"Well, then, be good enough to hold yourself as if you were. And keep a look-out. If there"s any current we"ll be closing with some islands before daylight."
The east side of the gulf is fringed with islands, some solitary, others in groups. On the blue background of the high coast they seem to float on silvery patches of calm water, arid and grey, or dark green and rounded like clumps of evergreen bushes, with the larger ones, a mile or two long, showing the outlines of ridges, ribs of grey rock under the dank mantle of matted leaf.a.ge. Unknown to trade, to travel, almost to geography, the manner of life they harbour is an unsolved secret. There must be villages-settlements of fishermen at least-on the largest of them, and some communication with the world is probably kept up by native craft. But all that forenoon, as we headed for them, fanned along by the faintest of breezes, I saw no sign of man or canoe in the field of the telescope I kept on pointing at the scattered group.
At noon I gave no orders for a change of course, and the mate"s whiskers became much concerned and seemed to be offering themselves unduly to my notice. At last I said:
"I am going to stand right in. Quite in-as far as I can take her."
The stare of extreme surprise imparted an air of ferocity also to his eyes, and he looked truly terrific for a moment.
"We"re not doing well in the middle of the gulf," I continued, casually.
"I am going to look for the land breezes to-night."
"Bless my soul! Do you mean, sir, in the dark amongst the lot of all them islands and reefs and shoals?"
"Well-if there are any regular land breezes at all on this coast one must get close insh.o.r.e to find them, mustn"t one?"
"Bless my soul!" he exclaimed again under his breath. All that afternoon he wore a dreamy, contemplative appearance which in him was a mark of perplexity. After dinner I went into my stateroom as if I meant to take some rest. There we two bent our dark heads over a half-unrolled chart lying on my bed.
"There," I said. "It"s got to be Koh-ring. I"ve been looking at it ever since sunrise. It has got two hills and a low point. It must be inhabited. And on the coast opposite there is what looks like the mouth of a biggish river-with some town, no doubt, not far up. It"s the best chance for you that I can see."
"Anything. Koh-ring let it be."
He looked thoughtfully at the chart as if surveying chances and distances from a lofty height-and following with his eyes his own figure wandering on the blank land of Cochin-China, and then pa.s.sing off that piece of paper clean out of sight into uncharted regions. And it was as if the ship had two captains to plan her course for her. I had been so worried and restless running up and down that I had not had the patience to dress that day. I had remained in my sleeping-suit, with straw slippers and a soft floppy hat. The closeness of the heat in the gulf had been most oppressive, and the crew were used to see me wandering in that airy attire.
"She will clear the south point as she heads now," I whispered into his ear. "Goodness only knows when, though, but certainly after dark. I"ll edge her in to half a mile, as far as I may be able to judge in the dark-"
"Be careful," he murmured, warningly-and I realised suddenly that all my future, the only future for which I was fit, would perhaps go irretrievably to pieces in any mishap to my first command.
I could not stop a moment longer in the room. I motioned him to get out of sight and made my way on the p.o.o.p. That unplayful cub had the watch.
I walked up and down for a while thinking things out, then beckoned him over.
"Send a couple of hands to open the two quarterdeck ports," I said, mildly.
He actually had the impudence, or else so forgot himself in his wonder at such an incomprehensible order, as to repeat:
"Open the quarter-deck ports! What for, sir?"
"The only reason you need concern yourself about is because I tell you to do so. Have them open wide and fastened properly."
He reddened and went off, but I believe made some jeering remark to the carpenter as to the sensible practice of ventilating a ship"s quarter-deck. I know he popped into the mate"s cabin to impart the fact to him because the whiskers came on deck, as it were by chance, and stole glances at me from below-for signs of lunacy or drunkenness, I suppose.
A little before supper, feeling more restless than ever, I rejoined, for a moment, my second self. And to find him sitting so quietly was surprising, like something against nature, inhuman.
I developed my plan in a hurried whisper.
"I shall stand in as close as I dare and then put her round. I shall presently find means to smuggle you out of here into the sail-locker, which communicates with the lobby. But there is an opening, a sort of square for hauling the sails out, which gives straight on the quarter-deck and which is never closed in fine weather, so as to give air to the sails. When the ship"s way is deadened in stays and all the hands are aft at the main-braces you shall have a clear road to slip out and get overboard through the open quarter-deck port. I"ve had them both fastened up. Use a rope"s end to lower yourself into the water so as to avoid a splash-you know. It could be heard and cause some beastly complication."
He kept silent for a while, then whispered, "I understand."
"I won"t be there to see you go," I began with an effort. "The rest . . .
I only hope I have understood, too."
"You have. From first to last"-and for the first time there seemed to be a faltering, something strained in his whisper. He caught hold of my arm, but the ringing of the supper bell made me start. He didn"t, though; he only released his grip.
After supper I didn"t come below again till well past eight o"clock. The faint, steady breeze was loaded with dew; and the wet, darkened sails held all there was of propelling power in it. The night, clear and starry, sparkled darkly, and the opaque, lightless patches shifting slowly against the low stars were the drifting islets. On the port bow there was a big one more distant and shadowily imposing by the great s.p.a.ce of sky it eclipsed.
On opening the door I had a back view of my very own self looking at a chart. He had come out of the recess and was standing near the table.
"Quite dark enough," I whispered.
He stepped back and leaned against my bed with a level, quiet glance. I sat on the couch. We had nothing to say to each other. Over our heads the officer of the watch moved here and there. Then I heard him move quickly. I knew what that meant. He was making for the companion; and presently his voice was outside my door.
"We are drawing in pretty fast, sir. Land looks rather close."
"Very well," I answered. "I am coming on deck directly."
I waited till he was gone out of the cuddy, then rose. My double moved too. The time had come to exchange our last whispers, for neither of us was ever to hear each other"s natural voice.
"Look here!" I opened a drawer and took out three sovereigns. "Take this, anyhow. I"ve got six and I"d give you the lot, only I must keep a little money to buy some fruit and vegetables for the crew from native boats as we go through Sunda Straits."
He shook his head.
"Take it," I urged him, whispering desperately. "No one can tell what-"
He smiled and slapped meaningly the only pocket of the sleeping-jacket.
It was not safe, certainly. But I produced a large old silk handkerchief of mine, and tying the three pieces of gold in a corner, pressed it on him. He was touched, I suppose, because he took it at last and tied it quickly round his waist under the jacket, on his bare skin.
Our eyes met; several seconds elapsed, till, our glances still mingled, I extended my hand and turned the lamp out. Then I pa.s.sed through the cuddy, leaving the door of my room wide open. . . . . "Steward!"
He was still lingering in the pantry in the greatness of his zeal, giving a rub-up to a plated cruet stand the last thing before going to bed.
Being careful not to wake up the mate, whose room was opposite, I spoke in an undertone.
He looked round anxiously. "Sir!"
"Can you get me a little hot water from the galley?"
"I am afraid, sir, the galley fire"s been out for some time now."
"Go and see."
He fled up the stairs.
"Now," I whispered, loudly, into the saloon-too loudly, perhaps, but I was afraid I couldn"t make a sound. He was by my side in an instant-the double captain slipped past the stairs-through a tiny dark pa.s.sage . . .
a sliding door. We were in the sail-locker, scrambling on our knees over the sails. A sudden thought struck me. I saw myself wandering barefooted, bareheaded, the sun beating on my dark poll. I s.n.a.t.c.hed off my floppy hat and tried hurriedly in the dark to ram it on my other self.
He dodged and fended off silently. I wonder what he thought had come to me before he understood and suddenly desisted. Our hands met gropingly, lingered united in a steady, motionless clasp for a second. . . . No word was breathed by either of us when they separated.
I was standing quietly by the pantry door when the steward returned.