Arthur looked at him. His eyes had a different expression now--or was it that something was gleaming softly in them that had not been there before?
"No, no--I am not going to be false to my colours. I--I don"t care to talk much about it, but--I am a Christian, Phil."
"At least I can put that horrid idea out of the poor child"s head, then," thought Keir to himself. Though to Arthur he did not reply, save by a bend of his head.
Time pa.s.sed. And in his wings there was healing.
At twenty-four, Daisy Trevannion, though her face bore traces of suffering of no common order, was yet a sweet and serene woman. To some extent she had outlived the strange tragedy of her earlier girlhood.
It had never been explained. The one person who might naturally have been looked to, to throw some light on the mystery, Lingard"s sister, Lady West, was, as her brother had stated, completely in the dark. At first she had been disposed to blame Daisy, or her family; and though afterwards convinced that in so doing she was entirely mistaken, she never became in any sense confidential with them on the matter. And after a few months they met no more. For her husband was sent abroad, and detained there on an important diplomatic mission.
Now and then, in the earlier days of her broken engagement, Daisy would ask Philip to "try to find out if Mary West knows where he is". And to please her he did so. But all he learnt was--what indeed was all the sister had to tell--that Arthur was off again on his old travels--to the Capricorn Islands or to the moon, it was not clear which.
"He has promised that I shall hear from him once a year--as near my birthday as he can manage. That is all I can tell you," she said, trying to make light of it.
And whether this promise was kept or no, one thing was certain--Arthur Lingard had entirely disappeared from London society.
At twenty-five, Daisy married Philip. He had always loved her, though he had never allowed her to suspect it; and knowing herself and her history as he did, he was satisfied with the true affection she could give him--satisfied, that is to say, in the hope and belief that his own devotion would kindle ever-increasing response on her side. And his hopes were not disappointed. They were very happy.
Now for the sequel to the story--such sequel, that is to say, as there is to give--a suggestion of explanation rather than any positive _denoument_ of the mystery.
They--Philip and Daisy--had been married for two or three years when one evening it chanced to them to dine at the house of a rather well-known literary man with whom they were but slightly acquainted. They had been invited for a special reason; their hosts were pleasant and genial people who liked to get those about them with interests in common.
And Keir, though his wings were now so happily clipt, still held his position as a traveller who had seen and noted much in his former wanderings.
"We think your husband may enjoy a talk with Sir Abel Maynard, who is with us for a few days," Mrs. Thorncroft had said in her note.
And Sir Abel, not being of the surly order of lions who refuse to roar when they know that their audience is eager to hear them, made himself most agreeable. He appreciated Mr. Keir"s intelligence and sympathy, and was by no means indifferent to Mrs. Keir"s beauty, though "evidently,"
he thought to himself, "she is not over fond of reminiscences of her husband"s travels. Perhaps she is afraid of his taking flight again."
During dinner the conversation turned, not unnaturally, on a subject just at that moment much to the fore. For it was about the time of the heroic Damien"s death.
"No," said Sir Abel, in answer to some inquiry, "I never visited his place. But I have seen lepers--to perfection. By-the-by," he went on suddenly, "I came across a queer, a very queer, story a while ago. I wonder, Keir, if you can throw any light upon it?"
But at that moment Mrs. Thorncroft gave the magic signal and the women left the room.
By degrees the men came straggling upstairs after them, then a little music followed, but it was not till much later in the evening than was usual with him that Philip made his appearance in the drawing-room, preceded by Sir Abel Maynard. Philip looked tired and rather "distrait,"
thought Daisy, whose eyes were keen with the quick discernment of perfect affection, and she was not sorry when, before very long, he whispered to her that it was getting late, might they not leave soon?
Nor was she sorry that during the interval before her husband made this suggestion, Sir Abel, who had been devoting himself to her, had avoided all mention of his travels, and had been amusing her with his criticism of a popular novel instead. She could never succeed altogether in banishing the painful a.s.sociation of Arthur Lingard from allusion to her husband"s old wanderings.
Poor Arthur! Where was he now?
"Philip, dear," she said, slipping her hand into his when they found themselves alone, and with a longish drive before them, in their own little brougham, "there is something the matter. You have heard something? Tell me what it is."
Keir hesitated.
"Yes," he said, "I suppose it is best to tell you. It is the strange story Sir Abel alluded to before you left the room."
"About--about Arthur? Is it about Arthur?" whispered she, shivering a little.
Philip put his arm round her.
"I can"t say. We shall perhaps never know certainly," he replied. "But it looks very like it. Listen, dear. Some little time ago--two or three years ago--Maynard spent some days at one of those awful leper settlements--never mind where. I would just as soon you did not know.
There, to his amazement, among the most devoted of the attendants upon the poor creatures he found an Englishman, young still, at least by his own account, though to judge by his appearance it would have been impossible to say. For he was himself far gone, very far gone in some ways, in the disease. But he was, or had been, a man of strong const.i.tution and enormous determination. Ill as he was, he yet managed to tend others with indescribable devotion. They looked upon him as a saint. Maynard did not like to inquire what had brought him to such a pa.s.s--he, the poor fellow, was a perfect gentleman. But the day Sir Abel was leaving, the Englishman took him to some extent into his confidence, and asked him to do him a service. This was his story. Some years before, in quite a different part of the world, the young man had nursed a leper--a dying leper--for some hours. He believed for long that he had escaped all danger, in fact he never thought of it; but it was not so.
There must have been an unhealed wound of some kind--a slight scratch would do it--on his hand. No need to go into the details of his first misgivings, of the horror of the awful certainty at last. It came upon him in the midst of the greatest happiness; he was going to be married to a girl he adored."
"Oh, Philip, Philip, why did he not tell?" Daisy wailed.
"He consulted the best and greatest physician, who--as a friend, he said--approved of the course he had mapped out for himself. He decided to tell no one, to break off his engagement, and die out of her--the girl"s--life; not once, after he was sure, did he see her again. He would not even risk touching her hand. And he believed that telling would only have brought worse agony upon her in the end than the agony he was forced to inflict. For he was a doomed man, though they gave him a few years to live. And he did the only thing he could do with those years. He set off to the settlement in question. Maynard was to call there some months later on his way home, and the young man knew he would be dead then, and so he was. But he showed Maynard a letter explaining all, that he had got ready--all but the address--_that_, he would not add till he was in the act of dying. There must be no risk of her knowing till he was dead. And this letter Maynard was to fetch on his return. He did so, but--there had been no time to add the address--death had come suddenly. All sorts of precautions had been ordered by the poor fellow as to disinfecting the letter and so on. But it did not seem to Maynard that these had been taken. So he contented himself by spreading out the paper on the sea-sh.o.r.e and learning it by heart, and then leaving it. The sum total of it was what I have told you, but not one name was named."
Daisy was sobbing quietly.
"Was it he?" she said.
"Yes, I feel sure of it," Philip replied. "For I can supply the missing link. The one time I really quarrelled with Arthur was when we were in Siberia. He _would_ spend a night in a dying leper"s hut. I would have done it myself, I believe and hope, had it been necessary. But by riding on a few miles we could have got help for the poor creature--which indeed I did--and more efficient help than ours. But Lingard was determined, and no ill seemed to come of it. I had almost forgotten the circ.u.mstance. I never a.s.sociated it with the mystery that caused you such anguish, my poor darling."
"It was he," whispered Daisy. "Philip, he was a hero after all."
"Not even you can feel that, as I do," Keir replied.
Then they were silent.
A few weeks afterwards came a letter from Lady West, in her far-off South American home. Daisy had not heard from her for years.
"By circuitous ways, I need not explain the details," she wrote, "I have learnt that my darling brother is dead. I thought I had better tell you.
I am sure his most earnest wish was that you should live to be happy, dear Daisy, as I trust you are. And I know you have long forgiven him the sorrow he caused you--it was worse still for him."
"I wonder," said Daisy, "if she knows more?"
But the letter seemed to add certainty to their own conviction.
THE CLOCK THAT STRUCK THIRTEEN.
"You misunderstand me wilfully, Helen. I neither said nor inferred anything of the kind."
"What did you mean then, for if words to you bear a different interpretation from what they do to me, I must trouble you to speak in _my_ language when addressing me," angrily retorted a young girl, with what nature had intended to be a very pretty face with a charming expression, but which at the present moment was far from deserving the latter part of the description. Eyes flashing, cheeks burning and hands clenched in the excess of her indignation, stood Helen Beaumont by the window of her pretty little sitting-room, or "studio" as she loved to call it, presenting a striking contrast to the peaceful scene without; where a carefully tended garden still looked bright with the remaining flowers of late September. Her companion, standing in the att.i.tude invariably a.s.sumed now-a-days by novelists" heroes, namely, leaning against the mantelpiece, was a young man of equally prepossessing appearance with her own. At first glance no one would have suspected him of sharing any of the young lady"s excitement, for his expression was so calm as almost to merit the description of sleepy. Looking more closely, however, the signs of some unusual disturbance or annoyance were to be descried, for his face was slightly flushed and his blue eyes had lost the look of sweet temper evidently their ordinary expression.
"What I meant to say, Helen, was not, as you choose to misinterpret it, that I blame you for proper womanly courage and spirit, than which, I consider few things more admirable, nor as you are well aware do I admire the sweetly silly and affectedly timid order of young ladies. But this I do mean and repeat, that I think your persistence in this foolish scheme a piece of sheer bravado and foolhardiness, totally unworthy of any sensible person"s approval, and what is more----"
"Thank you, Malcolm, or rather Mr. Willoughby, I have heard quite enough,"--and as she spoke, Helen turned from the window out of which she had been gazing while Malcolm spoke, with, it must be confessed, very little interest in the varied tints of the dahlias blooming in all their rich brilliance on the terrace,--"I have heard quite enough, and think myself exceedingly fortunate in having heard it now before it is too late. You may imagine," she continued, "that I am speaking in temper, but it is not so. I have for some time suspected, and now feel convinced, that we are not suited to each other. Your own words bear witness to your opinion of me, "self-willed, foolhardy, unwomanly," and I know not what other pretty expressions you have applied to me, and for my part I tell you simply that I cannot and will not marry a man whose opinion of what a woman should be is like yours; and who insults me constantly as you do, by telling me how far short I fall of his ideal.
Marry your ideal, Malcolm Willoughby, and I shall wish you joy of her.