I mean, literally in my ear. Crespin had outfitted me with what had to be the world"s tiniest transmitter. Smaller than the head of a tack, it was fully out of sight inside my ear ca.n.a.l.
"Sorry," I said, only to realize that I"d just broken one of his two rules.
"What did I tell you about talking to me?" came his voice again. "And don"t answer that."
Rule #1? Don"t talk into the mike, otherwise known as the third b.u.t.ton down on my new NSA-brand shirt. Fifty percent cotton/poly blend with a five-hundred-foot range. If Karcher-or whoever he might send-was scouting me, I could ill afford to be seen talking to myself. The wire was so Crespin could hear what I heard.
"It"s going to be fine, Mann," he was now a.s.suring me. "Everything"s going to be-"
The way his voice suddenly cut out, my first thought was that the transmitter in my ear had failed. But Crespin was just seeing what I couldn"t.
"Don"t turn around, don"t even flinch," he said. "He"s approaching you from behind at twenty feet ... fifteen ... ten ..."
A voice boomed over my shoulder. "Is this seat taken?"
It was now.
Frank Karcher sat down before I could even look up. Jesus, he had a big head. It was even bigger in person.
I feigned surprise as best I could. I was supposed to be waiting for Brennan, after all.
"Excuse me, I think you have the wrong table," I said.
Karcher broke into a wide grin. "No, this is definitely the right table. You just picked the wrong fight," he said, glancing at his watch. "The only question now is how long you"ll pretend you don"t know what I"m talking about."
Said question hung in the air as I pretended to be thinking it over. But I already knew my answer. So far, we were right on script.
"I know exactly what you"re talking about," I said finally. "I know who you are and what you"ve done. I also know it"s all about to end."
Again with the grin. Those had to be veneers. "Interesting choice of words," he said. "Do me a favor, though, will you, Mr. Mann? Take a good look under the table."
"I don"t need to," I said. "You"re not the first person this week to point a gun at me."
"You"re right," he said. "But I am the last."
CHAPTER 101.
IT WAS my turn to smile, forced and short-lived as the smile was. You can only pretend for so long that you don"t have a gun aimed at your crotch.
"If the only thing you wanted was me dead, you would"ve killed me by now," I said. "We both know that."
And there it was, the only way I"d been able to convince Valerie and Crespin that I wouldn"t be a complete sitting duck, if you will, at the Mallard Cafe. Karcher desperately wanted Owen-"the kid"-and I presumably knew where he was.
Fitting irony that I actually didn"t.
Not that Karcher was about to be told that. As long as he thought I knew Owen"s whereabouts, he believed there was the chance he could get it out of me.
That"s the folly of arrogant men, isn"t it? They always overestimate their talents.
"Are you really that much of a hero, Mr. Mann?" he asked. "I don"t know what the kid told you, but it"s not what you think."
"No, it"s exactly what I think," I said. "Somewhere along the line, you convinced yourself that you"re above the law, that you get to decide who lives and who dies. But the biggest lie of them all? It"s when you claim you"re simply protecting freedom."
"Freedom? Just where the h.e.l.l have you been this century? We should be so d.a.m.n lucky," he said. "That"s what you self-righteous p.r.i.c.ks have never understood, not ever."
"Then why don"t you enlighten me?"
"Why don"t you shut the f.u.c.k up?"
"Easy now ..." came Crespin"s voice in my ear.
Crespin was right. On a risk scale of one to ten, I was already pushing eleven. My letting Karcher lose his temper was upward of just plain dumb. Sure, maybe he"d slip up and admit everything. Or maybe he"d just get p.i.s.sed off and kill me right there at the table.
I leaned back in my chair, hoping to let a little air out of the moment. Diffuse the tension. But it was too late. Karcher was revved up, and like a pit bull, he wasn"t about to let the point go.
"Do you know what I remember most about that day? It"s not the image of the towers coming down. Not even close. What"s seared into my brain, what will stick forever, are the people on the street watching it happen," he said. "And do you know what they were all doing as they were looking up in horror? They were all mouthing the same three words. Oh, my G.o.d."
"I was one of those people," I said. "I was there."
It was as if he didn"t hear me. "Now, I"m a devout Christian, but I know for a fact that the G.o.d they were all invoking that day wasn"t there. And for those who say he was, and that his job is not to intervene, I ask ... whose job is it? If G.o.d won"t prevent the next time, who will? And trust me, there will be a next time."
"So that"s it, then?" I said. "You"re now G.o.d"s understudy? It doesn"t matter who you kill-a reporter for the Times, a doctor with a guilty conscience, or even other people from your company picnic-because it"s all part of a bigger plan, one that the rest of us couldn"t possibly understand?"
"Every war has casualties, Mr. Mann. But I"m guessing you"ve never fought in one, have you?"
"That makes me lucky, not brain-dead," I said. "What"s your excuse?"
d.a.m.n. Wrong b.u.t.ton.
Karcher"s face flushed red in an instant, the veins in his stumplike neck bulging out above his collar.
"You know what? f.u.c.k the kid," he said. "I don"t care if you know where he is, you can take that to your G.o.dd.a.m.n grave."
But all I really heard was Crespin"s panicked voice in my ear. "Quick, tell him you know where Owen is!"
Crespin didn"t need to see the deranged look in Karcher"s eyes. He could hear the craziness in his voice, the way he referred to my grave as if it were imminent.
I needed to stall.
But again, it was too late. With the slightest flinch-small but telling-I"d just broken Crespin"s second rule. Whatever you do, don"t look like you"ve got someone talking in your ear.
"Jesus Christ," said Karcher. "You"re not alone, are you?"
CHAPTER 102.
"NO, HE"S definitely not alone," she said.
I turned to see Valerie pulling up a chair to our table. She couldn"t play the waitress, but her being seated nearby was the next best thing. And with her mirrored sungla.s.ses and jet-black wig, there was no way Karcher would"ve recognized her.
He still didn"t.
The Beretta in her lap, however, he spotted instantly, and it sure as h.e.l.l wasn"t pointed at me.
Give the p.r.i.c.k some credit, though. Karcher barely blinked. "Friend of yours, Mr. Mann?" he asked coolly.
"One of many," said Valerie. "Which is why you need to wrap your weapon in that napkin and place it slowly on the table."
Karcher looked down at the napkin in front of him like it was a piece of enriched plutonium. He had no intention of touching it.
"Thank you for the suggestion, young lady, but I think I"ll pa.s.s," he said. "It might be a good idea for you to do it, though."
Those should"ve been the words of a madman, a last-ditch effort to buy some time in this chess match, using little more than misdirection and a touch of outright confusion. Call it Karcher"s Gambit.
But the tone was more c.o.c.ky than confused. He was too sure of himself. He knew something we didn"t, and I couldn"t stop the feeling of pure dread that was suddenly spreading from the pit of my stomach.
I looked at Valerie, and for the first time, she took her eyes off Karcher to look back at me, if only for a split second. But that was all the time it took.
"s.h.i.t," she muttered.
Karcher smiled. "Looks like I"ve got some friends, too," he said.
"Show him," came Crespin"s voice in my ear, only he wasn"t talking to me. Valerie was wearing the same transmitter. With her eyes locked back on Karcher, she removed her sungla.s.ses so I could see what the h.e.l.l was going on.
"s.h.i.t," I muttered.
Staring back at me in the mirrored lenses was a new addition to my forehead. The small red dot of a laser sight. I was one squeeze of a trigger away from having my brains blown out, which somehow managed to trump getting shot in the crotch. Either way, it was suddenly a lose-lose.
We were definitely off script now....
"I know you, don"t I?" asked Karcher, staring straight back into Valerie"s naked eyes.
"Maybe," she answered. "Or maybe not. But I definitely know you."
"What about Mr. Mann here?" he said. "How much do you really know about him?"
"Enough to be sitting here," she said.
"Keep stalling him," came Crespin"s voice in our ears.
"I suppose you know more, though?" Valerie tacked on.
"He shot a federal agent in Manhattan, for starters, and got a detective up there killed as well."
Karcher looked at me to see if I"d take the bait and try to argue otherwise. All along, he"d been defending himself without admitting to anything. Now he was hoping I"d trip myself up in the heat of the moment so he could build some semblance of reasonable doubt.
But I gave him the best comeback I could. Silence.
Not Valerie, though.
"What about outstanding parking tickets?" she deadpanned. "Does he have any of those as well?"
"No, but he does have a dead guy in his bathtub. I forgot to mention that," Karcher said, his voice tinged with what could only be described as glee. Extra creepy on a guy his size. "The police searched his apartment yesterday."
"You know, if there was only some way I knew you were telling the truth, some type of method," she said. "Wouldn"t that be something? I mean, what wouldn"t we all give for that?"
Karcher deflected her with a chuckle, but it was quickly drowned out by something else I was hearing.
My head was suddenly filled with footsteps, only they were more than steps. They were strides. Crespin was running, his breathing heavy as if he were in a full sprint. I knew Valerie could hear it, too, but she kept right on talking to Karcher. Stalling him.
Then, out of the corner of my eye, I saw something that I really, truly wished I hadn"t.
CHAPTER 103.
NO! NO! NO!.
I wanted so desperately to signal her somehow, wave my hands and tell her she had to stop. But I was helpless; I knew I couldn"t. It would be like yanking the pin on a grenade.
The waitress. Betsy. Ponytail and rolled-up sleeves. She was heading to our table.
"Huh, looks like we have a party of three," she said, pulling up between Karcher and Valerie. She was half distracted, clutching her order pad while searching for a pen in the deep pocket of her ap.r.o.n. "If you"d like, I can move you all to another table."
"No, that"s okay, I was just saying h.e.l.lo to these guys," said Valerie, flashing a polite smile. "I"ll be getting up in few seconds."
But from the moment I felt the tap on my foot underneath the table, I realized this wasn"t just a figure of speech. Valerie was giving me a signal. In a few seconds, she really was getting up, and the reason was right in front of me. Literally.