I swallowed hard, fighting to keep the disgust off my face.
"That"s a good thing," Rosalie told Bella eagerly. "That means we"re on the right track.
Give it a try." Given Blondie"s new expression, I was surprised she didn"t break into a touchdown dance.
Bella shoved the straw between her lips, squeezed her eyes shut, and wrinkled her nose.
I could hear the blood slopping around in the cup again as her hand shook. She sipped at it for a second, and then moaned quietly with her eyes still closed.
Edward and I stepped forward at the same time. He touched her face. I clenched my hands behind my back.
"Bella, love-""I"m okay," she whispered. She opened her eyes and stared up at him. Her expression was... apologetic. Pleading. Scared. "It tastes good, too."
Acid churned in my stomach, threatening to overflow. I ground my teeth together.
"That"s good," Blondie repeated, still jazzed. "A good sign."
Edward just pressed his hand to her cheek, curling his fingers around the shape of her fragile bones.
Bella sighed and put her lips to the straw again. She took a real pull this time. The action wasn"t as weak as everything else about her. Like some instinct was taking over.
"How"s your stomach? Do you feel nauseated?" Carlisle asked.
Bella shook her head. "No, I don"t feel sick," she whispered. "There"s a first, eh?"
Rosalie beamed. "Excellent."
"I think it"s a bit early for that, Rose," Carlisle murmured.
Bella gulped another mouthful of blood. Then she flashed a look at Edward. "Does this screw my total?" she whispered. "Or do we start counting after I"m a vampire?"
"No one is counting, Bella. In any case, no one died for this." He smiled a lifeless smile.
"Your record is still clean."
They"d lost me.
"I"ll explain later," Edward said, so low the words were just a breath.
"What?" Bella whispered.
"Just talking to myself," he lied smoothly.
If he succeeded with this, if Bella lived, Edward wasn"t going to be able to get away with so much when her senses were as sharp as his. He"d have to work on the honesty thing.
Edward"s lips twitched, fighting a smile.
Bella chugged a few more ounces, staring past us toward the window. Probably pretending we weren"t here. Or maybe just me. No one else in this group would be disgusted by what she was doing. Just the opposite-they were probably having a tough time not ripping the cup away from her.
Edward rolled his eyes.
Jeez, how did anyone stand living with him? It was really too bad he couldn"t hear Bella"s thoughts. Then he"d annoy the c.r.a.p out of her, too, and she"d get tired of him.Edward chuckled once. Bella"s eyes flicked to him immediately, and she half-smiled at the humor in his face. I would guess that wasn"t something she"d seen in a while.
"Something funny?" she breathed.
"Jacob," he answered.
She looked over with another weary smile for me. "Jake"s a crack-up," she agreed.
Great, now I was the court jester. "Bada bing," I mumbled in weak rim-shot impression.
She smiled again, and then took another swig from the cup. I flinched when the straw pulled at empty air, making a loud sucking sound.
"I did it," she said, sounding pleased. Her voice was clearer-rough, but not a whisper for the first time today. "If I keep this down, Carlisle, will you take the needles out of me?"
"As soon as possible," he promised. "Honestly, they aren"t doing that much good where they are."
Rosalie patted Bella"s forehead, and they exchanged a hopeful glance.
And anyone could see it-the cup full of human blood had made an immediate difference. Her color was returning-there was a tiny hint of pink in her waxy cheeks.
Already she didn"t seem to need Rosalie"s support so much anymore. Her breathing was easier, and I would swear her heartbeat was stronger, more even.
Everything accelerated.
That ghost of hope in Edward"s eyes had turned into the real thing.
"Would you like more?" Rosalie pressed.
Bella"s shoulders slumped.
Edward flashed a glare at Rosalie before he spoke to Bella. "You don"t have to drink more right away."
"Yeah, I know. But... I want to," she admitted glumly.
Rosalie pulled her thin, sharp fingers through Bella"s lank hair. "You don"t need to be embarra.s.sed about that, Bella. Your body has cravings. We all understand that." Her tone was soothing at first, but then she added harshly, "Anyone who doesn"t understand shouldn"t be here."
Meant for me, obviously, but I wasn"t going to let Blondie get to me. I was glad Bella felt better. So what if the means grossed me out? It wasn"t like I"d said anything.
Carlisle took the cup from Bella"s hand. "I"ll be right back."Bella stared at me while he disappeared.
"Jake, you look awful," she croaked.
"Look who"s talking."
"Seriously-when"s the last time you slept?"
I thought about that for a second. "Huh. I"m not actually sure."
"Aw, Jake. Now I"m messing with your health, too. Don"t be stupid."
I gritted my teeth. She was allowed to kill herself for a monster, but I wasn"t allowed to miss a few nights" sleep to watch her do it?
"Get some rest, please," she went on. "There"re a few beds upstairs-you"re welcome to any of them."
The look on Rosalie"s face made it clear that I wasn"t welcome to one of them. It made me wonder what Sleepless Beauty needed a bed for anyway. Was she that possessive of her props?
"Thanks, Bells, but I"d rather sleep on the ground. Away from the stench, you know."
She grimaced. "Right."
Carlisle was back then, and Bella reached out for the blood, absentminded, like she was thinking of something else. With the same distracted expression, she started sucking it down.
She really was looking better. She pulled herself forward, being careful of the tubes, and scooted into a sitting position. Rosalie hovered, her hands ready to catch Bella if she sagged. But Bella didn"t need her. Taking deep breaths in between swallows, Bella finished the second cup quickly.
"How do you feel now?" Carlisle asked.
"Not sick. Sort of hungry... only I"m not sure if I"m hungry or thirsty, you know?"
"Carlisle, just look at her," Rosalie murmured, so smug she should have canary feathers on her lips. "This is obviously what her body wants. She should drink more."
"She"s still human, Rosalie. She needs food, too. Let"s give her a little while to see how this affects her, and then maybe we can try some food again. Does anything sound particularly good to you, Bella?"
"Eggs," she said immediately, and then she exchanged a look and a smile with Edward.
His smile was brittle, but there was more life on his face than before.
I blinked then, and almost forgot how to open my eyes again."Jacob," Edward murmured. "You really should sleep. As Bella said, you"re certainly welcome to the accommodations here, though you"d probably be more comfortable outside. Don"t worry about anything-I promise I"ll find you if there"s a need."
"Sure, sure," I mumbled. Now that it appeared Bella had a few more hours, I could escape. Go curl up under a tree somewhere.... Far enough away that the smell couldn"t reach me. The bloodsucker would wake me up if something went wrong. He owed me.
"I do," Edward agreed.
I nodded and then put my hand on Bella"s. Hers was icy cold.
"Feel better," I said.
"Thanks, Jacob." She turned her hand over and squeezed mine. I felt the thin band of her wedding ring riding loose on her skinny finger.
"Get her a blanket or something," I muttered as I turned for the door.
Before I made it, two howls pierced the still morning air. There was no mistaking the urgency of the tone. No misunderstanding this time.
"Dammit," I snarled, and I threw myself through the door. I hurled my body off the porch, letting the fire rip me apart midair. There was a sharp tearing sound as my shorts shredded. c.r.a.p. Those were the only clothes I had. Didn"t matter now. I landed on paws and took off toward the west.
What is it? I shouted in my head.
Incoming, Seth answered. At least three.
Did they split up?
I"m running the line back to Seth at the speed of light, Leah promised. I could feel the air huffing through her lungs as she pushed herself to an incredible velocity. The forest whipped around her. So far , no other point of attack.
Seth, do not challenge them. Wait for me.
They"re slowing. Ugh-it" s so off not being able to hear them. I think...
What?
I think they"ve stopped.
Waiting for the rest of the pack?
Shh. Feel that?
I absorbed his impressions. The faint, soundless shimmer in the air.Someone" s phasing?
Feels like it, Seth agreed.
Leah flew into the small open s.p.a.ce where Seth waited. She raked her claws into the dirt, spinning out like a race car.
Got your back, bro.
They"re coming, Seth said nervously. Slow. Walking.
Almost there, I told them. I tried to fly like Leah. It felt horrible being separated from Seth and Leah with potential danger closer to their end than mine. Wrong. I should be with them, between them and whatever was coming.
Look who" s getting all paternal, Leah thought wryly.
Head in the game, Leah.
Four , Seth decided. Kid had good ears. Three wolves, one man.
I made the little clearing then, moving immediately to the point. Seth sighed with relief and then straightened up, already in place at my right shoulder. Leah fell in on my left with a little less enthusiasm.
So now I rank under Seth, she grumbled to herself.
First come, first served, Seth thought smugly. "Sides, you were never an Alpha" s Third before. Still an upgrade.
Under my baby brother is not an upgrade.
Shh! I complained. I don" t care where you stand. Shut up and get ready.
They came into view a few seconds later, walking, as Seth had thought. Jared in the front, human, hands up. Paul and Quil and Collin on four legs behind him. There was no aggression in their postures. They hung back behind Jared, ears up, alert but calm.
But... it was weird that Sam would send Collin rather than Embry. That wasn"t what I would do if I were sending a diplomacy party into enemy territory. I wouldn"t send a kid. I"d send the experienced fighter.
A diversion? Leah thought.