My knees buckled. I had to grab the car to hold myself up. Edward reached out like he was offering support, but then he thought better of it and dropped his hands.
"I"m sorry," he whispered. "I am truly sorry for the pain this causes you, Jacob. Though you hate me, I must admit that I don"t feel the same about you. I think of you as a... a brother in many ways. A comrade in arms, at the very least. I regret your suffering more than you realize. But Bella is going to survive"-when he said that his voice was fierce, even violent-"and I know that"s what really matters to you."
He was probably right. It was hard to tell. My head was spinning.
"So I hate to do this now, while you"re already dealing with too much, but, clearly, there is little time. I have to ask you for something-to beg, if I must."
"I don"t have anything left," I choked out.
He lifted his hand again, as if to put it on my shoulder, but then let it drop like before and sighed.
"I know how much you have given," he said quietly. "But this is something you do have, and only you. I"m asking this of the true Alpha, Jacob. I"m asking this of Ephraim"s heir."
I was way past being able to respond.
"I want your permission to deviate from what we agreed to in our treaty with Ephraim. I want you to grant us an exception. I want your permission to save her life. You know I"ll do it anyway, but I don"t want to break faith with you if there is any way to avoid it.
We never intended to go back on our word, and we don"t do it lightly now. I want your understanding, Jacob, because you know exactly why we do this. I want the alliance between our families to survive when this is over."
I tried to swallow. Sam, I thought. It" s Sam you want.
"No. Sam"s authority is a.s.sumed. It belongs to you. You"ll never take it from him, but no one can rightfully agree to what I"m asking except for you."
It" s not my decision.
"It is, Jacob, and you know it. Your word on this will condemn us or absolve us. Only you can give this to me."
I can" t think. I don" t know.
"We don"t have much time." He glanced back toward the house.
No, there was no time. My few days had become a few hours.
I don" t know. Let me think. Just give me a minute here, okay?
"Yes."
I started walking to the house, and he followed. Crazy how easy it was, walking through the dark with a vampire right beside me. It didn"t feel unsafe, or even uncomfortable, really. It felt like walking next to anybody. Well, anybody who smelled bad.
There was a movement in the brush at the edge of the big lawn, and then a low whimper. Seth shrugged through the ferns and loped over to us.
"Hey, kid," I muttered.
He dipped his head, and I patted his shoulder.
"S"all cool," I lied. "I"ll tell you about it later. Sorry to take off on you like that."
He grinned at me.
"Hey, tell your sister to back off now, okay? Enough."
Seth nodded once.
I shoved against his shoulder this time. "Get back to work. I"ll spell you in a bit."
Seth leaned against me, shoving back, and then he galloped into the trees.
"He has one of the purest, sincerest, kindest minds I"ve ever heard," Edward murmured when he was out of sight. "You"re lucky to have his thoughts to share."
"I know that," I grunted.We started toward the house, and both of our heads snapped up when we heard the sound of someone sucking through a straw. Edward was in a hurry then. He darted up the porch stairs and was gone.
"Bella, love, I thought you were sleeping," I heard him say. "I"m sorry, I wouldn"t have left."
"Don"t worry. I just got so thirsty-it woke me up. It"s a good thing Carlisle is bringing more. This kid is going to need it when he gets out of me."
"True. That"s a good point."
"I wonder if he"ll want anything else," she mused.
"I suppose we"ll find out."
I walked through the door.
Alice said, "Finally," and Bella"s eyes flashed to me. That infuriating, irresistible smile broke across her face for one second. Then it faltered, and her face fell. Her lips puckered, like she was trying not to cry.
I wanted to punch Leah right in her stupid mouth.
"Hey, Bells," I said quickly. "How ya doing?"
"I"m fine," she said.
"Big day today, huh? Lots of new stuff."
"You don"t have to do that, Jacob."
"Don"t know what you"re talking about," I said, going to sit on the arm of the sofa by her head. Edward had the floor there already.
She gave me a reproachful look. "I"m so s-" she started to say.
I pinched her lips together between my thumb and finger.
"Jake," she mumbled, trying to pull my hand away. Her attempt was so weak it was hard to believe that she was really trying.
I shook my head. "You can talk when you"re not being stupid."
"Fine, I won"t say it," it sounded like she mumbled.
I pulled my hand away.
"Sorry!" she finished quickly, and then grinned.I rolled my eyes and then smiled back at her.
When I stared into her eyes, I saw everything that I"d been looking for in the park.
Tomorrow, she"d be someone else. But hopefully alive, and that was what counted, right? She"d look at me with the same eyes, sort of. Smile with the same lips, almost.
She"d still know me better than anyone who didn"t have full access to the inside of my head.
Leah might be an interesting companion, maybe even a true friend-someone who would stand up for me. But she wasn"t my best friend the way that Bella was. Aside from the impossible love I felt for Bella, there was also that other bond, and it ran bone deep.
Tomorrow, she"d be my enemy. Or she"d be my ally. And, apparently, that distinction was up to me.
I sighed.
Fine! I thought, giving up the very last thing I had to give. It made me feel hollow. Go ahead. Save her . As Ephraim" s heir , you have my permission, my word, that this will not violate the treaty. The others will just have to blame me. You were right-they can" t deny that it" s my right to agree to this.
"Thank you." Edward"s whisper was low enough that Bella didn"t hear anything. But the words were so fervent that, from the corner of my eye, I saw the other vampires turning to stare.
"So," Bella asked, working to be casual. "How was your day?"
"Great. Went for a drive. Hung out in the park."
"Sounds nice."
"Sure, sure."
Suddenly, she made a face. "Rose?" she asked.
I heard Blondie chuckle. "Again?"
"I think I"ve drunk two gallons in the last hour," Bella explained.
Edward and I both got out of the way while Rosalie came to lift Bella from the couch and take her to the bathroom.
"Can I walk?" Bella asked. "My legs are so stiff."
"Are you sure?" Edward asked."Rose"ll catch me if I trip over my feet. Which could happen pretty easily, since I can"t see them."
Rosalie set Bella carefully on her feet, keeping her hands right at Bella"s shoulders.
Bella stretched her arms out in front of her, wincing a little.
"That feels good," she sighed. "Ugh, but I"m huge."
She really was. Her stomach was its own continent.
"One more day," she said, and patted her stomach.
I couldn"t help the pain that shot through me in a sudden, stabbing burst, but I tried to keep it off my face. I could hide it for one more day, right?
"All righty, then. Whoops-oh, no!"
The cup Bella had left on the sofa tumbled to one side, the dark red blood spilling out onto the pale fabric.
Automatically, though three other hands beat her there, Bella bent over, reaching out to catch it.
There was the strangest, m.u.f.fled ripping sound from the center of her body.
"Oh!" she gasped.
And then she went totally limp, slumping toward the floor. Rosalie caught her in the same instant, before she could fall. Edward was there, too, hands out, the mess on the sofa forgotten.
"Bella?" he asked, and then his eyes unfocused, and panic shot across his features.
A half second later, Bella screamed.
It was not just a scream, it was a blood-curdling shriek of agony. The horrifying sound cut off with a gurgle, and her eyes rolled back into her head. Her body twitched, arched in Rosalie"s arms, and then Bella vomited a fountain of blood.
18. THERE ARE NO WORDS FOR THIS.
Bella"s body, streaming with red, started to twitch, jerking around in Rosalie"s arms like she was being electrocuted. All the while, her face was blank-unconscious. It was the wild thrashing from inside the center of her body that moved her. As she convulsed, sharp snaps and cracks kept time with the spasms.
Rosalie and Edward were frozen for the shortest half second, and then they broke.
Rosalie whipped Bella"s body into her arms, and, shouting so fast it was hard to separate the individual words, she and Edward shot up the staircase to the second floor.I sprinted after them.
"Morphine!" Edward yelled at Rosalie.
"Alice-get Carlisle on the phone!" Rosalie screeched.
The room I followed them to looked like an emergency ward set up in the middle of a library. The lights were brilliant and white. Bella was on a table under the glare, skin ghostly in the spotlight. Her body flopped, a fish on the sand. Rosalie pinned Bella down, yanking and ripping her clothes out of the way, while Edward stabbed a syringe into her arm.
How many times had I imagined her naked? Now I couldn"t look. I was afraid to have these memories in my head.
"What"s happening, Edward?"
"He"s suffocating!"
"The placenta must have detached!"
Somewhere in this, Bella came around. She responded to their words with a shriek that clawed at my eardrums.
"Get him OUT!" she screamed. "He can"t BREATHE! Do it NOW!"
I saw the red spots pop out when her scream broke the blood vessels in her eyes.