"No, I guess I haven"t."
Gropp sighed, and closed his eyes.
They drove in silence another nineteen miles, and the green miasma in the air had enveloped them. It hung above and around them like sea fog, chill and with tiny droplets of moisture that Mickey fanned away with the windshield wipers. It made the landscape on either side of the superhighway faintly visible, cutting the impenetrable darkness, but it also induced a wavering, ghostly quality to the terrain.
Gropp turned on the map light in the dome of the Firebird, and studied the map of Nebraska. He murmured, "I haven"t got a rat"s-fang of any idea where the h.e.l.l weare ! There isn"t even a freeway like this some h.e.l.luva wrong turn "way back there, pal!" Dome light out.
"I"m sorry, Loo-Harold . . ."
A large reflective advis.e.m.e.nt marker, green and white, came up on their right. It said:FOOD GAS LODGING 10 MILES .
The next sign said:EXIT 7 MILES .
The next sign said:OBEDIENCE 3 MILES .Gropp turned the map light on again. He studied the venue. "Obedience? What the h.e.l.l kind of "obedience"? There"s nothing like thatanywhere . What is this, an old map? Where did you get this map?"
"Gas station."
"Where?"
"I dunno. Back a long ways. That place we stopped with the root beer stand next to it."
Gropp shook his head, bit his lip, murmured nothing in particular. "Obedience," he said. "Yeah, huh?"
They began to see the town off to their right before they hit the exit turnoff. Gropp swallowed hard and made a sound that caused Mickey to look over at him. Gropp"s eyes were large, and Mickey could see the whites.
"What"sa matter, Loo . . . Harold?"
"You see that town out there?" His voice was trembling.
Mickey looked to his right. Yeah, he saw it. Horrible.
Many years ago, when Gropp was briefly a college student, he had taken a warm-body course in Art Appreciation. One oh one, it was; something basic and easy to ace, a snap, all you had to do was show up. Everything you wanted to know about Art from aboriginal cave drawings to Diego Rivera. One of the paintings that had been flashed on the big screen for the cla.s.s, a sleepy 8:00A.M. cla.s.s, had beenThe Nymph Echo by Max Ernst. A green and smoldering painting of an ancient ruin overgrown with writhing plants that seemed to have eyes and purpose and a malevolently jolly life of their own, as they swarmed and slithered and overran the stone vaults and altars of the twisted, disturbingly resonant sepulcher. Like a sebaceous cyst, something corrupt lay beneath the emerald fronds and hungry black soil.
Mickey looked to his right at the town. Yeah, he saw it. Horrible.
"Keep driving!" Gropp yelled as his partner-in-flight started to slow for the exit ramp.
Mickey heard, but his reflexes were slow. They continued to drift to the right, toward the rising egress lane. Gropp reached across and jerked the wheel hard to the left. "I said:keep driving !"
The Firebird slewed, but Mickey got it back under control in a moment, and in another moment they were abaft the ramp, then past it, and speeding away from the nightmarish site beyond and slightly below the superhighway. Gropp stared mesmerized as they swept past. He could see buildings that leaned at obscene angles, the green fog that rolled through the haunted streets, the shadowy forms of misshapen things that skulked at every dark opening.
"That was a real scary-lookin" place, Looten . . . Harold. I don"t think I"d of wanted to go down there even for the Grape-Nuts. But maybe if we"d"ve gone real fast . . ."
Gropp twisted in the seat toward Mickey as much as his muscle-fat body would permit. "Listen to me.
There is this tradition, in horror movies, in mysteries, in tv shows, that people are always going into haunted houses, into graveyards, into battle zones, like a.s.sholes, like stone idiots! You know what I"m talking about here? Do you?"
Mickey said, "Uh . . .""All right, let me give you an example. Remember we went to see that movieAlien ? Remember how scared you were?"
Mickey bobbled his head rapidly, his eyes widened in frightened memory.
"Okay. So now, you remember that part where the guy who was a mechanic, the guy with the baseball cap, he goes off looking for a cat or some d.a.m.n thing? Remember? He left everyone else, and he wandered off by himself. And he went into that big cargo hold with the water dripping on him, and all those chains hanging down, and shadows everywhere . . .do you recall that? "
Mickey"s eyes were chalky potholes. He remembered, oh yes; he remembered clutching Gropp"s jacket sleeve till Gropp had been compelled to slap his hand away.
"And you remember what happened in the movie? In the theater? You remember everybody yelling, "Don"t go in there, you a.s.shole! The thing"s in there, you moron! Don"t go in there!" But, remember, he did , and the thing came up behind him, all those teeth, and it bit his stupid head off! Remember that?"
Mickey hunched over the wheel, driving fast.
"Well, that"s the way people are. They ain"t sensible! They go into places like that, you can see are death places; and they get chewed up or the blood sucked outta their necks or used for kindling . . . but I"m no moron, I"m a sensible guy and I got the brains my mama gave me, and I don"t gonear places like that.
So drive like a sonofab.i.t.c.h, and get us outta here, and we"ll get your d.a.m.ned Grape-Nuts in Idaho or somewhere . . . if we ever get off this road . . ."
Mickey murmured, "I"m sorry, Lieuten"nt. I took a wrong turn or somethin"."
"Yeah, yeah. Just keep driv - " The car was slowing.
It was a frozen moment. Gropp exultant, no fool he, to avoid the cliche, to stay out of that haunted house, that ominous dark closet, that d.a.m.ned place. Let idiot others venture off the freeway, into the town that contained the bas.e.m.e.nt entrance to h.e.l.l, or whatever. Not he, not Gropp!
He"d outsmarted the obvious.
In that frozen moment.
As the car slowed. Slowed, in the poisonous green mist.
And on their right, the obscenely frightening town of Obedience, that they had left in their dust five minutes before, was coming up again on the superhighway.
"Did you take another turnoff?"
"Uh . . . no, I . . . uh, I been just driving fast . . ."
The sign read:NEXT RIGHT 50 YDS OBEDIENCE .
The car was slowing. Gropp craned his neckless neck to get a proper perspective on the fuel gauge. He was a pragmatic kind of a guy, no nonsense, and very practical; but they were out of gas.
The Firebird slowed and slowed and finally rolled to a stop.
In the rearview mirror Gropp saw the green fog rolling up thicker onto the roadway; and emerging over the berm, in a jostling, slavering horde, clacking and drooling, dropping decayed body parts and leavingglistening trails of worm ooze as they dragged their deformed pulpy bodies across the blacktop, their snake-slit eyes gleaming green and yellow in the mist, the residents of Obedience clawed and slithered and crimped toward the car.
It was common sense any Better Business Bureau would have applauded: if the tourist trade won"t come to your town, take your town to the tourists. Particularly if the freeway has forced commerce to pa.s.s you by. Particularly if your town needs fresh blood to prosper. Particularly if you have the civic need to share.
Green fog shrouded the Pontiac and the peculiar sounds that came from within. Don"t go into that dark room is a sensible att.i.tude. Particularly if one is a sensible guy, in a sensible city.
LIFE HUTCH.
Okay. So not everyone who puts youinto the sh-t is an enemy; and not everyone who pulls youout of the sh-t is a friend. So, okay; you got that. Now let me give you the troublemaker lesson that has made me the Golden Icon you see before you. The point of the story you"re about to read is that even when they tell you "it can"t be fixed, you got to buy a new one, a more expensive one, the latest model," they are jacking you around. Even when they tell you "it can"t be done, it"s never been done, n.o.body"s ever done it that way," all they"re revealing about themselves is that they are limited, minimally-talented, inept, lazy to the point where they"ll let the job walk out the door then have to stretch their imagination to figure out a way the jobcan be done, and they are not people you should be dealing with, because they can"t solve theirown problems, much less yours. The world is full of dullards. Sad, sorry little ribbon clerks who fear taking responsibility for theirown lives, so how the h.e.l.l can you expect them to be brave or smart enough to take on a problem that emanates fromyour life? They cannot pull you out of the sh-t.
They can only put you further into it. They just aren"t very smart. The lesson here is the same lesson you find inall Art, whether book or story or movie or oil painting or cla.s.sical symphony or great sculpture. (I cannot suggest that hip-hop or rap contain this message, because they"re too illiterate or loud or just bad street doggerel, but that"smy hang-up, so give it a pa.s.s, because I don"t suggest you should agree with me, or even like me, because I"m too smart to give a d.a.m.n if you think I"m kewl or not, "cause we already got your money for this book.) What it is thatall Art says is this: PAY ATTENTION. That"s it.
Nothing more profound or hard to understand. Pay attention. And if you do, just like the guy in this story, you will discover that there are many ways to solve a problem that most other, timid ribbon clerks will never pull down. The lesson of this story - and this book entire - is that you can never know enough, you can never be too smart, and you need to figure out the way the world works without believing that every rule you"ve been told is immutable - it can"t be done, no one"s ever done it, etcetera - just becuase some limited potatobrain believes it. The world is yours, go get it.
Terrence slid his right hand, the one out of sight of the robot, up his side. The razoring pain of the three broken ribs caused his eyes to widen momentarily in pain. Then he recovered himself and closed them till he was studying the machine through narrow slits.
If the eyeb.a.l.l.s click, I"m dead,thought Terrence.
The intricate murmurings of the life hutch around him brought back the immediacy of his situation. His eyes again fastened on the medicine cabinet clamped to the wall next to the robot"s duty-niche.
Cliche. So near yet so far. It could be all the way back on Antares-Base for all the good it"s doing me,he thought, and a crazy laugh rang through his head. He caught himself just in time.Easy! Three days is a nightmare, but cracking up will only make it end sooner. That was the last thing he wanted. But.i.t couldn"t go on much longer.
He flexed the fingers of his right hand. It was all hecould move. Silently he d.a.m.ned the technician who had pa.s.sed the robot through. Or the politician who had let inferior robots get placed in the life hutches so he could get a rake-off from the government contract. Or the repairman who hadn"t bothered checking closely his last time around. All of them; he d.a.m.ned them all.
They deserved it.
He was dying.
His death had started before he had reached the life hutch. Terrence had begun to die when he had gone into the battle.
He let his eyes close completely, let the sounds of the life hutch fade from around him. Slowly, the sound of the coolants hush-hushing through the wall-pipes, the relay machines feeding their messages without pause from all over the galaxy, the whirring of the antenna"s standard, turning in its socket atop the bubble, slowly they melted into silence. He had resorted to blocking himself off from reality many times during the past three days. It was either that or existing with the robot watching, and eventually he would have had to move. To move was to die. It was that simple.
He closed his ears to the whisperings of the life hutch; he listened to the whisperings within himself.
"Good G.o.d! There must be a million of them!"
It was the voice of the squadron leader, Resnick, ringing in his suit intercom.
"What kind of battle formation isthat supposed to be?" came another voice. Terrence looked at the radar screen, at the flickering dots signifying Kyben ships.
"Who can tell with those toadstool-shaped ships of theirs," Resnick answered. "But remember, the whole front umbrella-part is studded with cannon, and it has a h.e.l.luva range of fire. Okay, watch yourselves, good luck - and give "em h.e.l.l!"
The fleet dove straight for the Kyben armada.
To his mind came the sounds of war, across the gulf of s.p.a.ce. It was all imagination; in that tomb there was no sound. Yet he could clearly detect the hiss of his scout"s blaster as it poured beam after beam into the lead ship of the Kyben fleet.
His sniper-cla.s.s scout had been near the point of that deadly Terran phalanx, driving like a wedge at the alien ships, converging on them in loose battle-formation. It was then it had happened.
One moment he had been heading into the middle of the battle, the left flank of the giant Kyben dreadnaught turning crimson under the impact of his firepower.
The next moment, he had skittered out of the formation which had slowed to let the Kyben craft overshoot, while the Earthmen decelerated to pick up maneuverability.
He had gone on at the old level and velocity, directly into the forward guns of a toadstool-shaped Kyben destroyer.
The first beam had burned the gun-mounts and directional equipment off the front of the ship, scorching down the aft side in a smear like oxidized chrome plate. He had managed to avoid the second beam.His radio contact had been brief; he was going to make it back to Antares-Base if he could. If not, the formation would be listening for his homing-beam from a life hutch on whatever planetoid he might find for a crash-landing.
Which was what he had done. The charts had said the pebble spinning there was technically 1-333, 2-A, M S, 3-804.39#, which would have meant nothing but three-dimensional coordinates had not the small # after the data indicated a life hutch somewhere on its surface.
His distaste for being knocked out of the fighting, being forced onto one of the life hutch planetoids, had been offset only by his fear of running out of fuel before he could locate himself. Of eventually drifting off into s.p.a.ce somewhere, to wind up, finally, as an artificial satellite around some minor sun.
The ship pancaked in under minimal reverse drive, bounced high twice and caromed ten times, tearing out chunks of the rear section, but had come to rest a scant two miles from the life hutch, jammed into the rocks.
Terrence had high-leaped the two miles across the empty, airless planetoid to the hermetically sealed bubble in the rocks. His primary wish was to set the hutch"s beacon signal so his returning fleet could track him.
He had let himself into the decompression chamber, palmed the switch through his thick s.p.a.cesuit glove, and finally removed his helmet as he heard the air whistle into the chamber.
He had pulled off his gloves, opened the inner door and entered the life hutch itself.
G.o.d bless you, little life hutch,Terrence had thought as he dropped the helmet and gloves. He had glanced around, noting the relay machines picking up messages from outside, sorting them, vectoring them off in other directions. He had seen the medicine chest clamped onto the wall; the refrigerator, he knew, would be well-stocked if a previous tenant hadn"t been there before the stockman could refill it.
He had seen the all-purpose robot, immobile in its duty-niche. And the wall-chronometer, its face smashed. All of it in a second"s glance.
G.o.d bless, too, the gentlemen who thought up the idea of these little rescue stations, stuck all over the place for just such emergencies as this.He had started to walk across the room.
It was at this point that the service robot, that kept the place in repair between tenants and unloaded supplies from the ships, had moved clankingly across the floor, and with one fearful smash of a steel arm thrown Terrence across the room.
The s.p.a.ceman had been brought up short against the steel bulkhead, pain blossoming in his back, his side, his arms and legs. The machine"s blow had instantly broken three of his ribs. He lay there for a moment, unable to move. For a few seconds he was too stunned to breathe, and it had been that, certainly, that had saved his life. His pain had immobilized him, and in that short s.p.a.ce of time the robot had retreated with a muted internal clash of gears.
He had attempted to sit up straight, and the robot had hummed oddly and begun to move. He had stopped the movement. The robot had settled back.
Twice more had convinced him his position was as bad as he had thought.
The robot had worn down somewhere in its printed circuits. Its commands to lift had been erased or distorted so that now it was conditioned to smash, to hit, anything that moved.
He had seen the clock. He realized he should have suspected something was wrong when he saw itssmashed face. Of course! The digital dials had moved, the robot had smashed the clock. Terrence had moved, the robot had smashed him.
And would again, if he moved again.
But for the unnoticeable movement of his eyelids, he had not moved in three days.
He had tried moving toward the decompression lock, stopping when the robot advanced and letting it settle back, then moving again, a little nearer. But the idea died with his first movement. His ribs were too painful. The pain was terrible. He was locked in one position, an uncomfortable, twisted position, and he would be there till the stalemate ended, one way or the other.
He was suddenly alert again. The reliving of his last three days brought back reality sharply.
He was twelve feet away from the communications panel, twelve feet away from the beacon that would guide his rescuers to him. Before he died of his wounds, before he starved to death, before the robot crushed him. It could have been twelve light-years, for all the nearer he could get to it.
What had gone wrong with the robot? Time to think was cheap. The robot could detect movement, but thinking was still possible. Not that it could help, but it was possible.
The companies that supplied the life hutch"s needs were all government contracted. Somewhere along the line someone had thrown in impure steel or calibrated the circuit-cutting machines for a less expensive job. Somewhere along the line someone had not run the robot through its paces correctly. Somewhere along the line someone had committed murder.
He opened his eyes again. Only the barest fraction of opening. Any more and the robot would sense the movement of his eyelids. That would be fatal.
He looked at the machine.
It was not, strictly speaking, a robot. It was merely a remote-controlled hunk of jointed steel, invaluable for making beds, stacking steel plating, watching culture dishes, unloading s.p.a.ceships and sucking dirt from rugs. The robot body, roughly humanoid, but without what would have been a head on a human, was merely an appendage.
The real brain, a complex maze of plastic screens and printed circuits, was behind the wall. It would have been too dangerous to install those delicate parts in a heavy-duty mechanism. It was all too easy for the robot to drop itself from a loading shaft, or be hit by a meteorite, or get caught under a wrecked s.p.a.ceship. So there were sensitive units in the robot appendage that "saw" and "heard" what was going on, and relayed them to the brain - behind the wall.
And somewhere along the line that brain had worn grooves too deeply into its circuits. It was now mad.