"Have we kept you waiting too long? I thought you would not mind putting up with Giles"s society for a little while. Oh, Thornton was so stupid; I suppose he did not approve of the trouble, for he would forget everything we asked him to bring."
"This is quite a feast, Gladys," observed Mr. Hamilton gaily. And indeed it was a pretty picture when we were all seated: a pleasant breeze stirred the leaves over our head, the rooks cawed and circled round us, Nap laid himself at his master"s feet, and a little gray kitten came gingerly over the gra.s.s, followed by some tame pigeons.
There was a basket of roses on the table, and great piles of strawberries and cherries. Gladys poured out the tea in purple cups bordered with gold. Mr. Hamilton held out a beautiful china plate for my inspection.
"This belonged to Gladys"s mother," he said: "we are only allowed to use it on high days and holidays. Etta was unfortunate enough to break a saucer once: we have never seen the tea-set since."
I saw Gladys colour, but she said nothing: only naughty Lady Betty whispered in my ear, "She did it on purpose. I saw her throw it down because she was angry with Gladys." But, happily, Mr. Hamilton was deaf to this.
I hardly know what we talked about, but we were all very happy. Gladys, as usual, was rather quiet, but I noticed that she spoke freely to her brother, without any constraint of manner, and that he seemed pleased and interested in all she said; and Lady Betty chatted as merrily as possible.
When tea was over we all strolled about the garden, down the long asphalt walk that skirted the meadow, where a little brown cow was feeding, down to the gardener"s cottage and the kitchen-garden, and to the poultry-yard, where Lady Betty reigned supreme. Then we sat down on the terrace by the conservatory, and Mr. Hamilton threw himself down on the gra.s.s and played with Nap, as he talked to us.
I could see Leah sewing at her mistress"s window, but the sight did not disturb me in the least. Yes, I must be fey, I thought. I could find no reason for the sudden feeling of contentment and well-being that possessed me; in all my life I had never felt happier than I did that evening; and yet I was more silent than usual. Mr. Hamilton talked more to his sisters than to me, but his manner was strangely gentle when he addressed me. I was conscious all that evening that he was watching me, and that my reserve did not displease him. Once, when he had been called away on business, and Lady Betty had tripped after him, Gladys said, with a half-sigh,--
"How young and well Giles looks to-day! He seems so much happier. I wish we could always be like this. I am sure if it were not for Etta we should understand each other better."
I a.s.sented to this, and Gladys went on:
"I wonder if you have ever heard Mrs. Carrick"s name, Ursula?"
What a strange question! I flushed a little as I told her that her old friend Mrs. Maberley had put me in possession of all the family secrets.
"Quite against my will, I a.s.sure you," I added; for I always had a lurking consciousness that I had no right to know Mr. Hamilton"s affairs.
"Well, it does not matter. I daresay Giles will tell you all about it himself some day. You and he seem great friends, Ursula; and indeed--indeed I am glad to know it. Poor Giles! Why should you not be kind to him?"
What in the world could Gladys mean?
"I was only a child," she went on; "but of course I remember Ella. She was very beautiful and fascinating, and she bewitched us all. She had such lovely eyes, and such a sweet laugh; and she was so full of fun, and so high-spirited and charming altogether. Giles was very different in those days; but he reminds me of his old self this evening."
I made no answer. I seemed to have no words ready, and I was glad when Gladys rather abruptly changed the subject. Leah was crossing the field towards the cottage with a basket of eggs on her arm. As we looked after her, Gladys said quickly--
"Your talk last night seems like a dream. This morning I asked myself, could it be true--really true--that you saw Eric? I have hardly slept, Ursula. Indeed, I do not mean to be impatient; but how am I to bear this restlessness?"
"It is certainly very hard."
"Oh, so hard! But for Eric"s sake I must be patient. I saw the advertis.e.m.e.nt this morning in the _Standard_. Lady Betty read it aloud to us at breakfast-time; but Giles took no notice. I wished that we dared to tell Mr. Cunliffe about it; he might employ a detective: but I am so afraid of Etta."
"I think we may safely wait a little," I returned. "I have faith in Joe Muggins: a five-pound note may do our work without fear of publicity."
"If you hear any news, if you can find out where he lives, remember that I must be the first to see him: Giles shall be told, but not until I have spoken to Eric."
"Do you think that you will be able to persuade him to come home?"
"I shall not try to persuade him," she returned proudly. "I know Eric too well for that. Nothing will induce him to cross the threshold of Gladwyn until his innocence is established, until Giles has apologised for the slur he has thrown upon his character."
"I am afraid Mr. Hamilton will never do that."
"Then there will be no possibility of reconciliation with Eric, Ursula.
If Eric does not come home, if things remain as they are, I have made up my mind to leave Giles"s roof. I cannot any longer be separated from Eric: if he be poor I will be poor too: it will not hurt me to work; nothing will hurt me after the life I have been leading these three years." And the old troubled look came back to Gladys"s face. Lady Betty joined us, and our talk ceased, and soon afterwards we went up into the turret-room to prepare for dinner.
After dinner Lady Betty proposed that we should go down the road a little to hear the nightingales; but Mr. Hamilton informed her with a smile that he had a nightingale on the premises, and, turning to me, he asked me if I were in the mood to give them all pleasure, and if I would sing to them until they told me to stop.
I was rather dubious on this latter point, for how could I know, I asked him, laughing, that they might not keep me singing until midnight?
"You ought to have more faith in our humanity," he returned, with much solemnity, as he opened the piano. Gladys crept into her old seat by me, but Mr. Hamilton placed himself in an easy-chair at some little distance.
As the room grew dusk, and the moonlight threw strange silvery gleams here and there, I could see him leaning back with his arms crossed under his head, and wondered if he were asleep, he was so still and motionless.
How I thanked G.o.d in my heart for that gift of song, a more precious gift to me than even beauty would have been! As usual, I forgot everything, myself, Gladys, Mr. Hamilton; I seemed to sing with the joyousness of a bird that is only conscious of life and freedom and sunshine.
I would sing no melancholy songs that night,--no love-sick adieux, no effusions of lachrymose sentimentality,--only sweet old Scotch and English ballads, favourites of Charlie"s; then grander melodies, "Let the bright seraphim," and "Waft her, angels, through the air." As I finished the last I was conscious that Mr. Hamilton was standing beside me; the next moment he laid his hand on mine.
"That will do. You must not tire yourself: even the nightingales must leave off singing sometimes; thank you so much. No! that sounds cold and conventional. I will not thank you. You were very happy singing, were you not?"
I could not see his face, but he was so close,--so close to me in the moonlight, and there was something in his voice that brought the old shyness back.
I was trying to answer, when we heard the front door open and some one speaking to Parker. Was that Miss Darrell"s voice? Mr. Hamilton heard it, for he moved away, and Gladys gave a half-stifled exclamation as he opened the door and confronted his cousin.
"Where are you all?" she asked, in a laughing voice. "You look like bats or ghosts in the moonlight. No lights, and past ten o"clock! that is Gladys"s romantic idea, I suppose. What a dear fanciful child it is! Lady Betty, come and kiss me! Oh, I am so glad to be home again!"
"Good-evening, Miss Darrell."
"Good gracious! is that you, Miss Garston? I never dreamt of seeing you here to-night; and you were hiding behind that great piano. Giles, do, for pity"s sake, light those candles, and let me see some of your faces."
But Mr. Hamilton seemed to take no notice of her request.
"What brought you back so soon, Etta?" he asked; and it struck me that he was not so pleased to see his cousin as usual. "I thought you intended to remain another week."
"Oh, but I wanted to see Gladys, after these months of absence. I thought it would be unkind to remain away any longer. Besides, I was not enjoying myself,--not a bit. Mrs. Cameron grows deafer every day, and it was very _triste_ and miserable."
"How did you know I was at home, Etta?" asked Gladys, in her clear voice.
Miss Darrell hesitated a moment: "A little bird informed me of the fact.
You did not wish me to remain in ignorance of your return, did you? It sounds rather like it, does it not, Giles? Well, if you must be inquisitive, Leah was writing to me about my dresses for the cleaner, and she mentioned casually that "master had gone to the station to meet Miss Gladys.""
"I see; but you need not have hurried home on my account."
"Dear me! what a cousinly speech! That is the return one gets for being a little more affectionate than usual. Giles,"--with decided impatience,--"why don"t you light those candles? You know how I hate darkness; and there is Miss Garston standing like a gray nun in the moonlight."
"It is so late that I must put on my bonnet," I replied quickly; for I was bent on making my escape before the candles were lighted. Never had I dreaded Miss Darrell"s cold scrutiny as I did that night.
Gladys followed me rather wearily.
"Well it has been very pleasant, but our holiday has been brief," she said, with a sigh; and then she laid her cheek against mine, and it felt very soft and cold. With a sudden rush of tenderness I drew it down and kissed it again and again.
"Don"t let the hope go out of your voice, Gladys: it will all come right by and by. Only be strong and patient, my darling."
"I am strong when I am near you, but not when I am alone," she answered, with a slight shiver; and then we heard Lady Betty"s voice calling her, and she left me reluctantly.
I thought she would come back, so I did not hurry myself; but presently I got tired of waiting, and walked to the head of the staircase.