"But Nancy told me you wanted to borrow it," said Mrs. Jordon.
"Nancy knew better," said Bridget, with a face slightly flushed; but any one could see that it was a flush of indignation.
"Will you step into my house and tell Nancy I want to see her?"
"Certainly, ma"am." And Bridget retired.
"These servants have been playing a high game, I fear," remarked Mrs. Jordon, after Bridget had left the room. "Pardon me, if in my surprise I have spoken in a manner that has seemed offensive."
"Most certainly there is a game playing that I know nothing about, if anything has been borrowed of you in my name for these three months," said I.
"I have heard of your borrowing something or other almost every day during the time you mention," replied Mrs. Jordon. "As for me, I have sent into you a few times; but not oftener, I am sure, than once in a week."
Bridget returned, after having been gone several minutes, and said Nancy would be in directly. We waited for some time, and then sent for her again. Word was brought back that she was nowhere to be found in the house.
"Come in with me, Mrs. Smith," said my neighbor, rising. I did so, according to her request. Sure enough, Nancy was gone. We went up into her room, and found that she had bundled up her clothes and taken them off, but left behind her unmistakable evidence of what she had been doing. In an old chest which Mrs. Jordon had let her use for her clothes were many packages of tea, burnt coffee, sugar, soap, eggs; a tin kettle containing a pound of b.u.t.ter, and various other articles of table use.
Poor Mrs. Jordon seemed bewildered.
"Let me look at that pound lump of b.u.t.ter," said I.
Mrs. Jordon took up the kettle containing it. "It isn"t my b.u.t.ter,"
she remarked.
"But it"s mine, and the very pound she got of me yesterday for you."
"Gracious me!" e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed my neighbor. "Was anything like this ever heard?"
"She evidently borrowed on your credit and mine--both ways," I remarked with a smile, for all my unkind feelings toward Mrs. Jordon were gone, "and for her own benefit."
"But isn"t it dreadful to think of, Mrs. Smith? See what harm the creature has done! Over and over again have I complained of your borrowing so much and returning so little; and you have doubtless made the same complaint of me."
"I certainly have. I felt that I was not justly dealt by."
"It makes me sick to think of it." And Mrs. Jordon sank into a chair.
"Still I don"t understand about the wash-boiler and tubs that you mentioned," she said, after a pause.
"You remember my ten tumblers," I remarked.
"Perfectly. But can she have broken up my tubs and boiler, or carried them off?"
On searching in the cellar we found the tubs in ruins, and the wash-boiler with a large hole in the bottom.
I shall never forget the chagrin, anger, and mortification of poor Mrs. Jordon when, at her request, Bridget pointed out at least twenty of my domestic utensils that Nancy had borrowed to replace such as she had broken or carried away. (It was a rule with Mrs.
Jordon to make her servants pay for every thing they broke.)
"To think of it!" she repeated over and over again. "Just to think of it! Who could have dreamed of such doings?"
Mrs. Jordon was, in fact, as guiltless of the sin of troublesome borrowing from a neighbor as myself. And yet I had seriously urged the propriety of moving out of the neighborhood to get away from her.
We both looked more closely to the doings of our servants after this pretty severe lesson; and I must freely confess, that in my own case, the result was worth all the trouble. As trusty a girl as my cook was, I found that she would occasionally run in to a neighbor"s to borrow something or other, in order to hide her own neglect; and I only succeeded in stopping the the evil by threatening to send her away if I ever detected her in doing it again.
CHAPTER XXIX.
EXPERIENCE IN TAKING BOARDERS.
I HAVE no experiences of my own to relate on this subject. But I could fill a book with the experiences of my friends. How many poor widows, in the hope of sustaining their families and educating their children, have tried the illusive, and, at best, doubtful experiment of taking boarders, to find themselves in a year or two, or three, hopelessly involved in debt, a life time of labor would fail to cancel. Many, from pride, resort to this means of getting a living, because--why I never could comprehend--taking boarders is thought to be more genteel than needlework or keeping a small store for the sale of fancy articles.
The experience of one of my friends, a Mrs. Turner, who, in the earlier days of her sad widowhood, found it needful to make personal effort for the sustenance of her family, I will here relate. Many who find themselves in trying positions like hers, may, in reviewing her mistakes, be saved from similar ones themselves.
"I don"t know what we shall do!" exclaimed Mrs. Turner, about six months after the death of her husband, while pondering sadly over the prospect before her. She had one daughter about twenty, and two sons who were both under ten years of age. Up to this time she had never known the dread of want. Her husband had been able to provide well for his family; and they moved in a very respectable, and somewhat showy circle. But on his death, his affairs were found to be much involved, and when settled, there was left for the widow and children only about the sum of four thousand dollars, besides the household furniture, which was very handsome. This sad falling off in her prospects, had been communicated to Mrs. Turner a short time before, by the administrator on the estate; and its effect was to alarm and sadden her extremely. She knew nothing of business, and yet, was painfully conscious, that four thousand dollars would be but a trifle to what she would need for her family, and that effort in some direction was now absolutely necessary. But, besides her ignorance of any calling by which money could be made, she had a superabundance of false pride, and shrunk from what she was pleased to consider the odium attached to a woman who had to engage in business. Under these circ.u.mstances, she had a poor enough prospect before her. The exclamation as above recorded, was made in the presence of Mary Turner, her daughter, a well educated girl, who had less of that false pride which obscured her mother"s perceptions of right. After a few moments" silence the latter said--
"And yet we must do something, mother."
"I know that, Mary, too well. But I know of nothing that we can do."
"Suppose we open a little dry goods" store?" suggested Mary. "Others seem to do well at it, and we might. You know we have a great many friends."
"Don"t think of it, Mary! We could not expose ourselves in that way."
"I know that it would not be pleasant, mother; but, then, we must do something."
"It must be something besides that, Mary. I can"t listen to it. It"s only a vulgar cla.s.s of women who keep stores."
"I am willing to take in sewing, mother; but, then, all I could earn would go but a little way towards keeping the family. I don"t suppose I could even pay the rent, and that you know, is four hundred dollars."
"Too true," Mrs. Turner said, despondingly.
"Suppose I open a school?" suggested Mary.
"O no! no! My head would never stand the noise and confusion. And, any way, I never did like a school."
"Then I don"t know what we shall do, unless we take some boarders."
"A little more genteel. But even that is low enough."
"Then, suppose, mother we look for a lower rent, and try to live more economically. I will take in sewing, and we can try for awhile, and see how we get along."
"O no, indeed, child. That would never do. We must keep up appearances, or we shall lose our place in society. You know that it is absolutely necessary for you and your brothers, that we should maintain our position."
"As for me, mother," said Mary, in a serious tone, "I would not have you to take a thought in that direction. And it seems to me that our true position is the one where we can live most comfortably according to our means."
"You don"t know anything about it, child," Mrs. Turner replied, in a positive tone.