Uniacke"s heart grew heavier at the words.
In the morning Sir Graham said to him, with a curious calmness:
"I think perhaps you are right, Uniacke. I have been considering your words, your advice."
"And you will take it?" Uniacke said, with a sudden enormous sense of gratefulness.
"I think I shall."
"Think--Sir Graham!"
"I"ll decide to-night. I must have the day to consider. But--yes, you are right. That--that horrible appearance. I suppose it must be evoked by the trickery of my own brain."
"Undoubtedly."
"There can be no other reason for it?"
"None--none."
"Then--then, yes, I had better go from here. But you will come with me?"
"To London?"
"Anywhere--it does not matter."
He looked round him wistfully.
"If I am to leave the island," he said sorrowfully, "it does not matter where I go."
"To London then," Uniacke said, almost joyously. "I will make my arrangements."
"To-morrow?"
"To-morrow. Yes. Excuse me for the present. I must run over to the mainland to settle about the Sunday services. I shall be back in a few hours."
He went out, feeling as if a weight had been lifted from brain and heart. So good could come out of evil. Had he not done right to lie? He began to believe that he had. As he crossed to the mainland he wrapped himself in warm and comfortable sophistries. The wickedness of subterfuge vanished now that subterfuge was found to be successful in attaining a desired end. For that which is successful seldom appears wholly evil. To-day Uniacke glowed in the fires of his sinfulness.
He transacted his business on the mainland and set out on his return home, driving through the shallow sea in a high cart. The day, which had opened in sunshine, was now become grey, very still and depressing. An intense and brooding silence reigned, broken by the splashing of the horse"s hoofs in the scarcely ruffled water, and by the occasional peevish cackle of a gull hovering, on purposeless wings, between the waters and the mists. The low island lay in the dull distance ahead, wan and deprecatory of aspect, like a thing desiring to be left alone in the morose embrace of solitude. Uniacke, gazing towards it out of the midst of the sea, longed ardently for the morrow when Sir Graham would be caught away from this pale land of terror. He no longer blamed himself for what he had done. Conscience was asleep. He exulted, and had a strange feeling that G.o.d smiled on him with approval of his sin.
As he reached the island, the grey pall slightly lifted and light broke through the mist. He came up out of the sea, and, whipping the wet and weary horse, drove along the narrow lanes towards the Rectory. But when he came within hail of the churchyard all his abnormal exultation was suddenly quenched, and the oppressive sense of threatening danger which had for so long a time persecuted him, returned with painful force. He saw ahead of him Sir Graham seated before his easel painting. Behind the artist, bending down, his eyes fixed intently on the canvas, his huge hands gripping one another across his chest, stood the mad Skipper. As the wheels of the cart ground the rough road by the churchyard wall, Sir Graham looked up and smiled.
"I"m doing a last day"s work," he called.
Uniacke stopped the cart and jumped out. The Skipper never moved. His eyes never left the canvas. He seemed utterly absorbed.
"You are not working on the picture?" said Uniacke hastily.
"No."
"Thank G.o.d."
"Why d"you say that?"
"I--the subject was so horrible."
"This is only a study. I shall leave the picture as I am leaving the Island. Perhaps some day--" He paused. Then he said: "I call this "Sea Change." Go indoors. In about half an hour I will come and fetch you to see it. Where will you be?"
"In my little room at the back of the house. I have some letters to write."
"I"ll come there. Don"t disturb me, till then. I think the picture will be strange--and I hope beautiful."
And again he smiled. Rea.s.sured, Uniacke made his way into the Rectory.
He sat down at his writing-table, took up his pen and wrote a few words of a letter. But his mind wandered. The pen dropped on the table and he fell into thought. It was strangely still weather, and there was a strange stillness in his heart and conscience, a calm that was sweet to him. He felt the relief of coming to an end after a journey that had not been without dangers. For, during his intercourse with Sir Graham, he had often walked upon the edge of tragedy. Now he no longer looked down from that precipice. He leaned his arm on the table, among the litter of papers connected with parish affairs, and rested his head in his hand.
Almost unconsciously, at that moment he began to rejoice at his own boldness in deviating from the strict path of uncompromising rect.i.tude.
For he thought of it as boldness, and of his former unyielding adherence to the principles he believed to be right, as timidity. After all, he said to himself, it is easy to be too rigid, too strict. In all human dealings we must consider not only ourselves, but also the individuals with whom we have to do. Have we the right to injure them by our determination to take care of the welfare of our own souls? It seemed to him just then as if virtue was often merely selfishness and implied a lack of sympathy with others. He might have refused to lie and destroyed his friend. Would not that have been selfishness? Would not that have been sheer cowardice? He told himself that it would.
Calm flowed upon him. He was lost in the day-dream of the complacent man whose load of care has fallen away into the abyss from which he has fortunately escaped. The silence of the Island was intense to-day. His conscience slept with the winds. And the sea slept too with all its sorrow. He sat there like a carven figure with his face in his hand.
And, by degrees, he ceased to feel, to think actively. Conscious, not asleep, with open eyes he remained in a placid att.i.tude, lulled in the arms of a quiet happiness.
He was distracted at length by some sound at a distance. It broke through his day-dream. At first he could not tell what it was, but presently he became aware that a hoa.r.s.e voice was e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.i.n.g. some word outside, probably in the churchyard. He took his hand from his face, sat up straight by the writing-table and began to listen, at first with some slight irritation. For he had been happy in his day-dream. The voice outside repeated the word. Uniacke thought of the street-cries of London to which he was going, and that this cry was like one of them. He heard it again. Now it was nearer. Short and sharp, it sounded both angry and--something else--what? Dolorous, he fancied, keen with a horror of wonder and of despair. He remembered where he was, and that he had never before heard such a cry on the Island. But he still sat by the table. He was listening intently, trying to hear what was the word the voice kept perpetually calling.
"Jack! Jack!"
Uniacke sprang up, pushing back his chair violently. It caught in a rug that lay on the bare wooden floor and fell with a crash to the ground.
"Jack! Jack!"
The word came to his ears now in a sort of strident howl that was hardly human. He began to tremble. But still he did not recognise the voice.
"Jack!"
It was cried under the window of the parlour, fiercely, frantically.
Uniacke knew the voice for the mad Skipper"s. He delayed no longer, but hastened to the front room and stared out across the churchyard.
The Skipper, with his huge hands uplifted, his fingers working as if they strove to strangle something invisible in the air, was stumbling among the graves. His face was red and convulsed with excitement.
"Jack!" he shouted hoa.r.s.ely, "Jack!"
And he went on desperately towards the sea, pursuing--nothing.
Uniacke looked away from him towards the place where Sir Graham had been painting. The easel stood there with the canvas resting upon the wooden pins. On the ground before it was huddled a dark thing.
Uniacke went out from his house. Although he did not know it he walked very slowly as if he dragged a weight. His feet trod upon the graves. As he walked he could hear the hoa.r.s.e shout of the skipper dying away in the distance towards the sea.
"Jack!"
The voice faded as he gained the churchyard wall.