"Look here, G.o.dolphus," she explained, "this is biz-strict biz. You may wag your silly Irish tail, but that don"t take _me_ in.
Understand? . . . Well, the first thing you "ave to do is take me to Bill."
G.o.dolphus was dashed; hurt, it may be, in his feelings. Being dumb, he could not plead that for three weeks daily he had kept watch on the hospital door; that, hungry, he had missed his meals for faith, which is the substance of things unseen; that, a few hours ago, having to choose between half-G.o.ds a.s.sured and whole G.o.ds upon trust--an almost desperate trust--he had staked against the odds. Or, it may be, he forgot all this, and only considered what lay ahead for the child. At any rate, his tail, as he led the way, wagged at a sensibly lower angle.
"Bill can read any kind of "andwriting," said Tilda, half to herself and half to the dog. "What"s more, and whatever"s the matter, Bill "elps."
So she promised herself. It did not strike her that "Dolph--who in an ordinary way should have been bounding ahead and anon bounding back to gyrate on his hind legs and encourage her--preferred to trot ahead some thirty or forty yards and wait for her to overtake him; nor that, when she came up, he avoided her eyes, pretending that here a doorstep, there a grating or water-main absorbed his curiosity. Once or twice, indeed, before trotting off again, he left these objects of interest to run around Tilda"s heels and rub against her crutch. But she was busy with her own plans.
So through a zig-zag of four or five dingy streets they came to one she recognised as that leading into the Plain, or open s.p.a.ce where the show-people encamped. At its far end "Dolph halted. His tail still wagged, but his look was sidelong, furtive, uneasy.
Tilda, coming up with him, stood still for a moment, stared, and caught her breath with a little gasp of dismay.
The Plain was empty.
Circus and menagerie, swing-boats, roundabouts, shooting-galleries--all were gone. The whole area lay trampled and bare, with puddles where the steam-engines had stood, and in the puddles bedabbled relics of paper brushes, confetti bags, sc.r.a.ps torn from feminine flounces, twisted leaden tubes of "ladies" tormentors" cast away and half-trodden into the mire; the whole an unscavenged desolation. Her folk--the show-folk--had deserted her and vanished, and she had not a penny in her pocket.
It cost Tilda all her pluck to keep what she called a tight upper lip.
She uttered no cry, but seated herself on the nearest doorstep-- apparently with deliberation, actually not heeding, still less caring, to whom the doorstep belonged.
"Oh, "Dolph!" she murmured.
To her credit, in the act of appealing to him, she understood the dog"s heroism, and again stretched forth her arms. He had been waiting for this--sprang at her, and again was caught and hugged. Again the two forlorn ones rocked in an embrace.
Brief ecstasy! The door behind them was constructed in two portions, of which the upper stood wide, the lower deceptively on the latch. Against this, as she struggled with G.o.dolphus"s ardour, Tilda gave a backward lurch. It yielded, flew open, and child and dog together rolled in across the threshold, while a shop-bell jangled madly above them.
"Get out of this--you and your nasty cur!"
Tilda picked up herself and her crutch, and stood eyeing the shopwoman, who, summoned by the bell, had come rushing from an inner room, and in no sweet temper. From the woman she glanced around the shop-- a dairy-shop with a marble-topped counter, and upon the counter a pair of scales and a large yellow block of margarine.
"It was a naccident," said Tilda firmly and with composure. "And my dog isn" a nasty cur; it only shows your ignorance. Be quiet, "Dolph!"
She had to turn and shake her crutch at G.o.dolphus, who, perceiving his mistress"s line of action, at once, in his impulsive Irish way, barked defiance at the shopwoman.
But the shopwoman"s eyes rested on the crutch, and the sight of it appeared to mollify her.
"My gracious! I do believe you "re the child was hurt at Maggs"s Circus and taken to hospital."
Tilda nodded.
"Did you see me?"
"Carried by on a stretcher--and your face the colour of _that_."
The woman pointed to the marble counter-top.
"I was a serious case," said Tilda impressively. "The people at the Good Samaritan couldn" remember admittin" the likes of it. There were complications."
"You don"t say!"
"But what"s become of Maggs"s?"
"Maggs"s left a week ago come Tuesday. I know, because they used to buy their milk of me. They were the first a"most, and the last was the Menagerie and Gavel"s Roundabouts. _They_ packed up last night.
It must be a wearin" life," commented the shopwoman. "But for my part I like the shows, and so I tell Damper--that"s my "usband. They put a bit of colour into the place while they last, besides bein" free-"anded with their money. Light come light go, I reckon; but anyway, it"s different from cows. So you suffered from complications, did you?"
"Internal," Tilda a.s.sured her in a voice as hollow as she could make it.
"I must have spit up a quart of blood, first an" last. An" the medicine I "ad to take! You wouldn" think it, but the colour was pale "eliotrope."
"I wonder," said Mrs. Damper sympathetically--"I wonder it stayed in the stomach."
"It didn"."
"Wouldn" you fancy a gla.s.s o" milk, now?"
"It"s very kind of you." Tilda put on her best manners. "And "ere"s "ealth!" she added before sipping, when the milk was handed to her.
"And the dog--wouldn" "_e_ like something?"
"Well, since you mention it--but it"s givin" you a "eap of trouble. If you "ave such a thing as a bun, it don"t matter "ow stale."
"I can do better "n that." Mrs. Damper dived into the inner room, and re-emerged with a plateful of sc.r.a.ps. "There"s always waste with children," she explained, "and I got five. You can"t think the load off one"s shoulders when they"re packed to school at nine o"clock.
And that, I dessay," she wound up lucidly, "is what softened me t"ards you. Do you go to school, now?"
"Never did," answered Tilda, taking the plate and laying it before G.o.dolphus, who fell-to voraciously.
"I "d like to tell that to the attendance officer," said Mrs. Damper in a wistful tone. "But p"r"aps it might get you into trouble?"
"You "re welcome."
"He do give me a lot of worry; and it don"t make things easier Damper"s threatenin" to knock his "ead off if ever he catches the man darkenin"
our door. Never been to school, aven"t you? I "d like to tell "im, and that, if there"s a law, it ought to be the same for all. But all my children are "ealthy, and that"s one consolation."
""Ealth"s the first thing in life," agreed Tilda. "So they"ve all cleared out?--the shows, I mean."
"Every one--exceptin" the Theayter."
"Mortimer"s?" Tilda limped to the open door. "But I don"t see him, neither."
"Mortimer"s is up the spout. First of all, there was trouble with the lodgings; and on top of that, last Monday, Mr. Hucks put the bailiffs in. This mornin" he sent half a dozen men, and they took the show to pieces and carried it off to Hucks"s yard, where I hear he means to sell it by public auction."
"Who"s Mr. Hucks?"
"He"s the man that farms the Plain here--farms it _out_, I mean," Mrs.
Damper explained. "He leases the ground from the Corporation and lets it out for what he can make, and that"s a pretty penny. Terrible close-fisted man is Mr. Hucks."
"Oh!" said Tilda, enlightened. "When you talked of farmin", you made me wonder . . .So they"re all gone? And Wolverhampton-way, I reckon.
That was to be the next move."
"I"ve often seen myself travellin" in a caravan," said Mrs. Damper dreamily. "Here to-day an" gone to-morrow, and only to stretch out your hand whether "tis hairpins or a fryin"-pan; though I should never get over travellin" on Sundays." Here, while her eyes rested on the child, of a sudden she came out of her reverie with a sharp exclamation.
"Lord"s sake! You ain"t goin" to tell me they"ve left you in "ospital, stranded!"
"That"s about it," said Tilda bravely, albeit with a wry little twist of her mouth.