Max roused himself for my benefit, and Mr. Tudor seemed in excellent spirits, and we joked Uncle Max a great deal about his fortune, and after dinner we made a pilgrimage through the house, to see what new furniture was needed.
Max accompanied us, looking very bored, and entered a mild protest to most of our remarks. He certainly agreed to a new carpet for the study and a more comfortable chair, but he turned a perfectly deaf ear when Mr.
Tudor proposed that the drawing-room should be refurnished.
"It is such a pretty room, Mr. Cunliffe," he remonstrated; "and it will be ready by the time you want to get married. Mother Drabble"s arrangement of chairs and tables is simply hideous. I was quite ashamed when Mrs. Maberley and her daughter called the other day."
"Nonsense, Lawrence!" returned Max, rather sharply. "What do two bachelors want with a drawing-room at all? You and Ursula may talk as much as you like, but I do not mean to throw away good money on such nonsense. We will have a new book-case and writing-table, and fit up the little gray room as your study--and, well, perhaps I may buy a new carpet, but nothing more." And we were obliged to be content with this.
Max brought out a couple of wicker chairs on the terrace presently, and proposed that we should have our coffee out of doors. Mr. Tudor grumbled a little, because he had a letter to write; but I was not sorry when he left me alone with Max. I really liked Mr. Tudor, but we were neither of us in the mood for his good-natured chatter.
"I think old Lawrence is very much improved," observed Max, as we watched his retreating figure. "His sermons have more ballast, and he is altogether grown. I begin to have hopes of him now."
"He is older, of course," I remarked oracularly, wondering what Max would say if he knew the truth. "Well, Max, did you go up to Gladwyn last night?"
"Yes," he returned, with a quick sigh, "and Hamilton made me stay to dinner. I have found out about Captain Hamilton. He cannot get leave just yet, and they do not expect him until the end of November."
"I am sorry to hear that. Do you not wish that you had taken my advice now, and gone down to Bournemouth?" But a most emphatic "No" on Max"s part was my answer to this.
"I am very thankful I did nothing of the kind," he returned, a little irritably. "You meant well, Ursula, but it would have been a mistake."
"Hamilton told me about his cousin," he went on; "but his sister was in the room. She coloured very much and looked embarra.s.sed directly Claude"s name was mentioned."
"That was because Miss Darrell was there." But I should have been wiser and, held my tongue.
"You are wrong again," he returned calmly. "Miss Darrell was dining at the Maberleys", and never came in until I was going."
"How very strange!" was my comment to this.
"Not stranger than Miss Hamilton"s manner the whole evening, I never felt more puzzled. When I came in she was alone. Hamilton did not follow me for five minutes. She came across the room to meet me, with one of her old smiles, and I thought she really seemed glad to see me; but afterwards she was quite different. Her manner changed and grew listless.
She did not try to entertain me; she left me to talk to her brother. I don"t think she looks well, Ursula. Hamilton asked her once if her head ached, and if she felt tired, and she answered that her head was rather bad. I thought she looked extremely delicate."
"Oh, Gladys is never a robust woman. She is almost always pale."
"It is not that," he returned decidedly. "I consider she looked very ill. I don"t believe the change has done her the least good. There is something on her mind: no doubt she is longing for her cousin."
I thought it well to remain silent, though Max"s account made me anxious.
If only I could have spoken to him about Eric! Most likely Gladys was fretting because there was no news from Joe Muggins. She was certainly not fit for any fresh anxiety. I felt my banishment from Gladwyn acutely.
If Gladys were ill or dispirited, she would need me more than any one.
I think both Max and I were sorry when Mr. Tudor came back and interrupted our conversation. He carried me off presently to show me some improvements in the kitchen-garden; but Max was too lazy to join us, and we had quite a confidential talk, walking up and down between the apple-trees. Mr. Tudor told me that, after all, he was becoming fond of his profession, and that the old women did not bore him quite so much.
When we returned, Max was not on the lawn, but a few minutes afterwards he appeared at the study window.
"I was just speaking to Hamilton," he said. "He came while you were in the kitchen-garden, but he was in a hurry and could not wait. By the bye, he told me that I was not to let you sit out there any longer, as the dews are so heavy. So come in, my dear."
I obeyed Max without a word. He had been here, and I had missed him!
Everything was flat after that.
I took my leave early, feeling as though all my merriment had suddenly dried up. How would he have met me? I wondered. Would Max have noticed anything different? "How long will this state of things go on?" I thought, as I bade Max good-bye in the porch.
I waited for some days for Gladys to come to me, and then I wrote to her just a few lines, begging her to have tea with me the following afternoon; but two or three hours afterwards Chatty brought me a note.
"Do not think me unkind, Ursula," she wrote, "if I say that it is better for us not to meet just now. I have twice been on my way to you, and Etta has prevented my coming each time. My life just now is unendurable. Giles notices nothing. I sometimes think Etta must be possessed, to treat me as she does: I can see no reason for it. I hope I am not getting ill, but I do not seem as though I could rouse myself to contend with her. I do not sleep well, and my head pains me. If I get worse, I must speak to Giles: I cannot be ill in this place."
Gladys"s letter made me very anxious. There was a tone about it that seemed as though her nerves were giving way. The heat was intense, and most likely anxiety about Eric was disturbing her night"s rest. Want of sleep would be serious to Gladys"s highly-strung organisation. I was determined to speak to Mr. Hamilton, or go myself to Gladwyn.
My fears were still further aroused when Sunday came and Gladys was not in her usual place. After service Miss Darrell was speaking to some friends in the porch. As I pa.s.sed Mr. Hamilton I paused for a moment, to question him: "Why was Gladys not at church? Why did she never come to see me now?"
"We might ask you that same question, I think," he returned, rather pointedly. "Gladys is not well: she spoke to me yesterday about herself, and I was obliged to give her a sleeping-draught. She was not awake when we left the house."
"I will come and see her," I replied quickly, for Miss Darrell was bearing down upon us, and I am sure she heard my last words; and as I walked home I determined to go up to Gladwyn that very evening while the family were at church.
I thought I had timed my visit well, and was much exasperated when Miss Darrell opened the door to me.
"I saw you coming," she said, in her smooth voice, "and so I thought I would save Leah the trouble. She is the only servant at home, and I sent her upstairs to see if Gladys wanted anything. I hope you do not expect to see Gladys to-night, Miss Garston?"
"I most certainly expect it," was my reply. "I have given up the evening service, hearing that she was ill."
"It is too kind of you; but I am sorry that I could not allow it for a moment. Giles was telling me an hour ago that he could not think what ailed Gladys: he was afraid of some nervous illness for her unless she were kept quiet. I could not take the responsibility of disobeying Giles."
"I will take the responsibility on myself," I returned coolly. "You forget that I am a nurse, Miss Darrell. I shall do Gladys no harm."
"Excuse me if I must be the judge of that," she returned, and her thin lips closed in an inflexible curve: "in my cousin"s absence I could not allow any one to go near Gladys. Leah is with her now trying to induce her to take her sleeping-draught."
I looked at Miss Darrell, and wondered if I could defy her to her face, or whether I had better wait until I could speak to Mr. Hamilton. If Gladys were really taking her sleeping-draught, my presence in her room might excite her. If I could only know if she were telling me the truth!
My doubts were answered by Leah"s entrance. Miss Darrell addressed her eagerly:
"Have you given Miss Gladys the draught, Leah?"
"Yes, ma"am, and she seems nicely inclined to sleep. She heard Miss Garston"s voice, and sent me down with her love, and she is sorry not to be able to see her to-night."
I thought it better to take my leave after this, hoping for better success next time. I watched anxiously for Mr. Hamilton the next day, but unfortunately I missed him. When I arrived at Janet"s he had just left the house, and I did not meet him in the village. I was growing desperate at hearing no news of Gladys, and had determined to go up boldly to Gladwyn that very evening, when I saw Chatty coming in the direction of the cottage. She looked very nicely dressed, and her round face broke into dimples as she told me that Miss Darrell had sent her to the station, and that she meant to call in and have a chat with Mrs. Hathaway on her way, as she need not hurry back.
Jem Hathaway was pretty Chatty"s sweetheart. I knew him well. He was a blacksmith, and lived with his mother in the little stone-coloured cottage that faced the green. He was an honest, steady young fellow, a great friend of Nathaniel, and Mrs. Barton often told me that she considered Chatty a lucky girl to have Jem for a sweetheart.
"And if you please, ma"am," went on Chatty, looking round-eyed and serious, "my mistress said that I was to give you this." And she produced a slip of paper with a pencilled message. I knew Chatty always called Gladys her mistress: so I opened the paper eagerly:
"Why did you go away on Sunday evening without seeing me? I implored Leah to bring you up when I heard your voice talking to Etta, and when the door closed I turned quite sick with disappointment. Ursula, I must see you; they shall not keep you from me. Come up this evening at half-past seven, while they are at dinner. Chatty will let you in."
"Very well: tell your mistress I will come," I observed; and Chatty dropped a rustic courtesy, and said, "Thank you, ma"am; that will do my mistress good," and tripped on her way.
I went back into my parlour, feeling worried and excited. Gladys had sent for me, and I must go; but the idea of slipping into the house in this surrept.i.tious way was singularly repugnant to me. I would rather have chosen a time when I knew Mr. Hamilton would be absent; but in that case I might find it impossible to obtain admittance to Gladys"s room. No, I must put my own feelings aside, and follow her directions. But, in spite of this resolve, I found it impossible to settle to anything until the time came for keeping my appointment.
I arrived at Gladwyn just as the half-hour was chiming from the church clock. As I walked quickly through the shrubbery I glanced nervously up at the windows. Happily, the dining-room was at the back of the house, but Leah might be sewing in her mistress"s room and see me. As this alarming thought occurred to my mind, I walked still more rapidly, but before I could raise my hand to the bell the door opened noiselessly, and Chatty"s smiling face welcomed me.
"I was watching for you," she whispered. "Leah is in the housekeeper"s room, and master and Miss Darrell are at dinner. You can go up to my mistress at once."
I needed no further invitation. As I pa.s.sed the dining-room door I could hear Miss Darrell"s little tinkling laugh and Mr. Hamilton"s deep voice answering her. The next moment Thornton came out of the room, and I had only time to whisk round the corner. I confess this narrow escape very much alarmed me, and my heart beat a little quickly as I tapped at Gladys"s door; then, as I heard her weak "Come in," I entered.