"Going to run after St. Cleeve? Absurd!"
"Yes, I am!" she said with vehement firmness. "I must see him; I want to speak to him as soon as possible."
"Good Lord, Viviette! Are you mad?"
"O what was the date of that ship! But it cannot be helped. I start at once for Southampton. I have made up my mind to do it. He was going to his uncle"s solicitors in the North first; then he was coming back to Southampton. He cannot have sailed yet."
"I believe he has sailed," muttered Louis sullenly.
She did not wait to argue with him, but returned upstairs, where she rang to tell Green to be ready with the pony to drive her to Warborne station in a quarter of an hour.
x.x.xVIII
Viviette"s determination to hamper Swithin no longer had led her, as has been shown, to balk any weak impulse to entreat his return, by forbidding him to furnish her with his foreign address. His ready disposition, his fear that there might be other reasons behind, made him obey her only too literally. Thus, to her terror and dismay, she had placed a gratuitous difficulty in the way of her present endeavour.
She was ready before Green, and urged on that factotum so wildly as to leave him no time to change his corduroys and "skitty-boots" in which he had been gardening; he therefore turned himself into a coachman as far down as his waist merely--clapping on his proper coat, hat, and waistcoat, and wrapping a rug over his horticultural half below. In this compromise he appeared at the door, mounted, and reins in hand.
Seeing how sad and determined Viviette was, Louis pitied her so far as to put nothing in the way of her starting, though he forbore to help her. He thought her conduct sentimental foolery, the outcome of mistaken pity and "such a kind of gain-giving as would trouble a woman;" and he decided that it would be better to let this mood burn itself out than to keep it smouldering by obstruction.
"Do you remember the date of his sailing?" she said finally, as the pony- carriage turned to drive off.
"He sails on the 25th, that is, to-day. But it may not be till late in the evening."
With this she started, and reached Warborne in time for the up-train. How much longer than it really is a long journey can seem to be, was fully learnt by the unhappy Viviette that day. The changeful procession of country seats past which she was dragged, the names and memories of their owners, had no points of interest for her now. She reached Southampton about midday, and drove straight to the docks.
On approaching the gates she was met by a crowd of people and vehicles coming out--men, women, children, porters, police, cabs, and carts. The Occidental had just sailed.
The adverse intelligence came upon her with such odds after her morning"s tension that she could scarcely crawl back to the cab which had brought her. But this was not a time to succ.u.mb. As she had no luggage she dismissed the man, and, without any real consciousness of what she was doing, crept away and sat down on a pile of merchandise.
After long thinking her case a.s.sumed a more hopeful complexion. Much might probably be done towards communicating with him in the time at her command. The obvious step to this end, which she should have thought of sooner, would be to go to his grandmother in Welland Bottom, and there obtain his itinerary in detail--no doubt well known to Mrs. Martin. There was no leisure for her to consider longer if she would be home again that night; and returning to the railway she waited on a seat without eating or drinking till a train was ready to take her back.
By the time she again stood in Warborne the sun rested his chin upon the meadows, and enveloped the distant outline of the Rings-Hill column in his humid rays. Hiring an empty fly that chanced to be at the station she was driven through the little town onward to Welland, which she approached about eight o"clock. At her request the man set her down at the entrance to the park, and when he was out of sight, instead of pursuing her way to the House, she went along the high road in the direction of Mrs. Martin"s.
Dusk was drawing on, and the bats were wheeling over the green basin called Welland Bottom by the time she arrived; and had any other errand instigated her call she would have postponed it till the morrow. n.o.body responded to her knock, but she could hear footsteps going hither and thither upstairs, and dull noises as of articles moved from their places.
She knocked again and again, and ultimately the door was opened by Hannah as usual.
"I could make n.o.body hear," said Lady Constantine, who was so weary she could scarcely stand.
"I am very sorry, my lady," said Hannah, slightly awed on beholding her visitor. "But we was a putting poor Mr. Swithin"s room to rights, now that he is, as a woman may say, dead and buried to us; so we didn"t hear your ladyship. I"ll call Mrs. Martin at once. She is up in the room that used to be his work-room."
Here Hannah"s voice implied moist eyes, and Lady Constantine"s instantly overflowed.
"No, I"ll go up to her," said Viviette; and almost in advance of Hannah she pa.s.sed up the shrunken ash stairs.
The ebbing light was not enough to reveal to Mrs. Martin"s aged gaze the personality of her visitor, till Hannah explained.
"I"ll get a light, my lady," said she.
"No, I would rather not. What are you doing, Mrs. Martin?"
"Well, the poor misguided boy is gone--and he"s gone for good to me! I am a woman of over four-score years, my Lady Constantine; my junketting days are over, and whether "tis feasting or whether "tis sorrowing in the land will soon be nothing to me. But his life may be long and active, and for the sake of him I care for what I shall never see, and wish to make pleasant what I shall never enjoy. I am setting his room in order, as the place will be his own freehold when I am gone, so that when he comes back he may find all his poor jim-cracks and trangleys as he left "em, and not feel that I have betrayed his trust."
Mrs. Martin"s voice revealed that she had burst into such few tears as were left her, and then Hannah began crying likewise; whereupon Lady Constantine, whose heart had been bursting all day (and who, indeed, considering her coming trouble, had reason enough for tears), broke into bitterer sobs than either--sobs of absolute pain, that could no longer be concealed.
Hannah was the first to discover that Lady Constantine was weeping with them; and her feelings being probably the least intense among the three she instantly controlled herself.
"Refrain yourself, my dear woman, refrain!" she said hastily to Mrs.
Martin; "don"t ye see how it do raft my lady?" And turning to Viviette she whispered, "Her years be so great, your ladyship, that perhaps ye"ll excuse her for busting out afore ye? We know when the mind is dim, my lady, there"s not the manners there should be; but decayed people can"t help it, poor old soul!"
"Hannah, that will do now. Perhaps Lady Constantine would like to speak to me alone," said Mrs. Martin. And when Hannah had retreated Mrs.
Martin continued: "Such a charge as she is, my lady, on account of her great age! You"ll pardon her biding here as if she were one of the family. I put up with such things because of her long service, and we know that years lead to childishness."
"What are you doing? Can I help you?" Viviette asked, as Mrs. Martin, after speaking, turned to lift some large article.
"Oh, "tis only the skeleton of a telescope that"s got no works in his inside," said Swithin"s grandmother, seizing the huge pasteboard tube that Swithin had made, and abandoned because he could get no lenses to suit it. "I am going to hang it up to these hooks, and there it will bide till he comes again."
Lady Constantine took one end, and the tube was hung up against the whitewashed wall by strings that the old woman had tied round it.
"Here"s all his equinoctial lines, and his topics of Capricorn, and I don"t know what besides," Mrs. Martin continued, pointing to some charcoal scratches on the wall. "I shall never rub "em out; no, though "tis such untidiness as I was never brought up to, I shall never rub "em out."
"Where has Swithin gone to first?" asked Viviette anxiously. "Where does he say you are to write to him?"
"Nowhere yet, my lady. He"s gone traipsing all over Europe and America, and then to the South Pacific Ocean about this Transit of Venus that"s going to be done there. He is to write to us first--G.o.d knows when!--for he said that if we didn"t hear from him for six months we were not to be gallied at all."
At this intelligence, so much worse than she had expected, Lady Constantine stood mute, sank down, and would have fallen to the floor if there had not been a chair behind her. Controlling herself by a strenuous effort, she disguised her despair and asked vacantly: "From America to the South Pacific--Transit of Venus?" (Swithin"s arrangement to accompany the expedition had been made at the last moment, and therefore she had not as yet been informed.)
"Yes, to a lone island, I believe."
"Yes, a lone islant, my lady!" echoed Hannah, who had crept in and made herself one of the family again, in spite of Mrs. Martin.
"He is going to meet the English and American astronomers there at the end of the year. After that he will most likely go on to the Cape."
"But before the end of the year--what places did he tell you of visiting?"
"Let me collect myself; he is going to the observatory of Cambridge, United States, to meet some gentlemen there, and spy through the great refractor. Then there"s the observatory of Chicago; and I think he has a letter to make him beknown to a gentleman in the observatory at Ma.r.s.eilles--and he wants to go to Vienna--and Poulkowa, too, he means to take in his way--there being great instruments and a lot of astronomers at each place."
"Does he take Europe or America first?" she asked faintly, for the account seemed hopeless.
Mrs. Martin could not tell till she had heard from Swithin. It depended upon what he had decided to do on the day of his leaving England.
Lady Constantine bade the old people good-bye, and dragged her weary limbs homeward. The fatuousness of forethought had seldom been evinced more ironically. Had she done nothing to hinder him, he would have kept up an unreserved communication with her, and all might have been well.
For that night she could undertake nothing further, and she waited for the next day. Then at once she wrote two letters to Swithin, directing one to Ma.r.s.eilles observatory, one to the observatory of Cambridge, U.S., as being the only two spots on the face of the globe at which they were likely to intercept him. Each letter stated to him the urgent reasons which existed for his return, and contained a pa.s.sionately regretful intimation that the annuity on which his hopes depended must of necessity be sacrificed by the completion of their original contract without delay.
But letter conveyance was too slow a process to satisfy her. To send an epitome of her epistles by telegraph was, after all, indispensable. Such an imploring sentence as she desired to address to him it would be hazardous to despatch from Warborne, and she took a dreary journey to a strange town on purpose to send it from an office at which she was unknown.