Poor Mr. Tudor! I rather pitied him, for his other neighbour, Lady Betty, had turned suddenly very sulky, and I had my surmises that Miss Darrell had said something to affront her; for she made snapping little answers when any one spoke to her, and, though they laughed at her, and n.o.body seemed to mind, most likely they thought it prudent to give her time to recover herself.
Miss Darrell"s radiant good-humour was a strange contrast to her two cousins" silence. She threw herself gallantly into the breach, and talked fast and well on every topic broached by the gentlemen. She was evidently clever and well read, and had dabbled in literature and politics.
Her energy and vivacity were almost fatiguing. She seemed able to keep up two or three conversations at once. The lowest whisper did not escape her ear; if Mr. Hamilton spoke to me, I saw her watchful eye on us, and she joined in at once with a sprightly word or two; the next moment she was answering Uncle Max, who had at last hazarded a remark to his silent neighbour. Miss Hamilton had no time to reply; her cousin"s laugh and ready word were before her.
I found the same thing happen when Mr. Tudor addressed me: before he had finished his sentence she had challenged the attention of the table.
"Giles," she said good-humouredly, "do you know what Mr. Tudor said in the drawing-room just now, that it was the bounden duty of the Heathfield folk to spoil and make much of Miss Garston?"
Both Mr. Tudor and I looked confused at this audacious speech, but he tried to defend himself as well as he could.
"No, no, Miss Darrell, that was not quite what I said; the whole style of the sentence is too laboured to belong to me: "bounden duty,"--no, it does not sound like me at all."
"We need not quarrel about terms," she persisted; "your meaning was just the same. Come, Mr. Tudor, you cannot unsay your own words, that it was right for you all to make much of Miss Garston."
I thought this was spoken in the worst possible taste, and I am sure Mr.
Hamilton thought so too, for he smiled slightly and said, "Nonsense, Etta! you let your tongue run away with you. I daresay that was not Tudor"s meaning at all; he is the most matter-of-fact fellow I know, and could not coin a compliment to save his life. Besides which, I expect he has found out by this time that it would be rather difficult to spoil Miss Garston. That cuts both ways, eh!" looking at me rather mischievously.
"Oh, if all the gentlemen are in conspiracy to defend Miss Garston, I will say no more," returned Miss Darrell, with a shrug, but she did not say it quite pleasantly. "Gladys dear, I think we had better retire before I am quite crushed: Giles"s frown has quite flattened me out. Miss Garston, if you are ready," making me a mocking little courtesy; but Miss Hamilton waited for me at the door and linked her arm in mine, taking possession of me in a graceful way that evidently pleased Max, for he looked at us smiling.
"Come into the conservatory, Gladys," whispered Lady Betty in her sister"s ear. "Etta has a cold coming on, and will be afraid of following us."
The conservatory led out of the drawing-room, and was lighted by coloured lamps that gave a pretty effect; it was full of choice flowers, and two or three cane chairs filled up the centre. It was not so warm as the drawing-room, certainly, but it was pleasant to sit there in the dim perfumed atmosphere and peep through the open window at the firelight.
Miss Darrell followed us to the window with a discontented air.
"I hope you are not going to stay there many minutes, Gladys: you will certainly give yourself and Miss Garston a bad cold if you do. There is something wrong with the warming-apparatus, and Giles says it will be some days before it will be properly warmed. I thought I told you so this morning."
"I do not think Miss Garston will take cold, Etta, and it is very pleasant here"; but, though Miss Darrell retreated from the window, I think we all felt as much constrained as though she had joined us, for not a word could escape her ears if she chose to listen.
But this fact did not seem to daunt Lady Betty for long, for she soon began chattering volubly to us both.
"I am not so cross now as I was," she said frankly. "I am afraid I was very rude to Mr. Tudor at dinner; but what could I do when Etta was so impertinent? No, she is not there, Gladys; she has gone out of the room, looking as cross as possible. But what do you think she said to me?"
"Never mind telling us what she said, dear," returned Miss Hamilton soothingly.
"Oh, but I want to tell Miss Garston: she looks dreadfully curious, and I do not like her to think me cross for nothing. I am not like that, am I, Gladys? Well, just before we went in to dinner, she begged me in a whisper not to talk quite so much to Mr. Tudor as I had done last time.
Now, what do you want, Leah?" pulling herself up rather abruptly.
"I have only brought you some shawls, Lady Betty, as Miss Darrell says the conservatory is so cold. She has told Thornton to mention to his master when he takes in the coffee that Miss Gladys is sitting here, and she hopes he will forbid it."
"You can take away the shawls, Leah," returned Miss Hamilton quietly, but there was a scornful look on her pale face as she spoke. "We are not going to remain here, since Miss Darrell is so anxious about our health.
Shall we come in, Miss Garston? Perhaps it is a trifle chilly here." And, seeing how the wind blew, and that Miss Darrell was determined to have her way in the matter, I acquiesced silently; but I was not a bit surprised to see Lady Betty stamp her little foot as she followed us.
Miss Darrell was lying back on a velvet lounge, and welcomed us with a provoking smile.
"I thought the threat of telling Giles would bring you in, Gladys," she said, laughing. "What a foolish child you are to be so reckless of your health! Every one knows Gladys is delicate," she went on, turning to me; "everything gives her cold. Giles has been obliged to forbid her attending evening service this winter: you were terribly rebellious about it, were you not, my dear? but of course Giles had his way. No one in this house ventures to disobey him."
Miss Hamilton did not answer: she was standing looking into the fire, and her lips were set firmly as though nothing would make her unclose them.
"Oh, do sit down," continued her cousin pettishly; "it gives one such an uncomfortable feeling when a tall person stands like a statue before one." And as Miss Hamilton quietly seated herself, she went on, "Don"t you think religious people are far more self-willed than worldly ones, Miss Garston? I daresay you are self-willed yourself. Gladys made as much fuss about giving up evening service as though her salvation depended on her going twice or three times a day. "What is to prevent you reading the service in your own room?" I used to say to her. "It cannot be your duty to disobey your brother and make yourself ill.""
"The illness lay in your own imagination, Etta," observed Miss Hamilton coldly. "Giles would never have found out my chest was delicate if you had not told him so."
Miss Darrell gave her favourite little shrug, and inspected her rings.
"See what thanks I get for my cousinly care," she said good-humouredly.
"I suppose, Gladys, you were vexed with me for telling him that you were working yourself to death,--that the close air of the schoolroom made your head ache, and that so much singing was too much for your strength."
"If you please, Etta, we will talk about some other subject; my health, or want of health, will not interest Miss Garston." She spoke with dignity, and then, turning to me with a winning smile, "Giles has told me about your singing. Will you be good enough to sing something to us? It would be a great pleasure: both Lady Betty and I are so fond of music."
"Miss Garston looks very tired, Gladys; it is almost selfish to ask her,"
observed Miss Darrell softly; and then I knew that Miss Hamilton"s request did not please her.
I had vowed to myself that no amount of pressing should induce me to sing that evening, but I could not have refused that gentle solicitation. As I unb.u.t.toned my gloves and took my place at the grand piano, I determined that I would sing anything and everything that Miss Hamilton wished; Miss Darrell should not silence me; and with this resolve hot on me I commenced the opening bars of "The Lost Chord," and before I had finished the song Miss Hamilton had crept into the corner beside me, and remained there as motionless as though my singing had turned her into stone.
CHAPTER XVI
GLADYS
I do not know how the majority of people feel when they sing, but with me the love of music was almost a pa.s.sion. I could forget my audience in a moment, and would be scarcely aware if the room were empty or crowded.
For example, on this evening I had no idea that the gentlemen had entered the room, and the first intimation of the fact was conveyed to me by hearing a "Bravo!" uttered by Mr. Hamilton under his breath.
"But you must not leave off," he went on, quite earnestly. "I want you to treat us as you treat poor Phoebe Locke, and sing one song after another until you are tired."
I was about to refuse this request very civilly but decidedly, for I had no notion of obeying such an arbitrary command, when Miss Hamilton touched my arm.
"Oh, do please go on singing as Giles says: it is such a pleasure to hear you." And after this I could no longer refuse.
So I sang one song after another, chiefly from memory, and sometimes I could hear a soft clapping of hands, and sometimes there was breathless silence, and a curious feeling came over me as I sang. I thought that the only person to whom I was singing was Miss Hamilton, and that I was pleading with her to tell me the reason of her sadness, and why there was such a weary, hopeless look in her eyes, when the world was so young with her and the G.o.d-given gift of beauty was hers.
I was singing as though she and I were alone in the room, when Max suddenly whispered in my ear, "That will do, Ursula," and as soon as the verse concluded I left off. But before I could rise Miss Darrell was beside us.
"Oh, thank you so much, Miss Garston; you are very amiable to sing so long. Giles was certainly loud in your praises, but I was hardly prepared for such a treat. Why, Gladys dear, have you been crying? What an impressionable child you are! Miss Garston has not contrived to draw tears from my eyes."
But, without making any reply, Miss Hamilton quietly left the room. Were her eyes wet, I wonder? Was that why Max stopped me? Did he want to shield her from her cousin"s sharp scrutiny? If so, he failed.
"It is such a pity Gladys is so foolishly sensitive," she went on, addressing Uncle Max: "natures of this sort are quite unfit for the stern duties of life. I am quite uneasy about her sometimes, am I not, Giles?
Her spirits are so uneven, and she has so little strength. Parochial work nearly killed her, Mr. Cunliffe. You said yourself how ill she looked in the summer."
"True; but I never thought the work hurt her," replied Max, rather bluntly. "I think it was a mistake for Miss Hamilton to give up all her duties; occupation is good for every one."
"That is my opinion," observed Mr. Hamilton. "Etta is always making a fuss about Gladys"s health, but I tell her there is not the least reason for alarm; many people not otherwise delicate take cold easily. It is true I advised her to give up evening service for a few weeks until she got stronger."