"Gladdie," resumed Roger half timidly--Gladys knew what was coming--"may I get into your bed?"
"It"s _very_ small," said Gladys, which was true, though even if it had not been so, she would probably have tried to get out of Roger"s proposal, for she was not half so fond of his early morning visits as he was. In the days of old "nurse" such doings were not allowed, but after she left, Gladys had not the heart to be very strict with Roger, and now in spite of her faint objection, she knew quite well she would have to give in, in the end.
"So"s mine," observed Roger, though Gladys could not see what that had to do with it. But she said nothing, and for about half a minute there was silence in the dark little room. Then again.
"Gladdie," came from the corner, "mayn"t I come? If we squeezed ourselves?"
"Very well," said Gladys, with a little sigh made up of many different feelings. "You can come and try."
But a new difficulty arose.
"I can"t find my way in the dark. I don"t "amember how the room is in the light," said Roger dolefully. "When I first waked I _couldn"t_ think where we were. Can"t you come for me, Gladdie?"
"How can I find my way if you can"t," Gladys was on the point of replying, but she checked herself! She felt as if she could not speak the least sharply to her little brother, for he had n.o.body but her to take care of him, and try to make him happy. So she clambered out of her bed, starting with the surprise of the cold floor, which had no carpet, and trying to remember the chairs and things that stood in the way, managed to get across the room to the opposite corner where stood Roger"s bed, without any very bad knocks or b.u.mps.
"I"m here," cried Roger, as if that was a piece of news, "I"m standing up in my bed jigging up and down. Can you find me, Gladdie?"
"I"m feeling for you," Gladys replied. "Yes, here"s the edge of your cot. I would have found you quicker if you had kept lying down."
"Oh, then, I"ll lie down again," said Roger, but a cry from Gladys stopped him.
"No, no, don"t," she said. "I"ve found you now. Yes, here"s your hand.
Now hold mine tight, and see if you can get over the edge. That"s right.
Now come very slowly, round by the wall is best. Here"s my bed. Climb in and make yourself as little as ever you can. I"m coming. Oh, Roger, what a squeeze it is!"
"I think it"s littler than my bed," said Roger consolingly.
"It"s not any bigger anyway," replied Gladys, "we might just as well have stayed in yours."
"Is it because they"re poor that the beds is so _very_ little?" asked Roger in a low voice.
"Oh, no, I don"t think so," said Gladys gravely. "They"ve very nice beds; I think they"re almost quite new."
"Mine was very comfitable," said Roger. "Do you think all poor childrens have as nice beds?"
"I"m afraid not," said Gladys solemnly. "I"m _afraid_ that some haven"t any beds at all. But why do you keep talking about poor children, Roger?"
"I wanted to know about them "cos, you see, Gladys, if Papa wasn"t never finded and we had to stay here, _we"d_ be poor."
"Nonsense," said Gladys rather sharply, in spite of her resolutions, "it _couldn"t_ be like that; of course Papa will come in a few days, and--and, even if he didn"t, though that"s quite nonsense, you know, I"m only saying it to make you see, _even_ if he didn"t, we"d not stay here."
"Where would we go?" said Roger practically.
"Oh, back to Mrs. Lacy perhaps. I wouldn"t mind if Miss Susan was married."
"_I_ would rather go to India with _them_," said Roger. Gladys knew whom he meant.
"But we can"t, they"ve gone," she replied.
"Are they _gone_, and Leonie, that nice nurse--are they _gone_?" said Roger, appalled.
"Yes, of course. They"ll be nearly at India by now, I daresay."
Roger began to cry.
"Why, you _knew_ they were gone. Why do you cry about it now--you didn"t cry yesterday?" said Gladys, a little sharply it must be confessed.
"I thought," sobbed Roger, "I thought they"d gone to look for Papa, and that they"d come to take us a nice walk every day, and--and----" He did not very well know _what_ he had thought, but he had certainly not taken in that it was good-bye for good to the new friends he had already become fond of. "I"m _sure_ you said they were gone to look for Papa,"
he repeated, rather crossly in his turn.
"Well, dear," Gladys explained, her heart smiting her, "they _have_ gone to look for Papa. They thought they"d find him at the big town at the side of the sea where the ships go to India from, and then they"d tell him where we were in Paris, and he"d come quick for us."
"Is this Paris?" asked Roger.
"Yes, of course," replied Gladys.
"I don"t like it," continued the little boy. "Do you, Gladys?"
"It isn"t like what I thought," said Gladys; "nothing"s like what I thought. I don"t think when we go home again, Roger, that I"ll ever play at pretend games any more."
"How do you mean when we go home?" said Roger. "Where"s home?"
"Oh, I don"t know; I said it without thinking. Roger----"
"What?" said Roger.
"Are you hungry?" asked Gladys.
"A little; are you?"
"Yes, I think I am, a little," replied Gladys. "I couldn"t eat all that meat and stuff they gave us last night. I wanted our tea."
"And bread and b.u.t.ter," suggested Roger.
"Yes; at home I didn"t like bread and b.u.t.ter much, but I think I would now. I daresay they"d give it us if I knew what it was called in their talking," said Gladys.
"It wouldn"t be so bad if we knew their talking," sighed Roger.
"It wouldn"t be so bad if it would get light," said his sister. "I don"t know what to do, Roger. It"s _hours_ since they"ve all been up, and n.o.body"s come to us. I wonder if they"ve forgotten we"re here."
"There"s a little tiny, weeny _inch_ of light beginning to come over there. Is that the window?" said Roger.
"I suppose so. As soon as it gets more light I"ll get up and look if there"s a bell," decided Gladys.
"And if there is?"
"I"ll ring it, of course."