There was a time in my married life, (thus Mr. Jones writes, in one of _his_ "Confessions,") when I was less annoyed if my bosom or wristband happened to be minus a b.u.t.ton, than I am at present. But continual dropping will wear away a stone, and the ever recurring b.u.t.tonless collar or wristband will wear out a man"s patience, be he naturally as enduring as the Man Of Uz.
I don"t mean by this, that Mrs. Jones is a neglectful woman. Oh, no!
don"t let that be imagined for a moment. Mrs. Jones is a woman who has an eye for shirt b.u.t.tons, and when that is said, a volume is told in a few words.
But I don"t care how careful a wife is, nor how good an eye she may have for shirt b.u.t.tons, there will come a time, when, from some cause or other, she will momentarily abate her vigilance, and that will be the very time when Betty"s washing-board, or Nancy"s sad-iron, has been at work upon the b.u.t.tons.
For a year or two after our marriage, I used to express impatience, whenever, in putting on a clean shirt, I found a b.u.t.ton gone. Mrs.
Jones, bore this for a while without exhibiting much feeling. But it fretted her more than she permitted any one to see. At length, the constant recurrence of the evil--I didn"t know as much then as I do now--annoyed me so that I pa.s.sed from ejaculatory expressions of impatience into more decided and emphatic disapprobation, and to "Psha!" and "there it is again!" and the like were added:
"I declare, Mrs. Jones, this is too bad!" or
"I"ve given up hoping for a shirt with a full complement of b.u.t.tons--" or
"If you can"t sew the b.u.t.tons on my shirt, Mrs. Jones, I will hire some one to do it."
This last expression of displeasure I never ventured upon but once.
I have always felt ashamed of it since, whenever a recollection of my unreasonableness and impatience in the early times of the shirt b.u.t.ton trouble has crossed my mind. My wife took it so much to heart, and so earnestly avowed her constant solicitude in regard to the shirt b.u.t.tons, that I resolved from that time, to bear the evil like a man, and instead of grumbling or complaining, make known the fact of a deficiency whenever it occurred, as a good joke. And so for a year or so it used to be when the b.u.t.tons were missing:
"b.u.t.tons again, Mrs. Jones;" or
"D"ye see that?" or
"Here"s the old story"--
Always said laughingly, and varied as to the mood or fertility of fancy. But on so grave a subject as shirt b.u.t.tons, Mrs. Jones had no heart for a joke. The fact that her vigilance had proved all in vain, and that, spite of constant care, a shirt had found its way into my drawer, lacking its full complement of b.u.t.tons, was something too serious for a smile or a jest, and my words, no matter how lightly spoken, would be felt as a reproof. Any allusion, therefore, to shirt b.u.t.tons, was sure to produce a cloud upon the otherwise calm brow of Mrs. Jones. It was a sore subject, and could not be touched even by the light end of a feather without producing pain.
What was I to do? Put off with the lack of a shirt b.u.t.ton uncomplainingly? Pin my collar, if the little circular piece of bone or ivory were gone, and not hint at the omission? Yes; I resolved not to say a word more about shirt b.u.t.tons, but to bear the evil, whenever it occurred, with the patience of a martyr. Many days had not pa.s.sed after this resolution was taken, before, on changing my linen one morning, I found that there was a b.u.t.ton less than the usual number on the bosom of my shirt. Mrs. Jones had been up on the evening before, half an hour after I was in bed, looking over my shirts, to see if every thing was in order. But even her sharp eyes had failed to discover the place left vacant by a deserting member of the shirt b.u.t.ton fraternity. I knew she had done her best, and I pitied, rather than blamed her, for I was sensible that a knowledge of the fact which had just come to light would trouble her a thousand times more than it did me.
The breakfast hour pa.s.sed without a discovery by Mrs. Jones of the fact that there was a b.u.t.ton off of the bosom of my shirt. But, when I came in at dinner time, her first words, looking at me, were: "Why, Mr. Jones, there"s a b.u.t.ton off your bosom."
"I know," said I, indifferently. "It was off when I put the shirt on this morning. But it makes no difference--you can sew it on when the shirt next comes from the wash."
I was really sincere in what I said, and took some merit to myself for being as composed as I was on so agitating subject. Judge of my surprise, then, to hear Mrs. Jones exclaim, with a flushed face, "Indeed, Mr. Jones, this is too much! no difference, indeed? A nice opinion people must have had of your wife, to see you going about with your bosom all gaping open in that style?"
"n.o.body noticed it," said I in reply. "Don"t you see that the edges lie perfectly smooth together, as much so as if held by a b.u.t.ton?"
But it was no use to say anything; Mrs. Jones was hurt at my not speaking of the b.u.t.ton.
"I"m sure," she said, "that I am always ready to do anything for you. I never complain about sewing on your b.u.t.tons."
"Nonsense, Mrs. Jones! don"t take it so much to heart," I replied; "here, get your needle and thread, and you can have it all right in a minute. It"s but a trifle--I"m sure I havn"t thought about it since I put on the shirt this morning."
But all would not do--Mrs. Jones" grief was too real; and when I, losing to some extent, my patience, said fretfully, "I wish somebody would invent a shirt without b.u.t.tons," she sighed deeply, and in a little while I saw her handkerchief go quietly to her eyes. Again and again I tried the say-nothing plane; but it worked worse, if any thing, than the other; for Mrs. Jones was sure to find out the truth, and then she would be dreadfully hurt about my omission to speak.
And so the years have pa.s.sed. Sometimes I fret a little when I find a shirt b.u.t.ton off; sometimes I ask mildly to have the omission supplied when I discover its existence; sometimes I jest about it, and sometimes I bear the evil in silence. But the effects produced upon Mrs. Jones are about the same. Her equanimity of mind is disturbed, and she will look unhappy for hours. Never but once have I complained without a cause. But that one instance gave Mrs. Jones a triumph which has done much to sustain her in all her subsequent trials.
We had some friends staying with us, and among the various matters of discussion that came up during the social evenings we spent together, shirt b.u.t.tons were, on one occasion, conspicuous. To record all that was said about them would fill pages, and I will not, therefore, attempt even a brief record of all the allegations brought against the useful little shirt b.u.t.ton. The final decision was, that it must be the Apple of Discord in disguise.
"A b.u.t.ton off, as usual!" I muttered to myself the next morning, as I put on a clean shirt. Mrs. Jones had risen half an hour before me, and was down stairs giving some directions about breakfast, so that I could not ask to have it sewed on.
And after leaving my room, I thought it as well not to say any thing about it. In due time we gathered with our friends around the breakfast table. A sight of them reminded me of the conversation the previous evening, and I felt an irresistible desire to allude to the missing shirt b.u.t.ton as quite an apropos and amusing incident. So, speaking from the impulse of the moment, I said, glancing first at Mrs. Jones, then around the table, and then pointing down at my bosom, "The old story of shirt b.u.t.tons again!"
Instantly the color mounted to the cheeks and brow of Mrs. Jones; then the color as quickly melted away, and a look of triumph pa.s.sed over her face. She pushed back her chair quickly, and rising up, came round to where I sat, took hold of the b.u.t.ton I had failed to see, and holding it between her fingers, said, "Oh, yes, this _is_ the old story, Mr. Jones!"
I drew down my chin so as to get a low angle of vision, and sure enough, the b.u.t.ton was there. A burst of laughter went around the table, in which Mrs. Jones most heartily joined; and I laughed, too, as glad as she was, that the joke was all on her side. I have never, you may be sure, heard the last of this; but it was a lucky incident, for it has given Mrs. Jones something to fall back upon, and have her jest occasionally, whenever I happen to discover that a b.u.t.ton is among the missing, and that she can, even at times, find it in her heart to jest on such a subject, is, I can a.s.sure you, a great gain. So much for shirt b.u.t.tons. I could say a great deal more, for the subject is inexhaustible. But I will forbear.
CHAPTER XI.
PAVEMENT WASHING IN WINTER.
TWO weeks of spring-like weather in mid-winter, and then the thermometer went hurrying down towards zero with alarming rapidity.
Evening closed in with a temperature so mild that fires were permitted to expire in the ashes; and morning broke with a cold nor-wester, whistling through every crack and cranny, in a tone that made you shrink and shiver.
"Winter at last," said I, creeping forth from my warm bed, with a very natural feeling of reluctance.
"Time," was the half asleep and half awake response of Mr. Smith, as he drew the clothes about his shoulders, and turned himself over for the enjoyment of his usual half hour morning nap.
It was Sat.u.r.day--that busiest day in the seven; at least for housekeepers--and as late as half past seven o"clock, yet the house felt as cold as a barn. I stepped to the register to ascertain if the fire had been made in the heater. Against my hand came a pressure of air--cold air.
"Too bad!" I murmured fretfully, "that girl has never touched the fire."
So I gave the bell a pretty vigorous jerk. In a few minutes up came Nancy, the cook, in answer to my summons.
"Why hasn"t Biddy made the fire in the heater?" I asked.
"She has made it, mum."
"There isn"t a particle of heat coming up."
"I heard her at work down there. I guess she"s made it up, but it hasn"t began to burn good yet."
"Tell her that I want her."
"She"s washing the pavement, mum."
"Washing the pavement!"
"Yes, mum."
"What possessed her to wash the pavement on a day like this?"
"It"s the right day, mum. It"s Sat.u.r.day."
"Sat.u.r.day! Don"t she know that the water will freeze almost as soon as it touches the ground? Go and tell her to come in this minute, and not throw another drop on the pavement."