up at night before. While he was looking at the baize, Guildea suddenly jerked up his head, and, taking his hands from his knees and clasping them, said abruptly:
"D"you think I"m an attractive man?"