TWISTED LIFE IN KOREA

I came to the same bar and sit on the piano today they were a lot of woman on the bar and they have their cameras on hand waiting for my song.

(Shin Yong Jae - The reason i became a singer)

---Soft piano notes and my eyes closed everyone forgets about everything and all that they do is listening to this soft piano notes the bar is in complete silence---

If you search me on the internet,

my song will play now,

I tried hard to became a singer,

Do you know the reason?
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I wanted to be famous,

Because of the only one reason,

For you to watch me,

and listen to me,

and think of me.

---All the woman in the bar just silently cry as they bring their hands to their mouths to not distract me from singing this hurted G.o.d man---

If I sing on the TV,

You might watch me,

If you listen to me,

if you watch me,

you might find me.

---A series of powerful tones that felt like my heart screaming for her to find me that I just keep waiting for her, this just make a lot of woman a scar in her souls this is just too much how can any woman make this male G.o.d this hurt ----

So I desperately sing,

For you in the past,

With all my heart,

That I couldnt give you,

---This verse is even more powerful than the last one the security of the bar have to make the ladies go away from the stage because all of them just want to hug him, caressed him and make him forget that mean b.i.t.c.h!!----

I sing like this...

---A soft tone and I open my eyes looking at the sky as If I wish all the G.o.ds that make this song reach her somehow following by a soft brief piano solo---

From "I cant" to "Once while living",

You were always there,

To be honest,

Everything was about you and me

I cry after listening to my songs,

I get sad

I go crazy alone,

You might know why

----All the ladies were like h.e.l.l ---

If I sing on the TV,

You might watch me,

If you listen to me,

if you watch me,

you might find me.

---Then the rythm gets faster and my tones get bigger and bigger all were crazy about me singing even in the cast they were amazed and they are also doing their work seriously because if they fail recording this amazing performance they deserve a one ticket direct to h.e.l.l----

So I desperately sing,

For you in the past,

With all my heart,

That I couldnt give you,

---Then rythm is super fast and my tone stays high as all of them ask themselves amazing he is not tired?---

With my pain,

with my tears,

with all my heart,

If I express my feelings,

You might listen to me.

---With the biggest tone ever that was the moment when I cry and makes a little stop, two rows of tears came all over my cheeks and start falling in my hands as I play the piano, all of them really feel that he is singing with genuin desperation as If he dont took all that he have in his heart he would never reach her---

This short song,

The humble lyrics,

I hope this will resonate

In your ears and in your heart

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I pray like crazy,

that you will listen to this,

If you listen to my heart,

Please come back,

---The last verse with a prolonged and the strongest tone of the song as if i was begging her to come back---

So I sing with tears...

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Then I just stays there in total silence looking at the sky and crying a lot this scene has so much impact, everyone just keeps quiet in trance for a few minutes and then the director says CUT! And a blurry speedy woman runs to me and hugs me, this woman was Taehee, all just look at us and the ladies in the crew hate her for being faster than themselves she calms me a little bit and asks me what I was thinking when I made this song, I told her I think about what would happend if ever leave me, she stares at me and seriously tolds me that she will never leave me, we all took some minutes to continue the drama because it was a tsunami of emotion.

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Apparently the blind date woman didnt left the bar as I thought and she hears me singing so she decides that I was a man worthy of her continous approach and while doing a case I saw her again but I lost her, somehow she manages to see me singing the song of yesterday by a video that went viral and she tries to find me but when she was going to go and talk to me, she saw that the blind date woman and I were talking and she decide to not approach me, but Min Hong saw her and goes to a restaurant with her and he tolds her that he still have feelings for her.

I have another case and I have to go without knowing that there was Taehee waiting, we stare at each other and I approach her and slaps her hardly she smiles and thinks that all is over, she cames to help with the case and sits besides me and I just keeping looking away, later we sit down and started talking and I confronted her from abandoning me and how she deeply hurt me.

I came back to the bar and sang again but this time I drink a lot of soju as I took the stage.

-"This song is t.i.tled as "Lie" "(Jihun)

(Yang Da il- Lie)

I used to reminisce your image

Flitting in front of my eyes as a habit,

But I can"t draw it anymore

I don"t want anymore

Neither your words that were only lies

Nor your faces even you didn"t know about

When were were breaking up not even once you"ve been honest

But now I think I know your truth

Sorry, I"m not looking at you anymore

Sorry, I"m not regretting anymore

In the moment our eyes meet again

I can say I don"t love you

Your voice that was comforting tired me

Sounding through earphone

I can"t draw it anymore

I feel sorry for those memories we"ve built together

And so many words

So many unspoken words

Sorry, I"m not looking at you anymore

Sorry, I"m not regretting anymore

In the moment our eyes meet again

I can say I don"t love you

Our beginning when we met so awkwardly too

The moment we confessed for the first time too

It all seems as if it was just yesterday

Meeting someone and falling in love

Meeting you and changing myself

That won"t happen again

Sorry, I"m not looking at you anymore

Sorry, I"m not regretting anymore

Though it"s hard times, tiring times,

I have to do this, so I will be able to change

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I stand up and get out of there this time all can tell that I do all of this because I was angry and that the lie was the song itself, I walk to a nearby park and started yelling Taehee"s name, but I didnt know that she was actually few houses from there and was hearing me screaming from my heart she have also a really hard time herself hearing me while my heart was crumbling.

I still need to work on her case so we met again and I confront her, why she have to leave me, she tolds me that I told her to leave, I answer her that"s not exactly what I mean and that she knows that, she starts crying and told me that she also missed me and I ask her then why do you left me? She answer that she was scared that If she saw me, hear from me she will leave her dream behind and run after me I approach her terribly heartbroken and tells her that"s the difference between us, while you tried your hardest to get away from my face, voice and myself I was desperately trying to hold unto your smile, the warmth of your hand and your body I lok at her and I asked her if she never had the intention of loving me in the first place and I walked away.

Then my colleague died in weird circ.u.mstances as he was dealinf with a trial against Min Hong and I explodes and confront them leaving the promise that they will pay from what they have done.

Taehee hears about it and tries to convince him to not taking the case, but he treats her coldly and denied it, Taehee goes out and meet Min Hong and have a dinner and throw a football ball and she keeps talking about me with him, then he realized that she is in loved with me and that he havent an opportunity as I proceed with the case Yoo Jina calls me to talk about it and we came to a restaurant and we saw that Taehee and Min Hong were having dinner and she insist on having dinner with them, then she throw a nuke and tell Taehee to stay away from Min Hong because he"s his fiance I started to get tired of Yoo Jina and told her that it is okay being protective with his man but that I dont allowed her to speak bad about Taehee I grab her and walks away , Min Hong tries to apologize to Taehee and I punch him in the face knocking him out.

As we get out of the place she took out her hand and I start to scold her about she not fighting back and we fight and she lastly told me that I mean nothing to her and she walks away, we stop seeing each other for a while today I came to the bus station then I saw her through a dirty gla.s.s from the bus so I approach it and writes on it And then I clean the window and kiss it, I finally convinced the people to sue the company and while I was ther I just recalls that she is leaving soon so I stop the bus and I sincerely told her that I am becoming crazy and that I woul never leave her again.